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Healing Ghost’s inner child 💖

Ghost owned literally nothing connected to his childhood. He left everything behind in his old house when he joined the military, and by now he’s pretty sure it has all been thrown away. He never asked if that’s true. But he silently hopes, somewhere in the back of his mind and the deepest part of his heart, that some of his most treasurable items little Simon loved all those years ago are still somewhere safe and waiting for him.

His hands are rough and calloused, his heart is stone cold. His gaze is sharp, his voice deep and husky. There are dozens of negative thoughts flying around his head each passing second… until you came along. The sweet and soft you.

His hands are now warm, his heart beating fast whenever he looks at you, be it the second he saw you for the first time or the moment you laid your head on his chest after saying goodnight to him a little over a year later, telling him how good of a man he is to you and how much you love him. His stare is full of silent adoration, and his voice is an octave higher whenever he speaks to you. The only things he thinks about are about the happiness he’s feeling in the moment.

Your bedroom is his safe space. He could truly rest whenever he laid down on your bed. At first he thought it was simply because of you. Because of your scent and the warm colors of the room. But then, he caught himself smiling whenever he looked at your collection of plushies on the bed and around it; there were so many of them! You weren’t ashamed of owning and loving every single one of them, and he admired you for that. The sight of you squeezing them in your arms when you sleep made his heart skip a beat. When he tucked you in, he handed you your currently most favorite one.

The go-to gift for you was a plushie, and he always spent lots of time in the toy aisle just staring at the soft stuffed animals, stroking their fur after checking that nobody was around. Except for one time. The only time you saw him stare at them in a child-like wonder.

So once, on a completely random day, you surprised him with a big stuffed panda. The one he eyed the longest. When you flashed him a bright smile and chirped about how it’s for him, his breath hitched. He hugged you and then hugged the plushie close to his chest. He hid his face in it to hide the tears that were threatening to spill down his cheeks.

Later in the night, when he tucked you in and handed you your plushie, he laid down next to his new one. Only then he said that his most beloved toy of all his childhood was a panda plushie he got from his mom for his 5th birthday. He was happy to see his oldest friend again. It wasn’t the same thing, but it was healing something inside him. Just like your whole existence was.

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鲁迅：知乎永远不缺傻逼

知乎怎么老是推荐一堆傻逼问题呢？

这不跟《变形计》一样吗？山村的孩子去大城市住了一个月，好吃好喝好玩好住，见了世面，临时养父母也和蔼可亲，然而节目结束后还是要回到那个破烂的山沟沟里，并且很清楚自己无力改变现状，这辈子可能都不会再有机会体验那样的好日子。

这个比喻并不贴切，但也大体合题，中国总体经济实力暴涨但也遭不住人均低，996禁而不止实属国情使然，欧美发达国家吃基于高科技垄断的社会福利不是我们一时半会就能完全追上的，社会福利差距是存在的并且将长期存在。

作为普通人，我完全理解那些想要移民的人，如果我有机会拿到发达国家的工作签证，我也大概率不会回国加入内卷。

然而现实是，如果你没钱没权没技术，想留在国外简直天方夜谭，难道你愿意偷渡出国当黑户么。

欧美等发达国家是富人的天堂，但反过来对底层穷人就不太友好，最主要的表现就是穷人社区治安混乱加毒品泛滥，如果你是黄种人，你还要多面对一个种族歧视的问题。

所以留学生为什么回国后不开心？先不说这个结论究竟有没有数据基础，很有可能只是个人的生活经验总结，不具有科学性，但确实有不少留学生跟个傻逼一样学洋鬼子的腔调辱骂自己的祖国。

就对这些废物留学生而言，回国后不开心当然是因为留学的时候有爹妈花钱养着，没事出去跟黑鬼白皮喝酒鬼混也消费得起，但一回国就要参加工作，发现工作好累、工资比不过国外的洋人，和他在国外所知的洋人的工作待遇落差很大，就开始怨天尤人，对中国当前的制度冷嘲热讽。

废物留学生的心态就是山沟里的小孩子的心态，想留在满是洋人的发达国家，又没有本事搞到工作签证和绿卡，留不下，只能回国，不管他们再怎么讨厌这个国家，毕竟这颗星球上也就剩这一个国家肯收留他们这些不学无术的废物。

其实我很理解那些对中国当今社会有怨言的人，我也不想当社畜，但条条大路通社畜，我很清楚，像我们这些普通家庭的孩子，就算是考上了985也大概率改变不了自己的阶层，毕业后奋斗十几二十年，从底层拼到中产已经很理想化了，再想往上走几乎不可能。

中国的现状大体就是如此，但我不想埋怨政府，有点历史常识的人都知道TG带领中国走到今天有多么不容易。没有人会很轻松，你生活在这个历史阶段就是要接受这样的重担。建国初期更苦，欧美与中国的社会福利差距更大，如果我们的先辈们觉得太辛苦而像某些废物留学生一样不做实事只会阴阳怪气地躺平，我们现在可能过的还不如越南猴子。

现实来讲，如果你有本事出国工作，我也建议你出国，毕竟确实福利要好的多，你们离开中国也减轻了我们内卷的压力，一举两得，何乐而不为？还不是洋大人不要嘛。

中国社会有问题吗？有；可以提建议吗？可以。

但你要清楚，无论任何一个国家，只要你生活久了，都会发现很多问题，美国毒品合法化是不是社会问题？枪支泛滥是不是社会问题？种族歧视霸凌是不是社会问题？美国有很多优点也有很多缺点，中国也一样，所以别一看到中国某个方面的社会问题就嚷嚷着中国要完蛋要推翻政府，那样真的显得你很傻逼。

我之前说过，提建议可以，但要有建设性。比如抗争996这件事，国家现在这个发展阶段不太可能严厉制止996加班行为，中国确实需要产能，社畜不想996也合情合理，只是不大可能实现，所以要折中达成和解，即996可以，但必须要有合理的加班费，社畜应该把取消996的目标改为必须要给足加班费，这才是一条比较实际的斗争路线。

世界疫情失控，产能不足，订单就都飞到中国这块唯一的净土，不同寻常的是，尽管订单爆炸，国家还是决定要限电限产，所以我估计是真的在筹划工业转型。

煤炭行业从业者解释过，中国其实并不缺煤，但在国家的计划下都限制采挖了，一方面是为了达到碳中和的计划目标，另一方面，我估计也是为了工业转型，准备抛弃低端制造业，中国现在大力扶持非洲，想必将来低端制造业将大量转移到非洲，中国将逐渐向中高端制造业靠拢，这样一来有两个好处，一是吃高科技产品的高利润增加社会福利，二是减缓人口老龄化的压力。

"一带一路"是放长线钓大鱼，一旦建成，中国人均和美国持平也不是不可能，所有骂中国拿外汇建设非洲的不是汉奸就是傻逼。

最后说一句，这个提问的人就是想"凡尔赛"罢了，并没有什么深刻的内涵。

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初来乍到

今天很冷，不想出门。

已经��午了，我还没吃饭，却不饿。

今天会恢复正常吗？

好讨厌的感觉。