within-orbit

[within-orbit]

im so tired

[within-orbit]

I’m running out of nice ways to say it. It’s all my fault. It’s all my fault and I can’t take any of it back.

[within-orbit]

i don’t know you but i think i’m meant to love you

[within-orbit]

i am not familiar stop pretending you know what i am

[within-orbit]

Death is so cruel. She took my hands in the form of something beautiful. I watched her expression harden as blood streamed down my face. She discarded me like a dog shakes out its wet coat. One of many droplets. I still love her all the same. All the same.

[within-orbit]

this skin is not mine. It’s not anyone’s. It is just skin. Skin i cannot shed.

[within-orbit]

I take you down to my favorite spot. I know we are going to die.

[within-orbit]

There’s a different person in every mirror I see

[within-orbit]

Kill me in hatred and I will accept it out of love

[within-orbit]

Pull me apart at the seams. Stand over my body with blood dripping from your jaws. Throw away my belongings and keep me somewhere safe beneath your skin. Don’t think of me when I’m gone. Don’t even realize you’ve kept me. I can’t stand to be seen.

[within-orbit]

sometimes I wonder how it must feel to be a dog in a house full of humans. Inferior in spirit despite superior physical strength. Alienated by the people you love. I could hurt you, but it won’t make me like you. I will never be you. My body holds me back.

[within-orbit]

there are arrows in my throat and rocks inside my stomach. Gut me open. Let me out.

[within-orbit]

The goal of a living thing is not to live, but to be looked at

[within-orbit]

can u tear me to pieces and put me back together with a little bit of you left behind

[within-orbit]

I am dancing with an angel of death. Our fingers interlock. Euphoria.

[within-orbit]

take my hand and lead me somewhere with your many wings

[within-orbit]

all of me is my skin. I am broken the instant I make a mistake.