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❛❛I don't belong here.❜❜

✰ — ind. Yuzuki Yukari roleplay blog from Vocaloid. ✰ — three to four years of roleplay experience, two on tumblr.  ✰ — skype is available to mutuals!  ✰ — please read all my pages.  ✰ — blog is single ship.  ✰ — selective and semi-private.  ✰ — all triggers shall be tagged accordingly.  ✰ —100x100 icons! ✰ — mun is a poooopball.

                                   нσмє | αѕк | αвσυт | яυƖєѕ.

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Ƈνσ2ν2.

   « ♬ » ; ❝If I ever get deactivated or something…                   I don’t think I’d want anyone to cry.❞

「 ☾ 」——- ❝Hey, Rin-chan? Don't say things like that...                   Nobody will get deactivated!❞

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Mσкυтσυтα.

Huh? He doesn’t quite understand what she’s saying, not out of difficulty of language, but how different a perception she was offering. Of course you’re admirable. You’re polite, kind, smart, and you sing. He’d heard Yukari sing, albeit not in person, and she had a lovely voice. One that would unite people for sure, maybe even bigger things. Of course… you’re admirable.『oh… well, i think yuzuki-san is kind and smart, and thats kinda admirable, for me』

He isn’t quite sure about gushing, finding himself strangely cautious about it, simply because of her rejection, so he types something else.『aa, thats it! it really was that long ago, but its gone so fast www』Calming makes him pause, eyes widening for a second, then blinking at her, bewildered. Annoying is closer, right? He was loud even without sound, and that had to be the opposite of calming. Swallowing despite not needing to, he smiles.『aaa, really?! thanks, www, i didnt really expect that! since i talk a lot. im glad youre ok.』

Thank you, Yuzuki-san. I really hope… you’re not lonely.

「 ☾ 」—— Yukari let out a soft sigh as her gaze fell to the floor. It seemed she was being admired from the younger android. She chuckled silently before looking at him with a genuine smile. ❝Hey, Hibiki-kun? From what you’ve just told me you’re the admirable one. I’m none of the above, but I can tell you that you’re a lot better than me.  I mean, out of us all—you’re clearly the one who’s gone through the worst. And I admire your strength for being able to be... you even when the sadness hits. I wouldn’t be able to do that, so I hold the highest respect for you.❞

After saying her little speech, Yukari leans down slightly so she can look him straight in the eyes. She smiles once again , and reaches out to pat his head for the last time.❝Yes, it was a while ago. It seems we all lose track of time.❞ She replies, again withdrawing her hand from his hair. Was she annoying him by doing that? She should ask him another time—it might seem odd to do it now. ❝Even if you think you talk a lot, you’re still quite calming. One silly question! May I call you Lui-chan? I don’t see why we would need formality.❞

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Dαιιѕχкι.

     Ξ ♔ Ξ —;; "But doesn’t that hurt?"

「 ☾ 」——- ❝Nah, I'm made of steel.❞

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Kαgαмιηєяιη-ѕσƒт.

  “ If you ate any of the ice cream I will dance on your grave. Especially if you ate mine.” 

「 ☾ 」——- ❝I didn't eat anything, Rin-chan. You didn't even have any! Stupid people stealing my ice cream.❞

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Hxяσιѕмѕ.

"Of course!" She tilted her head, lips pursing as she peered up at the other curiously. "Ah, but… If the people taking it are younger than you, then maybe you should leave some out too? I-if you want to of course!"

「 ☾ 」——- ❝I'm glad!❞ Yukari replied, eyes now fixated on the floor as she thought of something to say-- oh. ❝No, you see-- they steal it from me without asking! I'd give it to them if they'd be polite and ask me first.❞

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Hιмιтѕυ-тαкαяα.

☼ “Oh poor thing.” She said sarcastically. “Now you won’t be able to play your childish game.”☪

「 ☾ 」——- ❝Oh wow, you're behaving like a stuck up ass! You should leave me alone and stop acting childish towards me because I play a game.❞

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Sʜɪɪʏᴜsᴀɴ.

☼ ——❝ That’s no good! … Um, what’s Harvest Moon? ❞

「 ☾ 」——- ❝Aa, it's a game! One of the best, actually.❞

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ηє-тєтιgєяιтιѕ.

                      ✮·.·´¯`·.·✮ Actually, no one did care. Each single person who had noticed how the boy was sitting down on the ground crying, just passed him. No one did care about him. Who even should? He was a stranger and his sudden breakdown probably appeared more than just strange. Toyo did not even wanted help right now, he knew he would need help but he would refuse it. After all, he could not even tell why he was actually crying. Everything broke down above his head, as has often been, yet the place was probably the wrong one since he male could not even wait until he had arrived his apartment. Everything had to get out now.

                                Mourning deposited tears coated lines on his flushed face, nothing could stop his state right now, at least he thought that way as suddenly a strange but soft sounding voice hit his ears. Following their words, the boy had to look up, searching for the owner of the voice. As a girl appeared in front of his blurred vision, he had to sob again while trying to wipe some tears away by running his palms through his eyes. It was probably hard to speak, yet the boy tried. “I-I’m not…a-alright i-i’m..actua-lly..y-you don’t h-have to..”, he broke up. Not a single understandable word left his mouth, still his gaze was directed straight onto the foreign female. It seemed as if she was the only one who did actually care about other human beings.

                      「 ☾ 」——- Worry—a thing that seems to appear in people every now and then. An emotion that tends to be ignored or even overused at times. Yukari could not deny that she was worried as of right now... Of course, it was her compassion and motherly nature that had led her to help this poor boy who was obviously distraught. And if his current feelings were negative enough to lead him to break down in public; that meant that there was something wrong somewhere. But how could she console an inconsolable boy? It seemed like the impossible, but she would at least try. For Yukari, who was once a homeless girl—knew what it was like to break down in front of others.

                                Still, a smile was offered to him. She had to be as gentle as possible, because if not; bad things could happen. But that wasn’t a problem due to Yukari’s natural gentle nature. Pangs of sadness hit her heart as she watched the boy sob right in front of her. This was a time to think and act accordingly—to be a responsible person in a tricky situation. This was her time to prove to herself that she actually wasn’t a walking, talking piece of trash. ❝The best thing to do is keep crying... let all your feelings and thoughts out. That’s what I do when I cry. ‘Cause if you stop, then you’ll have bottled everything back up until it reaches the top and overflows; and nobody would want that. So just keep going, I’ll be here with you. ❞

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LυcιɗѕмιƖєσfнσρє.

   ”You don’t feel too good—? Are you okay? Do you have a stomach ache or something miss-?” He blinks several times, immediately voicing concern.

「 ☾ 」——- ❝I feel like I'm gonna die! My stomach is hurting a lot... Would you happen to have a bucket with you?❞

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Oᴛᴏɢɪɴᴏᴋᴜɴɪ.

⊰ ☆ ⊱ — "That’s nice… I think?" 

「 ☾ 」——- ❝...I suppose it is.❞

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Yᴀᴏ﹣ɴɢ.

{❋}~// "Yes, I guess that feeling is nice, but the nighttime just always seems so sorrowful. It lacks the feeling of the sun on your skin and the liveliness of the world that the day brings. Not to mention that a lot places close at night!" 

「 ☾ 」——- ❝It is though, and it always will be. Whatever you think, really. But a lot of places open at night too, and don't forget that you can only see stars at night! What would the world be without the feel of the chilled air as you look to the sky? It would be more sorrowful than what you claim the darkness to be.❞

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I   C A N   B E   S E L F I S H .

     I want your   { eyes }   to look only at    m e ;

                Your   { lips }   to say nothing but my    n a m e ,

                Your   { body }   to need   n o   o n e   e l s e ’ s ,    

                Your   { heart }   to beat with with   m i n e ——

                Your   { soul }   to be a part of my    o w n .  

I   C A N   B E   S E L F I S H :

But if that would not make you stay,                           I’d rather suffer in silence                           Than see you walk away.

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「 ☾ 」——- ❝Maybe not but at least I get the chilled air and the sight of the moon.❞

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        “Hn, town’s not so upbeat at night." Trust him, he knows.

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「 ☾ 」——- ❝Exactly. Not many people agree with me when I share my opinion, heh.❞

"I must agree, the night can be far more interesting than the day." Rin smiled a warm smile at the lilac eyed girl.

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「 ☾ 」——- ❝Yes, it is.❞

                                         ❝How can I return it when I don't know who threw it?

                      I wonder...❞

                                               “————Is that so?”

              “————Well, you probably   s h o u l d   return it,

                                                eventually,  y e s ? “