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i had a really good morning today and then came home and did my lifting
and now i cant tell whether im ready to move up in weight sooner than anticipated or if i just performed better cause i was in a good mood lol
#im gonna at least give it a slow increase for the deadlifts#like just an extra 10lb next set and see how it feels cause thats not a lot and i am over body weight for that lift now#and of course its the quads following up with a similarly outrageous pace#im already doing like more than body weight for the quad extensions too and its getting difficult to load the plates on for that#im definitely building some more mass tho
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okay so its not like i had a shitload of weight to drop here but it wasnt nothing right
like i went from an overweight bmi to a normal one
no one told me how much harder it was gonna be to shave my armpits
why is no one talking about this
#do i live in unique fear of my armpit hair??#like during estrogen puberty that shit was growing so hard that i couldnt lower my arms all the way#i am fucking terrified to see what would happen now that im testosteroney
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no this is delicious
greek yogurt "cheesecake" made with vanilla pudding mix and a hot cocoa mix
im going to commit a food crime today maybe
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youre monogamous? oh… it’s ethical, right? ethical monogamy? okay good for you! i mean pretty much every monogamous couple i’ve met didn’t work out but maybe you guys will beat the odds! haha. so is it a sex thing? you guys have sex with- just each other? huh. how does that work? i could never do monogamy, i’m too jealous, i’d worry my partner would leave me for someone else instead of dating us both… how do you deal with the jealousy? is it hard? like, how hard? extremely? do you think you’ll break up? i mean in the long run these things rarely work out,
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im going to commit a food crime today maybe
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"love is what makes us human" actually it's 'select all images with boat' but go off I guess
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okay so heres my little secret
i tend to dip into fatspo tags once in a while to find new accounts to follow cause for some reason a LOT of it is people looking their best or being motivational/vulnerable and theres a lot of genuine human inspiration to be found in there if you can steel yourself through the hateful remarks (and the recycling of obvious fetish content which is now not properly tagged so also great fucking job on that front)
someone on bluesky tagged their own selfies with it and clearly used it to mean "fat, and inspirational" and that is exactly my vision here
i want that tag flooded with that use case to the point theres no room for the hateful fucking human garbage
#its like people go out of their way to find examples of fat people being kind or fashionable#like your mistake buddy now im following them on tiktok
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took an extra rest day this week to go harder on the weights and not have to eat nearly as much
trying to bulk while training for endurance cardio is fucking nightmarish and i do not recommend this ever lmfao
really starting to sell myself on the concept of the Off Season
#shits taken me admittedly very very slowly from like#500cal days to 3000cal days#i swear im more exhausted from fueling the workouts than the workouts themselves at this point#and im still baaaaarely gaining weight from that so its starting to get to my head#like dont get me wrong i love the way i look here#and my performance metrics are goin up up up which is what its all about baybeeeee#but i can tell my resistance training is suffering for the cardio#so the idea of maintaining through the on season and bulking during the off season is becoming increasingly appealing#and yknow cardio gets cut like in half during the off season too#ive got a few months to figure that out tho
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there is something deeply ironic here
in less than a year ive gone from enjoying a heavily restricted diet to lamenting the massive piles of restaurant quality meals im churning out plus the number of whole foods im snacking on
you think id enjoy being able to put down 3000+ calories in a healthy way but no this is actually more exhausting than the training it fuels
#i cannot express how much im looking forward to maintaining#its gonna take so fucking long to get there#but itll be worth it when im able to pull a double century like no big deal
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Apparently there’s a website called Public Square where conservatives register their businesses to identify themselves as “anti-woke” so other conservatives can find them. I just thought I would share in case anyone wanted to put their zip code in and learn which local businesses to avoid.
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probably the best advice I've ever got was from my grandpa when I moved from my town and started a university, he told me to leave the house everytime when I start to feel down, just to go to the park, a supermarket, a bookstore, to even drive in a bus or tram, just be around other people because staying at home all the time kills you; and you know he was right
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FOUR HOUR TRAINING RIDE COMPLETE WOOOOO
It feels so fucking good, and it makes me really enthusiastic about staying in recovery. I can't do this type of athletics if I'm drinking like I did, and I sure as hell can't move like this without eating well.
I'm getting closer and closer to the 1000km gauntlet! I'm at least gonna be making my first attempt this year.
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AAAAAAAAAAAAA wife and i are going to a convention this year and there are BICYCLISTS coming :D
im gonna be on a personal mission to collect as many contacts as possible over the weekend
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