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“we should have an big ass sleepover, ya know? filled with shitty snacks that will honestly fucked up your digestive system – if the alcohol all of us consume on a daily didn’t do it already, and listen to equally shitty music from these kids called.... behind the scenes?” his eyebrows scrunched up in thought,  “i dunno, to be honest with you. i’ve just seen their name abbreviated as BTS on their posters that’s hanging up whenever i get on the subway.” seo-bin waved off his previous thought and placed himself back on track,“anyways, my point is, we all need a well needed break from the academics....and this may or may not be the perfect time for me get caught up on what’s going on with everyone and their relationships.” ah. there it is. seo-bin’s chatty side begun to shine through, judging from the bright gleam that pooled in his dark eyes. it’s a wonder why he doesn’t just...go out and get his own relationship and leave others alone. (spoiler alert: he’s immature when it comes to maintaining his own love affairs) , but, knowing his random wishy washy mood, he’ll get pouty if he’ll feel left out – or he’ll become vindictive, who knows at this point anymore – so it’s just best to let him be... and let’s be honest, who the hell wants to deal with his clinginess? 

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ofcnayoung.

“Hey!” She pouted, lips squishing together and eyebrows doing just the same. “I do not sound like a squirrel on helium!” Her head tilting to the side as she an image of a squirrel on helium went across her mind, realizing she didn’t even know what it sounded like to know if she did or not, but she assumed it was funny sounding and would make people laugh, so instead she decided to take it as a compliment. “I can’t!” But as she spoke she found herself starting to laugh all over again, unable to keep them in, “Looks like I can.” She got out in between laughs as she wiggled her shoulders in his grasp.

“your new nickname is now squirtle.” he gave an decisive nod, a look of seriousness that looks oddly weird to be on such a face as his. “mainly because it was squirrel in it and turtles are cute! and you remind me of an cute cartoony turtle!” he laughed as he reached to pat her head gently. in his buzzing mind, he vaguely wondered if it would be weird if he asked her to record her laugh so he can set it as his ringtone so when he was in class, and when someone called him, it’ll startle everyone. it sounds more hilarious in his current state of mind. sober seo would be absolutely embarrassed though, but who cares? not drunk seo, that’s for damn sure~ fumbling in his pocket for his phone, he soon came back negative. “oh...i think i lose my phone.” 

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ofnayeons.

“you’re right, you’re not innocent or truthful at all. and if there ever was a day you were innocent or truthful then i’d think you were possibly sick.” she gasped when he stole the bottle, her hands longing for the familiar feel of the cold glass against her skin. “don’t drink all of it! and i do love you, i love you a lot but don’t drink all of my alcohol! i went through a lot to steal that.” well, she hadn’t. all she had to do was make sure no one was looking and then swipe the bottle from the cart. “ah, well we’re all better company so you can have a good night. and now that you’re sitting with me, your night is going to be better than anything, i promise it.” she hsook the alcohol bottle, rolling her eyes over at him when she noticed how empty it was. “you’ve almost finished it.”

“oh.... ahaha~ whoops~” he giggled drunkenly, not feeling the least bit of apologetic, the same sentiment goes for both sober and drunken seo. “nayeonie~! bin-bin is sorry~” he wailed – a bit dramatically, and threw himself onto her lap, a blissful smile popped up on his face while his eyes were nearly closed from the exhaustion and alcohol he felt. “you know, i can be innocent if i wanted. it’s just....it’ll feel fake, ya know?” he scrunched up his face in thought, “not to be deep right now, but i do that enough in my daily life.” he chuckled weakly, feeling a bit embarrassed from revealing his insecurities, “ tonight though....i dunno....i just feel this bubbling pit of....of....butterflies! yeah, butterflies in my stomach whenever i look around at how everyone is getting along.” he paused suddenly, his hazy eyes blinking languidly at nayeon. “...is...is this what those cheesy romantic drama’s main characters feels like when they see the male lead?” he whispered in horror.

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ymnhyvk.

minhyuk opened his mouth to reply, but then he pressed his lips tightly because he felt that this wasn’t a real question, and he was right. so he just listened. he listened because listening independently of who was speaking had always been one of his best traits, as well as being able to discuss any subject. but he listen mostly, as concentrated as he could, because he could understand that the long-haired boy was exposing his real thoughts about the comet. “ it was pretty nice of you to talk, the end and the birth of something. i don’t really like thinking about death, although it’s an inevitable fate, but i understood what you meant there, ” he pointed out. his eyes running through the dark sky, but this time he didn’t look for any traces of the comet, but examined the beauty that it had to bring. minhyuk was a believer. even if he spent hours studying in a laboratory, even if theory books were his favorite kind, he had enough faith to believe anything he was told. “ people who saw this comet before are not even alive anymore, and people who saw it before these people are probably just memories now. this is fucking surreal, ” he let a smile appear again. “ i’m minhyuk, by the way. ”

“i’m yoo seo-bin and i am not usually like this.” he gave minhyuk a quirky grin in greeting, turning away from the sky to glance at the future astrologist. “but thanks...for ya know, listening. that felt nice to get off of my chest.” a rare fit of red begun to color his ears, and looked back down at his feet so the other male wouldn’t see the deep and intense emotions clouding his normally smiley face. clearly expressing his emotions was always a hard thing seo has ever done in his sheltered lifestyle. usually, when he got like this, he would get them drunk out of their mind and manage to convince them to forget all about everything they ever spoke about. before and after. but right now...maybe this was a good thing. maybe he could stop suppressing how the way he feels about something he doesn’t like. then maybe, he wouldn’t be filled with so much hate and resentment for his family. or maybe, he try to convince his father that he isn’t up for marriage to any woman yet. or maybe even finally decide on his sexuality. oh god, the pressure is real, he decided, and took a long sip from his bottle of vodka he had in his hand, finding solace in the burning sensation that blossom inside of his throat and chest. 

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sehycn.

“HM I’M NOT surprised,” he commented, “i got lost around here a lot. it was by chance that i found this clearing.” what he was surprised about, however, was the fact he was being talkative today. sehyun blamed it on the cold air and the beautiful night sky for making him seem more human and less like a monster. “do you? what the fuck…are you high on something o is this how you always are?” he asked seobin, never having really paid much attention to him before. sehyun sat down beside the other, taking a drag from the cigarette. “if they were having a party i’m sure we’d be able to hear them. don’t you think?”

“high?” he chuckled shortly, “well, that’s the first time i ever heard someone phrase it like that. usually it’s more along the lines of, ‘what the fuck?’ or ‘holy hell you’re annoying.’ but ya know, unnecessary details.” he waved his hand around smoothly, almost as if he’s making his words disperse into the cool air. “but yeah, i do think so. they’re living things, right? so why can’t they have fun like humans? especially on a night as beautiful as this...” seo gave an committed nod, solidifying his theory in his mind, “although... i do have to admit, the alcohol sorta bought out most of my personality i usually suppress. aka the deep, wistful side that no-one ever wants to reveal to strangers.” 

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idkjinri.

with an amused and infectious smile, jinri gazed at seo-bin. “i have some food if you’re hungry. i don’t have funnel cake, but i got kimbap.” she doesn’t like spending money on things that she could spend elsewhere. after being sent to hongdae, jinri was cut off from the family’s money and earned cash through tutoring at the art center. it wasn’t a lot of money so she was careful on only buying necessary things - like art supplies, groceries, and alcohol. “picasso and van gogh are on an unreachable level. like alien level.” she giggles, “but i would probably wish for unlimited art supplies - cause this shit is expensive.”

“why not? wouldn’t you like your art to be known to everyone in this universe?” seo-bin tilted his head to the side, a bit confused as to why she wouldn’t take that opportunity. if he was in her position, he’d totally pick the talent of such prestigious artists. “why settle for less when life is all about living big?” in some ways, seo-bin is really naïve on how everyone in this world isn’t in it for money or some sort of fame. but in his defense, he was raised like that, if he never came home with any sort of first place trophies or awards that surpassed his classmates, he was ignored and told to do better. which is probably where the bitter resentment for his brother came in from. ah...just the thought of his older brother rubs him the wrong way. shaking his head clear from the horrid thoughts before he could he even go deeper, he quickly replaced his bright smile back onto his face once he realized that he was tense and glaring harshly at nothing. 

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ofnayeons.

she tried to keep a straight face while one of her closest friends was replying to her question, but as he continued to speak nayeon’s features continued to change into one of disgust and surprise. “what the fuck?” she asked, drinking some more of the alcohol bottle before handing it over to him so he could refill his drink in his cup. “have you just made all of that up because i don’t think they’d be showing us a movie about a dog fucking a woman. that’s also super gross, you idiot. you could’ve come up with something funnier than that.” a nudge in his direction, a laugh escaping her lips. “that’s just gross. apart from that, are you having a good time here or are you like most people and just waiting for that comet to pass?”

“park nayeon, for as long as you known me, what make you think anything i say is truthful or innocently funny?” seo gave her a big side eye full of exasperation and shook his head. he tsked playfully at her and took the bottle from her hand, tossing his cup away and opted to drink straight from the source. “especially when i’m drunk. honestly, i thought you loved me better than that. my sense of humor is dark and disgusting.” he handed the bottle back to her just before he drunk it all and sighed happily. “ah, but no, i came down because i didn’t feel like begging my daddy for anymore money because my bitch of a mother is starting to be suspicious. so...free drinks and good vibes with everyone i like~” he gave a wide and innocent smile at the end. 

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“i got lost.” was seo-bin’s murmured reply. he did actually get lost. he drifted away from the person he came here with as soon as he saw the alcohol being brought out. then he tried to watch the movie, but he got bored of it so he wandered off to find someone to annoy. then he got bored of that and just begun to wander with an almost empty bottle of his favorite kidney killing drink in his hand all night long. then he found himself here. seeing his engines begun to cool down, he plopped down on the ground near sehyun and leaned forward on his knees, taking in a deep breath of the rather relaxing silence and nature surrounding him. “you think the nocturnal animals are having a party like us?” 

WANDERING AROUND THE small clearing with a cigarette in hand, sehyun took a moment to appreciate the fresh air on his face. being stuck in an art studio all day wasn’t as bad as it seemed but there were moments when he missed the outside world and he needed a few moments to let his inspiration recharge itself. the night sky was full of inspiration, he could never get the sky correct though, it was a blend of different colors illuminated by the stars that shone brightly above. no matter how many times he wanted to pain the night sky, he would never be able to get it correctly. inhaling deeply, sehyun allowed the smoke to float around in his mouth for a few seconds before exhaling. “what,” he began when he heard the sound of a twig nearby, “do you want?”

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seo-bin suddenly burst out laughing, a bit intoxicated himself. “pft---ahahaha----y-you sound like a squirrel on helium when you laugh!” he held his stomach as he continued to think about it even more and even tried to imitate it himself with fail. “d-do it again!” he stood up from his crouched position and grabbed her shoulders, leaning into her personal space a bit too much for anyones liking. but since yoo seo-bin doesn’t understand the meaning of personal space, he didn’t care. his cheeks were bright red by the time he managed to calm down enough and his eyes were sparkling with an amusement and the feelings of the alcohol attacking his mind that everyone he came in contact with was beyond a blur at this point. how he’s managing to still stay upright and coherent in this current time is anyone’s guess. 

She had been seated watching the movie until she just couldn’t sit anymore. Her body was cold, her soju bottle was empty and the movie was officially too boring to watch. With a new bottle in hand and her flats in the other hand she walked around- or more like skipped around. Nayoung’s body ached to dance no matter where and no matter what she was doing or who she was around. Somebody may think the girl was drunk, but in reality it was just her being herself a little bit easier due to the alcohol intake. She grass grew damper as the night went on, her toes feeling cold from the earth beneath her, but there was a smile on her face. A bright smile until she had ran right into someone and she stumbled back and bowed her head before she could even see who it was, “Sorry.” She said quickly, giggling slightly as she did “I’ll be more careful.” But even if the person was angry towards her there was still a smile on her.

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seo-bin hummed in agreement to the male’s statement, never letting his eyes dropped from their stagnant place of gazing upon the night’s sky. “honestly, it would be nice to just simply forget everything. at least for a little while, don’t you say?” he murmured softly, a touch of melancholy echoed throughout his soft voice, with a frown upon his face, a direct contrast to minhyuk’s bright and innocent smile. “because, the way i see it, we’re all our own person, right? we all have our own problems that vary in emotions.” he begun fiddling with the ends of long black hair, “then, here we are, people from different walks of life, somehow became fortunate enough – unfortunate for some –  to be stuck in one place together and get to witness a moment that only happens once every one hundred years. right now, this moment may be the end of someone’s life. and the beginning of another.”  seo let out a silent chuckle as he bought his knees into his brightly pink colored onesie covered chest, letting his hair fall down out of it’s lazy ponytail he quickly put in earlier and happily accepted the shelter it brought. “ you really can’t say that isn’t fucking amazing to think about.” 

“ isn’t it wonderful? ” if you aren’t looking directly into minhyuk’s face, you would probably never notice that the only thing he was talking about was about the sky above his head. the same one that was lighter than usual with stars enough for him to navigate his own thoughts as he sorted them one by one. it was something of the boy, drowning as if it were an ocean. he had a smile so genuine on his face that it closed his eyes a little and gave him a more innocent look than he should have. “ everyone’s here to flatter a passage in the sky. meh, forget the movie and the fornication in a public place, ” even as when he rolls his eyes, his expression remains pure contentment. “ when the comet show up itself, everyone will just forget about anything in their minds, and that’s wonderful. ”

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“okay so, it turns out that the dog was fucking his wife.” seobin lied straight through his teeth. the movie was some random rom-com that he honestly did not care for. he was more along the lines of dramatic dramas that was on lifetime – and the occasional horror movie when it was the correct season for it – but dear god, he sounded like an old woman. he ended up taking a long drink out at that thought and shuddered, the light searing pain feelings help quell his disgust. “and the husband was super angry, like, it even made my heart leap out my chest!” he spread his arms out, wild enough for some of his drink to splash out of the cup and land on his hand and the surrounding area. “but anyways, it turned out that he murdered the dog and hide the body. now, we’re on the scene where the wife finds out she’s pregnant.” did i mention that he was absolutely wasted right now? 

nayeon sat down on one of the provided chairs, her eyes more focused on the bottle of alcohol in her hand instead of the movie playing ahead. she might be dressed differently today (she’d decide to go for a preppy look instead of her usual biker look) but it didn’t mean her habits were any different. when she’d caught sight of the alcohol bottles, she knew she wanted one all to herself and had quickly swiped it before making her way over to where everyone else was sitting. nayeon didn’t exactly know the reason why she was at this event, she hadn’t been in the mood lately to do anything other than show up to class or keep to herself. maybe it was because she didn’t want to end up insane stuck in her own head and in solitude for too long or maybe it was because she was looking for a good time. her eyes wandered over to her hands, the bandages long ago removed but the cuts slowly healing and glued together by dissolvable stitches as recommended by the university nurse. “do i even want to know what’s going on in this movie or am i not missing out on anything exciting?” she asked the nearest person to her.

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“me? hm...probably will wish for....some funnel cake since they all ran out.” he gave the food stands a big old stink eye, a bit pouty that by the time he managed to get out here, everything he was craving was basically gone. “it’s like every food stan hates me tonight.” however, on the low key, he really doesn’t have anything he desperately wanted that would cause the universe to wake up from it’s slumber to grant. he has – had – the money to get all he desired. it’s starting to become boring that he’s able to get whatever he wants with quick swipe of a credit card or giving his signature kicked dog eyes to his daddy. for once in his life, he wants to know what it’s like to work for something. maybe that’ll kick some sense into his egoistical head.

“what about you? are you going to ask for the artistic ability that would rival Picasso or van Gogh?” 

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jinri is comfortably seated on thick blanket she decided to lay out for herself and whoever decided to join her. she had no intention on watching the movie, maybe catch a glimpse of it here and there. but her main focus for tonight was to relax and do what she loved the most - catching the beauty of the world into her art. with her art supplies surrounding her and easel set perfectly in front, jinri took her time drawing the landscape. her goal was to see the comet straight on and paint it with its true wonder - after all the comet only comes every 100 years and she couldn’t miss it. “what are you going to wish for once the comet appears?” she asks to whoever is near her. she isn’t really into superstitions, but is willing to make a wish upon a falling star.

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impulse control ?????? idk her she blocked me

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fkhae.

HAERYONG ROLLED HIS eyes in response. the thing about it was that if one listened to the tone and words that haeryong was using they’d think that he wasn’t fond of seo, the problem was that he was almost too fond of the other male. to the point where he actually found it cute that seo was so blind to the reality around him. ( cute but also frustrating as hell because who the fuck was that up their own ass? oh right yoo seo-bin. ) “ oh, i’m sure she’s over there thanking god for the chance to see your pretty face as we speak. ” the response was sarcastic, but the compliment tucked into it wasn’t. he shrugged slightly, “ i should be home by now probably. but i fell asleep and now i’m behind in my work. ” more and more behind the longer he sat here talking to seo but the project wasn’t due for a while yet, haeryong had time to continue working on it later…as in some time when seo wasn’t around to distract him.

seo-bin gasped almost as if he heard something so scandalous,  ❛ ya really think so? do you think i should ask her out? ❜  he peeked over his shoulder and waved at her, to which she rolled her eyes again and looked back down onto her computer.  ❛ she totally likes me. i mean...i definitely know i’m really attractive. there shouldn’t be a reason not to like me. ❜ he paused, ❛ well, actually, i have a bad habit of being annoying but who cares? ❜ he shrugged his shoulders, reaching up to put his long hair in a high ponytail so it could be out of his face. ❛ hm, well, since you’re here now, sit down and keep me company while i finish this essay i set myself up for failure for.❜ seobin glanced up from under his eyelashes and blinked ‘innocently’ towards haeryong, activating his stupid puppy dog eyes. if this don’t work out, then seo-bin might as well shrivel up and die because he takes pride in his puppy dog eyes. he’s worse than the snapchat filter, honestly. 

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seo-bin, himself, was currently running away the authority figure because he just completed his daily dumb shit. who knows what it was today. he skidded across the slightly wet grass as he turned a sharp corner, his dark hair billowing out behind him like angel wings while upon his head, sat his signature devil horns. quite a contract, won’t you say? he was planning on taking his little short cut he discovered a year or so, that went through the back of the school area and oddly enough, no-one seems to know about despite the fact that almost everyone has been behind the school some point of their duration of being stuck here. so, he was quite surprised when he saw an blonde running right towards him with a bag full of supplies in her hand. 

“look out!” he exclaimed as he grabbed her hand just as she got close enough, unexpectedly whipping her around and did all but drag her behind him, taking that time look at how far their pursuer was. good. he was still a distance away. seobin was filled with hope, maybe he can finally get away with this. it would be quite a shame if he couldn’t. all that careful planning would be for nothing.

“Well fuck then.” Luna was a fucking idiot, a bit of an asshole too but mostly an impulsive idiot. At the time she had thought getting high was a good idea but she failed to realize that when she was high she had the urge to do stupid things. Most people felt really hungry or just go to fucking sleep but no, a stoned Luna decided that spray painting the side of the school building would be for the best. Yes, she was well aware of how it could easily be tied back to her but to be honest in the point of time she didn’t really care. She had the green can in her hand and was in the middle of her masterpiece when she heard someone yell. Her mind had worked fast enough for her to pick her shit up and run, where she was going was beyond her but her legs were taking her somewhere. She had only stopped when she felt herself bump into someone. She staggered back and her eyes widened. “Well fuck then.”