Active August 2025 MDNI age: 22 sw: 101.8 lbs hw:108 lw:82lbs cw:92.2 lbs gw:90 gw2: 80lbs Height:5’2 BMI: 16.9 IM TRYING TO RECOVER diagnosis in order of received: anorexia Nervosa binge purge subtype, GAD, Depression, bipolar type 1, BPD, Suspected CPTSD/PTSD
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Started drinking at 3:40pm today
This juice is really good!! I haven't yet tried to get a full calorie soda in recovery but this is similar to me and I've been able to slowly sip on it :)
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hi can you like/rb this post if you are also struggling with loneliness and mainly interact with people online or through doctors/therapy appointments?
i've been so mean to myself about my difficulties with in-person socializing and. i know i'm not alone, or worthless, logically.
but it'd help me, and could help others, to just have that little in-your-face remidner that no, you're not alone... no, you're not a failure... you're just struggling, and that's okay.
i need to take my own advice. always easier to be kinder to others than to ourselves, huh?
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I just meowed at my 45 year old coworker (I work in an office that was not appropriate😭)
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OMG OMG OMG I LOVE BEING BIPOLAR AND POSSIBLY BECOMING MANIC AND NEEDING ANOTHER HOSPITALIZATION AND MED CHANGE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH FUCKING SHOOT ME
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Took a shower and brushed my teeth this morning✨ were so back (I'm feeling kinda manic but not sure if it's hypomania or just me being happy)
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She texted me back!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just want my best friend back. Manifesting that shell text me today.
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I just want my best friend back. Manifesting that shell text me today.
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Snack at work because I got hungry and I need to honor that even if it's a struggle to do so.
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Glamorizing ED recovery because if I don't I might relapse:
-i have much more energy now that I'm feeding my body correctly
-i don't have to worry about throwing up after every meal anymore and worked really hard to stop purging and get over the b/p urges
-i don't almost faint when I stand up anymore
-im not hungry 24/7 and I mean literally 24/7 anymore
-i haven't had as bad of a fight with my boyfriend since I've started working on recovery
-im more easy to be around now as I actually have the energy to communicate better
-i have the energy to work on BPD recovery again which is honestly huge
- I still dread going to work everyday, but at least now I don't feel like I'll have a heart attack going up the elevator or pass out in front of people
-even though I still hate it and am working on seeing myself in a different light, I do probably look healthier now and have more color in my face for sure
-im slowly introducing fear foods that i used to not let myself keep down
-i don't feel the need to run to the scale every morning anymore and strip naked for it
-i am able to somewhat enjoy foods like yogurt and fruit and cheese without feeling as guilty about eating it
-i don't smell like vomit 24/7 anymore
-i don't have to deal with with cutting the back of my throat w my finger nails anymore and worry about getting an infection
-i can keep on press on nails for longer now
~theres probably many more but this is a good list to start off with and I'll try to look back at this when I'm feeling triggered~
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it’s been a while since i could hold my head up high
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My baby made me a lil charcuterie snack!!!!
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Have I ordered 2 pokemon plushies even though I'm realllllly broke? Yes I did :0 I got a Bulbasaur and Flareon plush!!


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Tik tok trends used to and some still are the cringiest things to exist
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