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Milan Kundera

Only a literary work that reveals an unknown fragment of human existence has a reason for being.

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Lone Hearted Mystic

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Waiting up for the end of the world.

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I was a psychic child who participated in Project Odyssey (DIA) from 2008-2010 which was a subprogram of Project Pegasus. Both of these programs have ties to what many understand as the original MK-Ultra. What I am writing below is from my own individual intuitive sensing, not a statement from anything else or from what I was doing in the Program.

Humanity is in a very precarious position, and I previously didn't want to jump the gun on releasing too much too soon, but, I sense that it is time. Here we go:

The winds of change are blowing, and things are either going to look like you've "won", or that things are getting absolutely chaotic (both are true). It may look like humanity as won. You helped made this happen! You did it, seriously! You have every reason to celebrate in love, but don't plateau out and think that your ideal candidate getting into office or whatever other thing the collective is gravitating towards is the magic fix alone.

Understand that in order for us to get to this situation (as we've been doing since at least 2012 with the love & help of our divine & higher dimensional partners) we are manipulating the lens of Duality to buy humanity more time.

You are not bound to duality, it exists outside of you. Duality is projected onto you here in the 3rd dimensional realm to teach you & help you grow. It's an illusion that is embedded into the fabric of this reality along with linear time flow. You only experience linear time flow because you have no other frame of reference to perceive anything different. Do not get comfortable in the times to come, this is intended only to get you to a place where you can esoterically and spiritually remember who you are. You are (in some sense) in an escape room that is delicately hanging on as we are all trying to generate potentials that will lead to new experiences and not the death of the collective consciousness (which we are narrowly tip-toeing around from a bad probability that reached a fixed collapse in 2046 that leads to a restart).

Ask: What is your consciousness?

This should be your primary focus right now and in the future ahead. You need to do this yourself, you need to do the work, you can't just look at what others are posting and see where the collective consciousness is going. You MUST reach the epiphany of the "I AM" to be at a resonance to ascend out of the 3D and this requires a lot of work, a lot of pain, and a giant dark night of the soul. But, you have a soul. You have a fragment of light. It does not live here, it is limitless, and you must get out as the more lifetime incarnations you stay here, the more at risk you are of this dimension folding in on itself. Dive into your fears, keep your ego busy as you begin to make your subconscious (shadow) and conscious (light) mind self aware. You cannot integrate the right and left hemispheres of your brain until each side becomes self aware. Only then they choose to merge in the image of the whole. You need to work the spiritual muscles and open a pathway between "I hate everything here and I want out" and "I love everything here and everything is whole".

In the easiest terms possible, this dimension only exists if there is consciousness to enjoy it. You Co-Create reality. If there’s no one here to experience it, then it doesn’t exist, because there's no one generating it.

This dimension has existed for a long time from a linear time perspective, and what has happened, is that the “dark” or the illusion of duality has plagued it, throwing off the intentional balance of what’s supposed to be 50% Dark, 50% Light generating quantum potentials for infinity (linear time flow) that you, as the personification of a human, get to collapse into an experience. In reality, you are the personification of quantum potentials that you in turn experience. In another sense, you are light.

There can never be more darkness than light. It’s the only multi-dimensional law that binds us together. The Law of One material does a lot here to educate you if your curious, as well as teachings from Hermes and esoteric Christianity (think what does the Trinity/Trinita mean to you?).

When a “restart” happens (the “apocalypse”) its like washing your towels in the laundry. This is a safeguard that is essentially built into the mainframe of the third dimension, if things are projected to lead to the death of the collective consciousness on a quantum scale, linear time flow will begin to collapse where the future and the past operate like metaphoric tsunamis rushing back until there is only one single point remaining, until it begins again (Creation Story). Once you’ve stained and dirtied your towels enough, you realize there’s stains that you can’t wash out. This is what’s happening to your dimension. The time between "restarts" will continue to become les and less and accelerate into another restart if we hit this point, meaning things will become so unstable that this entire dimension folds in on itself. You need to come to this epiphany and understanding because the longer you remain here over more lifetime incarnations, the more at risk you are of this dimension folding in on itself, and losing the collective consciousness that exists. That does NOT mean that you just cease to exists, but that does mean that the fragment of light you are does, and you deserve to be reunited for the work you’ve done. I'm trying to show an optimistic pathway for you, and in it is as equally somber as it is invigorating.

If humanity continues to awaken, we can collectively shift everyone. In order for this to happen, each individual must work on themselves esoterically until the resonance within the collective consciousness allows us to ascend. There will be more and more of a "split" happening if you do this, as within the laws of duality, each wave function has the equal potential to split into the opposite outcome, meaning even if "you" ascend, or timelines split, or whatever concept you want to use to visualize this, others will not be at the resonance you may be at, and will remain here. There is no one coming to save us in our physical forms here, we need to do it ourselves.

Remember who you are.

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The Bardo

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Normalizing the magic. A memoir. From childhood to now. The sexuality and everything. Document it. Get it all down on paper. Everything you can remember. What made you? Who are you?

Pyramid magic, meditating in pyramids.

Atlantis

Avalon

Crystals

Chakras

Kything

Reiki

Past Lives (During sex) Future Lives? Time & Distance do not exist.

Bigfoot

Ghosts

ESP

Prince of the Universe

Merlin or King Arthur

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The Memory of Water: A Book About Kything

Water is losing its memory.

It asked me to transcribe what it can remember.

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My whole world changed the first time I tried kything.

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Das Energi was born a mystic. He had many adventures and experienced many things. He knew he was a Master of the Universe. A starchild. Not from this planet. He has always known he was important. He was someone special. But after Covid and living in isolation for so long, the magic had run dry. He wasn't Das Energi anymore. He was Dave. An ordinary guy living an ordinary life with an ordinary boyfriend doing ordinary things.

Das Energi traveled across dimensions. He has seen the other side of the veil. He had gazed into the void. He traveled across the stars. But simple Earth magic eluded him. Kything, touching the roses and hearing them, their sensuality. How they love to be touched, smelled, caressed, given attention to. But they also appreciate consent. To be spoken to as an equal. To be recognized as a living being with intelligence, thoughts, emotions. Kything opened up a whole new world. There was so much to see and do and learn on this planet.

Dave thought rocks were going to be his friend. He had such good luck working with roses and water. Earth magic was flowing through him. But rocks had other ideas. On his way to a rock labyrinth at a church, Dave was in a car accident. This interrupted his training. This broke the flow of magic. The momentum was ruined. Dave still hasn't visited the rock labyrinth at the church. He was without a car, no way to travel. So many of the lessons he had to complete about Earth magic required traveling great distances on Earth to visit with trees, to go on intuitive nature walks, places that Dave couldn't go to easily on foot.

Das Energi has had a long-running relationship with water. Water is family. Water is life. Das Energi is a natural water elemental. He has spent time in Atlantis in a previous life. But Dave didn't know that different types of water had different thoughts, beliefs, and personalities. That each water's journey defines them. Rain water, pool water, urine, the ocean. Each is as drastically different as comparing someone raised in Hindu India, to someone born and raised in New York City, or someone from rural China. Each with distinctly different cultures.

Dave didn't know what to expect from the trainings in Earth Magic. These were all outside of his normal comfort zone. But Dave's first-hand experience working with the elements was undeniable. The roses spoke! Dave made love to the roses! It was a very erotic experience for them all. Das Energi had leaped in. You get out of the trainings what you put into it.

Das Energi took his practice to the bath. He'd perform the meditations, chanting, and final ceremonies in the bath. He found the water heightened and amplified the experience. He could feel / hear / see the elements he was working with. Rocks did not like that. Das Energi struggled with the rocks and stones all month. Water and stones are enemies. Water carves through stone to make the Grand Canyon. Rocks block the flow of water with dams. They antagonize each other. Waves in the ocean wear rocks down making the rocks smooth. They are constantly at odds with each other. The Earth was here first. And then water came to cool the planet and bring life to this desolate rock. Water is an alien here. Water brought life. Life is a virus. We are all alien hybrids. Consciousness flows through the water. And rocks are resentful.

Entering the portal in his heart and traveling across spacetime, Das Energi arrived at his inner temple. A Greek temple with pillars floating in space. There he met his guides who introduced him to several other guides like The Green Man, Thetis, and Pythia the priestess and oracle at the Temple at Delphi. Das Energi has a long lineage of working with those who are fluent in magic. The keeper of the secrets of the rose blessed Das Energi as he tied the thread onto his wrist. The thread was a reminder of Das Energi's commitment and focus to the training.

But the stones or gods presented too many obstacles. Das Energi began to fall behind. He got discouraged. He tried to work with the trees. He did all he could. But it wasn't enough. The magic was fading. The momentum was passing. The power had been broken. After the car accident, Das Energi broke up from his long-term boyfriend. The spiral was going deeper and faster. Das Energi couldn't climb his way out of it.

All Das Energi had were his memories of what he once was. His time spent working with the roses, water, and rocks were profound and life changing. He will never be the same again. Das Energi knows there is more to this world than our sense doors can detect. If he is quiet and listens, he can feel the conscious energy of everything surrounding him. The table speaks. The air speaks. The glass of water speaks. Everything is alive. Everything has thoughts and emotions.

Now when Das Energi tends to his garden, he touches the flowers, he talks to them, he tells them how beautiful they are. He knows everything is alive. Everything wants attention. Everything wants respect and to be treated as an equal. At any moment Das Energi can close his eyes and travel back to his Inner Temple. There his spirit guides will be waiting for him. The journey isn't done yet. There is more to do.

As Das Energi was once focused on life, death, and the void behind the veil. He now sees so much more magic in the life surrounding him. Everything is alive. Everything is Source. We are all connected. We are all One. Das Energi is more open to change and evolution and appreciating the differences between each other. We all have our stories to tell. Das Energi is happier and healthier. His understanding of magic has increased. He can do reiki and energy work and akashic records and he can talk to plants, hear their stories. He can follow the guidance of the pendulum. It is all connected to Source. Listen to the oracle cards. Be mindful of the powers of rocks, stones, and crystals. Respect the gods of the north, south, east, and west. Those above us, below us, around us, and within us.

Das Energi is stronger, smarter, more equipped, more enabled to confront the magic of the universe. To live life with appreciation and empathy. Life is precious and magical and should be enjoyed, respected and admired.

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Philip Gladstone: “The Open Window”, 2017. 

Acrylic on panel.

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“Why did I pick him? This person who is my exact opposite? I'm sure it has something to do with him being a narcissist just like both of my parents. It was familiar in ways that I didn't fully understand. I wanted to prove to him that I could be perfect & once my perfection slipped, he didn't want me around.”

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Putting this here because I don't know where to put it. This is a safe space. No one knows about it. No expectations. Just me.

Somewhere I can say I miss my Boo. I feel safe when I am in his arms. I miss him. I miss feeling safe. I miss feeling cared for.

(Hell, I feel like no one has taken care of me in YEARS. Has anyone EVER taken care of me? My mom did. I had a good mom.

No one since her has cared for me like she did. And this is probably my greatest disappointment in life - that I never found the love of someone who loved me like my mom did.

Thank you for loving me, mom.

I felt safe in your arms.

Intimacy is about safety. The peace you feel in someone’s presence. The ease in their voice when you disagree. Someone’s attentiveness when you are struggling. Their language when they speak about you, someone’s curiosity to learn you and the surrender when it comes to you.

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LONDON (AP) — Scientists say they have found the sunken wreck of polar explorer Ernest Shackleton’s ship Endurance, more than a century after it was lost to the Antarctic ice.

The Falklands Maritime Heritage Trust says the vessel lies 3,000 meters (10,000 feet) below the surface of the Weddell Sea, about 6.4 kilometers (four miles) south of the location recorded in 1915 by its captain, Frank Worsley.

An expedition set off from South Africa last month to search for the ship, which was crushed by ice and sank in November 1915.

Mensun Bound, director of exploration for the Endurance22 expedition, said footage revealed the ship to be in remarkably good condition.

“This is by far the finest wooden shipwreck I have ever seen,” he said. “It is upright, well proud (clear) of the seabed, intact, and in a brilliant state of preservation. You can even see ‘Endurance’ arced across the stern, directly below the taffrail.”

Shackleton’s 1914-16 attempt to become the first person to cross Antarctica via the South Pole failed — he never set foot on the continent. But his successful bid to reach help at a remote South Atlantic whaling station and rescue his men is considered a heroic feat of endurance. All the men survived and were rescued many months later.

The expedition to find the ship comes 100 years after Shackleton’s death in 1922.

British historian and broadcaster Dan Snow, who accompanied the expedition, tweeted that Endurance was found on Saturday, “100 years to the day since Shackleton was buried.”

He said the wreck had been filmed, but wouldn’t be touched.

“Nothing was touched on the wreck,” he said. “Nothing retrieved. It was surveyed using the latest tools and its position confirmed. It is protected by the Antarctic Treaty. Nor did we wish to tamper with it.”

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I really don’t like anyone or thing to touch my skin. That’s one reason I’m a nudist, clothes constantly touch me. I don’t like to be touched. I don’t live in this body. I am the spirit within. And being touched just pulls me right back into this body.

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Maggie Smith as Thetis in Clash of the Titans (1981)

Known to us only through a tantalizing commentary, Alcman's poem envisaged a sequence of creation in which at first only undifferentiated matter existed; then Thetis, the genesis panton, appeared and generated Poros, "the way," and Tekmor, "the sign." Darkness existed as a third feature, later followed by day, moon, and stars. With Thetis the creatrix as demiurge, this cosmogonic process involved not so much the bringing into being of matter as the discrimination of objects, the ordering of space, the illumination of darkness with light: an intellectual rather than a physical creation. In the commentator's reading, Alcman presented Thetis as the primal, divine creative force—the generative principle of the universe. This aspect of Alcman's poem has been discussed by M. Detienne and J.-P. Vernant, who argue for a close connection between Thetis and Metis. In various versions of their mythology, Thetis and Metis have associations with bonds and binding; both are sea powers; both shape-shifters; both loved by Zeus; both destined to bear a son greater than his father. It is the power of metamorphosis as an attribute that disposes these goddesses of the sea to a crucial cosmological role: they "contain" the potential shapes of everything created and creatable.

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“The secret to good writing is rewriting.”

— William Zinsser