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Krist & Singto “Begin Again” with Praew Magazine

I bought the e-book for KristSingto with Praew Magazine, and it won't let me screen-capture the interview without a watermark, but it's been officially translated into English, and I love the interview dearly, so I wrote it all out for everyone to read. You can see it in Google Docs format here and you can buy the magazine for yourself here.

I must ask about how you feel for this first time after coming back to work together after so long?

Singto: I’m happy about it. I must say this is the first time we get to work together again after 2 - 3 years, although we see each other every now and then off work.

Krist: Exactly. But it has been about 8 years since we were together in the series. When I come to think about it, SOTUS The Series was the only drama we worked on together.

Can you tell us what kind of work we should anticipate?

Krist: There will be a new series.

Singto: By the time everyone is reading this interview, we probably are about to start filming. And there will be a fan meeting and concert called Peraya Party: Begin Again. I wish everyone can come join us.

When Krist learned that Singto would return to the same company. How did you feel?

Krist: At first, I didn’t believe it. I felt that there was no way this could be true. Impossible. But when I found out it was, I got so happy. Because when we separated, each of us went on different paths of work. For me, I was going solo, which was both a good thing and a very tiring effort.

I feel that this reunion will bring the same vibe of comfort, which is totally true. When we were filming the Friend.Ship with Krist-Singto program, I sensed the same atmosphere, place, co-workers, and crew. Everything went back to the past and it felt so nice.

That means Singto had never revealed any of this to you before. He’s so good at keeping secrets.

Singto: I normally don’t talk much. I mean, if I need to keep a secret, I won’t talk about it at all.

Krist: But even before the company announcement, I can’t say that I completely had no clue about it. I’ve known for a while. It would require P’Sing to cover his whole body while walking into the Grammy building if he really wanted to keep this from me.

Singto: Yes, it would be difficult because I needed to be there to discuss contracts and agreements. When entering the building, I had to walk past the fans. And they must have known that I was there for this matter. But what they actually saw, and it became an issue, is when I went to meet up with the executives to discuss being a guest star at Krist’s concert (The Krist Elements Concert). I don’t think it was something they guessed about.

Krist: It got me thinking. Although I didn’t find out about this from the fans, because when P’Sing visits the 30th floor, the crew who worked with us also missed seeing him and they were also happy for me and our reunion. They wanted to tell me about it so badly but couldn’t. So, I guess I kind of learned this fact from the staff, too.

Knowing for sure that Singto was about to return, what was the first thing you said to each other?

Krist: I didn’t find out about this from him but from GMMTV’s post which announced his comeback. We only talked about it after that. I pretended not to know it and just played along.

Singto: Well, we are in the same Line chatgroup of Kasetsart University friends who play games together. The group is normally updated daily. Somehow during that time, I disappeared without mentioning any work matters at all since none of our friends knew about my reunion with the company.

Krist: I chose to talk about other things. I mean, if he wanted to keep this a secret then I should cooperate. But when the label announced about it, I was like, “Ah, alright…”

Singto: I really had to ask about when and from he did realize about it.

Krist: Alright, I think we’d better not talk about who said it.

Singto: P’Tha (Sathaporn Panichraksaphong, Chief Executive Officer of GMMTV) was so nice to me. When my contract was ending and I was going for an independent path, I mentioned that I wanted to continue my studies. P’Tha clearly said that if I decided to come back after the course or I didn’t end up taking it, whether I wished to work in the front or behind the scenes, to think of P’Tha.

Now that it’s a good opportunity to, Krist, is there anything you would like to say to this new member of the label?

Krist: Today, little brother Sing may seem to be a junior who just joined us. But I know this new guy is prompted with potential. He is good at speaking and becoming more independent. I feel like he hasn’t changed. He was already like this. Just before that, I might not have seen this side of him.

Singto: During the past 3 years, I have been involved with various areas of work outside of my safe zone. I went solo for both acting and work matters. It was a true self-discovery phase of life and I feel like I’m more comfortable in my shoes. Now that I am back, I feel like I’m already old. Hey! No. I’m still young. But I become a new kid with more experience and a wider range of expertise.

And is there anything you would like to say to senior Krist?

Singto: For a senior like Krist, I notice that he grew up. This is another advantage of me not being around to work with him. He became so mature with more artistic skills. He wrote his own songs and performed solo. I dare to say that if I was still around during the past 3 years, Krist might not decide to go for various opportunities or certain works.

Because there were many offers for us as a duo which might as well decrease his chances. So I felt it’s one of the good things that we’ve both been apart and get to work together again when we both grew enough.

Krist: It’s like we separated to level up only to meet again. I mentioned in an interview a long time ago that we are like two people living in the same house who go separate ways for their own work. And it is unbelievable that today we are here together again at home with a new, complete skillset.

Singto: But coming back to work together this time, we really grew up in many aspects. I don’t know how to put it exactly. But there are both comfort in working together as before and a certain maturity. We understand each other more and better.

It is considered the perfect timing.

Krist: For me, it feels like a perfect fit. Previously, I might have asked God “Why? Why is it like this?” But I feel like this phase of life is really the perfect timing. Like P’Sing said, it’s not just about me. But he also got to go out and experience something to improve himself. When we reunite, in terms of ideas, ways of thinking, or participation, I feel that we grew so much.

Singto: I don’t know if it’s a coincidence, or what. Before this, I and Krist talked to our fans about the comeback. I mentioned the probability of being in a series together when we turn 30.

Krist: Exactly. I said that we can work together again when we are older and that we are not going anywhere. And today I’m… really old.

Coming back to work together this time, is there anything you need to adjust?

Singto: Our new gig hasn’t completely started yet. But during the previous period of working together, when I was a guest at Krist’s concert. One thing I noticed was his growth and the skillful artistry which shined brighter than when we were together. These traits become so clear in him.

And another of his skills that became much more obvious is being a MC. Neither of us had much experience in this field so we could barely help each other. But now I can put my hope in him.

Krist: That is not true, everyone. Let me speak from my point of view. We’ve just been recently working together for an event to watch movies with our fans. I was so surprised when I met him, since it was the first time we performed together. I even asked him after work about what he has done to be so good at MCing without any dead air. He came up with so many things to talk about. I remember our normal routine where he would start a joke and I responded to it. But now he can add another awesome one afterwards, which was pearl.

I think we’ve both grown so much since P’Sing was able to leave his comfort zone and worked with others to experience new ways of working. He said that he encountered so many different types of performances and that he has seen them all. I consider it a good thing that we both chose to leave our comfort zones.

Singto: As I said, it’s like we went out there to gather more experiences. He chose to become an MC and an artist. He was clear about it. I went towards acting. That was the first time leaving my comfort zone. And it was also the first time I received sincere comments about my performance. Since I started working in this industry, I may not be that outstanding in acting, but I’ve never been criticized for needing improvement.

I admit that at some point I was secretly proud of myself. But when I stepped into the outside world, I realized how petty I was.

Krist: I really like to compare GMMTV as a home with a strong foundation. But what we did was content for teenagers. I feel like we were only doing great in our small worlds, or something like that.

The real world still has many things for us to discover. Then something happened and we had to separate and get to really striving in the outside world. We got to see how everything goes and learn different ways of thinking. For example, when I joined The Golden Song program, I came to understand how people of each generation must adapt. I had to learn about the proper means to approach Gen X and Boomers to be able to analyze their characters and work with them. I wanted them to see me as a part of the family. It was a practice I learned from the outside world.

Singto: It’s like we expanded our work experiences to cope up with a wider range of people.

Have you exchanged advice about work before?

Krist: Mostly he would just tell me about what and where he was going to do or be, so that I knew he would not be around at the time being, like when he was going to Japan.

Singto: It’s more like I complained about things to him. For example, when I was criticized about my performance, and I had to go through a workshop soon. As for Krist, in the beginning of being a MC, he also told me about it.

Krist: I complained a lot in that group chat about why it had to be so difficult and what I should do. When I sang Thai Suntaporn songs, I had a problem with getting each syllable clearly. Please help me. I mean, I complained about everything. Then he would ask about what happened and what I had done. I mean, I can tell him everything. There aren't any barriers between us.

Growing up together and always witnessing each other’s success, if you look back at the first day until today, in what aspects do you think you have changed?

Singto: It is very clear for Krist. When we started working together, we had to adapt to each other quite a lot. It’s true that we used to work together during our university years. But when he stepped into the entertainment industry, we had to adjust.

At the beginning of work I was so uptight, I wouldn't compromise for anything. I kept my cool and maintained my image. Everything must be perfect. Every time I did something, I thought repeatedly, and things were all so slow. But Krist was quite carefree. So, when we were together, we had to adjust quite a bit towards our middle ground.

Krist: But from my view, I feel like it’s a perfect fit now. Before this, our characters were so uneven. But as time passed, it seemed like we trusted each other more. As for work, I feel that P’Sing trusted me to decide or take a lead on many things, and he will add on certain aspects that I missed. That is, I become better every day and our work also becomes of better quality.

But in terms of living life, I really respect P’Sing. I still need to consult with other people and there are still many things that I overlook. But when I learned from him, I realized maybe I am breathing too quickly. I don’t have to put too much pressure on myself or be so serious about everything. I don’t need to be a perfectionist all the time.

If I want to go anywhere, go. If I want to go abroad alone, go. Or if a friend invites me to eat and I’m too lazy, I don’t have to feel pressured to be there. The older we get, being ourselves and our own happiness become so much more important. Somehow, I feel I did worse in this matter. But he is good at this, and never changed about it.

One day, we were sitting and eating at home. Then we began to talk about our days. Then I thought to myself that I should start to also look for comfort and happiness in his life like he always does. I can safely say that he is my role model in many aspects.

Singto: In the work part, whether it’s a show or artistic aspect, I let him handle it most of the time because the stage always came out perfect. The most obvious thing is our show is always planned by Krist and sometimes I work on certain additional elements of some songs or some parts where I want more space to express myself. But almost all of it is designed by Krist.

Krist: I don’t know if I’m right or not. At work, I feel like I am leading and P’Sing follows. We also share ideas with each other. But in terms of living life, he is the one who leads me along. It is true, guys. I must ask him first about many things. I feel like I have to let him decide. Like, will he go? Will he do this or that? If not, then I won’t either. And I won’t try to convince him or anything. I feel like it’s nice and obvious how it is. That is, we share the lead in different matters.

Singto: If it weren’t for work, I mainly focus on myself. Maybe it is because I prefer being alone. Although I enjoy being with friends, sometimes it’s just so tiring to be amongst a lot of people. At times, when he invites me to tag along with the whole group of friends and that day I worked hard, I feel like taking a break, I can just tell him how I felt.

Krist: My friends in the group always pester him like, “Come on. Let’s go.” But I never did that. Because I know him so well that if he makes a choice, that’s the end of it. Even if we take a million people to drag him out, he won't go. We respect each other in these matters.

Singto: But there isn't much on my mind. If I decide not to go, it may just be because I feel lazy and tired, that's all. For work, it's also the same. I talk to Krist about certain gigs I’d rather not do, talking frankly about my perspectives and the reasons why I choose not to. I feel like I used to be very strict, but nowadays I look up to Krist and feel more carefree about things. Also, we have been through quite a lot in the entertainment industry. We learned enough to know what should or should not be done with the right amount of appropriateness.

Krist: That is, we become more flexible. But we pay more attention to quality. On some matters, things can be flexible. But we also have to be stricter with other things so that they suit our preferences.

Since the day you first met each other, have you ever had a serious argument?

Singto: Before, there wasn’t any. It was just towards the recent period of our career.

Krist: I think it’s more like we chose to not express our anger to avoid fighting.

Singto: It’s called looking at things from different angles. Because when it comes to work, I and Krist have different aptitudes. One thing that I have always admired about him is his ability to memorize lyrics and his rapping. He used to rap with 2-page-long lyrics and got every word exactly right, even though he had only practiced it a few times.

While I sang my songs a hundred times and still got the lyrics wrong. My brain just can't. So, before performing for concerts or fan meetings, I am always so focused on the lyrics, repeating and rehearsing them time after time. While Krist had already moved on to other things, where it is the script and the queueing. Therefore, it’s like we always pay attention to different things. But all in all, we take our work so seriously. We only focus on different aspects. At that time, we kind of fought about this difference. I was so paranoid about him being careless with the lyrics or stage script. It was because I forced my problems to also be his when in fact, I didn't need to memorize the script, and he also didn’t understand why I didn’t focus more on certain things so that our performance can continue smoothly.

Krist: I must mention that we had less than 7 rehearsals for that gig. And it was our last concert (LOL Fan Fest 2022). There were shockingly few chances for us to rehearse. I wanted to come up with a good script because it was supposed to be a very emotional show. But I forgot to realize that at the time he was also focusing on other things. It turned out that we started being tense. We wanted each other to work harder on certain aspects and became a little upset because at that time I was very into it. I felt like it was the last concert of our farewell. Just thinking about it made me cry. So, it’d better be good!

Singto: What I had on my mind at the time was that I had to perform so many songs, including those I was unfamiliar with. I sometimes get the songs that are regularly sung wrongly. I was so stressed. And when he mentioned how I failed to focus on certain matters, I was secretly upset, because he didn't know I was working so hard to get the lyrics right. I thought it was also important because he was the one who created the show. We both didn't want the show to come out disappointing.

As for the talking parts, if there were mistakes that we stumbled, I think it felt more natural that way. But since he planned the whole stage, he didn't want any mistakes regarding queues and scripts. I, as the guest of the stage, didn't want any mistakes either. It’s just that we look at it from different angles.

Was it just a temporary annoyance or a serious quarrel?

Krist: I was just upset. My singing coach helped me solve the issue. When I felt troubled and walked out on him, I didn't know how my coach talked to P’Sing. Later, he came to make it up to me, and said, “Come here, come here.” At that moment, I shed tears.

Singto: I usually don’t do that often. Especially if I’m not in the wrong. I won’t be the first to try to reconcile at all. But on this matter, our singing coach helped me see from Krist’s point of view and mine. We focused on the same outcome, just from different angles. So, no one was at fault there. I just thought about whether it was possible that we talk it out. Because we chose to shut ourselves off from each other.

At first, I didn’t look at it from his perspective and wondered why he didn’t do the same. But when our teacher explained it from different views that he was the one who came up with the show and he also meant for it to be successful. No one wanted to make any error. I got it when I looked at things the way he did. Since he designed the whole show, of course he wanted everything to come out perfectly. We are both perfectionists and I understand well that he didn’t want there to be any mistakes. So, I felt that it was my fault and apologized to him. When we practiced, we didn’t talk at all. We just worked and practiced separately. When we really got to talk and saw things from different angles, we came to understand each other better.

Krist: Actually, we were both at fault. We weren’t angry at all. It was more of a disappointment. After that incident, I think we’ve found the middle ground and know how to prepare better to prevent this problem from happening again.

Since then, you met in the middle and understood each other, right?

Krist: Exactly. I understand more about my own work as well. That sometimes we don't have to go full on being a perfectionist. Mistakes like getting the choreography wrong and slurs can also lead to charming, cute moments. I have to work on controlling it as well.

Singto: Even though we had so little time to practice for that show, it came out something we are so proud of. I dare say that it was a performance that we put so much effort on and thought about every step together.

Krist: It was a very perfect concert for the two of us.

You have known each other for so long and seen both the strong and weak sides. I wonder if there is anything you are still worried about each other.

Krist: I just found out about another side of his life recently. It was something that shocked me quite a bit. He doesn’t usually talk and will not tell others about things that he considers not so good. I always understood that P’Sing was very happy with his life. But on that day when he mentioned that there were times when he cried alone. And the tattoo on his arm also reads “Save me from myself.” At first, I thought it was just a cool word, but he really meant it.

We have been together for 10 years and I never knew about that. I wanted to let him know that it doesn't matter what the issue is, he must always include me in his problems. Just say it. You know you can always call. No matter what time it is, I’m always on standby for you. you can tell me, your friends, or anyone. From your very own tattoo “save me from myself” then please give us permission to really save you from yourself.

Singto: Well, I didn’t tell anyone at all during that time, 2 - 3 years ago, because it felt like it was something… I had mild depression-like symptoms. I consulted it with a doctor, and it wasn't that serious or extreme. I just had to take some medicine. It was a time when I encountered depression and mild panic attacks. For example, when Line notifications popped on my phone, my heart would tremble and I didn’t want to even read them, something like that.

It was a period of emotional instability. When I was alone, I would suddenly cry. My mood swung a lot. My spending was irregular, and everything was wrong. I had to go to the doctor and my siblings and close friends wouldn’t let me be home alone. If I wasn’t working, they would have to take me out somewhere. Everyone was trying their best to help. But finally, when I returned home and was with myself before going to sleep, my feelings plummeted again. But I tried to solve it, being more aware of what I really wanted, I got better. After getting through that period, I decide to get a tattoo saying, “Save me from myself.”

Krist: Both I and my friends who heard it on that day just wanted to let him know that no matter what, we are always there for him. He doesn’t need to go through everything alone. For matters that he can handle, we will let him. But if it’s out of his hands, it's important that he remembers he has his friends here to always call or reach out to. Otherwise, I’ll get really angry.

How about Singto? Is there anything you are worried about Krist?

Krist: I’m very open.

Singto: For Krist, it’s probably his health issue and the way he is living life. To be honest, he can’t ever be alone. Since we’ve known each other, he must always have at least one or two friends with him or on a call with him constantly. For me, I think being alone at times is important, and it makes you learn something as well, although I’m not sure if it only applies to me.

Krist: Like… I should be with myself sometimes too, right?

Singto: Yes, that’s what I have been telling myself in the past. In the end, we have to be able to live with ourselves. No matter how much anyone tries to help or to be in our lives, the most time we spend is by ourselves.

Although my friends try to ask me to go out all day, before going to bed, I am all alone, sitting by myself with thoughts whirling around in my head crying anyway. It is important to handle life on my own. When I’m capable of that, then I can be around in everyone’s life easily. So, I’m probably most worried about his lifestyle, for example, in trusting others too much. He becomes close to people very easily. He should be aware that not everyone can be told about everything in life. I wish he is more careful.

Krist: It makes sense. I’ve been warned about this a lot as well. Still trying to improve.

What does “Begin Again” refer to in your feelings?

Krist: Begin Again by Krist and Singto, from my point of view, it should be a new beginning that is better and fresher than before.

Singto: Seriously, at first, I didn’t think “Begin Again” would become our concert title. But this word reminds me of the movie Begin Again and it connects to the song Lost Stars from the movie soundtrack, which was the first international song that I and Krist sang together.

Therefore, “Begin Again,” according to me, may not necessarily refer to a new beginning at all. Rather, it’s more of the same old images and stories that keep coming back. It was as if we were actually orbiting around, close to each other.

Krist and Singto are never really gone.

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Thinking about the Mock-Trailer for The Ex-Morning

Pathapi is said to be the Best Reporter of the Year in the beginning. How. I want to know his career accomplishments so badly? I need to know how he got here!

I’ve been considering why Pathapi acts the way he does in the beginning. Has he always been like, since his university days? Or was it perhaps heartbreak and the passage of time that’s made him more like this?

Aou is being made to play the exasperated best friend in Be My Favorite and the rival with coffee thrown on him in The Ex-Morning. Someone give both characters a raise. And a boyfriend!

I looooove the trope of the arrogant, whiny jerkass in a successful position who gets humbled. And that paired with him rebuilding his reputation with his ex-boyfriend of all people? I am so ready to see Pathapi’s character arc, and the things Tamtawan makes him do in this trailer makes me think he’ll get more in-tune with the spirit of good reporting and why it’s so important.

How does Tamtawan know and decide to come back? Obviously, he wants to help Pathapi and is still in love with him, but why did he leave? WHY DID HE LEAVE? Later in the trailer, when present-day Tamtawan leaves, it’s after he’s told “Tam. You have two options now.” What are the two options? The way Tamtawan leaves and the look on his face makes him look regretful, but what exactly is motivating him trying to leave here? Why did he leave in the first place? Does Pathapi know? His face looks half confused rather than just heartbroken!

What has Tamtawan been up to? I am intrigued.

The SOTUS reference in their university days flashback? I am obsessed. They were so sweet in that one frame, it makes me wonder how they fell in love. How different were they? How much of the same remains in them? How did they fall in love? Oh my god!

The transition from Pathapi being awkward with shirtless only-clothed-in-a-towel Tamtawan to taking his own shirt off and asking if Tamtawan has an ulterior motive to fluster him is hilarious to me. I love how forward Pathapi is here! And Tamtawan getting flustered is amazing. Oh my god, I love this trailer. It balances a comedic tone, angst, tension, etc all in one show. Can’t help but adore it.

“You’re still the same selfish jerk.” I need to know what happened! I said this above and I’m saying it again. I am intrigued.

Uni Tamtawan pulling Pathapi by his tie? I am obsessed.

The umbrella scene is both so very P’Lit and so very much a SOTUS reference, it delights me. I wonder how many SOTUS references we’ll have in the show proper.

I wonder if the car accident will coincide with the climax of the show.

That! Last! Scene! I suppose this is a scene when they’re hooking up but not properly together, seeing as they’re flirting, shirtless, and probably just had sex, but still won’t admit they still like each other. This sounds great to me.

I’ve mostly not talked about the meta elements here, because I feel it’s less about the contents of the actual trailer and more about the nature of the series as such a KristSingto RPF-type plot. Anyway, I love it. Everything about the meta of this series is perfect to me, and exactly what I wanted. This show is SO fun to think about when you know about the lore of KristSingto in real life. I’m half expecting Tamtawan to have hazed Pathapi at this point!

Side note that is not a side note: I LOVE THEIR ACTING! I love their characters!

Is this vers? I’m going to say it’s vers or Top Krist until proven wrong, because that last scene? Well. Let’s put the KristSingto into the KristSingto.

I love the small cast and the focus on KristSingto! I just need to say this. I am so excited for this comeback, in-part because it really is just Tamtawan and Pathapi’s story.

Tamtawan is supposed to mean “follow” and “sun” whereas Pathapi means earth/soil/ground. Coming off of KongArt, where Arthit is obviously “sun,” and KristSingto, who compare themselves to the sun and moon, this seems so definitely meaningful. Aof and Lit, I need to know what you’re cooking!

The coals scene is sooooo perfect, both for the characters AND KristSingto themselves. Again bringing it back to the meta of it all, but, oh my god? This is perfect? Aof wrote a screenplay that was KristSingto RPF? On that note, I keep thinking about the idea of KristSingto channeling their feelings from the irl work-partner “break up” and it makes me go a little crazy. Especially with Krist talking about all his efforts to bring Singto back, and how he over-thought it when Singto left. And even more so seeing as they say they’re basically playing themselves.

The lyrics of the song used in the trailer are so fitting, I am now looping it and thinking about Pathapi and Tamtawan forever and ever.

I noticed that Tamtawan goes by “Tam” but did I miss it for Pathapi in the trailer, or do we get no indication of his nickname? I’m curious.

The “Begin Again” for the new Peraya Party speaks to both KristSingto and their new characters, and this is again making me go, oh god it’s true they’re just playing themselves.

I said my ideal KristSingto BL was a vers exes-to-lovers that parallels reality. Evidently, I was not alone.

Is it just me, or do the Pathapi + animals and Pathapi + soil degradation water scenes feel a lot like certain episodes of Friendship with KristSingto? Just me? Maybe it’s just Krist. I love him so dearly.

So much is revealed in this trailer, but that somehow makes me more intrigued about what is not being revealed to us?

Krist still goes for the top lip and Singto still goes for the bottom lip when they kiss. This kills me every time. I am so excited to see lovey-dovey Tamtawan and Pathapi!

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