wtvrbro
wtvrbro
yeah wtvr
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i love wanda , she/her , i don't do anything here tbh so...
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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I'm losing interest in marvel...again. then I'll be back when my interest in marvel returns. sorry, im always like this lol BUT BLACK PANTHER WILL SAVE ME FROM THIS MISERY FR
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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i feel no need to forgive but i might as well. but let me kiss your lips so i know how it felt. pay for my coffee and leave before the sun goes down. walk for hours in the dark feeling all hell
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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i wouldn't say much but the way I touch would say a lot of things
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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have u ever met someone that makes you realize that life is not that boring as you thought it was? they literally show you how fun the world is and you wanna do all that with them? have u met someone like that? cuz i have
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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we'll see if im brave enough to buy one of those 😍 BUT THANK YOU SM!!❤️❤️
anyways if you’re as upset about the first kill cancellation as i am, here’s a list of sapphic books and books featuring queer girls to check out! for those i haven’t read, i’ve heard they’re worth reading, so please check out any of the books on this list!!
the priory of the orange tree by samantha shannon
the jasmine throne by tasha suri
a lesson in vengeance by victoria lee
the falling in love montage by ciara smyth
not my problem by ciara smyth
i kissed shara wheeler by casey mcquiston
one last stop by casey mcquiston
she drives me crazy by kelly quindlen
some girls do by jennifer dugan
perfect on paper by sophie gonzales
the chosen and the beautiful by nghi vo
siren queen by nghi vo
city of dusk by tara sim
i’ll be the one by lyla lee
flip the script by lyla lee
watch over me by nina lacour
we are okay by nina lacour
the seven husbands of evelyn hugo by taylor jenkins reid
loveless by alice oseman
last night at the telegraph club by malinda lo
a memory called empire by arkady martine
gideon the ninth by tamsyn muir
ophelia after all by racquel marie
PLEASE REBLOG WITH YOUR OWN IF YOU HAVE RECS!! i’m looking to add more sapphic books to my tbr and i know i’m not the only one
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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me losing my sanity every once in a while because i can’t find a book or show to obsess over
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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netflix keeps ruining our shits. what's next? shoeh ofc..
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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i was planning to buy i kissed shara wheeler or last night at the telegraph club. their covers don't seem suspicious. idk but I'd risk it to buy one😭
anyways if you’re as upset about the first kill cancellation as i am, here’s a list of sapphic books and books featuring queer girls to check out! for those i haven’t read, i’ve heard they’re worth reading, so please check out any of the books on this list!!
the priory of the orange tree by samantha shannon
the jasmine throne by tasha suri
a lesson in vengeance by victoria lee
the falling in love montage by ciara smyth
not my problem by ciara smyth
i kissed shara wheeler by casey mcquiston
one last stop by casey mcquiston
she drives me crazy by kelly quindlen
some girls do by jennifer dugan
perfect on paper by sophie gonzales
the chosen and the beautiful by nghi vo
siren queen by nghi vo
city of dusk by tara sim
i’ll be the one by lyla lee
flip the script by lyla lee
watch over me by nina lacour
we are okay by nina lacour
the seven husbands of evelyn hugo by taylor jenkins reid
loveless by alice oseman
last night at the telegraph club by malinda lo
a memory called empire by arkady martine
gideon the ninth by tamsyn muir
ophelia after all by racquel marie
PLEASE REBLOG WITH YOUR OWN IF YOU HAVE RECS!! i’m looking to add more sapphic books to my tbr and i know i’m not the only one
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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that moment when u remember u can't buy sapphic books cz ur homophobic parents🤣
anyways if you’re as upset about the first kill cancellation as i am, here’s a list of sapphic books and books featuring queer girls to check out! for those i haven’t read, i’ve heard they’re worth reading, so please check out any of the books on this list!!
the priory of the orange tree by samantha shannon
the jasmine throne by tasha suri
a lesson in vengeance by victoria lee
the falling in love montage by ciara smyth
not my problem by ciara smyth
i kissed shara wheeler by casey mcquiston
one last stop by casey mcquiston
she drives me crazy by kelly quindlen
some girls do by jennifer dugan
perfect on paper by sophie gonzales
the chosen and the beautiful by nghi vo
siren queen by nghi vo
city of dusk by tara sim
i’ll be the one by lyla lee
flip the script by lyla lee
watch over me by nina lacour
we are okay by nina lacour
the seven husbands of evelyn hugo by taylor jenkins reid
loveless by alice oseman
last night at the telegraph club by malinda lo
a memory called empire by arkady martine
gideon the ninth by tamsyn muir
ophelia after all by racquel marie
PLEASE REBLOG WITH YOUR OWN IF YOU HAVE RECS!! i’m looking to add more sapphic books to my tbr and i know i’m not the only one
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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Bruised Love - Spider!Reader x Wanda Maximoff
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Summary: A short tale about the unusual romance of the most powerful sorceress in the universe and the spider girl. Or, it takes some misunderstandings, five years of blip and a memory spell for you and Wanda to find your way back to each other. | Requested
Warnings: (+16), mild angst with happy ending, making out, some violence and mentions of blood, age gap (before the blip), friends to strangers to lovers, love confessions, some magic too, canon divergence | Words: 8.021k
A/N-> Someone said 'please write something with Spider!Reader and Wanda' after I wrote a one with Nat, and it only took me a few months to get something done. It's not a series, but I think it's big enough. I thought the ending was a little dark, but it will stay that way. Hope you like it, and if you have any ideas I would love to hear them, I finally cleared my request list. By the way, I didn't proofread the text, sorry for any mistakes I'm lazy and busy.
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--//--
You swung around and climbed through your floor window into the Avengers Complex as quietly as your current injuries would allow. 
In other words, you made a lot of noise.
Wanda caught you keeping one of the jugs in the hallway from falling to the floor and was just as surprised at your condition as you were to see her.
"Oh, hey, I didn't know there were people home." You greeted clumsily, trying to disguise the way you were limping and forcing a smile past the pain. Wanda, of course, didn't buy it one bit - Red Threads pushed the vase away from your hands as she approached with a worried expression.
"Were you hit by a car by any chance?" She questioned, her eyes scanning the bruises on your face. You laughed, discreetly holding the wall. 
"Not by a car." You joked, which only worried her more. You were about to clarify that you were fighting a rhino man and that it was a pretty bad fight when everything started to go dark. Wanda held you by the waist, and you gasped in pain.
"Come sit down, dorogoya." You heard her whisper, letting yourself be carried into her room - next to yours, from which Wanda had emerged when she found you coming in through the window. 
Wanda sat you on the bed and waited for you to be able to breathe normally, as she sat across from you on a stool that she made float to her.
She used magic to bring a medical kit from the bathroom as well.
"Why are you here?" You asked breathlessly, and she blinked her eyes in surprise. With a chuckle, you clarified, "I thought the whole team was going to be out."
"You expected an empty tower and you chose here and not a hospital?" She returned with a question, her eyebrow raised. Her hands were busy opening the kit, and yours were squeezing your ribs where you had taken a few hundred blows.
"I didn't.... want to risk exposing myself." You mutter weakly, not having the strength to resist when Wanda approaches you and begins to pull your shirt up in the intention of seeing the size of the damage. "Doctors ask questions."
But Wanda barely heard her explanation, shock on her face as she saw the size of the bruises. 
"For Christ's sake, Y/N." She grumbled worriedly, risking pressing her fingers together only for you to jump away, whimpering in pain. "I think it broke."
"Don't worry about it. Spider power, and all. It'll heal." You retort breaking into a cold sweat but forcing a smile at her. "I just need some patches. Much like you, I guess." You comment on the countless times Wanda would finish off some superficial scars or bruises on her face. Her magic made the greater work.
She sighs but eventually accepts it. She starts preparing the bandages, and you push one foot gently over hers, drawing her attention back to you.
"So...why didn't you go with the others to Berlin?" you ask.
All the Avengers were away from the tower for the resolutions of the Sokovia Accords. When Tony Stark showed up on your doorstep almost six months ago saying he needed your help in a fight with Captain America, you laughed at the invitation. First, you thought that the heroes had finally gone crazy. Then, you thought it was a joke that a billionaire was at your door asking you to surrender your freedom for the American government to turn you into a weapon. And finally, you managed to talk some sense into a shaken and guilty Tony Stark. You convinced him not to face his friends, and Iron Man and his economic power changed the game. The political tension was still there, but the Avengers were not criminals, and the rest of the heroes of the world were free, and that was enough for the moment.
You knew that these meetings with the United Nations were more frequent, especially with Wakanda exposed to the world and working with the Avengers now, so the team had been quite busy.
Wanda should have gone with them to Germany, on some other humanitarian mission but she was here.
And she looked away to the pieces of cotton when you asked.
"I didn't want to go." She mutters. "I thought it was better that way."
Only by studying her reaction, you could tell what it was.
"This is about your powers, isn't it?" You asked anyway, and Wanda shrugged, confirming your conclusion. "They have to stop bringing Lagos up, you saved Steve's life and-"
"It's not their fault." Wanda cut in with a sad smile, "It's just me. Steve, Nat, and even Tony were okay with me being there. But I just don't..."
Wanda fell silent, and you ignored the pain to straighten up and take her hand. She shuddered in the same way, tense as if she expected to make your injuries worse.
"I think you'll be missed on the mission." You say gently, catching the small smile that appears on her lips as she stares at your fingers together. "They could use your magic for basically anything. Especially carrying boxes of supplies." You tease at the last, earning a chuckle. Wanda moves her hands away to start treating your face, and you try not to stare so hard.
"What happened to you?" she asks, trying to be gentle as she cleans the cuts. 
You sigh softly. "You'll probably see it on TV, but I just sent another supervillain to Raft. Sytsevich, or as he prefers to be called Rhino. Do you think it's strange how many villains dressed as animals I have to face?" You joke, getting another laugh out of her.
"You fought a lizard man before you came here, right?" she asks casually, but you raise an eyebrow.
"Have you been stalking me, Maximoff?" You retort provocatively, and Wanda laughs past the slight pink that appears on her cheeks.
"For your information, Captain gave us a file on you as soon as Tony said he wanted to recruit you." She explains, switching the cheek and apologizing with a glance when you shudder softly. "Speaking of which, you haven't accepted it yet."
You sigh softly, biting the inside of your cheek. Wanda waits, the gentle movements on your face, and after a moment, you say:
"I guess I'm scared too, Wands."  You confess with a sad smile, and Wanda hesitates with cotton against your cheek, her gaze concerned and curious. You swallow dryly before continuing. "Being an avenger is different from being the neighborhood friend. I'm afraid of what the change might mean for my Aunt May, for example. And I'm still going to college, what would it be like to be an Avenger and be on campus? What if some of these villains dressed as animals decide to invade a classroom because of me? I wouldn't forgive myself..."
"I get that." Wanda says, putting down the cotton to get a bandage. "None of us want to be responsible for people getting hurt."
You nod, but when you go to thank Wanda, you feel a sharp twinge in your rib and gasp in pain. She looks at you with concern, and you can barely force a smile to reassure her.
"Y/N, maybe I should take you..."
"No, no doctors." You interrupt her weakly. "P-perhaps, you can..."
But Wanda pulls her hands away at the same second, insecurity in her gaze. "No, I don't want to make things worse."
You give a weak laugh, shaking your head. "It's already broken, there's no way it could get worse."
"I could disintegrate it." She justifies seeming to want to talk some sense into you, but only makes you laugh softly.
"Great idea, if it doesn't exist it won't hurt." You joke, but Wanda just grunts impatiently. She makes mention of getting up, and you push the pain away to hold her forearm. "Come on, Witchy, please. I trust you."
"But I don't trust me!" She aggressively hits back, and you blink in surprise. Wanda looks away, swallowing in shame for snapping out of it, and before she can apologize, you are speaking again.
"You know I have a spider-sense. It works for danger, even when I'm asleep." You begin, taking Wanda's hand in yours and bringing it up to your face again. "And even when stay here for our movies nights and sleep next at your bed or even so when you use your magic on me, it never warns me. It knows that you are not a threat, not dangerous. I wish you could see that too."
Wanda feels her face heat up, and her eyes fill with tears. You only smile at her, and she sighs before lowering her hand to your ribcage. 
"Promise you'll tell me if your ribs disintegrate." She mutters getting a loud laugh that ends in a grunt of pain.
"Stop being funny, I'm in pain." You complain softly, and she giggles as well before letting the magic out of her fingers. 
You gasp immediately, and Wanda almost loses concentration entirely when your face falls on her shoulder, one hand squeezing her arm. Your rib returns to its place, and you stifle a whimper of pain on Wanda's skin.
"There, there, that wasn't so bad, right?" She whispers low, the magic still tingling on your skin as she uses her other hand to stroke your back.
"That was incredible, I'll tell Aunt May there's a potential nurse on the team." You joke, getting a small chuckle from the other, who gently pushes you back to the couch. 
"I'll get some painkillers for you, milashka." She warns as she gets up, and you think you blinked for only two seconds, but it was clearly for about five minutes.
Wanda gives you medicine and helps you to the bed. 
"Hey, Witchy." You call out to her before she can take the dirty cottons to the trash. "Movie night when I wake up?"
The invitation makes her smile. She knows you'll probably sleep for good hours and most likely have to go home when you wake up so May won’t kill you, but she agrees nonetheless.
Her smile stays in your head until you fall asleep.
–//–
You were eight years younger than Wanda. 
In the compound, surrounded by the Avengers, watching Sitcoms in her bed or training together it didn't matter.
At your high school graduation, with all those teenagers and teachers, Wanda could feel the difference.
She wasn't old, she was just older than you.
"I don't have to be a telepath to know something is wrong." Natasha's voice makes the brunette pull back in fright slightly. Wanda swallows dryly, looking away from your figure talking to a group of friends ahead. "Are you really going to keep hiding here and not talk to Y/N? She was particularly insistent on your presence today."
Wanda sighs, shifting her gaze to her feet and hiding better behind the pilasters the school has organized for the graduate's event. Unlike the rest of the Avengers - who caused a commotion by doing so - Wanda hadn't gone to greet you yet.
"I can't do this, Nat." The brunette murmured, looking down as the widow watched her reactions. "She...cares about me, I know she does. And I'm too old to be a crush."
Natasha sighs softly, uncrossing her arms and looking at Wanda sympathetically. "Now you're just being hard on both of you." Said the Widow, waiting for the brunette to look away from you and at her. "I'm sure if you were honest with her, Y/N would be willing for this to be more than a crush, Wanda."
But the brunette swallows dryly, denying it with her head. Her attention returns to you - laughing out loud with your friends, looking so at ease - before saying to her colleague: 
"She's only 18, Tasha. I can't demand that she decide her future now." Witch begins. "She's already told Tony that she's not joining the Avengers. She's going to get a degree first, and maybe work for some time with Bruce in the lab after that. None of those plans include me."
"But she doesn't know..."
"It doesn't matter." Wanda cuts in with a sad smile. "I couldn't shove those feelings onto her, and demand that she doesn't follow her dreams because I want to start a family. It wouldn't be fair."
"Is that what you're going to do?" Natasha asks a little surprised. "Start a family, I say."
Wanda sighs, attention returning to you for another moment. "Yeah, I’ve been thinking about that." Wanda confesses. "Especially now, when half the team is retiring. Tony and Pepper are getting married in the summer, Steve and James are buying an apartment together, and even you and Agent Hill are full of little whispers all around."
Natasha chuckles, looking away so Wanda can't see the color of her cheeks.
The witch takes the opportunity to continue talking, "I just mean that I always wanted a house. My parents, they were happy together. Raising me, and Pietro. I think about that. A small family, maybe two kids too, and a dog." She comments with a smile, but Natasha looks at Wanda with some uncertainty.
"What about the partner? Do you see yourself alone or with someone by your side?"
Wanda hesitates, her gaze locked on you. She knows the answer very well but chooses to clear her throat gently and force a smile.
"I could do it alone." She says, and Natasha sighs in surrender about insisting.
"At least wish her congratulations, Maximoff." The widow reminds, and Wanda nods in understanding, taking a deep breath to push any insecurities down before approaching where you are.
–//–
Wanda's plan was to let the distance keep you away because she simply didn't have the heart to do it.
If you noticed something was different, college kept you busy enough not to say.
Wanda figured it was working - She got a house, and started writing for a small company - the money was decent and at least she could stay away from Avengers work -  she also started doing Yoga.
And you called every Wednesday.
You seemed fine - happy, at least. You were tired, of course. Besides classes at NYU, occasionally Wanda would see you swinging between the buildings of New York while she write or have some tea, you were always busy with one police call or another, the new suit Tony gave you shining in the sky. 
And sometimes, you would stumble on her fire escape. Covered with soot, and blood.
Aunt May would be worried sick, and you refused to become an Avenger. Wanda's was the only place you could go.
She would nurse your injuries, but not without complaining. Because you were worrying her to death, and she only wished you'd be more careful. And you had to explain that it wasn't your fault you got shot. Almost always, you fell asleep on her couch, and Wanda wondered when the feelings would go away.
When your first semester was over, and all your colleagues had had too much to drink, you appeared at Wanda's window.
You arrived almost together with her, actually. It was Friday, and it was the first time she had accepted Vision's invitation. She was convinced that she could move on, the date had been nice and he was gentle, so of course, you had to stumble into the apartment all of a sudden.
You never drank, but Wanda wanted to laugh at the image of you apologizing to the window you bumped into.
She helped you stand properly, leading you into the kitchen for a glass of water while you tried to explain that everyone was celebrating and that you just wanted to be with someone you liked and Wanda had to disguise the way her hands were shaking when she handed you the glass.
"Why are you all dressed up, Maximoff?" You asked before taking a sip of the water, your back resting on the counter. Wanda cleared her throat, twiddling her fingers.
"I went out." She answered vaguely and thanked the alcohol for your difficulty in keeping up with the conversation at speed. "You can have the couch, and there's stuff in the fridge if you're hungry..."
Wanda was trying to escape to the bedroom, but you straightened up once she went to pass you, standing in her way. She gasped softly, her heart racing in her ears when you raised a hand to her cheek.
"I came here to say something." You start low, your voice husky. You blink a few times as if trying to concentrate and laugh breathlessly afterward. "I had a few beers to build up courage, but I think that was a bad idea." You joke, but Wanda can feel the desperation growing in her chest. 
"Y/N..."
"No, I need to say." You mutter, not noticing her hesitation because you are too nervous and drunk. Your other hand reaches for her face as well. Alcohol and nervousness make your thoughts very loud and clear to her. Wanda sees flashes of drunk young idiots making jokes about your hot avenger friend that you don't laugh at, and she also sees a blonde girl say that sometimes it takes more courage to confess to someone you really love. She's beautiful, and she's the same age as you. She seemed to expect a confession, and Wanda thinks it's right for her to receive it. Her stomach churns. "Wanda, I am-"
"I'm with Vision." She cuts you off, surprising you completely. It's not exactly a lie. She is, for a few weeks now, trying with Vision. He was more eager than she was. It was new, but it was something. 
Wanda swallowed dryly, moving her hands to yours. 
"B-but, Wands..." You tried, not resisting when she pushed your hands away gently.
"I was with him tonight. He asked me out, and I said yes." She continued in the least affected way she manages. She can feel her eyes burning, and unlike her, you sniffle softly, the alcohol taking away most of your ability to hide what you feel.
"What? When..." You stammer, and Wanda decides that this is the time. She lifts her chin and takes a deep breath.
"You've got things mixed up. I must be to blame for that, I didn't make it clear that I don't see you that way." She stated, her chest burning painfully at your expression of shock and hurt. "We would never work out because you're just a kid and-"
You break her speech with an incredulous laugh, turning away and Wanda uses that time to take a deep breath and not lose her composure right away. “What are you even saying?”  You retorted in the same tone, running a hand through your hair. "You and Vision? That's the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard."
Wanda felt a wave of irritation fill her chest. "What do you mean by that?"
You laughed again, turning back to look at her. "Exactly what I said. Vision, Wanda? Of all people. A damn piece of tin. If you want to reject me, at least be honest about your feelings."
Wanda felt her cheeks burn. Good, your drunk version was mean. 
"As you wish." She retorts between teeth. "I don't feel the same way about you." The lie burns in her throat, but she holds your gaze, only to see irritation give way to uncertainty and hurt that almost make her take back what she said.
But that only lasts half a minute. 
"I don't believe you." That's what you say before you move forward. Wanda goes backward in the same second, feeling her back slam hard against the cooler.
"W-what are you doing?" She asks in a shaky voice, raising one of her hands to your shoulder because suddenly your distance is decreasing too fast and she can't breathe properly. Wanda chokes when you slide one leg between hers, pressing your knee up. She bites her lips hard, holding her sighs in and shuddering when your hands firm on her waist, your face returning to hers.
"You keep saying things, but your body says something else." You whisper, brushing your lips together and Wanda loses it. She gasps when you break the distance, another sinful sound when you hold her tight and kiss her back. Her hands go up into your hair, and everything gets intense and hungry and she wants to remember why she resisted it for so long but can't formulate any thought with your tongue sucking hers, your body pressing her against the refrigerator.
But then, there is the alcohol. She can taste it, and she cannot, must not, ignore it. You break the kiss for breath, moving your mouth down to her neck and marking and Wanda almost gives up, but she knows she can't. Scarlet magic pushes you away, and you blink in confusion at the sudden cold, both of you breathing hard.
"W-we can't." She declares in a hoarse voice, lips and lower belly tingling. You swallow dryly, an irritation taking over your expression.
"I know he doesn't make you feel that way." You accuse equally affected, taking a step forward, but that was enough for her. She had to blink a few times to understand what you were talking about. Irritation returned when it occurred to her. Vision was her friend, a nice guy. Someone who was willing to keep up with her pace, someone with whom she could pursue a family. The way things were supposed to be, right?
Her magic stops you halfway again. With more force this time, you gasped in surprise.
"I want you to leave." She declared seriously. You swallowed dryly, trying to push the alcohol away completely but your mind just wouldn't obey. Wanda noticed it too and used that to her advantage. "I've never seen you like this because you're young and immature. And showing up drunk in my apartment just proved that. Go home. Walking."
Wanda knew it worked by the hurt in your eyes. You walked out the front door without saying another word, and before you got to the end of the hall, she was crying on the kitchen floor.
If it was the right thing, why did it feel like the end of the world?
You would call her the next day, apologizing profusely for the mess, not really sure if the kiss happened in a dream or not. And without the heart to ask Wanda about it. She assures you that it was no big deal, but she no longer answered your Wednesday calls and was always busy when you invited her to something. 
Her window started to stay locked. It didn't matter much, because, since late fall, you started showing up on Gwen Stacy's fire escape.
–//–
2018 was the worst year of your life.
The next five were bearable, so to speak. 
With the blip, everything changed. You had gone into space after Iron Man, and the very second you came back, and Steve rescued Tony from the spaceship, and you didn't see Wanda, you knew.
And that pain never left your chest.
Not when you agreed to go to England with Gwen, not when you proposed to her.
The lack of Wanda pulsed and burned. It poisoned your veins until you had to drown in the adrenaline of fights you could hardly win.
Gwen noticed, of course, she did. She loved you with all her heart. As young as you, and as full of life and dreams. She chose to stay, despite everything.
You and Gwen returned to the States when you graduated, and while your fiancée was busy with the apartment, you visited the blip victims memorial during the first week.
It took you a few minutes to find Wanda's name. And it was empty today, because of the rain. You didn't care about the water. 
“Hey, witchy.” You muttered under your breath, sniffling lightly. "Wanted to stop by to say hi. I got my degree last week, figured you would be happy." You count, twiddling your fingers inside your pocket. "We could go out and celebrate. I'm finally old enough to buy you a drink." A sob threatened to cut your throat, but you took a deep breath, pushing the emotion away. "Anyway, just so you know, they reconnected Vison last month. He's still a douchebag, but the government people want to use him for the same pretext as Ultron, I think. I didn't quite understand, and honestly, I didn't ask when Tony called. You've always liked him better than me." You play last, kicking the water gently.
Some people walk further away with umbrellas, and you changed the weight on your feet.
"I'm heading back to New York, by the way." You continue. "Now that I've finished college, Banner says I'm welcome to work with him. I'll like it, I think. Gwen is happy to see me working with something that does not involve webs or bandits." The name scratches your throat a little, and you give a tearful smile. "Sorry, I know we never talk about her.”
Making jokes only makes you feel worse, so you straighten your hood and put the flowers you brought on the stone.
"They're for you, Maximoff. I know it's corny, but you love these things." You mumble before getting straightened up again. "Goodbye, Wanda. I’ll try to visit more."
You didn't have to though. Two months later, Scott Lang came out of the quantum realm and saved the day (and thus the universe). 
Wanda hadn't changed a bit; she was even wearing the same costume in which she disappeared from Wakanda. Five years simply did not pass for her, unlike for you.
The first thing you looked at was her eyes. The first thing she noticed was the ring on your finger.
"Wands... you're here." You gasped, not caring about the fighting around you, or the explosions or anything but the woman you're seeing for the first time in five years, who though confused by the whole thing, ran to hug you too. You held her tightly, lifting her feet off the ground and Wanda laughed, hiding her face in your collarbone. 
"We have to fight." She reminded as soon as you set her down again, and you nodded, swallowing dryly and trying to find the strength to break the embrace. "Y/N, the fight."
"Right, right." You muttered as you let go, laughing impressed, and with tear-filled eyes. "But then, I'm taking you out for coffee."
Wanda chuckled shyly, looking at you one last time before fighting back. 
And you didn't stop until Tony snapped his fingers.
Suddenly, you feel the weight of war all at once. Dressed in black, a flower for each limb fallen in battle. If you closed your eyes, you could still see their deaths.
Coffee with Wanda was postponed until after Tony and Natasha's memorial service. The widow had a much smaller and more intimate ceremony than the Iron Man - Back in Ohio, with Yelena, Melina, and Barton. 
You met Wanda in a cafe below her old apartment, now gone because in the blip the place had been absorbed by the government.
Wanda was the one who arrived late, which was different from all the other times you had met.
You stood up to greet her and hugged her for longer than a friend would, but neither of you cared. It's been five fucking years.
Wanda sat down first, and for a moment, the two of you just stood there, stealing glances until the other had the courage to speak. The subject was casual until the first few sips of your drink.
"That's new." Wanda commented, briefly pointing to the shiny ring on your finger. You chuckled awkwardly, hiding your hand on instinct and without realizing it.
"Yeah, not exactly." You murmured tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "I guess for you only, because of the blip and all, but Gwen and I have been engaged for a year and a half."
Wanda hums impressed - not exactly sure if that is the word she would use to describe the sharpness that wants to escape her sigh - and I decide to take another sip as you speak, not trusting what she really wants to say on the subject.
You clear your throat quietly. "The world has been crazy, and we were hoping to find the right moment to make it official. I think now, with everyone back, it will be easier to choose."
Wanda forced a smile, her stomach churning. She tried to imagine you marrying someone, and suddenly she didn't want to drink anymore.
"I'm happy for you." It wasn't entirely a lie, she was glad that you had moved on because you seemed happy and that was enough. No matter how much it hurt. 
You smiled small, taking a sip before speaking again:
"I've been meaning to ask you...have you talked to Vis yet?"
Wanda blinked in surprise. Vision? Yes, she saw him. Five years ago with a hole in his head that she caused, and then in the fight, completely different and cold. A machine, and it was probably the first time she had seen him for what he really was.
It was Wanda's turn to clear her throat hesitantly, looking at the peeling nail polish on her fingers for a second.
"Yeah, I... it didn't go very well." She confesses with a forced laugh. "Whatever was human about him is gone with the stone."
Wanda expected you to mock her - or say I told you so - but you reached out for her forearm and gave her a sad smile.
"I'm so sorry, Wands." That's what you said, and Wanda thinks she fell in love with you even more at that second. 
She would have leaned in, broken the distance, and done anything to know the feeling she had been craving to feel again since it happened for the first time, but your cell phone vibrated and you got out of the table, and soon you walked away saying that your fiancée missed you and despite the jealousy burning in her stomach, Wanda only felt the cold. She stayed in the café until it closed, staring at your empty seat and feeling her cheeks tingle where you had kissed her goodbye for all the time she sat there. 
Wondering how could she have lost you so easily.
–//–
The Blip returned half of the criminals and supervillains, so you left the labs and went back into the buildings.
It was dangerous and risky, but you were more experienced too. Stronger. Arrogant.
"You don't have to go." It wasn't the first time Gwen had asked, nor would it be the last you were sure. You were in your shared apartment, and it was a quiet night until the first siren. "Maybe someone else-"
"There's no one else, Gwen." You interrupt her with your mask in hand. It's true. The Avengers were gone, Tony, Nat, and Steve were seven feet off the ground, Clint and Wanda were retired and Sam was in another state with Bucky. New York was yours to protect. You put on your mask, but you went back to your fiancée: "I'll be right back, you won't even have time to miss me. Put the popcorn in the microwave, I'll be back before the commercials."
"Don't make promises you can't keep, Parker." She retorted pinching you gently in the ribs but smiling. 
You laughed softly before turning to the window, following the sounds of the explosions.
You returned in time to finish the game but two weeks later, on your way back from the supermarket, you welcomed an old friend waiting for you at the door.
Harry Osborn was as ill as his father had been before he died. He expected the same fate, even though after Tony had stopped making weapons, the Stark industries had made way for the Oscorp company, and Harry's family to make a considerable fortune, and more than enough for him to find treatment for it. 
Gwen was working, and couldn't join you at the café. That's when Harry revealed his intention to ask an enhanced human for help. 
You knew that your father's spider project was specifically for your blood and that donating to Harry would kill him. You didn't want to live with that guilt, so you didn't tell him about your secret identity. Maybe your biggest mistake was lying to your friend, or maybe it was not listening to Gwen and retiring.
In any case, less than a month later, you had to face Harry - no, the green goblin. Harry was gone. That creature was not your friend. Harry would never have hurt Gwen.
She was buried in New York, unlike him, who was taken back to England.
It was all over the news, but you weren't in New York to welcome Clint Barton with flowers to your door.  - having gone to London for Harry's memorial service as if you hadn't been the one to stick a piece of metal in his chest.
On your first night back in New York, you drank heavily and were consumed with the overwhelming urge to go up to Wanda's old apartment, even though you knew she no longer lived there. In fact, you had no idea where she was, not since that coffee. She was gone from your life like five years ago, and you were too busy to investigate it.
So you came home and slept on the couch. Spider Woman became strangely aggressive with criminals after that.
When Quentin Beck came into your life, he expected someone easy to fool. Tony left a few things for you, but everything was a personal treasure. When Beck realized that he couldn't trick you for those belongings, he tried to steal them. And soon, the whole thing revealed itself.
You killed him on the Brooklyn Bridge, and he revealed your identity to the world. 
Most people, like your neighbor at No. 23 were more shocked to see the sweet girl who helped you with your groceries murder a man with her bare hands than to know who was behind the mask. 
Bucky called, said he understood, and that if you wanted to spend a few days in his apartment, the place was yours. He practically lived with the Wilsons now anyway.
You accepted because you were kicked out of your old one. 
Your life was turned upside down, and so are you now, hanging from a building.
You were thinking about how everything wasn't fair. From Aunt May having to deal with the loss of donations at the foundation to graffiti from 'The spider is a Murderer' that she had to mobilize half the staff to clean up for, to Gwen losing her life because she chose to stay with you. 
And the idea of changing that occurs to you. 
Because you have had enough contact with magic to know that it is possible. You could at least help May get her job back. 
Your first and natural choice was Wanda, but nobody knew about her. You had to turn to Stephen Strange, therefore.
"I just want to make things right." That's what you told him, receiving an understanding sigh in return.
"I haven't had a chance to say it yet, but I'm sorry about Miss Stacy." He retorted tenderly, a hand on your shoulder, and you felt something burn behind your eyes. You forced a smile and nodded.
"Thank you, Strange."  You said. 
He led you into another room, intent on performing the spell, and you were impressed enough to babble a little.
"[...] again, thank you for doing this, I would have gone to Wanda but she's gone AWOL so I guess in the end she won't mind it." You counter with a forced laugh, your stomach clenching at the possibility that Wanda might forget about you entirely.
Strange - hands glistening as you do the spell - frown slightly.
"You didn't hear about Westview, did you, girl?" He asks and you blink in confusion.
Ten minutes later, there is a broken spell and you are fleeing with a cube at high speed.
The news that Wanda has lost control, kidnapped a town, and created a fake family made you realize the gravity of what you were doing.
But interrupting Strange's spell only made things worse. Over the next few hours, you fell into one of the greatest adventures you have ever experienced: alternate versions of yourself against versions of villains even worse than the ones you actually faced.
In the end, the green goblin, now not Harry but his father, took from you the only person you had left and confirmed that those who know your identity always end up in danger. With Aunt May's death, you asked Strange to complete the spell for good and after saying goodbye to your alternate selves, you hugged Stephen too, and he told you to go home. You asked him where Wanda was living.
Before stepping off  Manhattan, no one else knew your name anymore.
–//–
It took a few days since you arrived in Salem to find Wanda. This was because the city was quite different from New York, and didn't have as many buildings for you to hang around and look for her.
It reminded you of England at times, but you didn't like to think about Gwen.
You knew there must be a lot of witches there, because your spidey sense was on alert all the time, and it was hard to fall asleep. And it was just when you were considering giving up the search that you found her.
Or rather put, she did, and even saved your ass.
You had jumped on a roof, not because of your search but because you saw a colorful butterfly and photography was still a passion. But before you could click, something pulled you by the ankle until you ended up upside down, many feet off the ground.
"You picked the wrong house to rob, child." It was a brunette woman with a stern expression, and she was wearing an old purple blanket that surprised you a little. You noticed that what was keeping you pinned down was magic of the same color, and when you tried to struggle, your backpack fell open with your belongings on the floor, making you grunt angrily.
"I'm not a thief! Nor a child." You defended yourself, realizing that fighting the magic was useless. "I'm looking for someone."
"On the roof?" She questioned with disbelief and irony.
"No, I just went to take a picture..."
"Agatha, for the love of christ, what are you doing?" Shouted a female voice from downstairs that you knew well. You looked over, feeling your heart racing in your chest at seeing Wanda again - a few bags in her hands as if she had come from the market. Because of the tree branches in her field of vision, she was trying to move her head to the side to see you clearly. This Agatha woman just sighed impatiently.
"Looking after the house, just like you wanted." Grumbled the other, and suddenly, the magic on your ankle loosened. 
You fell hard against the branches, and the impact would have been much greater but scarlet sparks kept you from hitting the ground with force.
As soon as you felt the grass your hands, there was someone kneeling beside you.
"Y/N, how did you-when...?" Wanda started, clearly shocked to see you again.
You had prepared a speech, a story to try to break the spell little by little for Wanda. But apparently it didn't work for her, and it brought you such immediate relief that you were teary-eyed without realizing it.
"Hi." You gasped affected, and Wanda smiled, moving her hands to help you stand.
"Come, we should talk." She says gently, waving her fingers for your belongings to gather inside the bag and return to your hand. 
As you enter, the woman on the roof comes down and you can hear her and Wanda arguing before your friend appears again with a soft grimace.
"I swear, that old hag gets on my nerves." She complains as she approaches. "Can you believe she turned the delivery boy into a porcupine last week? Terrible."
You laughed half-heartedly, only to grunt in pain as you felt your face burn. Wanda frowned slightly in concern, and you could feel your blush when she suddenly approached.
"Let's take care of those cuts." She murmured, leading the way into a living room.
The whole setting was very beautiful - A Victorian manor house with dark wallpaper in an atmosphere charged with magic. You left your backpack on one of the sofas and sat down in an armchair while Wanda occupied a stool she brought in front of you.
You were very impressed that a medical kit simply appeared in her hands, but you didn't ask about it.
"I wasn't sure about coming." That was the first thing you confessed as she opened the small suitcase, an indecipherable expression on her face. "In fact, I wasn't even sure if you would know who I was."
Wanda chuckled dry, meeting your gaze for a second.
"Strange did a good job, but witches take precautions. I was protected by runes when it happened." She retorted, wetting alcohol on a cotton pad. "I was more impressed that you turned to him for help."
There was a bitterness in her voice, but you didn't flinch.
"You wouldn't do it." You say, and Wanda looks at you. "Aside from the fact that you've gone AWOL, I know you wouldn't. You wouldn't agree for me to be alone."
"You're not..." She starts, but bites her tongue. Wanda swallows dryly, and looks down at her hands. "I'm sorry about May. And Gwen too."
You straighten up in your chair.
"Aunt May died when I was a public enemy, so I wasn't bothered by the lack of a crowd at her memorial. But Gwen? Even the folks from Wakanda were there. But not you, Wanda." You say, and it is her turn to move uncomfortably in her seat. But you don't care. "Did I do...something wrong?" You ask unsurely, attracting her immediate attention. "I just, you shut me out, Wands. We were... We were so close. You used to be my best friend. But suddenly we grew distant, and the blip came. When you came back, I thought we could be friends again, but you disappeared. And I lost Gwen, and I thought that we would see each other at least at the memorial service, but you didn't even send a card. Then I find out that you've kidnapped a town e-arhg-"
Your statement turns into a grunt of pain when Wanda presses an alcohol directly against your cut cheek. You grumble, but she just sighs loudly.
"Sorry, you were...making me nervous." She retorts half embarrassed, swiping the cotton more lightly. "I'm really sorry, okay, for disappearing. I needed some time to absorb everything, and then I lost control. And you had a life, it wasn't your responsibility to deal with this. With me."
You raise a hand to her forearm, and Wanda swallows dryly as she stops her movements. "It's not about being a responsibility to someone else. I care about you. I wish I could have been there for you."
"You were." She confesses in a small voice, and you frown in confusion. Wanda cringes, retracting her hand and turning her gaze back to her own lap. "I bought a house in Westview before the blip, a new place with enough room for a writing room. And well lit for...photographs. Vis had just asked me to get engaged."
"Oh." You gasp in surprise, but Wanda gives you a sad smile.
"I said no." She clarifies by swallowing dryly. "He understood, of course. He said he could wait until I was ready, and I didn't tell him I might never be. I was going to sell the apartment, because I couldn't look at that fire escape without thinking I had ruined us."
You widened your eyes in surprise but didn't interrupt. Wanda began to pull the strands out of the cotton.
"The blip happened before I could move, or sell the apartment. Before I could talk to you." She continued affected. "And when I came back, I just realized I had missed my chance. After that coffee, I left. And when I got to Westview, and saw the wrecked grounds I just wished it had worked out. My magic did the rest."
You swallowed dryly, looking at her intently. "Stephen told me you had a family there."
Wanda shudders, nodding softly. You don't have to insist, because she speaks again. "Twins, Tommy and Billy. They were mine, my babies. And also there was...you."
"Wh-what?" you question with a confused laugh. 
Wanda raises her tear-filled eyes to you. "Just a version of you. One that I didn't kick out of my apartment, but asked to stay. One who kissed me and I made sure she knew how much I loved her back."
You blink in surprise and shock, and Wanda waits a moment of silence before studying the reactions on your face. She is surprised when you suddenly laugh low.
"So that kiss really happened." You murmur with your cheeks a little pink, a smile playing on your lips that makes Wanda's stomach do somersaults. "For years, I thought I had only dreamed it."
"I'm sorry." She says immediately, guilt burning in her throat. But you laugh softly. 
"It's all right." You assure, moving one of your hands to hers in your lap. "Now Westview, tell me more about it..." You asked, drawing patterns on the palm of her hand and making Wanda swallow dryly. "Were we like a family?"
Wanda nods, and you smile at her, leaning in until she loses her breath. But before you can break the distance, she pulls away.
"I can't..." She starts with her chest burning like the back of her eyes. "I'm not a good person anymore, Y/N. The things I did, my mistakes, I just... can't." She declares affected, but you just bring your other hand to hers, pulling it up to your face. 
"Heal me." You ask low, feeling her fingers on your cheek. Wanda frowns, but you smile, "Come on, I know you can do it."
She swallows dryly, but you feel the soft tingle and also her caresses on your cheek. Before Wanda can say it's done, you move her hand to your neck, fingers playing with the hair on your nape.
"Do you feel that? No goosebumps." You begin gently. "My spider sense still trusts you, and so do I. Nothing has changed."
Wanda is unsure of what to believe, shaking her head gently and closing her eyes. You move closer, and rest your forehead on hers.
"You don't need fantasies, Wanda. I'll be your real family if you want me by your side." You said to her, and Wanda sighed before breaking the distance.
The feel of her soft lips was as good as you remembered and get sighs from both of you. 
She kissed you hard, and then gently, trying to put all her apologies into action. You didn't think you needed to, but you understood. 
When you finally let go, breathing out of rhythm against each other's lips, Wanda continued with her hands on your face while yours were firmly on her waist.
"Let me take you out." You say against your lips, a smile forming as in hers. "A real date."
"I'd love to." She says before kissing you again.
Wanda still had what to tell you about. The darkhold in Agatha's basement was one of those things - And so were the whispers of universes where Gwen lived. - But she didn't want to talk about that now. And as far as she knew, what the eye cannot see, the heart cannot feel.
--//--
F/N-> Did you know that in the comics Peter Parker and Wanda team up because they are both deceived by Mephisto? We have to love a pair completely unaware of the dangers of making deals with demons.
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Summary: An accident with interdimensional portals takes you to a world where you are married to your best friend. For a certain black widow, it's a great opportunity to torment you. Or, the one where you have feelings for Wanda and sometimes you just need to visit the version of you who had the guts to tell her. | Requested
Warnings: (+18), a little bit of everything from angst, bad jokes and happy ending, some milf!wanda was well, friends to lovers, kissing, nudity, avengers being a family, some drinking, several references to comics and series inside jokes, emo wanda, mild angst, everyone is homosexual 'cause i said so, car sex in the end, strap on use, bottom!wanda, reader being a simp in every world | Words: 12.555k
A/N-> A friend from A03 asked me for this one and she had asked for a comedy and I put in several angst scenes for free. Anyway, I think it worked. Now I still have a fic from a very old request for Spider!Reader that I should post next week. Hope you like this one!
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Sweet Us - Wanda Maximoff x Reader
The Multiverse was at war.
It didn't start in your world, however. In fact, according to Stephen Strange, the supreme of your reality, the war wasn't actually even in its infancy. He just knew that things had gotten out of hand and that the Avengers would be a good help in keeping the dangers at bay.
Therefore, Tony and Vision created special teams to help the sorcerers - In Tony's words, a glitter cleaning team (No one was offended, everyone was sure it was jealousy since Iron Man couldn't do magic) and you were one of the names on the Black Widow team. 
Obviously, Natasha was the leader. You, like her, were part of the Red Room in your childhood. The third was Yelena, and she didn't want to join the mission because Kate Bishop was coming back to the compound this weekend and she wanted to be a good friend.
You understood and said fine. Natasha was annoyed.
"It's her job, Y/N!" Complained the redhead for the hundredth time on the way to the Sanctum Sanctorum beside you. "If she doesn't help us to protect the universe, she can wave goodbye to movie nights with her girlfriend."
You sighed lightly. "But she hasn't seen Kate in months, Nat! It's normal to miss each other..."
"I don't even know why I'm trying to explain this to you." Natasha interrupted irritably, her hands busy reviewing ammunition (a Yelena task) while you drove the truck. "Of course, you understand well what Yelena is going through."
You frowned slightly. "What did you mean by that?"
But Nat only laughed dryly, ignoring your quibble and going back to check to see if the guns were loaded.
Usually, Stephen's missions were simple. Making sure the interdimensional cracks were closed in time and dealing with any kind of threat that might have escaped through them.
But as soon as you made the curve in the avenue, and you had to brake the car to avoid hitting the number of running pedestrians, you and Natasha knew it would be different than last time.
Natasha quickly slung a gun in your lap and opened the doors, and you wasted no time in running with her toward the confusion. Soon you could see the cosmic monstrosity that was happening there.
Right on top of the Sanctum Sanctorum, an extradimensional cathedral had opened. Stephen and some other magicians were floating around, trying to keep the creatures under control, and they seemed to be doing a good job. But extra weapons were always useful.
Exchanging a look with Natasha, you moved into the fray, and you had to put all your widow training into practice to stay away from the tentacled creatures advancing out of the colored cracks.
On a roll behind a car, your cell phone rang. You answered the call using the helmet of the uniform you and Natasha were wearing.
A small window became visible in your field of vision, and the image of a sleepy Wanda Maximoff with slightly tousled hair and scratching her eyes appeared and sped up your heart more than the surrounding monsters.
"Good morning Witchy, what can I do for you?" You asked in the gentlest tone you could manage, as your fingers worked to reload your gun. Explosions boomed behind you.
"dobroye utro, milaya ('morning sweetheart)..." She started with a yawn. "Y/N, have you seen my Imagine Dragons t-shirt? I can't find it anywhere and I was going to wear it to the show later."
"Yeah, it's in my closet-ouch!" A small exclamation of pain cut off your speech because some of the creatures threw an acid that corroded half the car and dripped onto your sleeve. Wanda was immediately alarmed.
"What was that, Y/N? Where are you...?"
"ARE YOU REALLY ON THE PHONE WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FIGHT?" Natasha shouted from across the street in indignation and thank god it was too far away for Wanda to hear. You grunted a little.
"We ended up in a conflict before we got to the sanctum, darling. No big deal, just a few more little magic monsters." You said, and Wanda's face grew even more worried.
"I'll dress up in a minute, I can help-"
"No, no, you're off duty." You interrupt her immediately, shaking your head and having to throw yourself to the side to keep a tentacle from holding you. "Wanda, go get some breakfast, and the blouse-Shit!" You hush to defend a blow, ducking and Wanda tries to look past the camera but to no avail. You return to the video breathless and with a helmet full of blood on the outside (Not that she can see). "Your blouse is at the top of my closet, wear it with that black skirt it will look great! I-I'll meet you and Pietro at the door of the show, okay? Seven-thirty. As we agreed."
Wanda hesitates, clearly worried about the muffled confusion around you. You soften your expression though you can feel a cut burning in your stomach. 
"I'm fine, Wands. I'll come home, I promise."
You never lie to her, especially if it is a promise. So she smiles, swallows dryly the anticipation, and trusts you.
"I'll be waiting, dorogoya. Seven-thirty, don't be late." She says before hanging up.
But the fight seems to get worse after that. Or maybe it's the cut on your stomach, which slows you down.
Natasha steps back to give you cover, and for a moment, it looks like you are winning. You see Stephen controlling the largest of the Monsters, and the mages closing most of the cracks.
You turn to tell Natasha that you have landed more hits than she has, but the redhead is already running toward you to get you out of range of the car that one of the monsters has thrown in your direction.
You both roll a little on impact, but you're fine. 
"You could have knocked me down a little more gently, Romanoff." You mutter to irritate her as you massage her shoulder. But Natasha is looking forward with wide eyes.
When you look and see the crack that you have passed through - and which was now closing in at high speed - you also widen your eyes. 
You stand up to try to stop it, but it is already too late. The portal had already closed.
"Okay. Okay. Don't panic." You gasp with your hand on your stomach, looking to where the crack was, but where now there are only streets. And what was once a chaotic fight with a crowd fleeing monsters, has turned into a quiet boulevard with pedestrians looking strangely at the blood-covered uniforms you and Natasha were wearing. 
"Let's try to be positive. Maybe we've gone to a nice world." You try but Natasha is drawing her pistol again, turning toward something behind you.
Black pickup trucks arrive at high speed and park, surrounding the area. Pedestrians run away and you swallow dryly, feeling a little dizzy. You can feel the cut dripping down your stomach as well.
"Let me do the talking." Natasha murmurs to you, as you watch masked agents step out of cars with rifles that are clearly far more advanced than anything you have in your world.
They all carried the Iron Legion symbol in a brooch on their chests, perhaps that's why Natasha lowered her gun to the ground and stepped forward with her hands in the air.
"We're not here for trouble." She tried, but one of the soldiers stepped forward.
"Identify yourselves outsiders." Demanded the male voice. You swallowed dryly as you noticed the iron hand that held a smaller type of iPad. 
"I am Natasha-"
"Reason for the Journey, not names." Cut the serious man - Or you imagined the expression by the tone of his voice. Like everyone else, he wore an iron mask that covered much of his face. But the long hair and green eyes were familiar enough for you and Nat not to despair. She swallowed dryly.
"Bucky, we are travelers from another universe, we are not here to cause trouble." Natasha tried as she stepped forward, but the mention of the name only made everyone tense up. The soldier put down his iPad and drew his gun. Nat stopped walking. 
"Reason for travel, I won't ask again!" He shouted demanding, and Natasha sighed slightly. She opened her mouth to reply, trying to decide how she was going to explain all of Strange's confusion when she heard a motorcycle noise. Bucky's variant let out an impatient grunt, but the vehicle was already parking next to the truckers, and someone got off.
"You're losing your touch, Barnes." Mocked the agent who got down, and before you could mutter to Natasha that it was a hell of an entrance, the woman was pulling a knife from her ankle and advancing on you two. Natasha wasted no time in reacting, of course, masterfully matching the blows.
"You're trespassing, illusionist." Said the soldier between one hit and another. You tried to help Natasha, but Bucky's variant attacked you and the metal arm kept you busy enough.
"It's not an illusion!" Natasha defended herself without stopping the fighting. 
"It's not, heh? If you really are Natalia, tell me something only I would know." Demanded the woman, making the redhead laugh confusedly.
"I don't even know who you are." Justified the widow, and ended up getting hit in the legs that knocked her down.
"Wrong answer, evil clone." Retorted the other. Fortunately, you had trained enough with Bucky to know exactly how to defeat him and had just hit him when Natasha fell. You only had time to run and throw yourself against the agent to prevent your friend from getting hit in the face.
The wound on your stomach throbbed with the impact, and you squirmed on the ground, trying to get up beyond the pain because you heard the other soldier doing the same next to you. Natasha ran into a range to you, helping you up and taking a few steps back. You both raised your fists at the Soldier getting up, but Natasha hesitated when they took off her glasses that were scratched in the fall.
"You take the right and I'll take the left, okay?" You directed but Natasha was lowering her hands. You frowned in confusion. "Nat, by god, she's coming, what the hell are you doing?"
The soldier started walking, and you swallowed dryly. Nat didn't hesitate. "Take off your helmet, Y/N."
"Do you want her to hit me in the head? Or worse one of the soldiers?" You asked in desperation. 
Natasha grunted impatiently, and when the soldier moved forward, she spun her body skillfully and used the same blow you never knew how to defend, effectively knocking the other woman to the ground. 
"No matter the world, you never watch the knees, do you баламут (troublemaker)? Mocks the widow, pinning the soldier beneath her, a victorious smile on her face. You frown in indignation.
"I thought you only called me that..." You mutter in annoyance, and Natasha sighs impatiently.
"By God, Y/N! Hasn't it become obvious yet? Take off your helmet, and help me before they shoot us." She shouted, and despite your grimace, you capably obeyed.
As soon as your helmet came off, the soldiers hesitated and lowered their weapons. Bucky - who was getting up - widened his eyes and made no attempt to attack.
The woman trapped underneath Natasha stopped struggling.
"I'm going to take yours off now, okay?" Natasha asked the soldier, who stood still waiting. 
As soon as the iron mask came off, and you saw your own face, you were completely speechless.
But only for half a second.
"Oh my God! It's me! I'm so cool! Did you see the way I arrive on the bike? Where did I learn to ride a motorcycle! And this leather jacket looks amazing on me! And see the way everybody put down their guns and let me fight alone? I'm like a super powerful leader, aren't I? My God this is so cool! 
Natasha laughed incredulously, and got off your variant, helping you to stand while you looked around excitedly.
"Like I said, it's not an illusion." Said the widow. "We are from another world. It was an accident to end up here."
Your variant swallows dryly, exchanging a glance with Bucky - who is standing and sort of at a loss for words with you praising the improvements his mechanical arm has received in this world - before sighing lightly.
"I'll take them to the compound, Barnes. Take the team to take care of the breaches they've opened up in the north." Your variant directs, and Bucky seems quite content to evade your comments, gesturing for the team to follow him.
In record time, the pickup trucks and soldiers are gone, and you and Natasha stand facing the motorcycle.
"You can't fit three on a motorcycle..." You mutter softly, making your variant chuckle. She moves to take something off the dashboard of the vehicle, and you realize that it is one of the rings that Strange owns. And that might explain how cars get to places so quickly in this universe.
She opens a portal into the street, and you walk through to end up in the front yard of the Avengers Complex.
"Are you writing this stuff down, Romanoff? Strange could lend us those rings." You whisper to the widow beside you, who shakes her head, hiding a smile.
"Why did you bring us here?" Natasha asks your variant, who is dragging the shut-down motorcycle to the entrance. 
"You need to give some statements, paperwork for multiversal travelers." She replies, parking the motorcycle before turning to you two again. "And well, the Legion of Ultron takes care of those matters."
You and Nat swallow dry, exchanging shocked looks. It is by following your variant that you realize that the Avengers' symbol is not on the door of the compound but the same as the Iron Legion's - or Ultron's - like the one on the brooch on their uniforms.
"Ultron worked out in this world then?" Natasha asks casually, and your variant lets out an impressed laugh.
"You guys know him?" She asked. You scratch the back of your head.
"Yeah, something like that." You mumble because you don't think it would be a good idea to say that he was a supervillain in your world and that you and Wanda destroyed his last body together.
It seemed like a good enough answer for your variant.
"The guy's a pain in the ass if you ask me." Retorted the variant. "But if you're fans, he stays in the Tower basically always, because he can work inside his own head. You can ask for an autograph before you leave."
Natasha giggles, muttering that it wasn't okay in the sense that she had no interest in asking the robot for autographs, but you barely heard it because you were impressed with the inside of this world's compound.
Everything was so clean and luxurious, and the painting of that legion of Ultron on the wall of the living room attracted your immediate attention. All the Avengers were there, and they were a few years older. The image of yourself smiling and with an arm around a redheaded Wanda made you interrupt the conversation.
"This girl. That you hug in the picture. Are you friends here?" You ask, and your variant raises a surprised eyebrow.
Natasha rolls her eyes. " Of course, you and Wanda are besties everywhere, Y/N, can we get back to adult business now?" Retorts the impatient widow having been interrupted in her questioning about going back to her own world, but your variant lets out a small laugh.
"It's all right, Natalia, in a new world I too would be curious to know where my wife is."
Your smile fades immediately, and Natasha's shock only lasts half a second.
"I beg your pardon?" She questions with a dry laugh. "Did you say wife? Are you married? You?"
Your variant laughs awkwardly, approaching the frame next to you. "Yes, for a few years actually." She starts by nodding to the picture. "That was taken in the first year of the legion, we called ourselves the Avengers back there. It was cool, but while I'm not much of a fan of the microwave, I have to admit that Ultron has improved everything. It's nice not to have any tragedies to avenge, you know?" You counter with a slightly nostalgic smile, lowering your hands and putting them in your pockets. "We had quieter years, I was able to start a family. Wanda and I got married just before we were promoted."
You had your mouth hanging open in shock. Natasha was biting back a smile, trying not to start laughing at your face.
"Wow, what a beautiful story." She commented with a slight tease that your variant didn't catch. "And were you guys friends or was it already a more direct thing with dating and sex in the compound?"
The variant gave a shy, confused laugh, evidently surprised at the straightforward curiosity. You grunted in shame, unable not to imagine the situation, and closed your eyes for a moment to control your own thoughts.
"Sorry, you and Wanda are not a couple in your universe?" Your variant asks tenderly, and Natasha giggles from your side as you try to control the red in your cheeks.
"N-no, we... um, no." You stammer.
"They're living a friends to lovers, I'd say." Natasha murmurs, and your variant gives a chuckle at the way you cross your arms in a sulk, your face burning like your ears. 
Natasha seemed intent on continuing to torment you, but someone crosses the hallway and you roll your eyes at the sight of Peggy Carter in front of you. You only know her from Steve's pictures and the Shield paintings, and it is impactful to say the least to see her standing in front of you.
"Y/N, I just got the notification from Bucky." She says seriously, her gaze on you and Nat. "We don't bring travelers into the compound, but seeing them, I already understand the exception." Says Peggy, to which your variant just nods.
"Is Wanda back yet? Someone has to take care of the trial and T'Challa is in Wakanda until next week." Your variant said, but before Peggy could respond, Nat steps forward.
"Trial?" She asks indignantly, but her variant softens her expression.
"It's just what we call it, Natalia." She replies. "We have rules for interdimensional travel, all are administered by the Council. It's dangerous to mess with the multiverse, everything has to be well taken care of to avoid catastrophes. When two variants appear in the middle of New York, we need to know what they were doing here."
Natasha sighs slightly, deciding to trust. It was you, after all. 
You, on the other hand, are trying to look at the shield Peggy carries on her back. She gives a little giggle when she notices, taking the item out to show you.
"So cool!" You comment excitedly, running your hand over the flag. "We have a Captain America on our world, his name is Sam Wilson, maybe you know him?"
"Oh, sure, he's our Captain America too." Peggy retorts with a smile. "He took over the shield after Steve Rogers. And I'm Captain Carter."
"Oh, that makes sense." You murmur nodding. "It's nice that you and Steve were able to stay together in this world."
Peggy frowns slightly, chuckling lightly. "Um, actually, Steve isn't...well, we were partners. In the war, before the ice. But now, well, he and Barnes got married in the fall." She tells you and you widen your eyes in surprise. "And I'm... um, I'm Margaret Carter Romanova now."
Natasha chokes in surprise, turning redder than her own hair. You can't hold back your giggle.
"You married Steve's ex-girlfriend? Sweet Jesus, Natalia, congratulations, really. I'll never let that one go." You teased and Nat grunted loudly, but the variants only chuckled lightly.
"There's time until the trial, and you guys could use a bath." Your variant spoke, clearly trying to dim the awkwardness of the conversation. "Come, I'll take you to, well, your rooms." Joked last.
You would have scoffed at the way Natasha tripped over her own feet as she passed Peggy - who muttered to her that she was very pretty in all universes - but you were too excited to see the rest of the compound.
Despite the different decorations - from pictures or coats of arms - in general it was quite similar to the one in your world. You found it funny that your room in that reality was on the other side of the tower, however.
"I imagine you know the showers trick." Asked your variant as she led you inside, and you laughed, nodding in agreement. "You can wear anything from the dresser, we're the same size after all. I'll see if I can get you guys something to eat. And I'll check if the operations with Bucky go smoothly. Make yourselves at home." Said your variant, before leaving the room.
Natasha turned her face and her gaze was full of mischief.
"So you actually want to marry Maximoff..."
"Choose your words well, Romanoff. You hooked up with your best friend's ex." You retort quickly and Nat chokes in shock. She closes her mouth with an irritated grumble and you giggle. "Let's get this over with soon, and you can torment me later."
"Oh, believe me, I'll torment you later." She retorts mockingly but is moving away toward the door. "And what can we do but wait? Strange is probably looking for us right now, which means we should take advantage of the time we have here."
"Nat, please stay out of trouble..."
"Or please, the баламут here is you." She retorts with a chuckle as she opens the door. "And I'm just curious what my life is like here. Come on, it's not every day we get to go to a different universe. If I were you, I'd go snoop around, maybe find out how you and Wanda ended up under a tree..."
You grunt in embarrassment, grabbing one of the pillows from the bed to throw at Natasha, but by the time you do, she is laughing her way out the door.
Sighing heavily, you decide that if Natasha is going to be looking around for trouble, someone of you should behave. For now, you need a bath.
Your room is evidently the largest in the world, especially the closet that your variant humbly calls a dresser.
You let your fingers run through the suits and uniforms until you reach a kind of dressing table, where you let out a soft sigh when you find a picture in the mirror.
Red hair suits Wanda. In the photo, she is sitting on your lap, while you kiss her cheek. You are both smiling, and what is most different from your world are the golden rings on your fingers.
You swallow dryly, returning the photo to its place and letting your attention fall to the fighting equipment your variant keeps there. The iron mask has its replacements in the top drawer, and you are curious to know how it feels.
Putting it on, you face your reflection. It's nice. You're considering telling Tony when you come back for a new design on your uniform when you hear footsteps approaching and a voice that makes you stumble with fright.
"lyubovʹ moya, ty tak dolgo (my love, you took so long)" Wanda comments as soon as she enters the closet and you swallow dry, ready to explain the whole story, but she walks over to you and hugs you tight and you can only sigh deeply. Once she looks at you again, she gives a little giggle at the mask, "I always forget how hot you look in this."
Oh.
Your cheeks blush, heavily, and you are grateful for the mask. Wanda kisses you on the neck and you almost become a complete mess. She doesn't seem to notice, pulling away and going back to saying something about the mission being over earlier than expected, and her looking for you, but you're trying to decide how you're going to explain everything and stop shaking.
All thoughts fade away when Wanda simply takes off her shirt.
Your breath catches, and you know that your face must be the same color as her hair. With trembling legs, you sit down in the closet chair, and Wanda - oblivious to all this - simply works to remove her bra and turns around with her torso exposed to you.
"[...] Anyway, that Bishop girl has been hanging around the house a lot, don't you think? I've asked America dozens of times, but she keeps evading the subject. Billy and Tommy refuse to tell on their sister, but I'm going to find out if they're dating." Wanda comments, but you're in shock, staring at her bare breasts without reaction. At your realization, she raises an eyebrow. "Malysha, are you listening to me?" She asks with some amusement, placing a hand on her waist and you gasp slightly.
"Jesus christ." You mumble affectedly, finally looking away and not risking looking up again. Wanda watches your reaction with amusement. 
"All these years and you're still speechless at the sight of me without clothes..." She murmurs approaching and you are opening your mouth to start explaining, but Wanda is straddling your lap and you find that you have lost the ability to breathe. "If we were quick, we can have some fun before the appointment this afternoon. Do that thing I like with your tongue..." She teased softly, hips grinding against yours and taking away your ability to think properly.
"Wanda, god, I'm not-"
"Wow, that's something." Interrupted someone from the doorway and Wanda screamed. She stumbled away from you, covering her torso with one arm, a mixture of horror and confusion on her face. But your variant, arms crossed from the doorway, was laughing. "I can only remember when I said I dreamed I kissed another version of you and you made me sleep on the couch. Now, look how the tables have turned."
Wanda grunted indignantly, "Explain yourself, Y/N! Now!" She demanded, still in shock that she was seeing two versions of yourself. Your variant didn't stop smiling but uncrossed her arms.
You heard something about multiverse but the wound in your stomach throbbed painfully and everything started to go dark. 
When you blinked again, you were lying in an infirmary. And Natasha beside you.
"Hey." You greet in a hoarse voice, and soon let out an exclamation of pain from the slap you got from Romanoff on the arm.
"Why the hell didn't you say you were hurt?" She questioned as you massaged the twinge and sat up in bed.
"I didn't think it was serious." You justified yourself feeling your whole body aching. "And the super serum has to be good for something."
"The serum doesn't make you immortal, Y/N! God, if I let you die in another world Wanda turns me into a frog." Grumbled the redhead making you chuckle lightly.
"She's not that kind of witch." You say, but Nat shakes her head.
"Oh, that's not what I heard." Says the redhead, nodding her head at the couple talking outside the room. Wanda and your variant are talking very close, and when they exchange intense smiles, and the variant takes Wanda's hand and kisses it before saying goodbye, you turn your blushing face away.
"What do you mean?" You ask Nat, who sighs a little.
"You blacked out for a few hours, Y/N. The trial is over."
"W-what?"
"Relax, it all worked out." Nat soothes you by forcing you back into a sitting position when you make mention of getting up. "They've had some bad experiences with travelers in this world, and now they keep things under control. They were waiting for you to wake up to send us back."
You absorb the information in shock, and before you can question further, Wanda is back. She opens the door and offers you such a tender smile that you suddenly feel very aware that you are only in a top because of the bandage they made on your belly.
"You're awake, dorogoya." She greeted, and you were too busy hiding your flushed face to notice Natasha's little smile beside you. "How are you feeling?"
"G-good." You murmured watching her approach the bed until she was close enough to touch your face. "Natalia already told you about the trial, I imagine."
"Mm-hmm." You merely replied, knowing that you would have no ability to formulate any answer with Wanda caressing your cheek like that.
She smiled, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear before commenting, "God, you're so young. This is so odd."
You laugh shyly. "You don't look old." 
That wasn't entirely true. Wanda was older than the one you knew, but that may be because you have all the traits of her face memorized, and your Wanda has no age wrinkles yet. Regardless, the version in front of you is absurdly gorgeous.
She chuckles a little. "You are sweet, but I am old enough to be a mother in this world." She murmurs as she pulls her hand away, you were going to complain about the lack, but she sits down beside you. "And indeed, I am."
You widen your eyes softly, but Natasha doesn't seem the least bit surprised, a little smile lingers on her face.
"Do you have children?" You ask curiously, and Wanda smiles, nodding in agreement. "Cool. They... are they ours?"
She bites her lip thoughtfully, and you imagine that there must be rules about what and how much to say about the multiverse. Wanda may have decided to ignore them all.
"Yes, they are ours." She replies, her hands moving to check the bandage on your belly. "America, not by blood, is our older. We adopted her when she was 6, she's the naughtiest girl I know. And then the twins came. William and Thomas. They are our biological children."
You give a lopsided laugh. "Is that, like, possible in this world?"
It's Wanda's turn to laugh, her cheeks turning slightly pink.
"Oh, dorogoya, believe me, we figured that out." That's what she replies, and you'll accept it as enough because you've suddenly allowed yourself to think about the attempts and the heat that has surged in your body makes you embarrassed. Wanda realizes that everything is okay with the bandage, and sighs slightly. "If you are really feeling well, everything is ready for you two to go."
You swallow dryly, nodding and forcing a smile at Wanda.
"Hey, Wands." You call out to her before she can get up. "Sorry." That's what you say, surprising her. "F-for not saying I wasn't your wife. And for seeing your boobs."
"Wow, excuse me?" Natasha cuts in with a laugh that Wanda accompanies. You blush heavily, but Maximoff gestures slightly.
"It's okay, sweetie." Wanda assures you. "My wife also gets tongue-tied around me. It's a good reaction, I suppose." 
"Well, you're super gorgeous, so it's not our fault." You mutter getting a shy chuckle from the other, but Natasha grunts softly.
"And you guys are super gay. I'm going to get something to eat before we go, Y/N." Annunciates the redhead before leaving the room, and you and Wanda exchange giggles as you were left alone.
Once the giggles cease, she reaches for your hand on the bed.
"Promise me you're okay?" She asks low, and you swallow dryly at the strong deja vu. Wanda is Wanda in all worlds.
"I'm fine, it was just a scratch. I promise." You assured her making her smile slightly. Next, you let your curiosity prevail. "Where did I go?"
Her smile didn't go off. "Home, of course." She says. "We work at the Tower, but our home is in Massachusetts." She tells surprising you.
"We live with the witches, huh?" you joke and it's Wanda's turn to be surprised.
She hesitates a bit, curiosity shining in her eyes as she draws patterns on her hand.
"Your Wanda...she's not a witch?"
You bite the inside of your cheek, half thoughtfully. "Well, technically, no? Her powers are super cool, and when she was with Hydra, she did some stuff with people's fears and everyone started calling her a witch. But she only does energy stuff and stopped with the mind control thing. The nickname little witch caught on, but she doesn't really do spells."
"But the powers, where did they come from?" She insists, and you shrug softly.
"From the mind stone, I guess." You reply. "That's what I know."
Wanda forces a smile, nodding and stopping her caresses on your hand. "I am a witch, Y/N. And I think your Wanda is too."
"Well, that's cool, I love magic and so does Wanda." You casually retort, getting a small giggle from the other.
"Malysha, listen to me carefully, okay?" She asks looking into your eyes. "I have met a few versions of myself in this extensive multiverse. None that have had their magic amplified by an Infinity Stone before. Your Wanda may be a special kind of us."
"Oh, like royalty?" You ask receiving a frown in return. A small smile forms on your lips. "I usually call her princess too. It would be nice to know I got another nickname right."
Wanda laughs softly, her eyes full of affection. "You really like her, don't you?"
You swallow dryly, evading the hidden meaning in her words. "S-She's my best friend."
The redhead doesn't seem to be impacted much by the correction. She smiles. 
"If I'm right, Wanda will be the Scarlet Witch one day."
You blink in confusion. "I don't know what that means."
"And you don't need to know." She says, placing a hand on your face. "Not now. You're young, she is too, isn't she?" She asks and you nod quickly. Wanda smiles, "You have time. Enjoy that innocence now, that freedom. If she really is the Scarlet Witch, the power and responsibility don't come for free."
You frowned in concern, raising your hand to her forearm. "Wands, what are you talking about?"
But she smiles, shaking her head. "It's not my place to tell your story, dear." She says as she strokes her skin. "Please, just be there for her. She's going to need you. I always do."
You swallow dryly but force a smile. "I promise."
Wanda smiles, and you hold your breath as she approaches. She kisses your cheek, and you know you are blushing hard. 
"Go get dressed, I'll make sure your Natasha didn't destroy something else." Declares Wanda as she walks away, and you frown in confusion.
"What did she destroy before?" you ask getting only a chuckle in return.
Many minutes later, you are wearing a completely clean uniform with a pouting Natasha Romanoff at your side. - She didn't like that the Legion of Ultron people wouldn't let her destroy another of the small statues of Vision (which in this world was Ultron) scattered around the compound. In her words 'microwave third wheel deserves no tribute'.
You were very pleased that some members of the Legion came to say goodbye to you.
Peggy even let you hold the shield before you left. And you were too busy talking to Wanda to notice the flirtations the captain threw at Nat only to see her blush.
"I think you would like to have this." Wanda said as she handed one of the masks to you, and got you to widen your eyes. 
"She-I mean, I won't mind?" You ask, and Wanda giggles.
"It was my wife who asked me to deliver it." She explains, and you take the item from her hands. "I think she'd like to give it to you, but someone has to make sure Billy and Tommy do their homework. And part of her got the impression that you'd like to see me by your bedside when you wake up."
You blushed again, babbling embarrassedly, which only increased Wanda's smile.
"Thanks for the mask, witchy. Really." You murmur and she moves closer to hug you almost tight enough that your bruise hurts. No chance for you to complain, Wanda could keep her arms around you as long as she wanted.
"Sorry to break the moment, love birds, but I think we'd better go soon." Natasha said as she approached with her arms crossed, and her face half flushed. "Our friends must be worried."
Wanda waved goodbye as she let you go, and you smiled at her before joining Nat. 
After the conversation, you weren't surprised that the return spell was done by Wanda, and you just arranged to wave goodbye to the Legion before entering the portal with Natasha.
The scenery of the compound was replaced by the interiors of the Sanctum Sanctorum, where Stephen Strange stumbled away from spell books toward you two.
"Romanoff! L/N! You are here!" He announced in amazement, but Natasha rolled her eyes.
"And we did it on our own, mister Supreme!" She scoffed.
"But it was Wanda who did the spell..." You muttered low, receiving an elbow from the widow who forgot you were injured and scrambled to help you stand when you howled in pain.
Stephen used his cape to float to you quickly.
"How long have we been gone?" Nat asked holding you as you squeezed the bruise gently.
"Long enough." Stephen replied. "I alerted your team, and was trying to find the spell to take to me and -"
But Stephen didn't even have to complete, because a female figure was crossing the hallway and as soon as she laid eyes on you, she let the teacup fall to the floor.
Pietro caught the item with a grimace, keeping the drink from spilling out, and Natasha released you just in time for Wanda to throw herself onto you.
"Hey, hey, I'm fine." You assured with a shy chuckle, feeling Wanda squeeze tighter. "I'm glad you found the t-shirt."
But she didn't laugh at your joke, sniffling against your chest and making you swallow dryly. 
"I thought I lost you." She confesses with her face hidden against you. "I couldn't...I couldn't feel you anymore. Nowhere. Don't ever do that again. You scared me."
You stroke her back, swallowing dryly before saying, "Forgive me, I didn't mean to. I'm here now. I'm safe."
Wanda only releases you because you grunt softly from the pain of the bruise. "W-what happened?"
"We have a lot to discuss, Maximoff, you have no idea." It is Natasha who answers, and you force a tender smile at Wanda.
–//–
In the end, Natasha did most of the talking. She took care of the story, and because you were injured, you insisted on taking care of the mission reports for Stephen.
She politely ignored your request and delivered them while you were busy at dinner with Wanda.
Unfortunately, you missed the show. Your interdimensional trip lasted almost two days on this world. The avengers were racing against time to find you, and Stephen had spent many hours enduring light threats from an angry Wanda demanding that he find out where you were. Pietro, besides being a mandatory presence on the rescue team, thought it best to stay around so that Wanda didn't end up destroying the Sanctum.
Your injury was healing fast, and although you had told the team members a few hundred times about the universe you visited, you were doing a great job of hiding the fact that you were married in your other life to your best friend.
When Kate Bishop showed up in your room with tickets to the next Imagine Dragons concert, they came with an ultimatum.
"You have to tell her." She said, completely confusing you.
"What are you talking about, Hawkeye?" You questioned, but Kate crossed her arms.
You widened your eyes. "Who told you?"
Kate laughed. "Really, Y/N? Nat tells Clint and Yelena everything. And Clint is my mentor, and Lena is my girlfriend. And well, I tell everyone everything, so I guess the only person who doesn't know is Wanda, but if Pietro already knows..."
"God I need to sit down." You state with a nervous nausea in your stomach, sitting down on your bed as Kate sighs impatiently, and closes the door with her foot as she follows you inside.
"Man, what's the big deal, you know? You married her in another world, and you're obviously super into her in this one too."
"Kate!" You interrupt her with a red face. "It's not like that, okay!"
Kate rolls her eyes, with an incredulous laugh. "As if." She mutters, but you grunt.
"Look, I can't, okay? Wanda is...perfect. She's everything. Everything I have." You state looking at the floor, and Kate frowns in surprise. You swallow dryly. "I can't ruin us. She's the most important person I have, and I don't know what I would do if I ruined this..."
Kate sighs, coming closer and kneeling in front of you, one hand on your knee. "Y/N, it's normal to be afraid. I felt the same way with Yelena. But look on the bright side, you can already see that you guys work in another life, you can have a chance to be happy in this one too."
You smile sadly. "That world was different, Kate." You mutter. "There, a lot of things that went wrong here, worked in that life. What if in this world, Wanda and I are supposed to go wrong? That variant was incredible. Fearless and so cool. I am not that way. I panic about basically everything, and I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. Those two knew who they were and that they wanted a family together. And I have no idea how to do that."
Kate swallows dryly, forcing a smile. "But you don't need to know that now, Y/N." She says gently. "We are so young. Maybe your variants were as lost as you are now, but they had the courage to stand by each other until they were ready. The question is whether you will too."
You swallow dryly, silently absorbing her words. Kate offers you a soft smile and moves her hands away to take two items from her blouse pocket.
"I heard you missed the last one, and I hate the band, but I kept getting tickets because of the last name, so I figured you'd make better use of this than me..." She says as she places the tickets in her lap. "A confession is a good way to end a concert."
You laugh with flushed cheeks, picking up the tickets so they don't fall off as you hug Kate.
"I would never have the courage for something so public, but thank you little Hawkeye." You murmur and she laughs softly, hugging you back.
Neither of you notices the teary-eyed girl behind the bedroom door.
–//–
When your wound had completely healed, you went to Wanda's room.
It was Tuesday and it had been two weeks since the trip to the multiverse. The subject, in theory, was no longer anything new for any Avenger to be interested in asking about.
That's why you were surprised Wanda brought up the topic again.
"I'm just curious." She justified herself as soon as she saw your expression. "It's weird, to think there are other versions of us living around."
You chuckled awkwardly, scratching the back of your neck as you settled into Wanda's bed. It was a common image - Since you joined the team, your intimacy was very strong. And her room was practically yours. So she was at this very moment trying to decide what outfit she was going to wear to the Imagine Dragons concert, and both pieces in her hands were yours.
"You're right, witchy, but I already told the whole story." You lay with your head resting on your arm, as Wanda put the shirt over her body in front of the mirror. She hums, clearly not believing you and you frown. 
Wanda never acts like that with you. But to be fair, you didn't usually lie to her either. 
"What does ‘hum’ supposed to mean?" You question, but Wanda sighs wearily, scarlet magic keeping the garments in the air as she pulls her shirt up.
Your face burns and you look up at the ceiling immediately. Wanda notices you through the mirror, and has trouble hiding her little smile.
"It doesn't mean anything, just that I was listening." She mutters in clarification, and it's your turn to mutter back, not trusting your words when the image of Wanda in a bra is still so fresh in your mind. "Hey, Y/N?" She calls out after a moment, and you hum to say you're listening. "How come, if we're such good friends, we never change in front of each other?"
Your brain short-circuits. You open your mouth and close it dozens of times, but can't think of anything. 
"Is it a cultural thing? I thought Americans were more casual about such things..." Wanda continues, and you are sure it is meant to torment you.
"I don't know, Wands. Jesus." You mumble in embarrassment, stumbling out of bed and thanking the heavens that Wanda is already in her t-shirt. "It just never happened. You, um, want to change in front of me?"
She gives a naughty little laugh, raising an eyebrow.
"Humm, Malysha, take me to dinner first." She mocks, turning back to look in the mirror, and you snort indignantly. 
You walk dragging your foot out of the room, muttering that Wanda is playing games with you and misses the way she is blushing too.
Wanda won't find you again until dinner, and you are grateful for the hot food with which you can justify the redness of your face at having her approach you and kiss your cheek.
"What are we having today?" she asks, too close, a hand on your arm as she leans over to look at the pans on the stove. 
It has to be on purpose. Wanda has always been affectionate, but this here has to be a test to see if you'd have a heart attack before dinner or something.
"S-since it's Lena's birthday and we're going to be at the show, and she doesn't want a party, I thought I'd do something traditionally Ukrainian..." You start to explain trying not to sound so affected by the closeness and begging to the heavens that Wanda doesn't notice how much you are trembling. "There are some Nalesniki, which are cheese crepes, in the oven and the cured pork, Salo, is going to be the main course-"
"Is that Banush? Oh, dorogaya, kak zabotlivo s tvoyey storony (darling, how thoughtful of you)" Wanda cuts in excitedly as she looks at the food, and you smile immediately at her happiness. 
"Yeah, I've been trying to get the point of this one right." You count as Wanda stretches out her hand to taste the food. "And Nat and Steve went to the market to get the missing peanut butter for the Kiev Cake."
Wanda smiles, having gotten her entire finger dirty from the meringue that was going on the cake. She brings it to her lips, sucking it clean while staring at you before releasing it with a soft pop.
"Delicious." She praises but you're not even listening properly, the blood pulsing in your face at the sinful image. You feel an intense attraction, and lean in at the same time as Wanda and her dark eyes, but just as your noses brush against each other, loud avengers enter the kitchen.
You immediately pull away, Wanda biting her lips and you clearing your throat.
"Here's what you ordered, баламут." Natasha announces as she places the market bags on the counter. But as soon as she notices the tension between you and Wanda, she raises an eyebrow. "Are we interrupting? I can retrace my steps..."
"Shut up, Nat." You interrupt in an embarrassed grunt, wasting no time in grabbing the missing ingredient from the bag while Natasha giggles a few times.
Wanda follows the cue of Kate and Yelena walking in chatting loudly and leaves the kitchen behind them, barely listening to Steve's apology - busy with bags - who bumps into her as he closes the door.
Even if Yelena doesn't want a party, this feels like one. And you even baked a cake.
As soon as the food is served, the Avengers spread out around in various conversation wheels. Pietro kept changing the music every five minutes, but Wanda was too busy stealing glances at you talking to Clint across the room to bother.
"So Maximoff, how's it going?" It was Yelena, with a plate of cake in hand. Wanda sighed loudly.
"Not well."
Yelena grimaced. "What? Are you sure you are doing as I said?"
Wanda sighed again. "Yes, Lena, I'm sure. But maybe that's my mistake, you know?" Retorted the upset brunette, returning the soda glass to the table and crossing her arms. "Your tips worked for you and Kate. I'm not like you, and Y/N is not Kate. I did what you told me to, I even tried the t-shirt trick but she just ran out of the room!"
Yelena made a thoughtful face, chewing the cake. "Are you sure you did it right? When I did the T-shirt trick, Kate melted down and ended up confessing that she liked my tits."
"First, gross. Second, too much information. Third, I'm exhausted." Wanda confesses with a grunt, pushing her hair back. "I don't know what to do anymore. Ever since I heard her confession, I've just been waiting for her to make a move, but she just... I guess I should just accept that she's decided I'm not worth it."
Yelena shakes her head indignantly, pushing her plate on the table and placing her hands on Wanda's shoulders.
"First of all, I don't allow that kind of blue humor on my birthday." Yelena informs with a mixture of serious and playful tone, offering the brunette a tender smile. "Second, you are so close, Maximoff. You can't give up now. You have to play dirty."
"Play dirty?" Wanda asked in confusion, to which Yelena merely nodded, leaning in to whisper something in the brunette's ear that made her eyes widen. "Belova!"
The blonde laughed softly as she turned away. "It'll work, I guarantee it. It worked for Kate."
Wanda grimaced. "Too much information!" She complained walking away, but Yelena laughed, shaking her head and deciding to go look for her girlfriend.
Wanda had two seconds of peace as she poured herself some non-alcoholic punch before Natasha appeared in the kitchen.
"Lovely party, eh Maximilf?" She began, and Wanda gave a confused giggle at the nickname. "Oh, I forgot. Not a Milf yet."
"What...?"
"Hey, can I talk to you?" You came in suddenly, cutting off Natasha's question. Wanda didn't understand why you looked so uneasy - You had been talking to the redhead two minutes ago. She knew because she watched you all night.
"I'm busy, Y/N, talking to your wif-"
"Natasha." You cut her off almost pleadingly and the redhead sighs impatiently, and unlike Wanda, ignores your question and bends down on the counter only to grab a bottle of whiskey.
"You know what we should play? Have I ever never." Declares the redhead and turns to the kitchen with a huge smile. "Avengers! Everyone is going to play!"
You are visibly annoyed by the whole thing, but when Wanda approaches and goes to ask if everything is okay while the rest of the team starts getting organized to play, you force a smile.
"Nat had a bit to drink, and I didn't want her to talk more than she should. Maybe it would be better if I didn't join-"
"баламут! Don't even try to run away from the game! You're going to be the first!" Shouted the redhead from the room and you sighed loudly. Wanda giggled, moving even closer and holding your hand.
"I could charm them into forgetting about the game. If it's making you uncomfortable." 
You blinked impressed. "Would you mess with their minds for me?" You ask in a low voice, and Wanda nods, looking at your mouth. "What a naughty witch."
Heat spreads quickly through her chest, and Wanda bites her lip to hold back the sound that wants to escape her throat. She is about to kiss you in front of everyone when the team whistles and the moment is broken immediately.
You approach the circle, and because everyone has already sat down, Wanda has only one vacant seat on the other side of the room. She doesn't complain because at least she can breathe properly without you next to her.
"Now that we are all seated, you start Y/N." Natasha declares with a mischievous smile on her lips, her hands busy pouring whiskey into the glass that Pietro uses speed to place in each person's hand.
You sigh, running a hand through your hair. 
"Never have I ever gotten drunk playing these games." You mutter getting a few laughs. Natasha and Tony exchange impatient buffos at being the only ones drinking.
"Very funny, kindergarten. Now allow the adults to play. Romanoff, would you like to do the honors?" Tony asks, but Natasha shakes her head, settling further into the couch.
"I'll give mine some thought." She retorts mysteriously, and since Tony doesn't insist, no one else does. Only Wanda notices the way you swallow dryly and squeeze your glass hard.
"Never have I ever been turned down." Tony declares arrogantly but the whole team booes in disbelief. Natasha laughs out loud.
"As far as I can remember, Stark, I did that about four times in my first week of the industries alone..." Affirms Romanoff and this is the first time you see Tony effectively blush with embarrassment. He takes it in stride, rolling his eyes and taking a long swig from his glass.
You don't drink, and somehow, everyone notices.
"Really, L/N?" Kate asks genuinely curious. You laugh sheepishly.
"You can't be rejected if you've never confessed." You retort and the team laughs in understanding, but Wanda realizes your smile is forced.
"Okay, okay, now it's my turn." Pietro cuts in raising his glass in the air. "Never have I ever made out with someone of the same sex. And yes, everyone here but me is going to drink." He sneers, at the rest of the team who laugh and exchange curious glances.
Steve clears his throat and settles into his seat to ask for his turn.
"Never Have I Ever... Googled sex positions."
The room burst into laughter. Tony was so red from laughing that he almost fell over backward. It was the whiskey's fault, probably.
"Jesus, Steve, this isn't a confectionary! You must say things you didn't do." Pietro clarified and Steve became a complete tomato, muttering that he had got the game wrong. Thank god everyone was starting to get drunk enough not to care.
Sam, as soon as he stopped laughing, raised his glass. "How about we make things more awkward for the originals? Never have I ever slept with a co-worker."
The original Avengers let out embarrassing grunts, and all of them drink.
"Wow, now I need to know who with who." Yelena declared but Natasha laughed.
"That's not the game." Retorted the redhead and didn't flinch even when Lena used the birthday card.
But the light and fun mood were about to end, because as soon as Thor said "Never have I ever been unfaithful." and was taunted that it was hard to believe that the god of fertility was faithful, Natasha stood up.
"Never have I ever... been in love with my best friend." 
The question hung in the air lightly for a few minutes. Most of the team thought it was funny, Kate, Yelena, Steve, and Bucky drank. But you remained static in your seat, feeling Natasha's gaze burn into you.
"Honest answers only, people." Insisted the widow, and soon everyone noticed that she was looking at you.
Clint noticed the way Wanda squirmed in her seat, lowering her gaze to her own lap, so he cleared his throat.
"Come on, Nat, maybe you should change the question, that's a pretty personal one."
Nat forced a laugh. "I have a better one then; Never have I ever married my best friend in another world."
You cringed, closing your eyes but Wanda raised her head.
Your reaction was answer enough, but she questioned anyway.
"What are you talking about, Nat?" 
The widow put a hand to her chest with false innocence in her expression. "What? You haven't heard? What a strange thing! Y/N must have been busy telling Steve about Peggy to remember, I imagine."
Steve sighed loudly from the couch. "Natasha, I said it was okay..."
"For you!" She interrupted indignantly. "I told her not to tell! It was my secret!"
He sighs again, the room silent and shocked listening to them argue. "What difference does it make, Peggy is gone."
"Exactly." Natasha retorts with tears in her eyes. "I have this perfect wife who makes me happy and loves this complete mess that I am in that world, but here, I have nothing. Peggy is gone, she never even met me. And she was my best friend's ex-girlfriend, so excuse me if I wanted that to be my secret. But now it doesn't matter anymore, because everyone knows!" Natasha exclaimed with open arms, and when she went to get down from the table, she stumbled softly, and Wanda understood that the bottle of whiskey was not to be the first of the evening. "And you know what the funniest part is? It's that Y/N only did that because she's scared! She has something incredible, the chance to be with the one she loves the most, and she's afraid!"
You feel your eyes fill with tears, and you are standing like half the team, who stood up when Nat stumbled. The widow, who now looks on the verge of tears as well, moves closer to place her hands on your cheeks.
"I just want you to be happy, you stubborn, idiotic girl!" she says indignantly and drunkenly. "And I need your first daughter to be named Natalia, too."
The group giggled emotionally, and you nodded in agreement, putting a hand around Nat.
"Come, Romanoff, what you need is some water and a night's sleep."
As you lead Nat away, the game ends and the Avengers scatter back with a few murmurs about the scene but no one is too upset about anything, and Yelena says she will check on her sister.
Wanda approaches Steve and Clint once they are alone.
"You two are the closest to Nat, so I want to know what this whole otherworldly marriage thing is all about." Demands the witch and the two exchange sighs. 
"Natasha has spent the last few weeks stressing about it." Clint began. "Apparently, she met a version of Y/N who was married to you."
"What?" Wanda exclaimed in shock, a warm thread of hope sprouting in her chest.
"Yeah, happy family with kids and everything." Steve completed the story. "She made several jokes, heckled Y/N with that story for days trying to get her to confess the whole thing to you. But in the end... well, you saw. Y/N told me that Nat's variant was Peggy's wife, so that was the end of the matter, and well, they got so tense that no one else had the nerve to ask about it anyway."
Wanda twists her fingers nervously. "B-but, do you guys think she didn't want to talk about it because she hated the idea?"
Steve and Clint frown. "What? No, Wanda, that's not it." The captain says, with Barton nodding immediately.
"I think maybe she loved the idea, actually." Clint says with a laugh. "But you know, you're all what, twenty, twenty-two years old. You're young as hell. If at that age, a version of me showed up saying I'm going to get married and have kids, I'd freak out too. Even today I have my doubts about paternity. It couldn't have been easy for Y/N, you know? I'd be scared to mess it up too."
Steve nods in agreement. "Especially with someone who is already important." He says. "If you didn't know each other, she might get anxious about a date or something. But, you two are so close. And I can tell you from experience that the fear of messing up and losing someone important like that is pretty strong." Steve said, his gaze going to Bucky across the room to exemplify. 
Wanda swallows dryly. "B-but I like her." She confesses low, and it's no surprise to the Avengers next to her, who smiles. "I really like her."
"You should say that to her, not to us." Clint says gently, and Wanda sniffles low, but smiles, nodding.
She takes a heavy breath and decides that this thing has gone on too long already.
–//–
Natasha fell asleep just as you and Yelena threw the blanket over her, exchanging giggles at seeing her sleeping expression.
"Hey, Belova, the birthday girl has to stick around at the party." You try as you watch her sit down, but she holds up a finger in warning.
"I told you I didn't want a party." She accuses in a fake serious tone, making you laugh guiltily. "I'm tired, Y/N. I'll text Kate to come to sleep with me, and the rest of the team can keep having fun."
"As you wish, birthday girl." You mumble but when you go to walk away, she holds your forearm.
"Thank you." She says. "For taking care of my sister."
You smile. "Usually, it's always the other way around. It doesn't hurt to return the favor once in a while." You say, getting a smile from her. "Hey, Lena, that Peggy story, I really didn't mean-"
"Don't worry." She interrupts gently. "I'm not mad, it was just a disagreement between you and Nat. Friends fight sometimes. You can apologize to her when she wakes up. Now you should talk to another Avenger."
You swallow dryly, looking away. Yelena expects you to make up an excuse, but you sigh. "Yeah, you're right. Wish me luck?"
"Oh, I'm sure you'll be lucky tonight." She retorts to which you only laugh without understanding the malice in her tone of voice.
You leave the room and decide to go look for Wanda at the party, but when you return to the living room she is no longer there. Sighing in defeat, you make your way back to the elevator and toward your bedroom.
You are quite surprised to find Wanda inside.
"Hey, Wands, I didn't know you were up here." You greet as you take off your jacket, and the brunette meets your gaze just for a moment, her attention on the mask on your shelf. 
"This is new. Did Yelena make it for you?" she asks about the item, running her fingers over the details. You swallow dryly, throwing the jacket on the floor and sitting down on the bed to remove your shoes.
"No, it's not from around here." You reply, clearing your throat softly. "You gave it to me."
She frowns in confusion, turning her face to you only to understand immediately when she meets your gaze. "Oh. The other me."
"Yeah." You gasp softly. "The Wife one."
Wanda looks away to the side, leaning gently on the shelf because she thinks her knees are weak.
"So that's actually true." She mumbles trying to sound casual, and you think your tie is too tight. To blame Kate and her small suits, you are sure.
"Yes, I was surprised, but it's not like it's completely out of the question, right?" you retort so naturally that Wanda's eyes widen slightly. Panic settles in your chest. "I-I meant that friends get married all the time! A-and of all the people on the team, if I were to marry someone it would make sense that it would be you, I mean, not that I'm thinking of marrying you, but if given the choice and based on our intimacy..." 
Wanda cuts off your anxious babbling with a giggle. "Detka, you're hanging yourself." She comments nodding to the tie that you took off in an all-crooked manner, and was in an even tighter knot around your neck.
She moved closer, her hands working leisurely on the item even though you both knew she could use magic to pull it off. 
"You really... don't think it's so impossible for us to be together?" Wanda questions the next moment, her voice husky and affected, and you raise your eyes to her immediately. 
She looks absurdly beautiful. And you sigh, biting your tongue to keep from letting that slip out instead of the answer.
She uses your silence to finish the knot, and when the tie falls loosely around her neck, she makes mention of pulling away, only for you to hold her by the waist.
"I don't think it's impossible at all." You answer finally, rising to stand at the same height as her face, and place a hand on her warm cheek. "I think we are made for each other. In any world, especially this one."
A short, shy, contented laugh escapes Wanda's lips and is mirrored on yours. She steps forward, breaks the distance between your faces and the world stops.
It's not your first kiss, but if it were your last you would die happy.
Her lips are soft and taste of cherry gloss. It's sweet and so warm, and it's over too quickly.
Wanda pulls back with sparkling eyes but slight insecurity. "Was that... nice?" she asks in a husky voice, and you almost choke because how can she have any doubt?
Instead of answering with words, you kiss her again. And again. And again. Until Wanda entwines her hands behind your head and slides her tongue into yours. You gasp because this is even better.
She explores your mouth until you need to break for breath, and when you do, your lips trace a trail down her jaw to her neck, and Wanda shudders, an aroused groan escaping.
You suddenly lose your balance when she pushes you sitting up on the bed, but you don't complain because she is straddling your lap next, kissing you with passion.
It's a war of hands and pulling, but it feels so good. Wanda kisses you with the same longing that you do as if she can hardly believe that you have wasted so much time without doing it.
It's late when you stop. Far beyond the end of Yelena's party.
You have half the buttons open, and her dress is dangerously lifted at the edges of her thigh. You are lying on your back on the mattress, Wanda beside you, hugging your body.
"I don't want to close my eyes." She confesses in a whisper with her head on your pillow, and you straighten up to be even closer. "I want to look at you."
You smile, your cheeks flushed. "I'll be here when you wake up. And you'll be able to look at me all you want."
She smiles but straightens up so that her face hovers over yours. "Just look?" She asks in a tone that makes you chuckle softly.
"I hope not. Please do more." You joke in the same tone and she chuckles lightly before kissing you again.
It doesn't take long for you both to fall asleep after that. Both of you with easy smiles on your faces.
–//–
One Month Later
Your relationship with Wanda was only getting better every day, unlike the war in the multiverse.
The variant was right - Wanda needed you. Luckily, you also needed her.
Even though the Avengers' missions were increasing, you and her were falling into an incredible rhythm in your relationship, getting closer to each other every day.
And speaking of proximity.
"We're missing the whole concert." You recalled in a breathless voice, Wanda's lips marking your neck making the task of conversation nearly impossible.
You were in the back of your truck. The original plan was to watch Imagine Dragons, finally, and Wanda was even wearing your T-shirt. But well, she wanted a kiss, and somehow you ended up in the full auditorium parking lot in a heavy make-out session.
The sound of the music muffled out the sighs, and hopefully, the night made it impossible for anyone curious to try to look inside the car.
Wanda was on your lap, grinding against your thigh, and you were gripping the seat for support, trying to resist the urge to rip her clothes off.
Wanda seemed to want quite the opposite.
"Detka..." The brunette practically whimpered, teeth dragging under your skin. "Touch me."
You groaned aroused, tightening your hand around her waist and earning a sigh in return. "By god, Wanda, we're in a parking lot."
She complains with a bite on your skin that makes you gasp. "Why won't you touch me?" She insists almost annoyed, and you sigh before bringing your hands to her face.
"I thought you wanted our first time to be special." You explain with a warm face, surprising her a little, "We won't even be able to make any real noise here. And it's going to have to be quick."
Wanda bites her lip, her hands going down to the buttons of your blouse. "It's going to be special anywhere, detka, because it's with you." She retorts before stealing another firm kiss. "Now someone is confident about the quick and loud." She teases getting a small laugh before you return to kissing her with more passion now, determined to win the implied challenge.
Wanda tried to match the intensity of the kiss, but her hands wandered and you adjusted just enough for her to feel something else.
She broke the kiss with a soft choke, her center pressed against the firmness between your legs. Her darkened irises flashed in surprise at you.
"What's this, dorogoya? Were you planning this?" She asked with a mixed tone of teasing and mockery. "But what about all that stuff about our first time to be special..."
You grunted impatiently, thrusting your hips upward as you firmed your hands around Wanda's waist, and the precise friction of the strap against her made her whimper and grip your shoulders tightly.
"This was meant to be for after the show, smart-ass." You explain half breathlessly, watching her gasp as you guide her movements in your lap. "I did something nice in your room, with roses and everything. But someone couldn't keep their pants on..."
Wanda gave a guilty little laugh that turned into a groan when you pressed her right. 
"I need you inside, detka, please." She whimpered but you shook your head, stopping your movements to push her skirt up with one hand.
"I need to stretch you out first, pretty girl." You explained, sliding your hands inside her skirt and choking on your own breath as you found no panties. "Wanda, by all that's most sacred..." You grunted affectedly, leaning your forehead against hers and she gave a breathless giggle.
"Yelena's idea, you can thank her later." She clarifies, throwing her hips forward to encourage you to move your hand. You follow the cue immediately, and when your fingers sink inside her, she arches her back and throws her head back. "o chert, detka! (oh fuck, babe!)" She exclaims affectedly, making you smile proudly.
"Feels good, doesn't it, babe?" You ask meekly, curling your fingers inside her tight intimacy and stimulating her at slow speed until Wanda is panting and whimpering. "You look so sexy riding my fingers, pretty girl."
Wanda moaned deeply as she came and you muffled the sound with an intense kiss, feeling a strong wave of arousal at the sensation of her pussy twitching and dripping onto your fingers.
"I'd say that was pretty quick, but let's try the loud now, what do you think?" You sneer at the dizzy with pleasure girl in front of you, who has a few seconds to recover from her climax before you unzip your pants and adjust the strap with her entrance, making her jerk a little for her sensitivity. You kiss her cheek, hands on her thighs. "Changed your mind?" You ask warmly, showing in your gaze that there would be no problem at all if Wanda wanted to stop, but she shakes her head quickly and kisses you hard. You feel her straddling you, and only know that she has done the work to adjust and sink into the toy when she gasps against your lips in a loud whimper.
"Fuck, it's too big."  She whimpers, and you hold her waist, keeping her still. Your lips kiss her face and neck, and one of your hands moves up to her breast, stimulating the tip and making Wanda roll over against the strap-on instinctively.
"You can take it, I know you can." You coax meekly, the hand on her waist moving down to her intimacy, your fingers beginning to draw circles on her swollen clit that make Wanda drop her forehead against your shoulder, an affected moan leaving her lips. "Can I start moving, sweetheart?"
Wanda nodded breathlessly, practically bouncing on her own and making you smile. You held her by the waist, looking down to see the strap-on soaked when you pulled it out and then watching the toy unstrap inside her as you lowered her back down, the image tearing a moan from you. 
You kissed Wanda again, but as soon as she found her rhythm on top of the fake cock, it became impossible for her to reciprocate. She bounced on your lap, the sounds of your hard thrusts echoing mixed with her whimpers of pleasure until she began to spasm and you had to take over.
"Bozhe moy, detka, ya tak blizko! Ne ostanavlivaytesʹ, pozhaluysta, ne ostanavlivaytesʹ! (Oh my god, baby I'm so close! Don't stop, please don't stop!)" Wanda came with a loud cry of pleasure, making a complete mess in your lap and destroying half the seat with her magic.
You kissed her hard, exchanging breathless giggles as you caressed her hips.
"This definitely beats watching Imagine Dragons." You joke and she laughs with flushed cheeks, kissing you again. 
You notice that the noise of the music has diminished, indicating the first break, and you sigh together. Wanda speaks before you.
"Take me home, dorogoya. " She asks against your lips, her eyes gleaming with mischief. "I don't want to stop."
You choke softly, and nod dumbly, which makes Wanda smile. 
You have no idea how you managed to drive home after that, but part of you thinks Wanda must have used magic.
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Paperthin - Ch.01
Wanda Maximoff x f!Reader
Word count: 1.9k
Warnings/tags: typical mcu violence, MoM spoilers-ish, enemies to lovers, slight angst, mainly fluff, very dumb humor, powers!reader will add as the story goes
Summary: Working as an informant for Hydra, you get captured by the Avengers. You intend to use them to your advantage and don’t expect to fall in love with one of them, throwing your plans in disarray.
A/N: first fic in this fandom, i have been OBSESSED. So here i go. Also i’m not a native english speaker so sorry for any mistake. This first chapter is very poor in Wanda content but she’ll be more present starting chapter 2! Hope you have fun reading it!
Changes to OG timeline: Pietro is still alive. Might be some minor changes in Avengers roster to include more people. I’m just having fun honestly!
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Your current predicament was less than ideal, you thought to yourself as you walked handcuffed towards the Quinjet.
Of course you thought about freeing yourself; it would be easy enough to pick the lock of your handcuffs no matter how special they were. The real problem would come in the form of the four Avengers escorting you. One on one, you would definitely have a chance - with or without your powers. Two on one might be a bit of a pickle, and you would definitely sustain some injuries, but it was still possible. Three on one was when it started to get complicated. You gave yourself maybe a twenty percent chance of success. Twenty-five, thanks to the element of surprise. Those were not the odds you liked. You sighed.
"Problem, Y/LN?" Steve Rogers asked in a very professional tone.
"Those cuffs are chafing my very delicate skin," you started before extending your hands towards him. "Care to take them off for me?" You grinned, voice dripping with a sarcasm that exasperated your jailors. You let your arms drop when he sent you That Look™ of disapproval. Typical. You shook your head. "Then why ask?"
"Because he's a good person," you hear one of your other reluctant bodyguards answer. Ah yes, the reason you were actually captured: Wanda Maximoff. Charming accent, very uncharming personality, you thought briefly with all the eloquence in the world. Not that you really knew her but you felt pettiness was alright right now.
"I'm a good person too. I recycle."
She groaned and pushed you forward into the jet before the little group stopped in front of what you guessed would be your seat for the fly.
"It takes more than that to be a good person," Rogers said. "A good first step would have been not working for Hydra."
That was a fair point, obviously. But you had your reasons and you were certainly not going to discuss them with this small group. Rogers tried to sit you down by pressing on your shoulder. You resisted and smirked. "What can I say, I needed dental. Like you, actually."
"Wha–"
He didn't get to finish his sentence as your forehead met his face. He stumbled back and you kicked the Faulcon's knee. There was a crack and a groan of pain. That left you with Wanda and a few seconds to act. Something you might have wanted to consider before you decided to exchange quips with the woman. You brought your hands up and let the handcuffs fall on the ground in a metallic clank.
"Watch the hands, not the mouth." You winked, enjoying the dust of red on the witch's cheeks, before rushing towards the front of the Quinjet - your only chance to escape honestly. From what you heard, take off was a piece of cake. You hoped that was true because the last time you flew a plane… let's just say you had to walk the way back home.
You avoided a box flying in your direction as you jumped in the pilot seat and feverishly turned on the buttons needed. The jet engine turned on in a drowning sound as you started lifting off. Now, to get rid of your unwanted guests.
"Please put on your seatbelt while we proceed to liftoff," you joked to yourself. You inclined the jet at a ninety degree angle and boxes and equipement started flying down the plane, along with some very disgruntled Avengers. You proceeded to realign the Quinjet after that until you felt it stop moving suddenly. You frowned as you checked the commands. What the hell was happening? You got your answer when you looked outside and saw a red aura. "Oh no, I don't think so," you murmured to yourself as you tried to push the jets. You could smell smoke, and at this rate the plane was going to explode, and you with it.
Fuck! You hit the metal wall next to you.
Plan B. What was plan B? That's right, you didn't have one.
You stood up from the seat you were on when you felt the plane touch the ground. You looked around for a weapon. Sadly, everything had been pretty much ejected with your escape attempt.
You didn't really have time to think much more about it as you approached the door bay that led outside, still open. The whole Avengers team was right outside. Wanda was in the middle of them, hands red with power and scary eyes on you. The wind blew her hair briefly, and all that came to your mind was that she was beautiful.
An uneasy smile graced your lips and you waved at them. Then you ran. Booked it as fast as you could to get far away from them until you felt a sting in your back, then another in your neck. You brought your hand to it and took out a dart. Your limbs started feeling wobbly and your field of vision darkened. You fell on your knees and looked back. The Black Widow was advancing towards you with a syringe rifle in hand.
You'd like to think you would have been able to come up with a clever thing to say, but in the end, all that came over you was darkness as you lost consciousness.
*
You wake up in a cold sweat, eyes darting around. Your body feels heavy. Everything around you is way too bright. You close your eyes again. Better. What's not better is the throbbing pain between your ears. Gods, what was in those syringes, it felt like the worst hangover you ever had. Your throat was dry, your muscles sore, and it was certainly not helping that you could hear people talking right outside your door. You immediately recognized the voices. Romanoff, Rogers and Stark. You groaned. These were the worst people to have decide your fate. But for now, it was out of your hands. Speaking of which… you moved your arms only to feel the cold metal on your wrist stop your movement. Yep. You were back in handcuffs.
The sound of metal against metal must have gotten some attention because as soon as your hands hit the mattress again the door to your room opened. You kept your eyes closed and tried to simulate sleep as they talked around you.
"I swear I heard something," the Black Widow said.
"Are you sure? She took two tranquiliser darts, she should be out for another twelve hours." That was Tony Stark. While they were talking, you felt someone check your wrist to make sure you didn't take them off.
"If I may, the lab results showed an above average healing capabilities," interjected what you guessed must have been Friday from the speakers.
"I thought she was a normal human. Friday, pull up her files." You heard a bip and some movement coming from Stark after he spoke. He continued. "Y/n Y/LN, Hydra informant, no inhumans capabilities, from our files, which includes previous hospital and doctors visits, she should be fully human."
They had your medical files? Well. Yours. Not really yours, but close enough, you guessed.
"Some strange residues were found in her blood," Romanoff pointed out. "Some look like what was found in Loki's staff victims right after they were freed."
They were good, you had to admit. It was hard not to smirk as they tried to bring together the puzzle. They probably would never be able to, of course, but at least it was entertaining. Now if only you could sneak just a small peek.
"This could explain why she gave us such a hard time during the capture," Natasha ventured. "And when she kicked yours and Sam's ass."
"She didn't. And it doesn't explain how she knew how to fly the Quinjet."
Clever, Captain America, you thought. But all this was getting boring. Time to fake your awakening. As they kept babbling, you suddenly sat up with a gasp, as if you had just awoken from a nightmare. You looked around you. The room was well lit, and looked more like a hospital room than a cell. Romanoff was looking over Stark's shoulder on his pad while Rogers was on your right, eyes fixed on your heartbeat monitor. Stark jumped in surprise, but the other two took a fighting stance before they relaxed when they noticed you were still tied at the wrists.
"Where am I?"
"The Avengers Compound," Rogers answered.
That was a straighter answer than you expected and you respected that. You looked at the three Avengers. You could feel they were all brimming with different questions, so why not see if you could answer some of them.
"I feel like I'm going to get interrogated sooner or later, so why not start now," you suggested. They exchanged gazes. Apparently they didn't expected you to cooperate so easily.
"Are you going to answer our questions?"
"Maybe," you shrugged as you answered Romanoff. "It depends what you ask. And how you ask." She rolled her eyes at the playfulness in your tone.
"Let's not waste any time. What kind of work did you do for Hydra?"
You thought for a second before you answered since you didn't want to reveal your little spying session. "I am, well, was I guess, an informant for them." Once again, not the whole truth, but you had to keep your cards close. "I did mainly recon, a bit of snooping around from time to time, nothing big." You looked positively bored. "I'm surprised you don't know that already. I mean, there must have been a reason why you grabbed me specifically. Or was it just chance and you have a shitty information network." It was your turn to try and extract some information. Stark moved uncomfortably and Romanoff had to put a hand on his forearm to keep him from defending the Avengers network.
"We're the ones asking questions here, so maybe don't try to play us," Romanoff advised.
"But I didn't ask any questions." You offered her your most innocent smile despite the growing discomfort in your throat from talking so much with it being so dry. She glared at you, and it only made you laugh briefly. "Alright, anything else?"
"We need to know exactly what information you gave them," Stark finally decided to say. You raised your eyebrows, then frowned as your head tilted on the left. A groan escaped you when you tried to scratch your scalp only to be stopped by the handcuffs.
"Didn't you raid the facility I was at? You should have gotten all the information you needed. Oh wait, no, I forgot. It went boom." You shook your head with a big smile. "How unfortunate."
"Why are you smiling? You shouldn't– she shouldn't be smiling," Stark addressed Romanoff and pointed at you. He wasn't used to not having all the cards in his hands. The red-haired woman closed her eyes briefly when she realized what was happening.
"What do you want, Y/LN?" She asked, her hand on the bed railing.
"Water, a nice meal, no handcuffs and I'll cooperate." As you said that, a plan formed in your mind. You knew how to accomplish your own mission now. But that would require some good acting on your part. "What do you say?"
The three Avengers exchanged a glance before they answered you.
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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would you please be able to write a super fluffy, teensy bit angsty wanda x fem!reader, where wanda comes home from a mission to find reader curled up their bed, trying to hide the fact that she has been crying basically the entire time wanda has been gone. wanda finally gets reader to talk, and she rambles on about how worried she gets everytime wanda has to leave and how she’s afraid that she won’t return home safely, maybe just make reader an anxious mess? (i’m projecting, can u tell? 😎) thank you!!!! <3
This Is Home - Wanda x Fem!Reader
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Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader
Word Count: 1,129
A/N: As a fellow anxious mess, I understand. Hopefully this helps comfort you a bit. Sorry it took a few days!
Exhaustion could never even begin to describe the state which she was in. if anything she felt old, tired, worn out. Her nostrils breathed in the fresh air, a contrast to the harshness her body was subjected to. Even if barely moving, pain shooting through her body at the minimal action of existing, she still made it her goal to stride through the empty halls of the compound.
A gash adorned her face. It had been treated and covered by Clint after a piece of shrapnel from a falling building got to her far too late. She hated herself for having subjected her companions to her stupidity. Pride had gotten the best of her when fighting any type of devious force looming from above. Steve had to bring her back to reality as she faced the dooming realization that one day she might as well not come back home if she kept on taking so many chances. That was especially ominous as there was finally a reason for her to be in one piece.
Wanda sighed as she walked through the Avengers base. Upstate New York was beautiful during the fall. She always loved going on walks while the leaves blew, holding your hand as you were attacked by the warm colors of nature.
The mere humoring of you made her smile. You had met shortly after the woman joined the Avengers. You were still fairly new then, so you bonded over your shared inexperience in saving the world. You were everything Wanda wasn’t, as she was everything you weren’t. Whatever you were missing, your girlfriend made up for it and vice versa.
As Wanda reached your shared bedroom, she nervously gnawed on her lip. It was already night as the dark overtook the entire atmosphere with a deep force. She never liked coming home before you went to bed. After all, the woman was a sucker for giving you a forehead kiss, giving a small speech about her undying love for you, and promptly falling asleep in one another’s arms.
She quietly made herself into the room. While closing and locking the door behind her, she frowned at the sound of a sob. It was her tired mind, she assumed. You were usually fast asleep by then after all.
It wasn’t until the sound came again that Wanda’s worry skyrocketed.
“Y/N? Honey, is that you?” came her tender question.
You could tell she was staring intently at the mess of blankets over your bed. It was a cave of sorts that you always brought to life when she was away. If Wanda wasn’t there to keep you warm, a pile of bedsheets would.
The sound of a sniffle breaking free was all it took for the redhead to make a beeline towards the bed. Your body grew tense as you felt her towering over your covered frame. Even in the depths of your fort, you could sense her magic, a product of the emotional outrage, from miles away.
“I’m home,” Wanda mumbled softly so as to not disturb your peace. You felt the bed shift as she surely took a seat by the edge. Nimble fingers tugged at the fabric covering you. “Can I see you, my darling?”
Without a word, you let the sheets be pulled back. In their wake you laid silently. Fresh tear-tracks adorned your flushed cheeks as you gazed at the woman with glassy eyes. Even in the dimly lit room, you could tell she looked beautiful.
“You’ve been crying.”
It was a statement more than anything. Wanda cupped your face tenderly, almost as if you were made of porcelain and ready to crack at any given moment. She swiped her thumb over your cheek, clearing the tears that had made camp there.
“I have missed you so much, detka. Each night I was gone, I imagined you in my arms sleeping soundly. I couldn’t wait to get back home to you. Now that I’m here, I am the happiest girl on the planet,” Wanda said as she cleaned your face with the end of her shirt’s sleeves, not caring if you made a mess of her attire. “Talk to me, Y/N. Tell me what’s wrong. I will do anything to make it better and see you smile as you deserve to do so.”
Once again, you sniffled, only this time not behind closed doors. You hated admitting it, but ever since Wanda had gone off to that mission in Moscow without you, or any for that matter, your heart broke. Being alone was nothing new to you, but being alone with the looming idea of catastrophizing each event when it came to your lover was something you had still not gotten the hang of. Numerous ‘what if’ questions filled your mind the minute she flew off in the Quinjet.
You remind silently for a bit. As your eyes closed, you focused on the matching breathing you two had. Wanda was there, you could feel her hand over your face, hear her ragged breath, see her tired body, taste the tears of joy that only came when she returned, and smell the wonderous strong aroma of the Channel no. 5 perfume you had gotten for her birthday; one of a multitude of gifts.
“I can’t stand it when you leave. Not only do we barely get to spend any time together anymore, but Wanda-” Your voice was choked as you maintained a search for more. “It hurts. Each day I have to ask myself the same question: what if something happens to Wanda? I know you’re more than capable of taking care of yourself, I really do, but I can never shake the feeling that something bad will happen. I can’t do this without you. I want – no – I need you to take care of yourself. I can’t keep questioning whether or not you’ll come back in one piece, or if you’ll be back at all. Promise me that, please. Promise me, Wanda.”
By the end of your ramble, a fresh set of tears escaped your eyes. You could barely see, only a slight silhouette you could recognize anywhere. The hand over your face burned your skin. It made you crave more, which was given to you as Wanda swooped you into her arms.
“I’m so sorry, my darling,” Wanda began as her tears, ones you could barely make out, fell over your face; they became one with yours. “I’m here now. You won’t lose me, you can’t. I just-” She sobbed. “I just want to hold you for the rest of my life. I promise to protect myself. I want nothing more than to return home to you. I’m safe now, Y/N; I always am with you by my side.”
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When Am I Gonna Lose You
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Summary: Steve had always told you that complacency killed. Becoming too complacent when you checked your corners on missions or got cocky with your abilities. You never realized that advice would be applicable to the love of your life.
Pairing: Wanda x Reader
Genre/Warnings: Angst (relationship arguments, a few cuss words)
Word Count: 3.7k
A/N: A little quick one shot I've been sitting one for months now and it finally was easy to type out for this busy week. So, Happy Reading!
*please do not repost or translate my material or claim as yours. reblogs, comments and likes are always appreciated!*
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From the moment your eyes met those emerald eyes, you felt something inside that terrified and drew you at the same time. Wanda was everything you never knew you needed. Her touch calmed every panic and each ounce of tension you held within you. Whispered words that only touched your ears filled you with every promise that you’d never be alone.
And her eyes stole you away from the world until all you saw, all you knew was Wanda. Her smile when you came back to her after missions or even came around the corner with a yawn erupting from your mouth, you knew she was as deeply hooked. 
It wasn’t long before spending time together between missions in each other’s rooms grew tiresome. The crashing of Pietro and Yelena fighting to try and get downstairs before the other to serve themselves for a meal first. The rhetorical and never ending monologues Stark had walking up and down the halls on his third night up with the power of coffee. It got crowded too quickly and both of you knew something had to be done. 
So you found yourselves signing your names on a dotted line and sending your money away to rent a little property just away from the Compound. The boring white walls were soon covered with pictures from Avengers parties and holidays with the family you had found together. 
Long nights were spent wrapped up in blankets and each other on the living room couch with sitcoms that bounced off the walls. A kitchen that filled with the smells of Wanda’s country and your attempts at making her a home cooked meal when she was sick. And those bedroom walls in the back heard all of your secret whispers to each other and the love you shared in that king sized bed. 
And secretly in those shared whispers with each other, you had your own secrets with yourselves. A worrying secret that despite everything that was going so perfectly, you were scared you were going to screw everything up. Ruin this with Wanda and lose her forever. You never told her, never wanted to worry her but always questioned every move you made. You always wondered how you were going to lose her. How you were going to let her slip through your fingers. 
But missions got longer. Time apart grew and meals shared together were warmed up in the dead of night while one of you was fast asleep. Words became short and snappy when one of you forgot an appointment or brought back the car nearly empty after driving home with heavy bags under their eyes. 
It was one of those nights. A long mission apart and both of you arrived back at the Compound at different times. Wanda had to slide beneath the covers of her old room and wait for you to come back home. But you knew how hard it was for her to sleep without you, all the nights you had come back home to her pretending to sleep or reading in the dim light of her lamp. When you came back, bruised and battered, you were anxious to get home. To take a shower and sleep. 
Wanda saw you walk in, the way your eyes hung to the ground and didn’t try to find her. A simple kiss pressed against the side of her head, as you mumbled a greeting and shuffled towards the car. The keys in your hand jingled in the heavy silence that was around you two and it was just as thick inside of that car. 
The drive felt longer than normal and now you wonder if the two of you should’ve just stayed at the Compound. 
Your stomach growls as you glance at the exits, “What do you want to eat?”
Through the corner of your eye, you see her shrug her shoulders, “What do you feel like?”
“You had more time to think about it,” you sigh and steal a glance at her flipping through her phone, “I just got home.”
“I know,” she states slowly and you can hear the annoyance in her voice, “I thought you’d be craving something.”
“Well, nothing sounds good.”
She hums in agreement. It was sounding like a quick dinner with whatever was leftover in the fridge or a microwave meal from the freezer. It was late anyways, most restaurants were closed except a few fast food places. Greasy food didn’t sound too appetizing after you just practically ran a marathon for your mission in the hot, humid air. 
“Fuck,” you hear Wanda mutter to herself, the bright light of her phone disappearing.
You glance at her, silently waiting for her to tell you what the issue is this time. 
“We don’t have groceries,”
You stare at the exit signs, fingers tightening around the steering wheel, “We’re nearly home. What do you mean we don’t have groceries, Wanda.”
“I mean,” she starts, rubbing her temples, ”I forgot to order them”
“You’re telling me I have to turn around and drive back into town for food?”
Wanda stops searching through her bag for her wallet and slams it down at her feet, “Do you want breakfast tomorrow? Better yet, do you want food tonight?”
You groan, flicking on the blinker with a hard hand and taking the nearest exit to get back onto the Interstate. The drive and shopping that followed was tense as you followed Wanda through the store. The cart was squeaking and irritating your already blaring headache. 
Your stomach was growling and already aching with how hungry you were.You stared at the snacks, practically drooling as you thought about tearing into that bag of chips. With your lack of attention, you felt the front of the cart ram straight into something and that something yelped in pain. 
Wanda jumped away from the cart as she glared back at you. You held up your hands,
“I’m sorry, I wasn’t paying attention,”
Wanda hummed, another thought on her brain but she bit her tongue, “Can you just do something and grab the milk?”
You tried to make up for hurting her, turning into a drive thru and picking up a quick snack. As you stared down the road, you reached into the bag of food and grabbed the first thing your fingers wrapped around. 
Wanda lets out a nearly silent sigh as she sips on her soda, staring at the passing lights. She stares out her window until your car is bumping up into your parking space for your apartment. 
She climbs out of the car without a look and starts her way to the trunk. You follow her silently, watching as she grabs two bags of groceries. Trying to get this chore over with, you start to snake your arm through all the handles of the bags. 
By the time she comes back down, you’ve got all the bags weighing down your arms as you shimmy your elbow to close the trunk. 
“Y/N, no.”
“What,” you give a small shrug, “I can carry all of them up. I have super strength, remember?”
“Right and the bags don’t,” Wanda holds out her hands to take some of the ones that look like they could tear. 
Stepping away from her, trying to do one thing right tonight, Wanda sighs. 
“Do whatever you want.”
Watching her walk away with the fast food bag balled up in her hands, you let out a huff. Both of you were still starving and beyond tired. The faster you get these inside. the sooner the two of you could actually start to decompress from today. 
As soon as you take a step towards the stairs to follow after Wanda, you hear the slightest rip. By your second step, eggs have fallen through and cracked along the asphalt. Jars explode and vegetables are rolling all around you. You stare down at them, unsure of what you could’ve done for the universe to hate you so much. 
“Y/N. If I turn around, am I going to see those damn groceries on the floor?”
You grimace to yourself, “Don’t turn around.”
She doesn’t listen and you watch her slowly turn, sliding her hand down her face with every ounce of exhaustion from today pouring off of her. “Awesome. Really great, this is just perfect.” Without another word, she turns on her heels and climbs up to your apartment. 
“Fuck,” you whisper, trying to gather anything that can be salvaged in your arms. Different colored sauces and egg yolks drip off of you as you try to carry some food up. As you carefully try to time your jump to the counter and not get yolk on the floor, Wanda comes around the corner. 
Your jump falls short as you realize the mistake you are making the moment you see Wanda step around that corner. 
“Oh great, and you dragged it all across the floor.”
You drop everything into the sink, “Well, I didn’t see you out there helping!”
“I was getting you a box!” she yells and drops it at the door, “If you’d just listened to me-.”
“Oh, I'm sorry for making my own decisions, Wanda” you pick the eggs from the cans that survived with a few dents and dings. 
Wanda groans as she tries to wipe away the grime you trailed in, “Grow up, Y/N! For chrissake!”
“Me grow up?! You’re the one who got pissed at me for eating your tots!” You throw your arm back to the car, remembering that almost silent sigh.
“I hadn’t eaten all day because I was waiting on your-,” she cuts herself off, shaking her head as you watch her snatch up her purse and the keys from your pocket, “I’m going to… I don’t know. But I don’t want to yell right now. So, you can figure this shit out. I’m done.” 
The door shuts. It doesn’t slam, it doesn’t shake the walls so much that you fear the walls will collapse. It quietly settles into its threshold and your heart is pounding hard in your chest. She wasn’t angry, this wasn’t something she was going to calm down from. She was already calm enough to close that door almost silently. All you can do is stare at that dark brown door and try to stop your brain from spiraling out of control, but it’s impossible. 
Done? Done with what. With just this argument? With waiting on one another to go home together? Done with sharing a home together at all? Was she wishing that she could just leave in her own car to her own home and not deal with you? Is that what she always wanted or was this mistake you’ve made the final straw to break the camel’s back. 
You’re nearly panting to yourself as you run around the apartment. Pulling out every cleaning supply, wanting to clean up the mess but thinking about cleaning yourself entirely from this apartment. Tears threaten to sting your eyes as your aching throat just grows more dry with each saltine cracker you eat, the only snack available for you to stressfully binge. 
“Fuck!” you shout as you toss the mop back into the closet and look around. 
Would she even want you here when she came back? Or would she wait until morning to tell you that she was done? Tapping your fingers along your lips, you decide for yourself. An early wake up call and an already packed bag would be the easiest thing. For both of you.
So you fill up your hands. Grabbing your notebooks and files from the small dining table where the two of you shared meals with each other. Stepping into the bathroom to pluck out your nonessentials to stuff away into your toiletry bag, leaving behind some soap and a toothbrush to take a quick shower in the morning. The closet loses the extra sheets as you start settling them on the couch for you to sleep, no doubt where Wanda will want you tonight. 
You stop your mindless haze of grabbing items inside the hall and look at a picture that fills you with memories, sighing and slightly grinning at the background of people. Disgust on their faces.
You two didn’t care if people stared, you’d make out in a crowd somewhere. Pietro would usually be the one shouting for you two to get a room. As your finger slides down the photo, you can see that day perfectly. Still sweaty and grimy, the mission still on your body as you surprised Wanda at the bar for her birthday. The two of you were panting by the time she was through with you, you can hardly believe that was you and her. 
Now that you’re standing here in an empty apartment, you don’t know what you’ve done wrong. What happened to that love that got replaced with this feeling of the same old, same old. It had been so long, you bet she had forgotten how she’d have to swat you away when you came up behind her during an important conversation, your lips trailing down her neck. 
So on fire and so in love, it felt like an entirely different century as if you were different people. Grabbing your duffle bag from the closet, you can see Wanda’s uniform that she threw into the closet after you dropped all the groceries. Frustration at the day seen in how everything exploded out of the half zipped bag. Kneeling down, you carefully take everything out and put them into her hamper the same way you’d always done whenever she got back from a mission. 
You remember all the times you had to take her to the Compound, dreading to drop her off and sit alone until she came back home. You didn’t want to let her go and she felt the same way. Stark made the team use his personal runway after you two had missed one toomany flights, just trying to extend a minute into an hour. 
Flicking off the light, you sigh and glance at the bed shrouded in shadows. It had been a while since the two of you had turned off the light and didn’t just sleep. The both of you are too tired to even talk about your days. Dinners taken in tired silence and the decompressing tv shows were background noise for finishing reports.
You sigh, just wanting to be reminded of that look in her eyes that you missed so much. That burning desire that you held for her. You just wanted to be reminded of each other again. To hold her close and whisper along every curve how much you loved her. 
Staring at the calendar of rescheduled dates, you frown. You’d gotten too complacent. Went through the day with a quick ‘I love you’, assuming that she knew you meant it with everything you had and it wasn’t just a mindless quip. And she did the same, your own anxiety of messing up as you had in the past eating away at your confidence.
Every time her touch only lasted for a split moment or she didn’t give more than a hum after you spoke, it was playing with your mind. All the work you had done to win her over, you’d given up on continuing. All the things you used to do that made her fall in love with you, you’d stopped and gotten lazy. 
Assuming she’d always be there. 
And now here you were, alone in an apartment you’d rented together. Her car somewhere else with Wanda inside of it. And her words, the snap of her words still ring in your ears. She was done. Done with you. Done with everything. All you had to do was remind her. 
Your shuffling feet guide you towards the couch that would be your last bed inside this home. Pulling out your phone to try and distract yourself, you eye one of your apps.
You slide your finger slowly through your phone, stupidly clicking on the photos you’ve kept through the years and your grin shakes on your face. There’s a photo that takes you back almost a year to the date. It’s a dark room and you can see the white sheets of a hotel room but what takes your eyes is the woman in that bed. 
Her red hair thrown around the pillow she wraps her arms around. You remember that night. How she closed the shutters but the moonlight still snuck its way in, coating her body in stripes as her robe dropped to the floor.
It wasn’t that moment when you realized she was the one you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. But when that moonlight still coated her body and she laid sleeping next to you, a soft whistling from the allergies in the mountain town. Her fingers gently rested on your arm as you reached so slowly for your phone, just to capture this moment together. 
You whispered softly into her head, “I love you,” and watched her sleeping subconscious feel everything you put into those words. Wanda’s fingers wrapped tighter around you and soon your bodies were wrapped around each other as you silently vowed to do everything in your power to let her know everyday how much you loved her. 
A soft sigh has you loosen your grip on the pillow as you try to quiet your breathing and slide your phone beneath the blanket, listening to a thud from down the hallway. Then warmth as a body slides against you on the couch. She feels you tense and she grabs your arms and wraps them around her. “What the hell are you doing with that bag?”
“Was trying to get out of -,” you poke your head up and see a line of reusable grocery bags on the counter, “Did you get groceries?”
Wanda chuckles quietly, “Yeah I was going for a breather y/n. Not leaving to visit my side boo.” 
She rolls in your arms and runs her fingers along your confused wrinkles, “You said you were done.”
“Oh, you sweet thing. I was done crying over spilled milk,” Wanda’s warm chuckle runs over your neck as her lips follow close behind.
Sitting up slightly, you pull away from her tempting kisses, “You mean we’re still?”
“Yes, you doofus,” she laughs and kisses you and listens to your relaxing sigh, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you.”
“I’m sorry.” you whisper and nuzzle against her, your nose tracing along her jaw. “I should’ve listened to your nagging.”
“Damn right,” she smiles and slowly stands, pulling you ever so softly to follow after her, “Come on. I got us some food.” 
She pulls you off the couch, happily looking back as you follow her. Hopping up on the counter, she slides out a brown paper bag from behind her. You chuckle, seeing the logo of your favorite fast food joint and not that greasy, disgusting place you two went to try and just get something to eat. 
You chuckle, stepping between her legs. Sliding the bag from her fingers and letting her lazily hang her arms on your shoulders with a grin on her face, you pat her back and stare into those eyes you thought you had lost. 
“Would you look at that,” she says, kissing you as you start to snake your hand away from her.
“Hm?” You hum and pull out some fries, she takes some from your grasp and watches you with a glowing grin as you stuff your face. 
“Our first real argument.” 
You cock a brow at her, “Was our argument about what kind of sheets to use not real?”
Wanda rolls her eyes, “You know what I mean. An argument where you thought you had to go in the doghouse.”
“And that’s good?” You make a face, trying to glance inside the bag.
“Exactly,” she nuzzles her nose against you, “because I still love you,” 
You kiss her, and pull at her shirt, “I’m sorry.” 
She hums, “So am I. I wasn’t angry at you. I was angry at myself.”
You pull back and shove away the food so all of your attention is on her, “What? Why?”
Her fingers stroke down your face, “I have absolutely sucked at reminding you how much I love you. I got distracted with everything at the Compound and all the missions and just…I let it get between us and…” she sighs as her hands rest on your chest, “I was a bad girlfriend.” 
You grab her legs and wrap them around you tighter, pulling her closer to the edge of the counter, “And I was just as bad being a partner.”
She rolls her eyes and clicks her tongue, but sees your face and stops herself from denying it, “We both messed up?”
You nod and kiss her, breathing in deeply as you feel her press tightly against you, “I miss you.”
She kisses you back, deeply as her hands start to slide beneath your shirt and play with the hem of your jeans, “I miss waking up in your shirts.” 
You cock a brow, “I think I can help with that. And I miss getting dressed up and bringing you flowers.”
Wanda grins as you slowly start to make your way down to the bedroom, “You hate getting dressed up.”
“I hate getting dressed up for anyone but you,” you slowly lower yourself down to your knees as you settle Wanda on the bed. 
Wanda hums and watches your teasing grin as you play with her pants, your finger running along the button, “I think we need to remind each other how much we love each other.”
“And ignore that beautiful food out there?”
She nods, pulling your face to meet hers, “We’ll have breakfast in bed.”
You grin, “Is writing ‘I love you’ in whipped cream on you, romantic?”
“I don’t see why we couldn’t try. Hey,” Wanda’s fingers run through your hair as you hum in contented comfort, “I love you. Don’t you forget that. And you tell me when you need an extra reminder. Because I am never losing you, you got that?”
Tears that stung your eyes before have returned but for an entirely different reason now. You nod, “I love you so much.”
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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‘it’s just trendy to hate on marvel’ no. marvel has done this to themselves. they overwork underpaid and non unionized vfx artists, they don’t allow actors to have access to the full scripts, they gloat about continuity but don’t have consistency, very few of the writers care even slightly about the characters or the source material, and they have gone for quantity over quality / are overproducing their product to the point of consumer exhaust. they are a multi billion dollar creative monopoly that should be held accountable
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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it's st. hugo officially
who the fuck decided that the ship shoumd be named evelyncelia when st. hugo is like... right there?!
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wtvrbro · 3 years ago
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my fav genre 💀
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women holdin ‘the seven husbands of evelyn hugo’ book
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