withinlovs

[withinlovs]

Nabila-ku Berulang Tahun

It is my second time celebrating your birthday, Nabila-ku sayang. I have expressed all my good wishes for you in my prayers, directly to Him. But there is something I did not mention in my prayers: 'I want to be the one who is there for your ups and downs, in sickness and health, through good times and bad.' I should have told you this myself, so I am writing it here.

This letter is a heartfelt message I am writing just before your birthday. I hope your special day is filled with all the good things you wish for, and I hope I am also one of those good things

Aku sayang kamu. Aku gak akan pernah lupa buat ngucapin satu kalimat itu ke kamu, dalam kondisi apapun. Kalau ditanya apa yang bikin aku sayang sekali sama kamu rasanya 1000 paragraf juga gak cukup buat nulisin alasannya, tapi supaya kamu tau, ini beberapa alasan aku gak akan lupa buat ngungkapin rasa sayang aku ke kamu:

Kamu selalu mau buat ngeusahain apapun untukku, untuk ketenangan aku, kita. You give me your all

Kamu selalu baik ke semua orang, terlebih ke aku, kamu baik sekali. I am afraid anyone could take advantage on you

Kamu tau kita banyak sekali perbedaan tapi kamu gak pernah bilang kamu jengah dengan semua perbedaan kita, bahkan terkadang aku yang sempat goyah

Kamu wanita yang paling cantik yang pernah milikin aku. Iya, kamu yang milikin aku, bukan aku yang milikin kamu

Kamu selucu dan seimut itu, all of you in every universe bakal kalah sama kamu yang ada di semesta ini

Kamu gak pernah intended to exclude me in anything you do, aku benar-benar seperti milik kamu, dan aku sangat suka hal itu

Kamu selalu tau... Apa, ya... Seperti punya seribu cara bikin aku ngerasa lebih baik, baik dari segi emosi maupun perasaan yang lagi aku rasain. You amaze me in every way

Last but not least, aku betah banget ber-jam jam, ber-hari hari, ber-minggu minggu hanya berduaan sama kamu. Your presence is what I long the most in this world

Itu cuman 0,2% dari hal yang bikin aku sayang kamu, aku harap dengan ini hari kamu akan lebih penuh dengan kasih sayang dan cinta dari semua orang yang sayang sama kamu. Happiest of birthday once again, sayang-ku 🍰🤍

[withinlovs]

Red-Letter Day.

In the midst of day to remember, Asha is turning a year older! The love I have for you surely spread to today, because of your birth being celebrated in it. Fret not, it doesn't make my love for you tomorrow any less.

To the girl who has a big amount of love for flowers, cakes, and books: Happiest Birthday to you, my love. Blow the candle(s), eat one piece or more of your birthday cake, go dancing and do whatever you want on this joyful day.

This person who you know as a handsome gatekeeper wishing you the most lavish birthday possible filled with nothing but happiness, laughter, and joy. You were born on a day like this, you came into the world and illuminated it with your candor, with your cuteness, with all your wonderful being. I have no doubt that you are the best thing that has happened to me in life. With you by my side, I don't need more to be happy.

To answer the letter I got on my birthday, I want you to know that I, too, want to do that silly dancing with you. Listening to your blabber about your favorite books and everything, I'm as happy as you when you talk about those things with me, you know? I feel like I'm the most important person you needed all the time.

You're also my comfort and safe person, Asha. I often feel anxiety when I'm on a talking stage with someone (pdkt), but with you, I barely feel it. You're so amazing for that; you love endearing things. The thing as simple as "Ian Ian Ian" is enough to make me fall for you even harder every time you do it. Thank you for willing to be my only Eva. Happiest Birthday once again, princess.

And this is also written with admiration full of love,

Caspian.