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I feel guilty that I keep ending up writing uncomfortable posts like this.

But honestly, I don’t really understand why my followers follow me.

Even though my works are text-based rather than image-based, I thought they followed me because they liked what I wrote. In the fandom, people often reblog fanart and screenshots and share them among each other, but as I’ve mentioned dozens of times, my writing gets no public reaction at all.

Yes, is it because I don’t interact with other fans’ posts? Because I don’t reblog? Because I don’t upload fanart? If that’s the reason, I guess there’s not much I can say. I do have my (admittedly pathetic…) personal reasons that make it hard for me to engage much with others. And honestly, even I believe that may be the biggest reason.

But even then, it still really confuses me that I get no public support at all—not from fans who say they enjoy reading, not from people who chose to follow me, not even from those who claim to like Chigda or Avicinda, who are pretty niche characters.

And it’s a bit embarrassing to say this myself, but… I sincerely believe I love Chigda and Avicinda more than anyone else in the world. To me, these two characters are bound together—they’re an inseparable pair, a shared destiny. And I'm probably the only person in the world whose main content is R-18-themed around these two—portrayed as cute characters. (I may have no followers or fanart, but I've written hundreds of stories, even if I haven’t shared most of them publicly.) Even though this pairing is incredibly minor, I created the name 천원성 (Wishstar) for it—a CP name no one else has ever used, as far as I know.

But for people who say they like this coupling or the characters… why is it that when I actually post new content featuring them, no one—not even my own followers—gives any kind of public response?

If it really is just because I don’t reblog others’ work or because my content isn’t visual, well… again, I have nothing to say. But my followers…? I mean, sure, no one is obligated to react to every single post. But isn’t “never reacting at all” a whole different issue?

Yes, I know I sound self-conscious, and I feel bad about constantly writing things that probably make others uncomfortable. (Though I have no idea how many people even see my posts at all—there’s never any response.)

But honestly… even though I keep pouring my affection and presenting new stories about these characters, the complete silence makes me feel like I’m just shouting at a wall. It makes me feel disillusioned—about creating, and even about my love for Chigda and Avicinda.

Am I not seen as a “fan” in this fandom????

Even my followers won’t answer when I ask things. No matter how many times I try to reach out, I get no replies. And probably, like usual, this post will be met with silence too. I truly apologize for stopping the personal novel sharing I had started with some of you. But since I’ve received no public support at all, it’s made me hesitate— I’m scared to post publicly, and I feel like no one actually likes my writing.

I love Avicinda and Chigda so much, but I no longer know whether it’s okay for me to post anything online. I’ve got a pile of stories I haven’t shared, just sitting in my private folders…

Honestly, the only reason I even keep playing Infinity Nikki is because I love Wishstar (Chigda x Avicinda). I love Avicinda. I love Chigda. That’s all.

But whenever I post something and still get no support or acknowledgment… it makes me feel like I, as a person, am being rejected altogether. It’s incredibly lonely.

Maybe I’ll get backlash for posting something like this again… Honestly, I’m scared. But staying silent forever is just too painful, considering how much love and effort I pour into these characters and my writing.

I translate my work into multiple languages, I constantly research and revise new ideas and perspectives— I’ve got dozens of series, hundreds of stories, even if I haven’t posted them all. I want to share them with someone, but I get no response, so I don’t even know where to post anymore.

I thought my love, my stories, might reach someone. But it seems they never did. And now, I don’t think they ever will.

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이렇게 푸념해대고도 또 새로운 야설 시리즈 하나 뚝딱 해치웠다…대체 이런 에너지는 어디서 나오는건지. 나는 글 안 쓰면 죽는 사람인건가..ㅡ_ㅡ

...그냥 천원성이 너무 너무 좋다고 말해요

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어차피 태그 달아도, 리블로그 허용해도 유입도 전혀 안되고 반응도 없는데 그냥.. 원래 하던대로 태그를 안 달고 글을 올리는게 나으려나. 뭘 달던지, 리블로그를 허용하던지 말던지 그 누구도 내 글에 어떠한 반응도 안하는데. ㅋ

태그 달면 괜히 노출만 존나게 되서 쪽팔려 죽을거같다......

근데 이러면 일말의 유입 가능성도 막아버리는거같네...ㅎ 이래서 태그 다시 삭제할까 싶다가도 못하겠고 ㅋㅋㅋ

대체 뭘 어떻게 해야할지 감도 안옴

글 쓰는게 즐거우면서도 즐겁지가 않다......

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이젠 숨기기도 힘들다

뭘 올려도 내 글에만 유독 반응이 없는건 사실임...글에 시간과 노력 갈아넣은 대비해서 얻는게 하나도 없음

근데 역시...내가 다른 글 리블로그도 안하고 혼자 벽치고 있으니 자업자득 같긴한데, 아무리 그래도 현타 오는건 어쩔수 없구나 ^^;;

반응 전혀 없어도 개의치 않고 뻔뻔해지고 싶다

구조적으로 불가능함 ㅋㅋ 난 존나 관종이라서 글 올려도 반응 없으면 맨날 상처받고 쪽팔려함

근데 이러고도 또 천원성 좋아~♡ 지그그다 좋아~♡ 아비신다 좋아~♡ 이 지랄 하겠지

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왜 항상 태그를 덕지덕지 달아도 내 글은 항상 반응이 0인걸까

'좀 적다' 수준이 아니라 그냥 거의 0임

아비신다나 지그그다 좋아하는 분 생각보다 꽤 많은데 꼬박 꼬박 Chigda, Avicinda 태그 달고 올려도 늘 무반응...

유입 유도하려고 쪽팔려 뒤질거같은데도 ㅋㅋ 태그 다는데도 계속 반응 없구..

애초에 얘들 올라오는 게시물도 적어서 내 글 떡하니 상단에 있을텐데 (개쪽팔린다 진짜. 이래서 올려놓고 검색 자체를 못함 ㅋㅋㅋ 수치사할거같음 ㅋㅋㅋ)

내가 좋아서 올리는거지만 전혀 환영받지 못하는데 나 혼자 들이미는 느낌이네

혼자 읽는걸로 만족하면 왜 글을 공개로 올리겠냐

그냥 개인 폴더에 쟁여놓고 올리지를 않지

나는 내가 너무 '열정과 애정을 담아 작성한 글이라' 그 누구도 이 팬덤에서 이렇게까지 소원정령에 대해 깊게 파고드는 사람이 없어서 내 글이 환영받을줄 알았음. 특히 지그그다 관련된 게시물... 솔직히 거의 없잖아?

(이 자신감은 뭘까...)

내 글이 이상한걸까. 이해받기 어려운걸까

내가 남의 글 리블로그를 안해서 그런걸까............ㅎ

(ㅇㅇ 나는 리블로그를 안 해주는데 남들이 해주길 바라는건 크나큰 욕심인듯. 양심이 없네)

항상 내 세계관 이야기만 하면서 불펌 하지 말라고 철벽 쳐서 그런걸까

(그런데 과거에 불펌하지말라고 명시를 안하니 불펌 당한 경험이 많아서 이런 방어 기제가 자꾸 나옴; 자의식과잉 같은데도 어쩔수없음....ㅋㅋ)

하지만 나라는 인간 특성상 소원정령을 공식 스토리만으로 가볍게 마스코트로 소비하는건 불가능한걸?

...나는 내가 그 누구보다도 지그그다와 아비신다를 사랑한다고 생각하는데,

외부에서는 전혀 인정 받지 못하는 기분임. 나만 팬덤에서 겉도는거 같다

나는 '팬'이 아니라 그냥 완전히 다른 존재로 느껴짐

솔직히 글 전부 다 지우고 뜨고 싶은 생각 드는게 한두번도 아닌데

지그그다와 아비신다가 너무 좋아서 자꾸 충동적으로 글 올리고 항상 무반응에 직면...

솔직히 다른건 몰라도 밈 짤은 조금이라도 반응 올줄 알았음

근데 이거 또 내 이야기에 관련된 밈이라 그런지 0....ㅋㅋ

간단한 이미지 하나 올려도 반응 없는데 장문의 글은 오죽하겠나

그냥 늘 반복되는구나

맨날 뭐 올리고나서 후회하는게 일상임 그냥.

'어차피 올려도 무반응일텐데...하지만 올리고 싶어' 무한 루프 ㅋㅋ

내가 천원성에 대한 애정을 완전히 떨쳐버리지 않는 한 이 무한굴레에 빠질듯.

아무리 외쳐도 돌아오는 거 하나 없는데도 글을 올리는것을 멈출수가 없구나

외롭다 ㅋ.....

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...부끄럽다

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The Night That Desired to Be Perfect Series Summary…😒💢

This meme is based on a scene from “The Night That Desired to Be Perfect,” a private fanfiction within my Faewish sprites & Wishstar universe. Tumblr reblogs are fine, but please do not repost this image to other platforms or use it out of context. Thank you for understanding and respecting the story. 🤍

한.눈.팔.지.말.라.고.요

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These days, I’ve been falling behind on my translation work… I’m really sorry 😔 For now, I’ll share Chapter 2 of Wishstar Prologue — Society of Light (빛의 사회) — as soon as it’s translated!

As previously announced, the tentative order for future releases is: Wishstar Prologue → Temperature of Dusk → (probably) Golden Ears → Whispers Left in the Ear.

But honestly… I’m having second thoughts. Should I share The Night That Desired to Be Perfect (완벽을 욕망한 밤) right after Wishstar Prologue instead…? (As of 2025.05.09, it’s my latest work, and I haven’t formally introduced it in a guide yet!)

Why the dilemma? Because this series features the most erotic and lovingly portrayed depiction of Avicinda across everything I’ve ever written.

If you love Avicinda — if you’re a fan of Chigda x Avicinda (Wishstar) — then not reading this is basically robbing yourself of a once-in-a-lifetime experience!!! (????)

As the proud largest shareholder of Wishstar, I, Xexebelbo, declare with zero hesitation: This series is an absolute must-read!!! 📑✨

最近、翻訳作業が少しずつ遅れてしまっていて、本当に申し訳ありません 🙇‍♀️ まずは、Wishstar Prologue (千願星・プロローグ) 第2話「Society of Light (光の社会)」が翻訳でき次第、共有させていただきます…！

そして、すでにお知らせしたとおり、翻訳後に共有予定の作品の順番は、

（千願星・プロローグ → 黄昏の体温 → (おそらく）黄金の耳 → 耳の中に残った夜）となっていますが……

実は、千願星・プロローグの後に共有する作品として、 現在（2025年5月9日時点）私の最新作である "The Night That Desired to Be Perfect (완벽을 욕망한 밤/完璧を願った夜)" を先に公開すべきかどうか、少し悩んでいます。 （※このシリーズについては、まだ別途ガイドでお知らせできていません。）

なぜって……？ このシリーズは、私がこれまで書いてきた全ての中で、アヴェイダが最もエロティックかつ愛らしく描かれている作品だからです…！！！

もし、あなたがアヴェイダが一番好きで、 **ジガルダ×アヴェイダ (千願星) **を推しているならば—— この作品を読まなければ人生損します！！！！（？？？）

千願星の大株主である私、ゼゼベルボ（Xexebelbo）が断言します。 このシリーズは絶対に読まなきゃダメです！！！！！ 😤✨

으흐흐흐흐흐.....아비신다야......... (......?)

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흠...ㅋㅋㅋ

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코디 코디

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✍️ This post contains a partial capture from a private novel. The full text is only available to followers I've shared it with. Please refrain from saving or redistributing it without permission. 😉

This excerpt is from the series Denial and Recognition. It depicts the moment when Chigda finally admits that he truly loves Avicinda, kisses him deeply, and begins to caress his ears… Avicinda has completely fallen under his spell… 😳

こちらは「否定と認知」シリーズの一部抜粋です。 ジガルダがついにアヴェイダへの愛を完全に認め、深くキスを交わし、耳を愛撫する場面が描かれています…… アヴェイダはすっかりジガルダに呑み込まれてしまいました…🙊

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Guide to 「Wishstar Prologue（千願星・プロローグ）」

All of my stories tend to be overloaded with information and density, so I think I’ll be rambling a lot more in my personal space from now on. Of course… these are purely self-indulgent posts.

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🔎 What does 「Wishstar Prologue（千願星・プロローグ）」 mean?

As mentioned in 🪐 Welcome to My Novel World! (2) – Series Guides <1> (※ This was explained in a private post shared with just a few followers. ) the title originates from the fact that Chigda obsessively deified Avicinda and socially erased all other faewish sprites of their generation along with the Wishing Woods. Avicinda, regardless of his own will, became deeply entangled with Chigda from the moment of his birth. The word “Wishstar” itself is a term I created to express their relationship—marking the beginning of everything between them.

🔎 If there’s a prologue, is there an epilogue?

Yes, there is! I’m currently working on a “Wishstar Epilogue（千願星・エピローグ）,” which serves as the conclusion of my personal world canon. However, due to a backlog of projects, it's indefinitely postponed… This series is about “the end of Chigda and Avicinda’s relationship,” and will contain content that will absolutely shock Giroda and Giovanni. (…?!) It’s also a series where I, Xexebelbo, feel extremely guilty toward Giroda… ^^; 😿😿

And of course, it reveals the madness of the woman obsessed with their relationship—me, Xexebelbo. (This series hasn’t been introduced in my guide yet.) 🤯🤯🤯❤️‍🔥

🔎 What are the main characters’ occupations and ages in the Wishstar Prologue timeline?

Avicinda has just been promoted rapidly after the retirement of the previous Captain, Siyabo. He is in his mid-to-late teens by human standards—an elite who rose to power at a very young age.

Babarada, Liroda, and Yalobo are all in their early to mid-20s (by human standards), slightly older than Avicinda but still of the same generation. Babarada and Liroda work in the education sector, though Liroda is soon stripped of his role by Chigda. Yalobo is a low-level stylist and likewise loses her position.

Giroda is 0 years old by human measure, but as you may already know, faewish sprites undergo a coming-of-age transformation and are then accepted as full members of society. So Giroda is considered an adult in faewish terms! (*As explained in my guide, although the official Nikki canon states that Giroda's parents died before he came of age, I altered this for narrative purposes so that he lived briefly with them.)

🔎 Then what are their current ages in the official Infinity Nikki timeline (1002 A.W.)?

Avicinda is in his early 40s (around 40–43), and Babarada is in his late 40s (around 47–49). Giroda is 12 years old (Pokobo is the same age). Liroda and Yalobo have long since passed away, but if they were still alive, they would be the same age as Babarada.

🔎 Does Giroda not age?! Why is there such a big age gap between characters now compared to the Prologue?

Infinity Nikki never clearly defines the lifespan differences between faewish sprites and humans, so I had no choice but to use human age as a reference for character expression and storytelling.

Giroda, as an officially child-coded character, had to be assigned a specific number—thus the "12 years old." Personally, I always pictured him as more like 8–10 years old because of his young-sounding voice. But that would have made the darker parts of his backstory too harsh, so I settled on 12—somewhere between childhood and early adolescence.

So yes, the age gap between Avicinda and Giroda in the Prologue is a narrative device. By human measure, they are about 30 years apart—like a parent and child generation.

🔎 What do Liroda and Yalobo look like?

Most would assume, since they are Giroda’s parents, that they have the same side tufted hair design.

However, in my setting, they have no notable features. They use the default faewish sprite appearance that you might be familiar with.

I do imagine Kuroda (Giroda’s grandfather) has the same side hair as Giroda, but Liroda himself is deliberately plain. This is a narrative decision. They are the in-between generation—between the glorious hero Kuroda and the current protagonist Giroda in the official story—but they are deliberately designed to be unremarkable to highlight their tragic role. (In my world, Chigda is the protagonist.)

This is a device used to critique the political and visual favoritism given to characters like Chigda and Avicinda, who are depicted with striking, beautiful features. My writing often compares their stunning appearances with the plainer looks of Giroda, Babarada, and Giroda’s parents. It’s not about insulting any character, but a conscious narrative device to reflect real-world societal critique. My stories are deeply political and contain strong elements of social commentary.

🔎 Why does Avicinda’s eye color turn gold in the story? Isn’t that not his usual color?

That’s because it happens when he wears his Miracle Outfit “Golden Orbit of Destiny,” a transformation outfit in my lore. When he wears it, his eye turn golden. Chigda, obsessed with Avicinda, used this version of him as the basis for his godlike worship.

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Guide to the Series: Chigda and Kuroda

This is the earliest story in the timeline of my worldbuilding as of May 6th, 2025.

It explores the beginning of Chigda's time in the Paladins, and how he first met Kuroda after joining the unit. (Note: this may shift once I write about even earlier parts of Chigda’s backstory.)

I believe this was the first full series I ever wrote formally. However, despite being the "first" chronologically, it hasn’t been one my readers were most eager to dive into first.

(I mentioned in a past guide that, since this was one of my earliest series, the writing feels unpolished,

and that’s why I don’t really recommend it as a starting point for new readers…)

It’s also the only series I’ve written so far that doesn’t feature Avicinda at all.

🔎 Who’s older: Chigda or Kuroda?

Since Infinity Nikki doesn’t officially state the ages of Faewish sprites, most fans probably assume that the Captain, Kuroda, is older, and that Chigda—who once served under him—is younger.

Honestly, I used to think the same way, before I fully developed my own worldbuilding.

In the official story, Melibo describes Chigda as the longest-living sprite in history and mentions that no one knows his true age.

As far as I recall, that context suggested Chigda might be around 800 to 1000 years old. That’s what I assumed, too, in the beginning.

But as I dug deeper into his characterization—how he never dies, lives eternally, and feels fundamentally alienated from other sprites—I decided to expand on that.

In my worldbuilding, Chigda is much older than Kuroda.

Even when he joined the Paladins, he was already much older than everyone else.

🔎 So how old is Chigda?

To be clear: he's over 2,000 years old as of the current Nikki timeline (1002 A.W.).

Yep. As old as human civilization. (Whoa...😮❔)

I always list the characters’ ages in human-equivalent terms, to help convey their personality and narrative roles.

※ For example, Avicinda is in his early 40s (40–43) in human years, and Giroda is around 12.

Chigda isn’t just old—he’s so old that the very concept of “age” no longer applies.

That’s why I simply describe him as “over 2,000 years old.”

This is an extremely high age even by Faewish sprite standards, where their lifespans are usually ambiguously described as being in the three-digit range.

Even when he first joined the Paladins as a new recruit, he was already well over 1,000 years old—a true latecomer among the squad.

🔎 Then how old is Kuroda?

I haven’t nailed down a specific number yet,

but like Avicinda (who became Captain in his mid-to-late teens—see the guide for Wishstar Prologue: Guide to 「Wishstar Prologue（千願星・プロローグ）」), Kuroda was also quite young when he took Captain.

He was already a rising star in society when he became Captain.

Most recruits were in their late teens to early twenties by human standards.

Chigda, though, was the strange exception.

He already stood out—this unknowable, ageless figure no one could quite understand.

Even Kuroda, despite being Chigda’s superior, probably didn’t know how to deal with someone so much older.

He never said anything directly, but he definitely kept an eye on Chigda.

🔎 Chigda hates Kuroda, but still wants his recognition? Isn’t that… love?

Nope. Not even close.

As I explained in the Golden Ears guide, this isn’t love—it’s a psychological phenomenon called ambivalent projection (Korean: 애증투사).

Chigda doesn’t have affection for Kuroda.

What he craves is the status Kuroda holds—his position, the respect he commands, and the validation he seems to receive so easily.

It’s a disturbing, lonely hunger—not emotional attachment.

Chigda is only capable of loving one person: Avicinda.

He has no genuine emotional bond with anyone else.

🙄 So why write a guide for this series at all?

Well… to be honest, this was the very first series I ever wrote, and the writing shows it 😅

Some parts feel a little awkward or underdeveloped—especially near the end, when Chigda tries to push Kuroda out. That whole section reads more like a simple sequence of events than a fully fleshed-out scene.

Honestly… I wrote this before I had properly solidified my worldbuilding, and to be honest, I feel kind of embarrassed by it now.

It’s unpolished and awkward in a lot of places—so much so that I’d probably need to rewrite the whole thing from scratch.

Even if I do end up publishing it someday, there are definitely parts I’d want to revise first.

Still, since this series tells the very first story in my timeline, I wanted to include it here for anyone following my guides...😓

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The Parallel Theory of Avicinda and Giroda

This is my interpretation of their characters and a deeper look into my worldbuilding.

⭐ What do Avicinda and Giroda have in common?

They both once idolized legendary figures they only knew through stories (The Wishing One and Heurta), but the ones they truly love are real, present beings—Chigda and Avicinda.

✨ Avicinda

As we know, Avicinda’s family was chosen by The Wishing One and served Him with utmost devotion. I believe Avicinda originally became the Captain of the WishMaster’s Paladin solely for that purpose—waiting for The Wishing One’s return, serving the current WishMaster as a stand-in until the true god would return. But over time, after spending centuries with Chigda, I think Avicinda came to genuinely want to turn Chigda into a new god.

Of course, in Infinity Nikki, Avicinda is portrayed as a naive spirite who was simply deceived by Chigda and committed those crimes because of it.

But to be honest, I think that explanation severely oversimplifies his psychology.

Even if his family was chosen by The Wishing One, that god is still just a being Avicinda has only ever heard about—someone who doesn’t actually exist in his current world. But Chigda? Chigda is a real, living being who stood by Avicinda’s side for centuries. If you ask me… Isn’t it natural to fall in love with the one who’s real and right in front of you?

That’s why I don’t believe Avicinda was just “tricked” into evil. The weight of his crimes is far too heavy to be explained by mere deception. I truly think Avicinda loved Chigda with all his heart.

That’s the core reason I’m so deeply invested in Chigda × Avicinda (Wishstar)!!

✨ Giroda

He idolizes Heurta, the Sacred Knight who once fought beside his grandfather Kuroda—a tale he heard from Babarada. But in the present, Giroda loves Avicinda. To him, Avicinda is the ideal knight—someone real, someone alive.

⭐ But wait—why would Giroda love Avicinda, who’s technically his political oppressor?

Honestly, I hate this kind of setup too. 🤨 I love Avicinda and I don’t particularly like Giroda, but I do believe villains should face proper consequences. (I don’t enjoy redeemed villains—I prefer when they stay villains.)

Still, Infinity Nikki didn’t have Giroda execute Avicinda in the end. There are also lines in the story that seem to imply Giroda still talks about Avicinda,

and one costume part from the Wishful Aurosa: Shadow set contains a comment where Avicinda expresses guilt… Yet Giroda doesn’t seem to blame him at all, instead saying the Paladins were cool. 🤔

That contrast always stuck with me. Even though Avicinda is clearly the aggressor, Giroda never shows resentment or judgment.

And that contrast is fascinating enough for me to include their pairing—Giroda × Avicinda (Southstar)—as a Secondary Pairing in my universe.

Personally, though, I still overwhelmingly prefer Chigda as Avicinda’s true counterpart.

They share mutual affection and closeness, and I always find that kind of dynamic more emotionally fulfilling and immersive.

⭐ And furthermore…

Even though Giroda is a political victim, he still purely loves and admires Avicinda. But Avicinda’s body and soul belong entirely to Chigda. He feels nothing for Giroda. The only thing he notices is that Giroda always seems to look up to him— And Avicinda finds that uncomfortable.

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(You can see more of Giroda’s mindset in the Chigda’s Birthday Party series, though to be honest, I haven’t written many stories focused on Giroda—I mostly write Wishstar content…)

Still, Giroda’s love for Avicinda is so pure and earnest, even if it’s unrequited. It’s heartbreaking… but beautiful. 💖 And that’s why I always carry a lingering guilt toward Giroda. Even though it’s tragic, my heart can only ever belong to Chigda × Avicinda (Wishstar)… LOL.

[xexebelbo]

🌌 Xexebelbo’s Orbit Series (궤도 시리즈) 🌌

❤️ Chigda × Avicinda (Wishstar/千願星) ❤️ 💙 Giroda × Avicinda (Southstar/南吉星)💙 ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

🌟 Golden Orbit of Destiny (운명의 황금궤도) & Why do I call it ‘Orbit’?

When Avicinda was still a child living in seclusion with his family, he felt a fateful connection to his primordial ancestor, Adonida. That feeling led him to craft a Miracle Outfit named Golden Orbit of Destiny. This is where the concept of “Orbit (궤도)” originated, and many other ideas have since branched out from it.

You could say it’s part of my identity now… (I’m not just a Faewish sprites otaku—I constantly invent original concepts of my own!!)

The series ‘Golden Orbit (황금 궤도)’(R-17) takes its name from this set. I’ve mentioned before in its guide that while it’s important to the narrative, I personally find it somewhat unsatisfying… 😔

🌠 Who is 'Adonida (아도니다)' ?

Adonida is my original character.

He is the first Faewish sprite ever created by The Wishing One, and the very first WishMaster in history. ※ The second Faewish sprite to be born was “Elsiabo (예시아뽀)” , the primordial ancestor of Eltinada. I’ll explain more about this later… I always have way too much I want to say…^^;;

🌟 Second Orbit (두 번째 궤도)

This is a set commissioned by Chigda, in imitation of Avicinda’s Golden Orbit of Destiny.

It also happens to be the title of the most explicit R-18 series I’ve written—which many of you received from me first! In Second Orbit, Chigda is caught by Avicinda while wearing the imitation set in his private exhibition hall, and afterward, the two of them have intense sex…😳

But it’s not just a depiction of physicality—it’s a story about ontological disintegration. That’s why I never recommend this as a starting point, since it’s quite dense and abstract, yet ironically, it’s the series most people say they’re eager to read first. So it ended up being the first one I translated.

Everyone just wants to see erotic Avicinda and his sex scenes with Chigda, right? I get it!! No need to be shy!! 🤭🤭

🌟 The Orbit of God (신의 궤도)

This is the title of my Tumblr blog. Of course, it was inspired by Golden Orbit of Destiny and Second Orbit.

Here, the “God” doesn’t refer to The Wishing One—but to Chigda. To Xexebelbo, Chigda is God. I do not worship The Wishing One!!!(?)

This may even become the name of a future series. And… something tells me it’ll end up being another R-18 series… just a hunch… 😂😂

🌟 Hundredth Orbit (백 번째 궤도) / planned

Giroda commissions Pokobo to craft a replica of Avicinda’s Golden Orbit of Destiny. The resulting imitation set is named Hundredth Orbit, and it also becomes the title of the work. Initially, Giroda wanted to name it Third Orbit (세 번째 궤도), hoping it would bring him closer to Avicinda— whom he sees as the ideal knight. But upon realizing how far away he still feels from Avicinda, he changes the name to Hundredth Orbit… 😢

🌌 My universe is centered on two men—Chigda and Giroda—who both love Avicinda and orbit around him like celestial bodies.

That’s what this is about. Still, since I’m deeply focused on the intimate world shared only by Chigda and Avicinda (Wishstar / 千願星), Giroda doesn’t appear very often. Honestly, I was surprised myself at how few series he actually appears in. ^^;;

The central characters in my world are Chigda and Avicinda, with Giroda, Eltinada, and Babarada as major supporting figures. …but the other three barely appear compared to them, haha. 😅 I’m still not sure when this series will be written. 🤔

👿 Why are all the titles so similar?! It’s so confusing!!

I know. I feel the same way. But as I said earlier—

I’m not just someone who likes Chigda and Avicinda. Rather, as I mentioned earlier, I’m building an entirely original world that breaks away from Infinity Nikki’s canon—which revolves almost entirely around Nikki herself—and instead centers the Faewish sprites as the core of the narrative, creating new concepts around them.

That’s why things get so complicated… and because I’m fully aware of that, I make sure to write guides like this. ✍

Also!! Infinity Nikki itself has a pretty vague and inconsistent lore. There are just so many different concepts with the word “Wish” in them. Even “천원성 (千願星)=Wishstar”—the name I use to refer to the Chigda × Avicinda pairing—it was inspired by Chapter 7 of the main story in the game. I didn’t really have a choice… Well… I guess it’s just that kind of game—and I ended up being just the kind of person who plays along with it. (???)

[xexebelbo]

Xexebelbo's mental age is 40: Why does she close her eyes at the sight of people in their 20s, but open them wide for those in their 40s.

Why is Xexebelbo so obsessed with Avicinda and Babarada… Is this an oji-con what?

[xexebelbo]

Explain why the number of sex scenes between Chigda and Avicinda far exceeds the total number of appearances by Giroda, Eltinada, and Babarada in my stories.