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[un]fortunately my new obsession has reached levels of obscurity such that it is largely inaccessible online and requires the availability and dedication to seek out collections which might contain such volumes near you and thus i have finally achieved the closest thing to true insulation from online opinions on things that i shall likely ever achieve

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the gay haunt is crazy cause i truly think it engages with astonishingly well crafted subtle commentary about the nature of gay identity shifting in society and the nature of sexual and romantic desire and the desire for stability and social structure and approximations of the trappings and misery of marriage in a gay context and a separate stream of commentary and reflections upon gay pulp as a genre while preaching none of these things to you directly in the midst of a mountain of ridiculousness and yet i have not been able to encounter a single soul in my searches for what others have said about it that has read it as anything besides oh haha silly little book commenting on their opinions on the quality of the jokes/comedic elements and nothing at all regarding its engagement with social or literary commentary so then i feel insane for reading it like this.

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the beauty of the xiaohei zhan ji 1 and 2 six year production gap is that i no longer need to wait for someone to add english subs to watch however i still cannot find it online yet and want this to change. nyow

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i do feel like at some point some day the final transformation will take place where i will in fact be simply straight up watching pornography for research purposes it feels to me like a kind of inevitability not even because i want this to happen i just know that it will in the same way that i know my hair will lose its melanin. there are a number of reasons this conviction has developed within me but one of them really is that i do just always feel like such a normie working with periodicals 4 aisles down from the vhs porn collection which i know rarely gets touched and i'm like how many things are getting preserved here to zero engagement. only reflects a lack of creativity

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was jesting last post but only kind of seeing the ad for it legitimately gave me a small wave of anxiety at the thought of potentially moving to an unfamiliar city next year and leaving behind the familiar comfort of existing in a world of such things which is very much not guaranteed to exist elsewhere andjfjfj

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sometimes i think i want to move and then something happens where ill be like what if i move to a city where no one even does rare gay porn screening events what kind of life is that. ill never leave

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following em has always been a prerequisite for attaining the full experience of my blog but it's never been more real than lately as i have been posting so sparsely i think u can probably learn more about what's happening in my life via raisinchallah dot tumblr dot com than this account

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watching iwtv season 2 like this actually has a really fascinating intertextuality with the novel the gay haunt by victor j banis

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watching iwtv season 2 like this actually has a really fascinating intertextuality with the novel the gay haunt by victor j banis

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watching iwtv season 2 like this actually has a really fascinating intertextuality with the novel the gay haunt by victor j banis

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watching iwtv season 2 like this actually has a really fascinating intertextuality with the novel the gay haunt by victor j banis

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watching iwtv season 2 like this actually has a really fascinating intertextuality with the novel the gay haunt by victor j banis

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when a guy has to watch the talamasca trailer to glimpse 2 pixels of assads face while the tvl one is crickets

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sacred traditions of the genre

yes the new pics look kind of ugly no they dont look ai generated iiiiii know a photoshop princess when i see one

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yes the new pics look kind of ugly no they dont look ai generated iiiiii know a photoshop princess when i see one

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rip anne rice born too late to be a great showman of a medium claiming to be in direct contact with the dead speaking directly to you and born too soon to get into sonic oc very original do not steal fights on deviantart