womenzoberranzan

[womenzoberranzan]

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

[womenzoberranzan]

absolutely hate it when the pleasurable activity procrastination hits. i’m going to do something fun that brings me joy but not yet. yeah, not yet. not yet. maybe i shouldn’t do it at all, it’s not that fun

[womenzoberranzan]

Warlocks after a short rest

[womenzoberranzan]

Where would you put a city on this map?

[womenzoberranzan]

Happy 10th birthday to the best tweet of all time.

[womenzoberranzan]

Who wants to see my pet paper shredder

[womenzoberranzan]

imagine the following:

the central character(s) of the most recent fanfic you completed are summoned into your room, in the physical and mental state they were in at the end of your fanfic. they are made fully aware of the following:

they are a fictional character

whatever happened to them in canon was the result of their original author's writing.

whatever happened to them in your fanfic was the result of your writing.

[womenzoberranzan]

sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time

[womenzoberranzan]

if you want me to consume a new media you MUST catch me at the exact moment when the stars are aligned and the air pressure is equal to the current degree of the sun’s peak against the horizon and all the cosmic energies are perfectly unified (aka my old interest is fading out) or i will nod and say “im adding that to my list!” Knowing theres no chance i will check it out

[womenzoberranzan]

the new dj crazytimes song … now that’s what I call music!

[womenzoberranzan]

alex young as ewen montagu

(@callmelasagna's master)

[womenzoberranzan]

THE GOOD PLACE 4.09 | The Answer

[womenzoberranzan]

Hey. I think I hate you.

[womenzoberranzan]

Today my wife texted me this, and then immediately called me to make sure I got it because it was “an urgent message”.

[womenzoberranzan]

well aware the orin/minthara situation was sooooooo fucked but the idea of minthara earnestly trying to explain the insane menzoberranzan gender politics to potentially the least well equipped person in faerun to understand it. lol

[womenzoberranzan]

First time at the seaside....

[womenzoberranzan]

any printer born after 2007 can't print... all they know is bluetooth , hide they usb port, tray feed error, be out of magenta , eat paper & tell HP my social security number