indie / selective / private . JOHN aka THE HUNGER from the adventure zone . written by SYBIL .
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“I’ve lost my humanity… My death is long overdue.”
#oh Mood??????#that line is Hellsa fittin damn :////#( ❛ suppose i say he cuts the roots to make the tree survive ------ ᴠɪsᴀɢᴇ )#q.
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Parley by Griffin McElroy
#this makes me want to Live#( ❛ one thing more eternal than eternity & equally more pleasant ------ ᴀᴜᴅɪᴏ )#q.
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V A L S E D I F A N T A S T I C A
Piano Collections - Final Fantasy XV
#( ❛ one thing more eternal than eternity & equally more pleasant ------ ᴀᴜᴅɪᴏ )#( ❛ light & life & bonds ; swimming & streaming in inky depths of hunger ------ ᴀᴇsᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ )#q.
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random mbmbam sentences ask meme
“how about duct tape?”
“i’m sleeping in a skin bag!”
“he is a fake butter man joke to me!”
“i don’t know a thing about girls.”
“free me from this flesh prison.”
“when you take off your pants, you just yell ‘have mercy’.”
“just a quick list of what some shorts are.”
“i don’t think that’s gonna play out how you think that’s gonna play out.”
“don’t look at them, they’re not one of us.”
“can you summon any memories about that day? like, any.”
“no guns! no kings! only food!”
“i guess what we’re saying is– do you wanna buy a steamboat?”
“that was between us! i came to you in confidence!”
“please stop the noise.”
“you fucked UP man. oh, did you goof.”
“can we please move on from this.”
“i should’ve been ready.”
“what else can i ruin today?”
“they’re easy to make at home.”
“my fuckin’ beautiful dark twisted fantasy.”
“it’s sleek, and it’s stylish.”
“i like to surround myself with friends who will just reach out and poke my muffin top.”
“hoooooooow. does that. juicy ass. look.”
“it’s an old family name.”
“what do you think is the sexiest numeral?”
“that’s a stew, and that’s unacceptable.”
“i have at least two left feet, maybe more.”
“i don’t want a stranger to yell at me for any reason whatsoever.”
“you should know my style!”
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I belong here, and you will not deny me.
❛ alright , SUIT YOURSELF . if you want to remain in a space & existence in which the universe takes its sweet time toying with the living even in death —— feel free to continue doing so . but when time proves your hopes wrong , don’t say i didn’t offer a WAY OUT . ❜
deathless sentence meme. ( accepting . )
#applekissed#answered#ic#( ❛ ᴠᴇʀ.01 ------ to outgrow limitation & confront whatever capricious creator installed them )
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deathless ♚ sentence meme
You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.
You are going to break your promise. I understand.
You’re lonely too.
It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.
I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.
I am your servant.
I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.
For you alone I will be weak.
I belong here, and you will not deny me.
I say these things, and the world listens.
I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.
In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.
I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.
I moved the earth and the water for you.
You will always run away with her.
You will always lose her.
You will always be a fool.
You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.
You have already done all of this and will do it again.
No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.
We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.
What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.
There need never be any rules between us.
Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.
Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.
I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.
Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.
I can’t abide a poor liar.
You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.
Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.
Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.
Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.
In his own country, Death can be kind.
What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?
Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.
I am no one; I am nothing.
Nothing in me was not made by you.
A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.
Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.
Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.
I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.
If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.
What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?
Don’t you dare speak to me like that.
I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.
I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.
I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.
I have learned to watch everything die.
I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.
Are we not devils?
No one is now what they were before the war.
I have not seen you without your skin on.
Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.
We obsess. It’s in our nature.
I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.
In war you must always choose sides.
If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.
We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.
My old bones will follow yours soon enough.
It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.
I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.
After love, no one is what they were before.
I have survived, but I have not been spared.
In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.
Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.
It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.
You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.
You will be so beautiful when you are old.
I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.
You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.
I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.
She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.
I still want to kiss you.
My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.
What happens to anything beautiful?
I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.
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five word prompts
[inspired by this]
“actually… i just miss you.”
“alright, i’ll leave you alone.”
“and slowly… i was forgotten.”
“and then everything just disappears.”
“and where do i go?”
“anyone could tell from here.”
“are you finishing that or…?”
“are you stupid or stupid?”
“anything, just call me, okay?”
“bitch better have my money.”
“bro… that’s so… not cool…”
“but did you do it?”
“call me now. it’s urgent.”
"can’t you listen to me?”
“cross that. don’t answer that.”
“don’t even think about it.”
“don’t you dare walk away.”
“do it. i dare you.”
“did you think i forgot?”
“eventually… you just move on.”
“even if you still do.”
“everything will fall into place.”
“fight me, you attractive stranger.”
“for once, i need you.”
“for once… i was right.”
“for once… i was wrong.”
“forget i even asked you.”
“forget it. you fucking suck.”
“fuck’s sake, what’s your problem?”
“fuck off. i mean it.”
“give and take. that’s life.”
“great. perfect. nice. fuck this.”
“have you lost your mind?”
“hello? it’s me. i was-”
“hey… that wasn’t so nice.”
“here’s a glass of whatever.”
“how about a hug, hm?”
“how about you make me?”
“i haven’t forgot you yet.”
“i can’t be around you.”
“i don’t need you, really.”
“i don’t need this now.”
“is this your first time?”
“it’s just a cut, really.”
“it wasn’t me, i swear!”
“i said i love you.”
“just don’t fuck it up.”
"just… come back alive, okay?”
“just make sure you’ve eaten.”
“kick his ass for me.”
“killed him? wait, what, literally?”
“life really sucks. feel better.”
“letting go hurts… a lot.”
“let me live, will you?”
“no, i don’t need you.”
“nothing can hurt me now.”
“nothing matters anymore to me.”
“okay it was me… so?”
“people lie all the time.”
“pipe the fuck down, asshole.”
“please, you can’t die now.”
“please don’t leave me alone.”
“quiet. they can hear us.”
“quick! give me your phone!”
“quicker, you freaking piece of-”
“quit it or i’ll bite.”
“quit staring! they’ll notice us!”
"really? do i look stupid?”
“real smooth, tripping over air.”
“rise and shine, sweet thing.”
“rise and fucking shine, motherfucker.”
“seriously? give me a break.”
“so… what are we now?”
“so… did you miss me?”
“so… can we go eat?”
“so… when’s the next flight?”
“so… how did everything go?”
“sometimes, i wish you died.”
“so what? you did it.”
“time passes slower without you.”
“then what do you suggest?”
“the fuck? who are you?”
“then you tell me why.”
“this is not working out.”
“this isn’t what i wanted.”
“this is all a fucking disaster.”
“when did it all happen?”
“who knew you’d be here?”
“why do i even bother?”
“why do i love you?”
“why didn’t you tell me?”
“you’re just… so, so stupid.”
“you can’t be here now.”
“you look like an accident.”
“you really need to go.”
“you know who to call.”
"zero fucks given. next please.”
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well i feel like a complete dunce right now , an absolute fool . not only did i fail to listen to the new ep the moment it came out , im only now listening & have only reached half - point , but ive also been completely neglecting my hungee boy . unbelievable . this wont do , no not at all . the moment i am done listening to the new ep i am storming right back in here & reblogging memes .
#john may be a fickle muse but that is no excuse for me not to do junk here#i think the issue is that (like always) i try too hard to imitate the canon & while thats not necessarily a bad thing it does limit me#for one i try so hard to be like the canon that i completely fuddle it up & i end up with a mess that is now just impossible for me to read#i try too hard#i need to let loose with my portrayal & let the natural muse juices flow#those inky neon rainbow ribboned juices#i entirely blame hs for my lack of activity on ANY of my blogs recently; ive just been so caught up in all of it smh#( ❛ i want jon arbuckle to vore me ------ ᴏᴏᴄ )#i......... forgot that was my ooc tag jfc what was i thinking
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FLAMEGAUNTLET.
her very essence TREMBLED trying to contain herself, fist shaking and impulses ready to strike at any second. she didn’t WANT to control herself any longer. “ yeah, it CAN’T. ” the fireball is flung out of her hand and straight at john. she didn’t care if she died. the anger was to much to hold in.
he jerks to the side in surprise , though not quick enough to avoid having his shoulder get caught by the magic . it stung , yes , but it seems to have simply DESTABLIZED his form ( with lack of control , shape becomes harder to keep ) . he needs to GET OUT of here ; even if it’s only for a while , even if she or anyone else tries to pull him out again ------ NOW he has got to get out .
❛ & it won’t . ❜ arm still outstretched , his hand closes as he speaks . & he KILLS HER .
#feel more than free to have her just pop right back in there next cycle#if this isnt cool tho lemme kno & imma change it up#flamegauntlet#t;#ic#( ❛ ᴠᴇʀ.01 ------ to outgrow limitation & confront whatever capricious creator installed them )
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FLAMEGAUNTLET.
lup’s reaction time was almost immediate. she’d been ready for something like this to happen, and she hoped it would, anyway. her plan was to make him show he was OUT OF CONTROL. the chair slid out from under her and she stood her ground, arm outstretched with a fireball in her fist. her heartbeat rose drastically as the ball of flame grew hotter and larger within her hand, ready to fire at any moment. the two of them had reached a point where they could both destroy each other any moment they wished. lup wanted to be the one who fired first.
“ don’t. move. if you don’t fire, i won’t. ”
control of situation has LEFT his grasp , control of self slowly SLIPPING. he just wants to help the world see how it’s been screwed over by the very universe they so blindly live in , see how they can change that if they just let him help them help themselves ... these STUBBORN MEDDLERS have ruined efforts at fulfilling what he’s been working so tirelessly towards time & time again . he can’t be the only one getting tired of this “ game ” .
❛ ------ this can’t go on FOREVER ... ❜
#flamegauntlet#t;#ic#( ❛ ᴠᴇʀ.01 ------ to outgrow limitation & confront whatever capricious creator installed them )#well shes already killed him inside tbfh so like halfway there
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FLAMEGAUNTLET.
she deeply inhaled, then exhaled. her gaze was locked onto john like headlights on an unsuspecting deer, brows furrowed in frustration, and deep thought. she had to make this conversation COUNT, her life quite literally DEPENDED on it. “ i see the big picture, i assure you. it’s a bad one. who are you to— ugh. ” the normal voice she spoke in shifted, becoming angrier and more serious. “ who are you to decide who lives or dies? YES, the people on YOUR planet may have agreed with you, but as far as i know, nobody else wanted this. you took them all by your own will. there is NOTHING humane left in you. you’re not the person you once were, unless you’ve always been a stone cold MONSTER. ”
❛ i am trying to HELP . ❜ frustration growing , he retorts barely seconds after the other’s finished speaking . ❛ you know nothing --- i’ve seen beyond the veil of reality , i’ve understood the workings of the universe , i’ve seen how broken it all is --- we are going to FIX IT ... !! ❜ breath hitches as he realizes he’s begun to raise voice .
for a moment he becomes aware of the fact that he’s changed position ------ the first thing he notices is that he’s STOOD UP . & then he notices that he’s outstretched his hand , black flames licking at palm & shifting through fingers . he has always known irritation & annoyance & impatience ... but what he feels now has not been felt in ... ages . he’s ANGRY . not at the universe & its creator , no , not at the moment ... but at lup . he’s not quite sure what to do now . the hunger is echoing in his mind to just KILL HER ALREADY , to end this pointless conversation , destroy her annoying & angering presence for at least until next year . he could swear he hears thunder from beyond the window & sunset .
❛ it seems we’re at an IMPASSE ... ❜
#IDK WHATS GOING ON BUT JOHN IS HAVING A FUCKIN CRISIS#flamegauntlet#t;#ic#( ❛ ᴠᴇʀ.01 ------ to outgrow limitation & confront whatever capricious creator installed them )
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@flamegauntlet.
head rested upon her hands, staring intently at the man. she INTENDED to make him feel uncomfortable, if anything. this man was her enemy. finding common interests within enemies, lup found, was an easy way to break them. “ oh, it’s RELEVANT. loneliness can drive people insane. i’ve seen it happen. you’re no DIFFERENT than them, you know. i guess maybe i convinced myself you were something greater than a terrifying eldritch monstrosity, that maybe everyone, including you, had GOOD in them somewhere. prove me wrong. ”
❛ well i --- i hate to disappoint , but i can’t prove you wrong on that note . despite your crew’s disagreement , we do NOT attempt to be monstrous . i still retain that ... that which has maddened me is --- is not loneliness ; in my life i was ... well involved with society & would not be someone you’d consider ... lonesome . i spent my days pondering & figuring out the world & time & how those & our beings intertwine ... ❜ he’s getting CARRIED AWAY again ... a deep breath is taken & calmed , concise thought exiting . ❛ ------ if anything is to blame for my actions it is the lack of just laws surrounding the very being of the universe . ❜
there is slight uncertainty about how to word argument , but he hasn’t the time to attempt figuring out the CORRECT PHRASING ------ a mixture will have to do . ❛ ------ you don’t have to agree , i’ve long since given up on --- on changing your thoughts on me ... but ... i was --- AM , in here , still john --- still ME ... & i was --- still AM , in here ... GOOD . at the very least , my intentions are good . you’re simply not seeing the big picture . ❜
#flamegauntlet#t;#ic#( ❛ ᴠᴇʀ.01 ------ to outgrow limitation & confront whatever capricious creator installed them )#k hes a jerkwad but can i just say#john getting embarrassed abt gettin carried away is kinda my Aes tbfh??????#like damn i know hes spoutin bullshit but also damn thats kinda adorable
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kubo + A6 maybe??
send me a character + expression. ( accepting for Ages. )
#seetheirsoul#answered#tfw i still haven actually seen the movie (((: gfdi#( ❛ i want jon arbuckle to vore me ------ ᴏᴏᴄ )
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i saw transmerle reblog this post & tag it “john & merle“ & it was only a few minutes ago when i had my Epiphany about Art possibilities being Limitless that i realized i could Draw It
#someone had to do it#it had to be done#( ❛ suppose i say he cuts the roots to make the tree survive ------ ᴠɪsᴀɢᴇ )#( ❛ irksome & vexing he keeps relentless hope ------ ᴍᴇʀʟᴇ )
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it has Hit Me that as an Artist i can Literally draw Whatever the fuck i Want,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, so i drew john hunger facing God & walking backwards into Hell
#i have been Liberated#( ❛ suppose i say he cuts the roots to make the tree survive ------ ᴠɪsᴀɢᴇ )#( ❛ i want jon arbuckle to vore me ------ ᴏᴏᴄ )
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cooro from plus anima in c1??
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#deathgained#answered#i know nothin abt him but i lov already#( ❛ i want jon arbuckle to vore me ------ ᴏᴏᴄ )
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if yr, still doin em maybehaps a5 with chara?
send me a character + expression. ( accepting for Ages. )
#outtalv#answered#frisk: flirts w. half the underground#chara: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........#( ❛ i want jon arbuckle to vore me ------ ᴏᴏᴄ )
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