thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.
Height gap romance except the shorter one is frequently depicted in situations where they are contextually taller. The taller one sitting while the shorter one looms over them. Both of them lying in bed with the taller one’s head pressed to the shorter one’s chest. The shorter one straddling the taller one’s lap and leaning down for a kiss. The taller one on their knees as the shorter one tilts their head up. Please, it makes me go feral
I understand that there have been talks about an Israeli invasion of Rafah and I understand how absolutely catastrophic that would be for what is potentially the most packed area in the world, but I just want to point out that it feels like everyone is anticipating with fear a potential assault on Rafah whereas attacks and airstrikes are already happening and in fact they never even stopped for over 6 months now.
Keep talking about Rafah and keep talking about Gaza. There are absolutely no "safe zones" in Gaza and there never have been.
i made this quiz in a day and forgot about it for a while. welcome to gremlyn's Oddly Specific drdt trivia quiz! whoever actually gets all of this right gets a fuit gumy.
(the quiz itself is Technically spoiler free (doesn't directly mention who dies) BUT one of the answer explanations (which hopefully still works...) is a ch1 spoiler. i'd still advise being caught up (ch2e11 + ftes) to actually experience this quiz as intended!!)
(if you think i got an answer key wrong (which i hopefully Didn't, considering how much i rewatch drdt), or if the answer explanations aren't showing up, please tell me and i'll try to do something about it...!
edit 1: thank you to @/mowaishva for pointing out another possible answer for question 14!! it wasn't in the options so i don't actually need to fix it, but i edited the answer explanations to include it)
The good news that I'm finally in Egypt now with my youngest brother and the bad news is my mother and my other brother with his wife still in Rafah waiting to evacute to Egypt.
I feel so sad and depressed for leaving them i should stayed and get out together.