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This is my first time dealing with death.

I knew it was inevitable but in the deepest part of me, I still hoped… Hoped that he will recover and hoped that everything will go back to the way they used to be. I’ve encountered death in movies, dramas, and novels and in those things I felt pain, second-hand, for the fictional characters. I’ve also read that no death is easy, meaning even if you anticipated it, even if you expected it, once it arrives, you will have no barrier against it. Your emotions are in turmoil and your thoughts are in disarray. You cannot barricade your heart from the truth for once it hits, you will realize that this is it. This is where it ends. Truth and reality are no longer separate. Truth and reality becomes one and no matter where you look, no matter what you want to believe, death has arrived and it has taken a piece of your heart.

No one knows what goes beyond death. People around me say, “He’s in a better place now.” How do we know? Is it easy to believe in what we want to hear and in what we want to be true? What if after the last breath has been drawn, he ceases to exist? That no matter how endless the sky is, no matter how vast the known universe is, once the eyes have glossed over, he, and everything that made him what he was, ceases to exist. He is wiped from existence.

There is comfort in that for even though he longer exists, that can also mean that the pain he felt has long since been erased as well.

When death has come – has taken a piece from you that you will never be able to get back, it seizes you and then it releases you – as if wanting you to seek and hold comfort and peace for a moment of reprieve. And once you’ve held on those things, death seizes you again but this time, his grip has become tighter. His hold has become suffocating – strangling you and squeezing the life, comfort, and peace you are barely holding on to… slowly telling you that all those are just illusions. Illusions given to make you last through the day.

Death’s arrival and departure is quick but heartrending and what it leaves behind in its wake, stays.

At this very moment – 7:08 PM, 7th of April 2018 – death has gone but with it is a piece of my heart dripping blood all over its wake.

To my dog, Kija, if they are right and there truly is Heaven, play, eat, sleep, and be happy. If they aren’t and there is nothing beyond the physical world, you still exist – in my heart and in my memory and in those of the people who loved you.

To my Kija, wherever you are, I loved you and I will always will.

Goodbye.

Farewell.

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it fckng sucks when you have not just one wisdom tooth but FOUR

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Boruto ep. 13 recap

“The Demon Beast Appears!”

•CAPTAIN Sai?! C'mon Captain Sai! I love formalities! I love when a bad bitch levels up! •Mitsuki is testing Boruto & bitch, Boruto ain’t study!!! •I love the fact that Naruto’s grown ass Hokage self still calls Kakashi his sensei. •I know we can’t see Kakashi’s entire face but I bet he’s aged like fine wine!!! That’s what happens when you mind your business tbh!!! •That Nue thing being embedded in Sumiere got Naruto tight for obvious reasons. •Sai chopping her right in the neck had me hollering! Shit caught me off guard! Damn, he’s fast. •Nue thing look like a big ass unlockable Pokémon. •I knew Orochimaru wouldn’t ring Mitsuki on his snake cellular device unless he wanted to be messy. •Y'all don’t know how loud I screamed when I saw Kakashi descending like an angel with that purple lightning! He’s still got it!!! The legend! I live!!! •I cackled so loud when Boruto clocked himself right in the face with his shadow clone. Omg. That Gentle Fist ain’t gentle, bih! •I was really hoping Naruto would go all out & take care of this Nue by himself but this is Boruto’s show. So, we’ll see how he handles it next time. •I prefer this look on Sumiere. Cause I wasn’t buying what she was selling! That whole sailor moon, cupcake ass school girl outfit was a ruse! Let out your true self, beloved! •Mitsuki is so good. Omg. I cannot take him. •Boruto is so nosy. Lol

•Sumiere will be fine. You think Naruto Uzumaki will let this child be punished??? No. & I’m now honestly curious how her character will evolve after this.

Thoughts on next Ep: •I’m screaming at the fact that Mitsuki got sucked up in that vortex & he didn’t wanna be involved. He had one mission!

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Sesshomaru X Rin

–NO AUDIO AVAILABLE–

–Asatte– 2. ~ サブタイトル「あさって」~ 2. ~ Sabutaitoru “Asatte” ~ 2. Subtitle ~ The Day After Tomorrow

Rin: Kagome-sama. Kagome: What is it, Rin-chan? Rin: Kagome-sama and Inuyasha-sama got married, right? Kagome: Huh? Well… you could call it that. Rin: So what did he say to you? Kagome: What do you mean? Rin: How did Inuyasha-sama tell you he wanted you two to become husband and wife? Kagome: Wait, you’re talking about a proposal, right? Let me think… Ah! He never said anything… He never proposed to me! Rin: What’s wrong, Kagome-sama? Ah, Kagome-sama! Kagome: Inuyasha! Inuyasha: Hm? What’s up, Kagome? Kagome: Inuyasha, you… you never proposed! Inuyasha: Huh? I never defeated “Kuro Bouzu” (Black Monk)? Now that you mention it, it’s true. So, what kind of youkai is this “Kuro Bouzu”? Kagome: It’s not a youkai, it’s a “proposal”. It’s something you have to say before you get married. Inuyasha: Oh, so it’s something you have to slay before you get married. All right, then I’ll finish it off! Kagome: “Finish it…”?  Well, whatever.  Come on, say it. Inuyasha: Where? Where is it? Kagome: Stop running around! I’m right here, you know! Inuyasha: Ah?! Kagome, are you being posessed by that “Kuro Bouzu”? Kagome: No! I didn’t say “Kuro Bouzu” I said “puropoozu” (propose)! Inuyasha: “Ku-ro Bou-zu”, right? Kagome: Listen to me, I’ll say it slowly. Inuyasha: Okay. Kagome: Pu Inuyasha: Ku Kagome: ro Inuyasha: ro Kagome: po Inuyasha: Bo Kagome: zu Inuyasha: zu! Kagome: No. Inuyasha: Got it! Kagome: What’s going on with you?! Are your ears plugged? Inuyasha: Oh, I picked out a big wad of earwax before. Since it was so big, it seemed like a waste to throw it away, so I put it back in my ear. Kagome: Don’t put it back in! Sit! Inuyasha: Gyah! Shippou: Inuyasha is such a moron. So what you say before becoming husband and wife is called “Furo Bouzu” (Bath Monk). I see… I am now a wiser man.

Sesshoumaru: Jaken. Jaken: What is it, Sesshoumaru-sama? Sesshoumaru: How old are you now? Jaken: Oh, I’d say around 7-800 years. Sesshoumaru: After remaining single for so many years, have you ever had second thoughts? Jaken: Such a question, Sesshoumaru-sama! For hundreds of years now I have been wholeheartedly following you, Sesshoumaru-sama. Could I possibly start to have any misgivings about that now? I, Jaken, absolutely do not consider myself alone! I have always been with Sesshoumaru-sama, so for you to say such a thing… Oh… Oh! Could it be…! Ben-ben-ben-ben-ben, “‘Cut your ties and separate’ are words for a small youkai.” Bennn… “But to me those words may as well say 'die’.” But Jaken would hear 'darling’, ben-ben, yo- yo-yo-yo– Sesshoumaru: Die. “Darling”. Jaken: You’re mean! So mean! Sesshoumaru: I, Sesshoumaru… have second thoughts. Jaken: Ah? And by that you mean…? Sesshoumaru: The time… has come. Jaken: Eh? For what? Sesshoumaru: The time has come… for me to have a talk with Rin. Jaken: Oooh-ho-ho-ho, you mean that? You’re finally going to ask her to live with you as your bride rather than live in the human village… Sesshoumaru: However, I cannot think of the right words. Jaken: I know, right? Someone like you couldn’t possibly think of how to say something like that. Sesshoumaru: What should I say? Jaken: Don’t ask me. I’ve been a bachelor for 800 years. It would probably really be best to ask your mother… Sesshoumaru: Hmph… Jaken: GEEEEEEEEHHHH! It’s way too dangerous to just go swinging Bakusaiga around like that! Sesshoumaru: Let’s go, Jaken. Jaken: Eh? Where to? Sesshoumaru: To Hell. Jaken: Hell? But, how? Sesshoumaru: Do not worry. I have the Meidou Stone here. Jaken: Oooh, that’s the Meidou Stone that your mother had. So, what are we going to Hell for? Sesshoumaru: Father’s grave. Jaken: Oh, I see, a visit to his grave. If we’re coming from Hell, I’m sure it would be a simple matter to reach the boundary between this world and the next where your father’s grave resides. Sesshoumaru: If I ask Father, then perhaps… Jaken: Huh? Ask what? Sesshoumaru: Let’s go. Jaken: Ah, yes!

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ISN'T SHE SUPPOSED TO BE 12 YEARS OLD OR SOMETHING? 🤔👎

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Why I see this again and again!? Part 1 / Part 2

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Next Generation Parallels - Naruto 1x09 vs Boruto 1x09

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My grandpa has Alzheimer’s so he has no idea who my grandma is but everyday for the last three or four months he brings her in flowers from their garden and asks her to run away with him and be his wife and everyday she says she already is and everyday the smile my grandpa gets on his face is the most beautiful heartfelt thing I have ever seen.

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"Listen, Souma. The secret to become a good chef is meeting a woman that will make you want to give all the food you make to her." I really want to know Souma's mother and Jouichirou's wife! ♥️🎉 I think she'll play a huge part in the story later on! Any thoughts on this? ☺️

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DOGS, Konohamaru, not a singular dog, but more then one canine companion, who were all just as bad ass as him…

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KAKASHI MY LOVE

Kakashi-sama! (＾▽＾)

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we do make a good team

anon asked more soumegu

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KonoHana : Through the years ♥

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There’s this post that has been widely spread by the fandom but unfortunately it’s completely false. Two of those are quotes from other people (and were changed by whoever posted these):

“This whole year I’ve been on this soul searching journey and I’ve come to the end and what I found was you.” —Dawson, Dawson’s Creek


“Angry, and half in love with her, and tremendously sorry, I turned away” —F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby

And the other one I believe was said to be a mistranslation, from an actual quote from Akatsuki Hiden (translated by Mezzo on NF):

“Haruno Sakura - who, no matter how many times he coldly pushed her away, loved him earnestly, trying to give Sasuke’s freezing heart the spring sunlight.”

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Bonds.

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▪️➰My Sasu-Baby is all grown up! ➰▪️

“Handsome”