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EXCITED!!!! BARK BARK BARK!!

This is my biggest, most complex cuff I've ever completed! >w< it's a clowncore spinning carousel cuff with balloon doggies in place of horses! This took 3 days of on and off work and *its appropriately weighty* but so fun to spin!

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Look at this cat

Her name is Grub!

Now flip upside down

Shes shaped like a slug!

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There should be a competition show where ducks wear silly little costumes and swim from one end of a pool to another and we call it Quacky Races.

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This is all that remains of the streaming app VRV. I kept the app on my phone as a sort of relic but now that I'm getting a new phone I can't bring the empty husk that is VRV with me. I remember when Youtubers were advertising this app like crazy. It's also where people could watch the first Bee and Puppycat series ;0; Such different times. RIP VRV

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So, imagine a bee with the spots of a giraffe and no antennae but horns like a giraffe, also it has legs like a giraffe and its not actually a bee it's a giraffe. It's been a giraffe the whole time. There was no bee.

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I doodled my username on an index card I found and seeing how the colors glow under blacklight is really really cool! >w<

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Angsty vent art inspired by my latest brainworm Clinical Trial. Angel is just like me fr, but its kinda comforting? We're both doing our best.

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Want to add a personal experience vaguely related to this that affected me for a while due to anxiety!!

I'm someone who likes decorating my bag with my interests and really really like when people come up and talk to me about it!!

I was hanging out with a friend when we went into a store at our local mall, just a shop with a lot of fandom things so there's other people with their own fandom merch on. It's a great excuse to chat with people about shared interests and is usually a very nice interection that sometimes ends with a new friend :D

There was someone who noticed my bag while we were in the store and they excitedly came over asking to see my pins. I say I'd love to and after taking off my bag to show them they look around, but pause and suddenly stop smiling. They're not excited at all anymore and I hear them say "oh... Hazbin." and it's really uncomfortably silent. I back away while being quietly stared at and was starting to become very anxious as I was sort of in the middle of the store during this interaction. I tried to smile and politely say bye, but ended up walking out of the store.

For context, what was spotted was a single pin of Fizzarolli from Helluva Boss cuz I'm a big fan of Alex Brightman and this pin was next to my Beetlejuice pin. This ONE pin causing this type of reaction made me feel so ashamed and afraid that I was a horrible, evil person (something I have a lot of anxiety over) that I took the pin off. I was very worried to risk another interaction like that so removing the one pin and not having, or even mentioning, anything Hazbin or Helluva felt like the safest way to avoid that. It was only recently I put some merch pins back on when going to meet Alex Brightman at a convention since I felt I would at least be safer at that particular event.

I understand that not everything will appeal to someone and everyone has the right to dislike something for whatever reason! But can we not react like this?... If I ask to see someone's bag and there's a fandom or whatever I'm not a fan of I'm just not going to let them know, that would be awful. I'll say I like their bag and that's the end of the interaction. If there IS something on there that I'm not fond of, I'm not going to prolong the interaction by making them feel bad due to how I personally feel about a thing.

I love seeing how people show their love for shows, movies, bands, characters, whatever. The way I decorate my bags is like a display of myself via the things that make me happy. I don't want to make anyone feel ashamed for being open about harmless interests that make them happy.

Leaving off this post with a pic of my current bag setup cuz its something I love decorating to the max and want to be able to share it with others:

(Btw, the Fizz pin mentioned is in the upper right corner next to my Basil charm. His head spins! It's very fun!)

im sorry but when you grow up and interact with people irl youre gonna have friends where you dont fw their tastes. sometimes youre gonna meet someone chill whos also a hazbin hotel fan or have a really nice coworker that likes taylor swift and youre gonna need to mind your business and shut the fuck up or youre gonna be real lonely

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Doing my annual Bojack Horseman rewatch and made these two into 90's bead pets to cope with how sad I am :)

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Little did Mikal know... he had arrived at an "Awful" House and not a Waffle House

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the suffering never ends

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"He was alone and happy to see someone new...

He said it's nice to spend the night with you"

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Look at this cat

Her name is Grub!

Now flip upside down

Shes shaped like a slug!

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I finally finished this cause I got overzealous with the colors and rendering and stopped working on it but I came back to it eventually. enjoy

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"Just have your cake and eat it. I hope you fucking enjoy it.."

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Useless ray of goddamn sunshine...