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hi pretty!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hi i’ve just been crying and thinking abt u and falling asleep and waking up and crying more. that’s what i’ve been doing. also i love you so very much and i am so very lucky and you are adorable and sweet and lovely. and you are just. you’re just transcendent.

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hi there!

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some of my tells when it comes to feeling things strongly r like. sudden and sharp exhales. shifting my feet or legs around. and audible swallowing/gulping.

also touching your face a lot seemingly compulsively, when i say stuff very quietly. when i simply stare at you. hiding my hands. or like. squeezing my fists. The Look. you don’t know it but when you were tying my jacket strings in windsor in january, the way i was looking at you. uh. when i am being. particularly? gentle with you.

when you come close to me because you want to be close to me. not a tell just a. if this happens my chest will literally hurt probably. when you say sorry and you mean it and it’s not your fault.

when i say “um” sometimes. probably when i look completely like deadpan. sometimes. when i look at you and look down afterwards.

you do not notice my like constantly looking at you.

+ when i say it’s okay

+ when i just like stare at you. it might look like i’m glaring at you. but if i’m not upset with you trust that i just don’t want to look at anything else.

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you say i’m the softest thing ever and then you don’t fall asleep on me every night what the fuck is up with that

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hi i love you so much i feel it aching in my throat and chest rn

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hey so we’re in nyc rn and i knew you were tired but i wanted u to fill asleep on me and you had my legs in between your legs for a while and i wanted to adjust so that the position would be sustainable for me and i tried to ask sooner rather than later bc if i ask u to change ur position after being in one for too long ur like i’m really sleepy do u mind if i go to sleep now and it’s like noooo

you should have just fallen asleep on me instead

i know that’s what made you sleepy anyways

anyways i asked too late bc when i asked you if i could put my legs on top of urs u said that to me

just fall asleep on me!!!!!! it’s okay you’re so safe with me :(((((

like. i’ll be so still under you if you let me readjust this one time.

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i love you

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baby you're so and i am like crying about you and writign about you like please relax jesus chrst. for reference i am editing the poem. abt the way you sound. i've been mulling her over for months now.

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i would like for you to think of me as a place to receive unconditional patience, warmth, love, care.

i want you to associate me with stability, safety, and peace. i would like to feel like coming home. i want to feel like a place for you to rest and sleep at night. like getting in bed after a long day.

i'll love you long after it stops mattering to you. and after that too.

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my boyfriedn so cute

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i’m at disneyland rn and i was watching the fireworks n i was like i wish noah were here. also i like ur name. a lot :) it’s so nice and soft. the vibes r immaculate. very fitting.

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you’ve said several times that you have gotten the urge to marry me and i think you’re so stupid for that. but. it’s really nice. like. it’s nice that you have not felt this intense urge before.

and it’s like justified by my being a really cool person. that’s wonderful. you did not feel this way about kirsten. that’s something to me.

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you’re so soft and nice and stuff. you’re. :) my favorite guy.

u just told me about listening to never forget you by zara larsson and it making u emotional and honestly noah that’s rly funny because it’s a bad song but it was so sweet of you.

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i was walking home and imagining seeing you at jfk n was like :))))))

(written a couple days ago)

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just rewatched the bed humpy vid for the first time in a while. i don't think i appreciated it enough when i first got it. now that i better know your reactions and stuff, i can track your progress much easier and appreciate what's going on even without numbers.

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hi we just successfully put a thing on the backburner when you were upset about it and i like you so much. leading you out of feeling super shitty in the mean time felt like you letting me lead you blindfolded across a bridge with no railings, just holding your hand. i really appreciate that you trust me enough to feel better and not stay focused on it.

we can do this. it'll be fine. i love you stupid idiot puppy boy