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commission for @incestmurderbros wincest gladiator au. dean is a gladiator who is proud to fight in sam’s name, but as son of a prominent senator, sam’s love for this handsome gladiator is nothing short of scandalous.

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Muddy Buddies For honscot who commissioned me for Jared/Jensen or Sam/Dean chibis at FandomAid.

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Sam gestures a lot with his hands I bet he’s always squirming and gripping the sheets whenever Dean fucks him on a bed.

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SPN Hiatus Creations | Week Four ↳ vampires, werewolves, or shapeshifters

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“Dean,” Sam murmurs into the darkness of their motel room. The bed is big enough for them to share but small enough to allow Dean to feel Sam’s warm breath on his neck. “Talk to me like that, please? Like you do sometimes.”

Dean’s swallows as his eyes flicker over to the dark outline in the room: the couch where John is passed out from fatigue and whiskey. The guilt is crippling, but his stomach knots in anticipation and he hates himself for loving how dirty he feels for what he’s been doing to his sweet, innocent Sammy.

Dean’s never touched him. Not once had he given in, no matter how badly Sam begged – never touched, but, God.

The things he’s said. The filth Dean has whispered into the dark motel rooms; the dirty confessions Dean has fed Sammy’s eager young mind, so hungry for more – Dean feels like a monster, sometimes: When he’s having cereal in the morning with John looking pinched and tired, and the sunshine plays across the planes of Sammy’s young innocent little face, those are the moments when Dean hates himself for what he wants.

For what his messed-up mind is doing to Sammy’s innocence.

“Deean,” Sammy begs, and it’s perfectly needy and impatient and it makes Dean’s cock swell. “Wanna hear you talk, please?”

Dean shifts to the side and takes in Sam’s profile in the darkness; the soft dark curl of his eyelashes, his small little nose.

“Yeah?” he whispers, licking his lips. “Wanna hear what I think about doing to you, little brother?”

Sam nods. “Mmhm. Please Dean, it makes me feel good.”

Dean draws in a shaky breath. He should swallow the filth he’s about to spur, swallow it down to the bile in his stomach where it belongs, but he’s not strong enough. Not when Sammy begs like this.

“I wanna shove my fingers in your mouth,” Dean says quietly. “I wanna hear the noises you’d make, wanna feel the back of your tongue against my fingertips. I wanna hear you moan around them, Sammy. I’d work my fingers down your throat even. You know why Sammy?”

“Nuh uh,” Sam whines quietly. “Tell me.”

“Cause I want your sweet little throat prepared for my dick. I wanna put my cock in your mouth, baby boy.”

Sam gasps a little, and Dean’s heart pounds in his chest and he wraps his hand around his aching cock.

“Dean, that’s so dirty,” Sammy whines next to him, his little voice doing things to Dean’s soul.

“Would you let me?” Dean asks, “Would you even know what to do, Sammy? If I put my big dick in your little mouth?”

Sammy makes a keening little noise. “I-I would lick at it, suck at it? Is that what you’d want?”

Dean swears and bites his lip so hard it might draw blood. Those words, from Sammy’s pretty little mouth has him shaking, his hand flying over his cock.

“Yeah,” he says breathlessly, “Yeah baby, that’s what I want. I wanna fuck your throat until your eyes tear up. You’d look so fucking beautiful, you don’t know how many times I’ve thought about it. You’d look so perfect.”

“Deaan,” Sam mewls next to him, “M’feeling funny, I’m-“

“Are you feeling hot baby boy?” Dean asks breathlessly, “Is your little dick hard?”

“Yess,” Sam whispered, “Dean, please… More.”

“Oh I’ll give you more,” Dean continues, pearls of sweat breaking through his temple. “I wanna fuck you, Sam. I want to open you up with my fingers. I wanna work your sweet little pucker open, and fuck.. Sammy, you’d love it. I’d find that little bundle inside of you that would make you cry cause it feels so good, and I would rub it until you begged me for more.”

“Dean,” Sam whines, and Dean can hear his blunt little nails desperate against the crisp motel sheets. His little brother sounds broken and gone, and Dean should care, but he doesn’t.

“My cock would be slick from your wet mouth Sammy,” Dean whispers, and he can smell Sam’s arousal and he’s gone. “And I’d slide into you, little brother. I’d make you take it, and you would love it so much I’d have to put my hand over your mouth cause the sounds you’d make would be so fucking filthy and needy and I’d pound you while telling you to shut the fuck up. Sammy, it would be so fucking perfect, and you’d be ruined for anyone else, ever. You’d be mine in all the ways a person can belong, Sammy.”

Sam makes a beautiful little noise and Dean knows that’s how he makes his little brother come, untouched, beneath the covers.  

“Dean,” Sam mumbles, and it’s fucked out and innocent and beautiful. Dean wants to cry, and he wants to come, and Sam’s small hand is wet with sweat as he reaches trembling for Dean’s neck.

“No touching,” Dean chokes out, and it’s gentle and forced. He climbs out of bed, the bed that smells of sweet little brother come and shame.

Dean locks himself up in the bathroom and jerks himself off in the darkness. He doesn’t want to look himself in the mirror. He comes thinking about Sammy’s beautiful whines, and he tells himself:

I’ve never touched him.

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Sorry I’m late——！！ It takes me more than one month to finish it, but I still can’t make it on Sam’s birthday :(

This is the whole comic for celebrating Sam’s birthday! I posted the last page on the May 2nd, but actually there’re 9 pages of it (I cut it into 36 pieces for fitting into Tumblr). It’s a wonderful experience to draw so many different versions of Sam in one comic.  He’s really been through a lot, but I believe he’ll be happy at last!!

The credit for lines is to @efflorescentjared . Thank you so much!!  I can’t come up with these smooth and native lines without you. Thank you for your effort!! And to @moqueener She is the person who do most of the work on communication between both sides. Love you!

Anyway, hope you guys enjoy it. All the comments are welcomed. Thank you! :)

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Sam: I want to die

Dean: Don’t say that. We’re in this together

Sam: Okay. We want to die

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“I don’t care what happens to me. I never really have. But I do care about what happens to my brother.”

— that’s it that’s the show

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Dean: I’m going to bed.

Sam: It’s noon?

Dean: That’s interesting, thank you for sharing. I’m going to bed.

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After the SPN13x16 recording… I LOVE the clothes Jared was wearing in the studio.Too sexy that I want to take it off.;) AND THANK YOU FOR 110 FOLLOWERS!!!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!❤❤❤

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oh mY GOD THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH. Sam being all “I don’t even care if we die as long as we do it together” because he lOVES DEAN SO MUCH. ANd Dean’s little smirk at the end like “I’d sacrifice myself a thousand times before I ever let anything happen to you no matter how much you’ll hate me for it” becausE HE LOVES SAM SO MUCH

 JUST LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE

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an spn AU where the show is still about the brothers

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Best Wincest Moments: #45 - Route 666

This scene is important, because we can see the look on Dean’s face when Sam asks if he ever thinks about quitting the job for a girl. It’s like he’s saying “Don’t you get it Sammy? I’ve got everything I’ll ever need right here. It’s only worth it if you’re by my side, little brother.”

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Dean: I have flaws! What are they? Oh I don’t know…

Dean: I sing in the shower. Sometimes, I spend too much time volunteering.

Dean: Occasionally, I’ll commit first degree murder.

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Sam: I remember doing shots of gin…and then us making out in the men’s room???

Dean: I regret none of it.

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Sam: I don’t know how to tell all of you this, so I’m just going to whisper it into Garth’s ear, causing him to shout it out in astonishment.

Sam: [whispers to Garth]

Garth: YOU’RE DATING DEAN?!

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Dean: I want to fuck you on the side of the bed tonight.

Sam: Don’t say it like that!

Dean: I’m sorry, I want to penetrate you on the edge of our sleeping quarters this evening.