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"You fucking love me admit it"

AN: Hello everyone, I am kind of new to this kind of stuff but don't worry I will try my best to make these stories or maybe your favorite Xavier Thorpe stories :) Sorry if there is bad grammar I have been suffering with dyslexia for a while but enjoy my loves! 

 

   I groan as the sound of my alarm goes off while trying to turn it off with my free hand. Nothing really has been interesting here in nevermore other than the stuff everyone gossips about once in a while. I moved here when everyone here is their second year in Nevermore, so nobody talks to me other than this guy Xavier Thorpe. He is the guy that is chill but won’t call you a friend. We worked on a lot of projects together (or  by myself for him) since he didn't want to work with Bianca or he just didn’t want to work with anyone, but our teacher would put us together.

We talk sometimes but most of the time about school and what we should do for a passing grade. I never really had the idea of “Friends” since people would push me away or just didn’t like me at all, which sounds sad, but I take it as a gift. 

The only friend I ever had was this girl Seti… she died last year because of Cancer and heart failure and right after she left I never believed in friends, Seti was the person I would open up to and smile while going to small places like the park, but everyone dies sadly and truthfully.

As I finish the project, Xavier and I are working on by myself. I hear a small knock on my door. I stand up and open the door when the one and only person, Xavier. “Hey” he walked past me and sat in the chair I was sitting in. I slam the door, causing him to jump. “Don’t hey me Xavier when you treat me like your maid” I roll my eyes and sit on my bed, “When are you not a bitch Y/n all I ask is for you to do my fucking work because I’m tired” he yelled back . I look at him at in disbelief along with standing up “Oh so when you are tired its “okay” but when im tired of working on the stuff, you should work on its not. Fuck you, Xavier” I open the door waiting for him to exit, he rushes pass me with a Nasty look on his face.

3AM

I can’t sleep at all. I keep tossing and turning like it would help me sleep at all. Do I have feelings for the guy that I hate? Why him out of all people, the way he smiles, his laugh, the way he looks down to see what I'm doing or stares at me explaining to him about work in class, gosh those fucking eyes I could get lost in. Am I falling in love with Xavier Thorpe?..