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grrr super kaantok sa work kasi wala yung mga katable ko wala akong madaldal tas halos walang tao sa office kasi may event yata i wanna sleep so bad pero sobrang oa kasi dito kahit saglit na pagseselpon mamatahin ahahahaha di na effective na pampagising ang hamilton guys pls send help

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huhuhu ang comedic timing talaga nung lumilindol tas ako chill lang nakikinig ng sugar we're going down tas biglang nagsigawan mga tao sa paligid ko hahahaha me and my bigass headphones against the world

anyways, stay safe everyone!!!

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the grass is not greener on the other side, the grass is greener where you water it (!!!)

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reblog if people r allowed to send u asks as if theyre ur friend. wanna tell me how ur day went? do it!!! ask me for advice? sure! ask a personal question? go right on ahead!

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051825 | liwa day 2 𓇼ˎˊ˗‧₊˚.⸝⸝❀˖°

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re-reading i want to die but i want to eat tteokbeokki and it just hits harder now that im fully realized. i feel like all my relationships before, whether platonic or romantic or familial, had me walking on eggshells so much that i'd just anticipate when they'll need me so i can be of use to them. i always considered their feelings, totally forgetting about mine that's why when all hell broke loose, i was emptied inside out.

and ALSO, maybe that's why i held on too much from THAT relationship. because it made me feel special, even though it was barely something. because the crumbs of love given to me always feel like everything. and maybe that's why it was so hard to be angry with them at first. because i thought everything they've done to me was because i was lacking in our relationship. silly brain made me believe everything was my fault.

it's sad thinking about it now, but i guess that's life. it is what it is. or atleast, it was.

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down ba ang x :///

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Medyo quick life update, rendering na ako sa current work ko. Hahaha. Nagfile ako last week friday tapos tinanggap naman agad ng sup ko. No joke, okay talaga yung work load ko, sobrang gaan, i can do it all day. Main reason ko talaga is yung byahe, expenses in general, saka yung toxic na work environment. Totoo pala talaga yun no? No matter how easy the job is, if di mo maaatim yung mga tao sa paligid mo eh hindi ka talaga makakatagal. Akala ko kasi dati kaya ng patience ko na magstay dun for longer pa, since sabi nga ng mga friends ko eh magaling raw ako mag-tolerate ng mga kagaguhan kaya nga daw hinahayaan ko lang na ganunin ako ng mga tao (as a medyo retiring na people pleaser or whatever they meant). Proud na lang rin ako sa sarili ko na tumagal ako dun for 8 months, kase tbh di ko talaga inexpect na tatagal ako nang ganun dun. Late ko na talaga narealize rin siguro na this job isn't worth bending my principles over. Parang grabeng wake up call ang mga pangyayari last last week sa akin na napa-draft ako ng resignation letter at napa-compute ng possible last pay. Hahahaha. Sabi nga ni mommy grace, okay na toooo.

Note to self, di lang basta-bastang research pala ang dapat na gawin pag nag-aapply, dapat nagbabasa din sa reddit. Hahaha. Bc what do you mean nung sinearch ko yung company ng client namin sa reddit eh andaming lumabas na results???? Hahahaha. Emz. Now i know talaga. Sobrang laking lesson sa akin ng trabahong ito at ang main takeaway ko ay: kaya pala mostly psych grad ang mga hr, nakakachallenge pala talaga sya mentally at need kong iapply ang coping mechanisms na natutunan ko sa uni. Eme. Okay bye, kakatapos lang ng rdd shift ko. Magluluto na ako ng pang-dinner. :')

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Good morning, my school idol friend!

huh

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051725 | liwa day 1 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

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those who know me, know you as well

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i don't know how i'm going to pay my rent this month. people like to offer me chipper little hints - no coffee! how about less eggs? - while i survive off 20 dollars a week. as if saving 20 dollars will somehow manifest the 2000 i need. little bits of yourself and your life get cut up this way; redistributed into financial offerings.

poverty just feels like - the spill happened. why are we quibbling about the best way to keep water inside a glass when the glass is already empty. no amount of scraping at the floor will peel up what i have lost. it's just - gone.

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wewz bumabagsak mata ko dito sa office. huhu. antok na me so much.

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puyat mag-abang ng election results. anlala talaga ng anxiety pag ganitong election season. huhu. pilipinas LFGOOOO 2/12 na sa senators. pasok rin ang akbayan and ml. grabe, ang lala ng kaba ko talaga. tas sobrang mixed emotions kasi di ko alam if malulungkot ba ako o magagalit o ano, ang lala din kasi ng mental gymnastics dito sa pinas haha di ko gets ang kinalabasan ng magic 12. well, a win is still a win. sana paggising ko mamaya eh may mas maganda pang balita.

happy rin me sa count ng makabayan bloc kasi hellooooo for the majority of them na first time tatakbo tas naka-gather ng millions and thousands of votes. huhu. unti-unti na talagang bumabalik yung pag-asa na medyo nawala nung 2022 elections. 2028, let's fucking gooooo.

also, i think we owe this to the youth talaga. sobrang daming first-time voters at sobrang helpful ng pagiging vocal ng mga kabataan talaga sa kung bakit tayo may panalo ngayon.

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"can mutuals DM you?" Is this a joke, I'd rub up on some of them like a cat.