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The Persistence Of Loss
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Hey I'm Kathleen I'm 16 and a Junior at HHS. I'm addicted to Tumblr. I listen to all kinds of music, i love meeting new people so dont be shy i dont bite. I get through my days by constantly thinking there's always a storm before there's a rainbow. <3
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Cant anybody see? I used too be so happy... Why cant I just go back to these days? Why cant things just be normal again? Im so fed up with this shit. I am constantly tortured with this pain. People ask if im okay, but i'll always say that pathetic line every other girl uses "of course im okay," I want too tell everyone the truth. That im not okay at all and all I really want too do is die. I don't even understand why im still here. Im just so done with this. Its been almost a year that ive been dealing with this pathetic ass pain. I just don't even know anymore. When good things happen something goes wrong. I try too think i'll be okay but I don't see that ever happening because when I actually do have a feeling of happiness something happens and makes me all depressed again. Im that girl who can laugh and smile and make you seriously believe im such a happy person, but i'd like for you too come and watch me at night because that's when all the true feelings of mine come out. I don't get it. I was doing good but now im at stage one all over again. Why. why. why. and why. I swear im such a worthless person. I feel so empty. I have no one.. I just want too leave this life. There isn't a point anymore. Seriously.
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Honestly I'm so excited about getting my permit 😀💕 #car #ptcruiser #hehe #yaya! (Taken with GifBoom)
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Its just one of those nights where I keep thinking about every little thing I've fucked up in my life. I keep thinking "well what if I did this instead," these thoughts are so tough to fight off right now. This cat was my BABY. I loved him with my entire heart. I'd take a bullet for this gingy. I miss him to fucking death and when I say death I mean death. I keep questioning myself "why did I ever give him away," and the fact I just gave him away about two days ago. Its killing me. I just want him back. I wish he was here so he could pull a fast one, and jump the baby gate that's in my door space to get into my room and start meowing and I jump because im so unaware that he's laying in my bed. I wish I could have him back. I feel like such a fucking idiot for giving my precious baby away. Monty; mommy misses your lovely face sooooo much and im sorry I did what I did. I just couldn't take the bitching anymore because of you out smarting every little thing. I really wish you were here with me right now so I could hold you and cuddle with you I know you'd listen to me sob over this shit. One day though we will met again I promise you that love </3
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I want a cute relationship.
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Reunited!!!!! And it feels so good!!!!!!! ❤ (Taken with GifBoom)
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this is the story of now
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Im not your average girl, I'm not the one you want. I'm lost in myself, I'm lost in the crowd. Silence is all the noise hidden in my shell. Forever and now It's not easy to see I'm not your average girl. I'm too different. I'm just me. I try to be happy, glue on a smile, but my face is rubber. Give an inch. Take it a mile. No need to be sorry, don't even let it slip. It pains me more if you know I'm not your average girl, and you can see through my lies. I'll just pull myself away; wrap myself up; leave those not meant to be left. And curl into my shell of silence. Punished by me, because I'm not your average girl. I'm not the one you want. (Taken with GifBoom)
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I get a lot of compliments on my eyes, some on my eyelashes. But I'll never be able to accept someone's compliment because I believe the person is always lying and their laughing in my face.. 🙈🙊🙉 (Taken with GifBoom)
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Boss bitchhhhh 😊😂❤ (Taken with GifBoom)
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