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I just want to be normal i want to finish things indont want to be disinterested in literally everything after 5 minutes i wish i had friends who cared about me and loved me and i wish i had a hug or something

i wish i didnt make all these decisions i wish i saved my money i wish i didnt eat that and i wish things didnt have to be this way but i know they dont have to be. i wish i wasnt still like a river in the wintertime thats frozen over. i wish i could progress in life without it feeling like too much to handle. i wish i didnt say that, i wish i did say that

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tops these days have way too much audacity. 'drive over here ;)' if YOU want to fuck ME then u gotta put in the effort and get ur ass in the car and drive . come on

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i dont get dysphoria that often anymore but i keep seeing guys on tinder/grindr that like. look like me but theyre cis and its making me wanna kms so hard

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i think hot ppl should just kill themselves

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went on Grindr and a metalhead I've never seen before viewed my profile then immediately blocked me like damn TF did I do to u 😭

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i know i was always meant to be lonely and sad my whole life and i have accepted it but man it fucking sucks sometimes lol

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sometimes ill talk to a cis person and it is way too obvious that the only trans ppl they interact with are extremely chronically online in a very specific way

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you are very easy to love actually, just so you know

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always remember that is never too late to make things worse

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insta gave me a notif that my ex-bf reactivated his account and i was like YES FINALLY I CAN BLOCK HIM. clicked the notif and he had already blocked me. damn i thought u forgot i existed considering u didnt even see me as a person at all but i'll take this as a win. then like a day later he very briefly unblocked me so i got to block him. yes its petty. no i dont care. die

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Saw someone on Grindr that looks soooo similar to me but he's cis and it just brought back all my crippling dysphoria

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reasons i had to turn into a femboy instead of being masc all the time

when i went to psycho las vegas '22 and like 75 percent of the ppl there were short stocky latinos with long wavy dark hair and i was like. oh god we all really do look the same. especially since we all also had that rat stache at the time

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when i went to psycho las vegas '22 and like 75 percent of the ppl there were short stocky latinos with long wavy dark hair and i was like. oh god we all really do look the same. especially since we all also had that rat stache at the time

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being sexually desired doesn’t mean anything and it won’t save you from the self hatred that festers inside of you

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wanting a bf but all the guys where i live suck or theyre ugly or theyre taken. like come on man

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wait it wasnt palliative care it was like hospice but he was at a transitional housing so they didnt really help him that much anyways. idk if hes even still alive. whatever man

fathers day over? well happy late fathers day to my moms ex-husband (my stepdad) who was a weird creepy handsy/touchy pervert piece of shit to me growing up and then when my mom died last year he lied and said he wanted to "be supportive" so i gave him the key to her rental house and he stole a bunch of her shit then started ignoring me when i asked for it back

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and happy late fathers day to my real dad that i havent seen since i was 13 bc he was always in and out of jail for DV and drugs then he decided he wanted to try getting sober for his *other* kids but not for me so he never talked to me again until last year when he got out after 4?5? years again (he relapsed and got arrestted for aggro assault) and then was placed on pallative care bc he refused to get sober again and was dying and i stalked him and found his number and he agreed to reconnect with me and then all three times i tried to meet up with him he ghosted me and now hes either missing or in jail again

fathers day over? well happy late fathers day to my moms ex-husband (my stepdad) who was a weird creepy handsy/touchy pervert piece of shit to me growing up and then when my mom died last year he lied and said he wanted to "be supportive" so i gave him the key to her rental house and he stole a bunch of her shit then started ignoring me when i asked for it back