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[writingpilebynnel]

When all your life you were treated so very lightly as if your being weights nothing more than a feather, you will surely be drawn to cruel kindness darkness can offer. A dark kindness where all that matters, is you.

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I wish someone would know my melancholy.

I may be tough but I am very lonely.

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It’s the sheer happiness in her eyes for her brother and best friend followed by the sudden drop of emotions into that familiar pit of utter loneliness and sadness and the feeling that everyone around her is finding people they love and find comfort in but when she looks around her she can’t find that person for herself and she can’t figure out how to find that person for herself because she doesn’t even know herself right now and how the hell can she look for someone else when she’s still searching for herself?

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Was I that ruined?

Was I so imperfect that you cannot bring yourself to forgive my flaw?

They are my own, mine alone.

Why do you act as if I have offended you?

I am not a child that you can deceive as you please.

What have I done to make you despise me?

I am human.

Do not act as if I have not discovered the betrayal of your heart.

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His torments are hers as well, and if she does not fight for what they have, she might as well end up dead.

It's the kind of resilient love that always prevail.

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I wish to find someone who would stand up for me.

And that amidst all the lies they tell, he'll look at me the same.

With love, care, and lust.

I wish to be seen, my truth accepted and embraced by the one I love.

That is all I ever wanted.

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Adoration, for centuries all she ever adored is her reflection. Those blue eyes became to pretty to handle.

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“I am dazed by the beauty of my body. today I looked at myself with your eyes.”

— I am dazed by the beauty of my body, Halina Poswiatowska

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Consumption is far more significant than favors. I suggest next time you ask favors that will only benefit you, purchase me a bucket of sweet and spicy chicken wings along the way. Otherwise witchcraft transactions will not happen. I've been hungry for centuries, I might consider devouring you.

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bitches listen, colin bought the same pastry penelope ate cause he wanted to know what her mouth tasted like in that moment: THIS IS CANON.

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x

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You hear things you shouldn't.

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No cosmic nonsense can stop this. To the end.

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All it takes is one moment of horror to have you, and even that is necessary.

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That was the first spark I saw from your own eyes, sparks that flew to me. And just like that, my love was beyond my comprehension.

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