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I had a few shit years. Looking back not realizing just how much Overload I put on myself. Overworking myself with goals, ambitions and a purpose in mind. But never the less sacrificing sleep, peace of mind, myself in the process and that of my kids. Masquerading with smiles to keep myself afloat, pushing through convincing myself tings would get better, once I had achieve my goal I would be able to slow down. Well I realized I had to re design myself and re wire. Still with the same goals and ambitions in mind but now with guidelines. Being able to make sense of life more and allow myself to slow down now and not rush. The past year and a half has been both the most dramatic, life impacting and rough time but equally the most indulgent, proudest and at ease Ive felt ever. It goes without mention that I attribute a whole lot of this to my partner @helen_macdonald199 for all of this. I had given up in life and she proved me that there was something to give up about. Giving up having to keep searching for myself inside when I was already with myself all along. This isnt to glorify and brag but rather a reminder in time and space of the changes the right person can do to your life and Helen has been one of the biggest, bestest supporters of my goals, my kids, my band as its all now part of our life together now. Thank you so much for everything you do for us and our relationship. 🖤 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cpqussuvp1O/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Its that time of the year 🌋🎄 (at Orange County Fairgrounds) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClrT6lxP0rp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Im proud to say were on the game Metal Tales Overkill featuring our song “A Critical Affair” from our Infinite loop Album! Make sure to check out the game and become a Metal god yourself! 🦾🌋 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc65ia3rTOX/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Im really the luckiest man alive to have you 🖤 @helen_macdonald199 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc1d61IJKDQ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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And 4 is gone just like that! It was a successful fun day 🖤 (at Downey, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CccF5ZWrth4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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To commemorate the evening we treated ourselves to some nice sushi as we had been arduously studying for a test. Later that week I almost died but happy non the less hahahah @helen_macdonald199 🖤 (at Downtown Fullerton) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cb1pizDOHm7/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Just like that the tour is over and friendships were made! Ive gotten the biggest respect and appreciation for these guys right here! Until we see each other on the road again my dudes! 🦾🌋 (at Toot's Tavern) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWOu980PnQJ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Whats the common denominator between H and W if O, J and S all equal 10? Best answer gets a hug haha H= 1+9 W= 9+1 (at The Juke Joint Anaheim) https://www.instagram.com/p/CU6fRAWMn0D/?utm_medium=tumblr

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The rattling inspired all this In my head I just kept hearing massive drums, bass lines, drops, synths all that good stuff hahaha https://www.instagram.com/p/CUEvm2RrTrN/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I really am enjoying this new haircut, it even made my shirt disappear haha https://www.instagram.com/p/CUAnMNzprzW/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I ask for an absolutely absurd/abstract, with lack of context request and you just nail it! “I want to look like a Volcano” @lorylights you’re incredible! Never disappoint, in the least! 🖤🌋 It was time for a drastic radical change and Im glad we made it happen! 🖤🌋 (at Beck + Brix) https://www.instagram.com/p/CT6CHqyL3_b/?utm_medium=tumblr

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A thing did a thing for a thing by a thing playing a thing recording through a thing wearing a thing while singing in Spanish 🥶🌋 haha (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CT3dPqIDp7F/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I really like this jacket haha (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CS2aJlSv5gS/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Well hello again! 🥶 (at The National Orange Show NOS Event Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRCuK_aLmy3/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Years of taking pictures of each other and this is our first picture together that we both look good hahahah 🌋🦾🔊🦾🔊🦾🔊🌋 P.s.: It could’ve been me inside that like… just saying ._. (at Day Trip) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRAGnq4Lh_U/?utm_medium=tumblr

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My kids are way cooler than me haha 🌋🖤 (at The Pier, Manhattan Beach) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPMv3vBrp-e/?utm_medium=tumblr

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It was Madelines 3rd Birthday and there isn’t anything else that makes me such a proud dad but seeing my two loves grow big, smart and sweet! (at Downey, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/COEl95er2V0/?igshid=1cj1my9r53ekh