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omg we are both fucked in the head wanna make out

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how the FUCK do people get girlfriends? how do you talk to them? what do i say to show my interest? how do i ask for their number? are you free this weekend? can we kiss?

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how the FUCK do people get girlfriends? how do you talk to them? what do i say to show my interest? how do i ask for their number? are you free this weekend? can we kiss?

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-Sketch for A Mermaid-

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Love means a place, a place where they can attain their peace of mind, where they can rest their bones for a while. Love that they could find to those innocent street children that laughs like they has everything in this world. It could be simple as stirring coffee in your empty cup and be alone and let your mind get lose in silence. Perhaps, they're seeking a feeling or place where love and happiness do not cost anything. Love means, breaking your ribcage to be able to set your soul free from all the chaos that weighing you. Great love can be find through things that can you cannot have but can still be dream about. You are not less loved because love surrounds you. You just have to take a chance to have it and realize that there is much more in this life. You can still find love in a void 🖤

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Fairy tales are just mesmerizing to read, to imagine. We humans, wanted a fairy tale like story. Having the phrase— "And they live happily ever after" is such a gratifying to feel. But in every Fairy tale there's this wicked witch, and in my story my wicked witch is REALITY.

Long ago and far away, there lived a lovely couple with their child, she's not your ordinary mere child because she's a wicked brat. Everything she wants, she gets. One day, she was thingking of having a little sibling, so she tells her parents about her thoughts of a baby sibling. Months came, her mother is bearing a child, a baby boy to be exact. The brat is really happy because she'll have her baby brother. But she's not like the other child whose the one that takes care of their mother, she's the opposite one. She's making her mother stress, not just stress but stressful. Her mother would always scold her for her clumsiness and careless act.

When the day came that her mother will give birth, the bratbws staying with her grandma and aunt who are also stress because of the acts the brat. Little did she know that her mother didn't met her due date because of stress.

2016 came, her mother is ill. One of her kidney isn't functioning well. They find ways to make her mother okay, they want her mother to have a transplant but her mother refused to. It was sunday when here mother died. People where woeful of what happened. The brat did cry, really hard, people think it's just an act but they don't know that brat still have feelings. They just want her to disappear .

Though they didn't make the brat feel that they blame her, but their actions are different. The way they stare, the way they talk at her back. The way they talk to her. The way they smile— fake smiles. The brat just want to vanish.

The brat slowly changing. Forgetting everything the people did to her. Accepting what happen to her. Right now, she wants to be a good grandchild to her grandma, a good cousin to her cousins, good niece to her aunts and uncles, a good older sister to her brother and a good daughter to her father. Making everyone happy, making everyone to have a happily ever after that what we humans wish.

To all people out there, love your mother, I think love every person that is special to you, every loved ones you have. We don't know when we'll lost them, if they're by your side, love them wholeheartedly.

I know that its to late but I just want to say, Maaaa, sorry— really sorry, sincere na na sorry hihi. Mingaw nami nimo, sa imong kasaba, sa imong lutoooo. Sila ay bitter kaayos luto nako, kalagot. Bitaw Ma, ma-question bitaw nako na nganong ikaw paman, sayuha sad nimo nawagtang oy, mabalik palang ang panahon ayyyy, suuuus mas gipangga pa tingay ka namo, wa na unta kom magpabadlong. Unsaon man ta na, awit na kayng tanan. May you have a peaceful wherever you are, don't worry, naa ra's papa always para namo. We miss you, we love youuuu.

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Mr. and Mrs. Copag

He has this fine eyes when he laughs. He always have this calm, stud face when you look at him. He's one of the most important person that God gave to me, he is my father— Cheto Copag. My father is the one of the best father if you don't know that. He have this chill aura always. People's first impression towards my father is a grumpy old man but if you'll know him well, he would be one of the kindness person you'll know in the world. My father is a friendly person, like every person in the street knows him, they'll greet him and he'll greet them back, they'll smile at him and he'll smile back. He's one of the best person that I know, not because he is my father but because of his great actions toward other people. He helps people who needs help, by this simple gesture of his, I admire him for that. Those simple gestures could mean a lot to people like me. I was encourage to help other people also. He works at Casa Cebuana Inc. as a samplemaker, he works 12 pm until 5 pm and when he arrives from work, he'll be driving his motorbike to have extra income. He is one of the loving and toughest person that you'll ever know. Though his not showy with his feelings, I know that he love us dearly. Having him as my father is great, he's always there— guiding and loving us wholeheartedly eventhough he lost his companion early which we didn't expect but still he's there for us.

One of the loveliest person I know. If not because of her, I wouldn't be here on Earth, witnessing the beauty of life. "Mother knows best", I've heard that phrase from the movie— Tangled, and I would say that, Mother knows really what's the best. Mothers are always there for their children what ever happens. They'll do their best for the sake of their kids. Every child has there mother, and I would say that I also have my mother even if I lost her early and I know that she's still by my side. Evelyn Copag, a seemly name for a beautiful woman. Mrs. Evelyn is a faithful wife and a loving mother to her two kids. Opposite to her husband, she always have this smiling face every time. She's also friendly just like her husband. She's one of the loudest mother I know, and I love-hate her for that. Though she's loud when scolding us but it's for our own good. She has this look that makes you okay, her hug is warm that you want to melt by her arms.

My parents are one of the best parents in the whole world. They have this ethereal love for each other and for their children. They are one of the biggest blessing that God gave me. Having them is a sheer bliss that I would always want to feel. They're my safe haven— my home. They're the stars in my darkness nights, the candle that glows in my darkest room. They're one of my happy pills, they are my rays of sunshine. The heroes of my life. The rarest and purest gem that I've found. The treasures that I kept within my treasure chest. The special man and woman of my life. If I would be given a chance to have them again in my second life, it would be my pleasure to be their child again. And I thank God for having them in my life.

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Siargao Island—Surfing Capital of the Philippines

Siargao Island is known as the "Surfing Capital of the Philippines", is a tear-drop shaped-island in the Philippine Sea. 242 kilometers distance from Cebu City to Siargao Island. There are beautiful places in Siargao Island, one of the best place is General Luna where Cloud 9 is located, foreigners go there to surf. The reason why I chose Siargao Island as one of the best unforgettable place for me is because, the feeling of nostalgia. It is a place where you can just relax, forgetting about your problems for a while. You can chill there ever night at the Boulevard. The busy Mercado was so fascinating to watch, even though its loud, but the loud is pleasing to the ears. Busy people walking in isle of the Mercado, shouting, grabbing others customer just to earn money, its funny to watch. Siargao Island specifically in General Luna, I learned how to ride a bicycle. It was fun, my father teach me how to ride a bicycle. The sad part is that I bumped into a motorcycle and my cousin so what happen. He told my father what happened and I thought that my father would scold me but it never happened because of that, I look crazy—smirking all the time. I always want to visit Siargao Island because of the white sand and the calming sea. There are many things you can do in Siargao Island, you can go island hopping, try surfing in Cloud 9. Places in Philippines are nice to visit. That's all.

Credits to flickr.com and en.wikipedia.org for the photos