worrysomemmore

[worrysomemmore]

does anyone think about it? that everyone ask you to make "a little more effort", when you always and i say ALWAYS make a lot of effort in things even when you're at your lowest and they still say that you're lazy and always on the "damn phone" and that is the fault?.

That everytime you're down, feeling like drowning, mentally drained, too much tired to text someone, study, socialize and so you just you cancel yourself and stay on social media like tumbr and just go and scroll, watch videos on yt or stay on Twitch, without thinking you just want to cancel yourself and just shut down the brain. Turn the audio up to max and listen to stuff on Spotify, not thinking and just daydreaming while the music go on, you don't tidy your room, your bed always undone, clothes or onther things on the bed, everything doesn't care, stop studying, stop giving attention to the class, everything just useless cuz you can't help, you can't do anything and so it's like time doesn't exist, you stay in your room all day and not even talk to your parents, it's like that time is stipped, sorry for the vent, I just couldn't take it anymore.