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Drawing basil in different art styles for practice hehe

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sometimes a theme recurs in your work without your permission. and sometimes it reaches a threshold where you're like. well now i think this is saying something about me against my will. don't know what though

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I’m going to publish a book of my work! It will be released around 📖March 8 to March 10!

It’s a book with a fantasy world view.

In addition to the existing illustrations, the book will also contain newly drawn works and a little bit of making.

I hope you enjoy the book in various ways, whether just looking at it or using it as a hint for your creativity.

If you don’t live in Japan, you can still buy the book, but you will have to pay for shipping.

I hope you will understand that the text in the book is in Japanese.

www.amazon.co.jp/dp/4817021683

Thank you very much.

【Additional information on February 5】 

We are also planning to sell a digital version of the book a little later on.

If you are concerned about shipping costs, please buy the digital version.

作品集を出していただけることになりました📖3/8～3/10頃に発売予定です❗️

ファンタジーや民族的な世界観一色の本になってます。

既存イラストに加え描き下ろし作品とちょっとしたメイキングも掲載予定。

眺めるだけでも創作のヒントにも色々な楽しみ方をしていただけたら嬉しいです。

日本在住でない方もご購入いただけますが、送料がかかってしまいます。

また本文も日本語となっていますのでご注意ください。

【2/5追記】

少し後になりますがデジタル版も出る予定です。

送料気になる方は良かったらこちらをチェックしてみてください。

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thoughts on moths?

i kis em

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i airfried a shallot today

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measurements

2024-8: 102-101-105 2024-9: 102-96-104 2024-10: 100-93-102

2025-1: 100-87-100

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my "suicidal hermit" lifestyle has been largely detrimental to my emotional wellbeing

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today i ate leftover burrito filling on flatbread and drew multiple girls

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Tree spirit

ink+watercolour

twitter/ insta/bluesky/ store

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Imitating Katya Gudkina a little a bit here

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today i cried over being rejected from a discord channel

😎

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haii!! I loved snuff puppy shelter and just wanted to ask how you got the idea for the game and if anything inspired you ? : - )

Thank you so much for asking <3 I'm delighted you enjoyed it so much :3

tldr: It is distillation of, and love letter and blown kiss to a type of internet user: she/they/it (any combination of those 3) trans puppygirls with lots of fucked up, hardcore (and often trauma-fueled) kinks

I am part of that group, obviously. It is a game for the girlies; for those few fucked up degenerate rejects of society that find comfort in the thoughts of being on the giving and/or receiving end of the word "faggot", drugging, blunt force trauma, tummypunching, knifeplay and cutting, snuff, gore, gunplay, cigarette burns, (c)nc, etc etc etc etc

And sometimes getting hugged by your loving sister/mom/dog (who is another tgirl that's just as fucked up and within 5 years of your age range)

I submerge myself in that space so often and it truly feels like home.

This is the best description of the general vibe I can provide currently. I can only point to a few concrete examples that are not meant to be comprehensive or exhaustive, but just a few that come to mind this moment

On tumblr: @deathdriving @puppygirllaika @janegorelove @human-knife-block @xrafstar (also currently reading through their Torture Works anthology and it is an absolute delight)

And on twitter too: dedgrl dxmpup GayNoumena nyetalia

It'll get better. We only have ourselves.

(Also, the production reality reason is that I published She Was Swallowed By The Sun on the 4th, and then had to wait a total of almost 4 days to receive all the typos back so I could release V1.0.1. That wait left me so anxious and antsy that I started working on my ditherjam submission that then became Snuff Puppy Shelter. So thank you [weapon tgirl in my life] for being such a thorough reader)

(+ You're the first ask I got on here!! Yippie!!)

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it's cold out there, reblog to give a trans man a cup of soump