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Time to become a ghost

BYE.

Btw guess my deep web screen name and I’ll give it to ya. But first you gotta tell me what internet you use. 😉

💋💋💋

Byyyyeeeeeee

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And this is why we are 1000% never getting a cat. I have never angry cried this hard even as a kid throwing a temper tantrum. I have to have this done by THE MORNING and I have zero help for at the very least the next four- five hours. Oh and I still have two cakes, half the decorations s, all the games, all the shopping and everything else. And Luna just woke up. I have zero words for my anger right now. I’d kill to run into a couple people right now just to have something to punch. Ughhhhhhhhhh fml. So for those that see me tomorrow yeah I already know I look tired and like shit. Thanks. https://www.instagram.com/p/BqQaAamFr1XhhtjpguGLgf7AuJnYxUA20SzjZw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=k47yt7dqtuj0

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When your Turner’s catalog is actually useful and helps you save money. I swear I an not a DIY mom, just a broke one who loves her kid. Now to drag myself to bed so I can do it again tomorrow and then paint it. 🤪 and I still have a handful of games to make, two cakes to make and I have to go shopping and I somehow have to do this within my child’s 1 1/2 hr - 3 hr nap. Oh and still accomplish all my regular stuff like taking Ally to school, doing homework, cleaning house, cooking dinner, the General needs on a 2 year old, etc. I do not have enough arms. https://www.instagram.com/p/BqO1YgrlnNVIYeL0s6ojN7QiqrCsP6WQU76gas0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cd9zq254tjq2

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Okay so I almost wrote a novel about how amazing Luna’s NICU nurses were and then I realized that it’s silly to explain to everyone how amazing they were when I can just go tell them myself. Once Luna Belle is up and we’ve had something to eat we’re going to see if we can find some of the most amazing angels I know. Two years later and they’re still loving her. I love this nurses for this and everything they ever did for Luna and myself and for every other parent and baby who had to spend time in the NICU. It’s terrifying and you feel so guilty to both your child and the nurses. I will never forget apologizing to one of the nurses because I was running later than I thought and she just flat out said,” don’t apologize! Neither of you are burdens. I love my job and I love your baby. I’m here to help because I went to school for it. You didn’t.” From them on I never felt like we were a problem or a shift that someone wasn’t looking forward to. We love our NICU nurses! https://www.instagram.com/p/BqLX3MDlUi3m44KxjHo4ElS1EdWu5x6IarBTdg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1zuqlsuewvut

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Getting my big girl squared away for Camp early! In about seven years this little astronaut takes her first adventure! https://www.instagram.com/p/BqLWQmTFm5q_8qh3lkrZx4Ge8EbXYS4eby-W440/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cyfoyfv0k7na

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My two love bugs 😍😍😍❤️❤️❤️💋💋💋 https://www.instagram.com/p/BqIQ2Mull6TEt44EbOqpXvEufiNissNfTOawF80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=dpqke0m6kya2

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Rant 478863 religion

So Michael and I get to talking about the Gaza Strip because I brought up an article I read on a bus being bombed. Whatever. We end up on the subject on religion which I know is always a mistake since I am strictly science but I do understand good and bad forces play a role in everything and Michael is well... not Christian but basically follows their “rules” more or less and honestly he only ever sticks up for Christians and Jews so I mean he’s on that side whether he “believes” or not. Anyways we get to talking about what stance we take on he whole Gaza conflict. Obviously we know where he stand where as I’m more in the middle. We get to talking about “promised land” and Meca and yada yada yada and I finally just kind of blurt out that all religions are stupid and that more or less it’s all the same bullshit story right? We literally go back and forth over the Bible, the Torah, the Quran and I mean just everything and I keep telling him it’s the same thing. It’s the same fucking thing! Some religions change names or stories or pick someone else to be the main focus on but when you boil it down it’s the same. I start showing him how the three book connect and how the same story of Jesus has been passed down since well before we was even thought about. How it’s all folklore anyway passed down a bunch of times and then rewritten by men to fit their needs. None of it’s true anymore. So I show him the gnostic gospels and basically how the Bible is incomplete blah blah blah and how I actually would be more compelled to be on Judas’ team and how the snake was actually good and just wanted humanity to grow the fuck up. Long story short this is now why I’m going to hell and how I’m the devil. ☺️

Your religion is based off your own solar system babe! You’re basically worshiping the sun. It doesn’t matter anyway because when humanity is all dead no ones going to give a shit how badly humans fucked up the story.

Kk rant over.

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This morning I lost my life long best friend/ partner in crime. My gamma is now in peace and no longer in pain. She went to be with my Uncle Craig and it brings me some comfort to know he was waiting for her. I will always remember the road trips, rafting in Yosemite, every trip to GA, every cookie baking day, teaching me to dance by letting me stand on her feet, and so many more memories. I am so lucky that Luna was able to meet her when she was still present. My grandma would not want us to dwell in the sadness! I refuse to allow her memory to be sad. My grandma was the sweetest woman you’d ever meet. She’d be so pissed at us for letting her memory be sad. We’ve still got adventures to go on and I will always take her with me. I love you grandma and I will always carry you with me. I’ve missed you for such a long time and I am so happy for you to finally go home where you’re needed. I know Luna will always have someone watching over her. I love you Gamma. Until we meet again. ❤️ Give Mufasa and Uncle Mac a hug and kiss from me. We have some amazing guardian angels watching over us now. https://www.instagram.com/p/BqFx7v9lzkeJZxMAx23ooAGmYuAPQ6RVxO97bs0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qd533u9ueys5

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Two years ago today it was my last Friday night before we welcomed our moon. Two and a half weeks later my daughter was in the NICU and I was dying for her to come home. I basically lived at that NICU and while there we were so lucky to have some amazing nurses. Well Luna’s nurses all fell in love with her. One gave her a hand knitted beanie that she only gives to her special babies. Another dressed her up in the onesie the hospital gives you and took cute pictures. But one nurse was extra special. While in Texas she stopped at the Carter’s outfit and picked up a couple things for the NICU but brought a onesie just like this back for her. She dressed her up one day when I came in and had pictures printed for me and everything. Well tonight I found the same onesie in her current size! I’m so excited to take her to see her nurses in the hospital! Yay!!!!! https://www.instagram.com/p/BqD5c8xFjiP-X-sCCoQE1n88-H6fPVvNgYbJ2k0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=n4g2h8c2fp9x

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Sometimes I wish I had chick friends. Sometimes. https://www.instagram.com/p/BqBgkGcF3g3osRWMSkXycvJoiS3byHwpPxp9Dg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=w0e469frr0xm

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Oh good times. My last few weeks on social media and we’re getting nostalgic.

God I can’t wait to check out of this shit.

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For all my friends near here we all know how quickly this can up and change course. Especially since it’s Santa Anna weather now. Please stay safe and evacuate. Please. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp-OaxXFQLfuO7J8mQo-J5rXgc1XzNYYQ5vFxQ0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1w67pysfrlrp0