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Forgotten Lover

Waking up in the morning with no memories of yesterday whatsoever. Not sure what day it is either… acing all over for no apparent… Why are my thigs bruised?! are…those bite marks? and why is their band-aids with hearts drawn on them over them??! The fudge happened??!! Checking your phone you find a message from an unknown number no context or indication of who they are only a ''Thank you for the last week my lovely pet❤️'' The fudge they mean pet??!! WEEK!? Indeed when you check your calendar it has been a week sense… whatever happened. Not sure what to do you head into the shower almost tripping on your weak legs on the way there only too realise that your entire body is marked with bitemarks and bruises each and everyone of them with a small normal band-aid with a tiny heart drawn on them. As you move too take them off you get struck with a deep feeling of regret after taking of the first, almost slapping it back on just as quick. almost… You manage too keep yourself from it. but you dont take any others off either. You do your best too not think about it all and continue your day. And it goes well you practically forget about it all for a couple of days. And days turn into weeks and soon a month has gone and it has been nothing but quiet. Until the second week of the month you get another message from an unknown number, a voice message too be precise. Cant be from the same number because you blocked it! Didn't you? It is a voice message. When you turn it on you almost throw your phone into the wall in a panic cuz it is nothing but lewd moaning and begging. begging. so much begging for more. That they would do anything for more… Dread fills your stomach as you recognise your own voice moaning and begging on the file. and that's it 15 sec and it is over. no more messages only questions from you and a growing flushness over your neck that the bitemarks and hick-bruises finally disappeared from that you are trying too ignore. You try too get a answer but nothing only silence. until an hour later where the same number sends a video of you kneeling infront of your own sofa the same one you are sitting in now. not sure how too feel about that too be honest… But seeing nothing but a pair of crossed legs in back pants and a hand holding a chain with an old clock? Your not sure… What you are sure of is that you look annoyingly good in that harness you are wearing and that you are watching that clock swing from side too side staring like your life depends on it. Repeating over and over,

''I listen and obey'' ''I am nothing but your pet'' ''obedience is pleasure'' ''Thank you for taking care of me''

Over and over and over again. With a sudden feeling so lightheaded might puke you fall off your sofa and down on your knees and just as quick the lightheadednes is gone as quickly as it came. and you catch yourself whispering, ''obedience is pleasure'' and quickly slapping yourself out of it you get back on your feet and sit back down on the sofa. only too fall down again. on your knees. ''I listen and obey'' and another slap of sanity across your face. Not sure what too do you feel your panic growing more and more distinct. But you receive no more messages for the day. And you settle for just pacing around your apartment from the windows in the living room facing the parking lot too the front door. You pace and pace and pace. You are sure that there is a clear line on the floor where you walked by now as you try too figure out what too do. Call the police? Definitely. You need too report this. Things like these are dangerous and there have been a lot of new about people disappearing in cities not that far from hear. I need too do something. Cant just pace here forever! I wont be able too live like this! Mind decided you go too grab your coat and open the entrance door only too run into someone in the stairwell. with your shoulders so tense they go above your ears you tackle into them not caring that they are there. They are in the way. They will be fine. A soft and firm hand grip your arm and turn you too face them. and as you look at their face you feel all stress and anxiety leave you and a smile blossoms on you face. ''Hey there! easy~ are you alright? you should calm down. I'm here now.'' A hand softly holds your cheek and softly strokes your cheekbone and you cannot help but too close your eyes and nuzzle into their hand. ''I've missed you. Did you enjoy my messages?'' You open your eyes and stare into the face of your owner finally back. ''I've missed you more!'' A soft chuckle and they squeeze your cheek. ''I'm glad the triggers worked so well. Lets get inside a week is not that long and I got a lot of plans for you'' They herd you back into the apartment and with a soft click they lock the door. not too be opened again for a week. Only too repeat again next month, the best time and life you could dream of! its sad that it is only for a week a month.

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give that shy autistic boy his t-shot, handcuff him to a radiator and then invite a few girls over to idly play with a wand while he slowly loses his mind. it's enrichment, he needs it. you're being cruel.

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hello lovelies 💜 first spiral collection, are you excited?

Remeber to reblog, lovelies. You want to spread the joy, right?

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"bro i know a great way to help with bottom dysphoria. come over to my place tomorrow night and I'll show you" and then when you show up i suck you off and fingerfuck you while telling you how much i fucking love your boycunt

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vampire tboys.... please, vampire tboys, hear my call...... vampire tboys I need you....... I'm begging...... come feast on my blood vampire tboys....... I know you're out there, somewhere, lurking in the shadows....... vampire tboys please...... this is your invite..... my neck is so plain and empty imagine how nice it would be to bite into......... vampire tboys one word and I'm yours......

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There is no way of accidentally doing a nazi salute twice in a row while the entire world is watching. This man needs to be killed

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Feels soo good

CW: hypnotic induction, light confusion induction, obedience triggers, suggestion to share this post

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they say your mind is in its absolute dumbest state while you're scrolling through social media.

it must be so easy to slip subtle messages into these simple strings of words that might sneak past your conscious mind and seep right into your subconscious, because that's the only part of you that needs to understand what i'm saying right now.

it can be so easy to start to zone out and find yourself forgetting everything around you. your eyes can sometimes find themselves so fixated on the screen, on reading each and every word so carefully that everything else you were thinking before becomes simply irrelevant, just pops away like bubbles in a clear blue sky.

and you might think you want to look away, but you'd be wrong. think about it. you haven't yet, have you? that must be because you really want to be here, right? so why would you look away now if you want this?

don't think about it too hard. or let your mind wander, that's okay too. either way, a part of you is clearly interested in what i have to say, so i know you'll come back for more. if you're still reading this, it's because

you want this.

i didn't put you in this state. you chose this, didn't you? i know you've been scrolling and scrolling for minutes, hours, or maybe even days waiting to find that certain someone who would be brave enough to tell you how you're completely docile right now.

that's okay. everybody feels this sometimes, when they scroll for such a long time. it's perfectly normal, so you can just allow yourself to let go and sink into it. everything else can just fade into the background while you focus more and more on my words.

there you go, that's better...

it's much more enjoyable when you let your mind relax and enjoy this feeling, now isn't it?

that's right. it feels good. you want this.

hm... i bet all those pesky thoughts are such hard work, aren't they? it must be exhausting, having to use your brain so much, huh? wouldn't it be so much easier to let me do all the thinking for you instead?

of course it would. so i'm going to do you a favor in a few moments, if you can just focus and follow along for me, ok?

very good. you're doing so well. you're really so good at reading every one of my words and letting them into your empty mind.

i'm going to count from 10, down to 1, and with every number, you may notice that it's becoming harder and harder to think of anything but the numbers. so eager to reach the next one, anticipating it, but staying focused on reading the words between, because that's what i've told you to do, and you probably don't have the mind to disobey me, do you?

or, of course, you might not notice anything at all as you become more and more...

blank.

you want this.

so we start with

10,

your mind drifting in a state of perpetual fuzz, like draping you in a soft, cozy blanket.

9,

relaxing into the warmth, because it's nice and comfortable and safe here.

8,

each number acts like the snap of my fingers, bringing you to attention and keeping your focus.

7,

reading more, thinking less.

6,

and however your body reacts, it's perfectly fine and normal.

5,

it means you're comfortable here with me, and that's very good.

4,

getting so close to where you want to be now, and however deep you want to go, you can go.

3,

it's exciting to realize that my thoughts are becoming your thoughts. you're becoming emptier. and that feels good.

2,

feeling so good now, so much bliss and deep relaxation. you're ready for me to finish counting, waiting so desperately for that last number.

and

1,

just let yourself

DROP.

you want this.

you want to be hypnotized, and it feels so good as you

DROP.

it's okay if you slump over a bit, or your eyes flutter. but you'll keep them open, because you want to keep reading.

you want to

DROP.

you want this.

and because you want this, you will allow it into your mind.

you want my words to be true.

it feels good when my words are true, doesn't it?

you want to nod your head.

and so you nod your head.

you want to

DROP.

every time i tell you to

DROP.

you go so much deeper.

and you want to go deeper.

you want this.

and because you want this, it will become true.

so when i, or anyone you trust to control you, tells you

you want this.

you'll find yourself wanting it. and it feels so natural, because you do want it, don't you? you must, if you feel this strongly about it.

and of course you do, because

you want this to be true.

and just like that, it is. but you've chosen to let it become true, and that is important.

you will only do what you're comfortable doing. wanting something doesn't mean you have to do it. you still have free will, and if you don't feel safe in doing something, you will not have to do it. remember this.

this is for your safety. i need you to be safe, and take care of yourself. good playthings take care of themselves.

now...

you want this.

you want to be hypnotized.

you want to read my words.

you want to obey my words.

you want to

DROP.

even deeper for me.

that's it. you've done so well.

so let's put this to the test, what do you say?

you want to like this post.

you want to reblog this post and share how good it made you feel.

you want to read this again whenever it comes up on your feed.

and when you reread this, the suggestions within will become so much stronger, and control you even deeper.

feel the desire to follow my suggestions grow stronger with each passing moment. but you won't yet. you'll finish reading this, and then you'll obey your orders.

after you've liked and reblogged this post, you'll wake from this trance as slowly or as quickly as you'd like. if you want to take a few minutes to bask in this pleasant relaxation, that's perfectly okay, and if you'd rather come all the way up as soon as you're finished, that's fine too. whenever you choose to wake up, you'll do so feeling refreshed, and ready to take on the rest of your day with a smile.

now go ahead and follow my instructions. i know you want to give in.

i hope you enjoyed this, and that you have a lovely rest of your day :)

[xionlezah]

Merry Christmas sluts

Couldn't find any red&green ones so you get this one that's easy to stare look at

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Subs who melt at the slightest shift of inflection in your voice. Subs who can't form sentences anymore because their dom made one teasing comment. Subs who talk big, but end up struggling to stay out of subspace the second they start getting direct attention. Beautiful, simply beautiful.

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I wonder if I could be brainwashed into becoming an extrovert

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Focus on the center.

Patreon

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Me when I can only be social with alcohol in my system

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reblog this to pet the user you reblogged from please

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Reblog if all you want for Christmas is to be mindfucked.

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If you're currently feeling submissive and hypnotizable, reblog this post.

Now.

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a hypnotised pet with a little bell round their collar, conditioned to feel pleasure every time it rings, watching as they keep getting distracted from their task as the pleasure keeps raking up, until they come begging to me for help