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I struggle with life’s divinity

“Life is divine” or so they say

I think our worlds stuck on some trinity

That it’s salvations only way

But maybe it’s not supposed to be simple

Perhaps our lows are what make life good

We can’t always dance to sounds of timple

We all carelessly crawled before we stood

I struggle with life’s divinity

But then I learned struggle’s strength

I may never truly understand infinity

But I don’t need to, I’ll still go great lengths

So many people tell me that “life is divine”

And just this once I think so might be mine

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Often times we find ourselves feeling defeated

When we are struggling to love ourselves

It’s as if we are forever uncompleted

Like we but some part of us on high shelves

But we needn’t feel this way

For we have others to share their light

Even if we value ourselves as hay

They will help us in our fight

So take my hands as I take yours

And I’ll pull you up out of the dark

Even if we think it’s taken out cores

And let me help guard your spark

So good morning my unconditional

You are enough and an amazing individual

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We often abuse Kairos’s gift

As if we control this gran ol rift

We plead for a lonesome chance

But freeze up and forget to dance

We need to remember that one knock

Is chances call to join its flock

And lest you want to merely regret

Don’t let your days bright sun set

And nerves are the devils inducing

You can sit forever deducing

About her feeling for a man

Or you can act! as fates plan

Sitting by the window is always safe

But that causes you to be fates waif

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The golden girl taught me this

That all that’s gold doesn’t glitter

Though she’s the best on this list

Even if I was never with her

Then there was The auburn light

Whom shined so briefly within

I could’ve put up more of a fight

And then taken her for a spin

The final lesson was taught

By the green light’s lie

For loyal was my thought

But that thought was soon to die

I’ve not found her embrace yet

But in my hearts lessons set

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I think that life would be fine

If we stopped the strife and war

Not fighting over who’s divine

And we just stopped keeping score

Instead we sat in fields of sun

Or under oak or in a tree

And just let ourselves and it be one.

Then I think we’d truly be free

For life is hard and filled with strife

But in the sun, where I lay

And think of all the challenges of life

I start to let myself believe, that it’ll be ok

So I’m a field is where I sit

And that’s of pain seem to quit

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Squish, spring! Squish, spring! Croooak

Pitter patter, pitter patter, KRACKA POW!

These are what I hear by the oak

no cat’s meow or dog’s bow wow

I hope to find the source of the noise

But my feet are to small to grip tree’s bark

I jump high over green grass with little poise

lifetimes away is the entrance to the park

Suddenly My perch sits miles above,

A flower with her slick stem sturdy

I survey the park I love

Making sure I’m not carried away by birdy

I am but a fabulously free frog

On a flower growing off a log

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Life as a commodity used then back to shelf

Sitting and rotting with no value to self

Till someone came to use me

but they go bored and refused thee

Still from time to time they come back

And once again take another Wack

Then place me where they need

For next time Im freed

A cycle of being an item for use

Like some bread or a pitcher of juice

I’m exhausted of this plastic love

And being an item to get rid of

Set me free and let me go

Lest I rot here below

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There’s a need to be wanted

Some primordial urge

But my heart is unhunted

So sadnesses surmount and surge

There’s a want to be needed

To be the first one called

when in sadness your voice heeded

Even if it’s just to show themselves dolled

Yet I am neither wanted or needed

At least that’s how it seems

Still my heart was leaded

Before it was for at the seams

Still,

there’s a want to be needed

there’s a need to be wanted

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Are they for me and me alone?

is this how fate makes me atone,

By having me write words of love

And canceling them to stars above

For if every sun, a song

Many would fall empty for so long

Much as my hearts sacred words

Is scattered like seeds of birds

But I do not mourn my loss

only when those words I come across

Do I mourn their unsung tune

see them scatter like sand on dune

The ones from they rang are gone

Yet for eternity they ring on

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A glass never filled

Can never be spilled

But it’s missing out

Untouched by pitchers spout

Thus it will never know cold

Nor start to grow mold

Or form a stain

And live devoid of pain

Put it will also not know heat

Which is often a treat

To feel warmth inside

Even if said warmth dies

For life has highs and lows

Tis how we know our blood flows

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The great king has a legion of men

They bend at the knee and his every word

That legion of men has friends in the den

To think they do it alone would be absurd

The president has the branches of service

And the captains have the privates

make up the corps who cover the surface

And only together do the solve every crisis

I have one, and that one is you

You have one, and I hope I do

the last thing I want is to see you blue

Your the one I strive to live up to

No one does it alone

No one will ever change that tone