alexander 'xander' barlow ( ššššš. ššš šš šššššš. ) you carry the heavens in you eyes like one of those old greek tragedies. but my heart don't beat the way it used to
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task 04 ā goldenfleecehq ask meme
okay so this isnāt a regular announcement but i realized iād never made a task graphic and photoshop is currently out of commission so ā¦Ā this is what weāre working with !!Ā anyway,Ā iāve made an interaction-y ask meme for our members to send to each other !!Ā i guess itās not really a task, but i donāt know what else to call it.Ā weāre thriving here.Ā as always, itās not mandatory but highly recommended.Ā reblog this if you want your fellow members to send you memes, and please send to everyone who has reblogged it !!
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joshuapcrrishā:
ever since heād set foot inside the camp borders, joshua had never really left again. the few times he had, he could count on one hand. there wasnāt anything outside of the borders for him. the only thing remaining of his old life was his little sister, and heād only just started to get to know her again. she was the only reason why he had decided to make a quick last minute trip to the nearest town just now. he hadnāt meant to come back after dark, but yet here he was. picking out birthday presents had never been his strong suit, especially not for a soon to be thirteen year old girl he hadnāt really seen in years
of course he bumped into someone right when he returned to camp. maybe a camper on border patrol, maybe someone else who had snuck out past curfew. pulling the hood of his hoodie back, he greeted them with a nod.Ā āi wonāt tell if you wonāt.ā
xander took a step back from joshua, a seemingly unimpressed once over of the other camper his only outward sign of surprise at running into someone else. he tore a ratty earbud from one ear, letting it dangle uselessly from the cord that kept the other pumping now - faded music, and cocked his head before speaking.Ā Ā ā who the fuck do you think Iād tell?Ā āĀ it was a genuine question; he wondered if he seemed like someone just dying to confide his late night run - ins with someone else. unless something seriously exciting was going on with theĀ
xander had, actually, been running. with, again, no outward sign of anything, he felt a pang of amusement at the accidental pun going through his head.Ā Ā ā in fact, who the fuck would you tell? why is that even an option here?Ā ā
#(c.)#(cājoshua.)#me: had this reply ready to go for over an hour#also me: didnt post it bc i felt like changing xander's blog first
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā task 003 Ā āā Ā family
#fleece.tasks03#( Ā āā“⦠Ⱡāā Ā Ā Ā my eyes donāt recognize you no moreāfamily. Ā )#is this??? entire garbage????? yes! it is!!#there are noĀ penobscot native faceclaims so like. xander's father gets no one#he is just a faceless picture of a man but Know he's a mess#does xander not rlly like family in general & am i using that as a crutch w this?#also yes!!!
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for a closed event starter from xander, joan, or deacon, send a prompt from HERE, HERE, or HEREĀ !!Ā
#( Ā āā“⦠Ⱡāā Ā Ā Ā so long as the blood keeps flowingāmeme. Ā )#fleece.starter#i am. bad at regular starters alskjdhgf#so we fall back on this format#if you don't vibe with any of the prompts just drop a like or comment !!#and i'll get u one with my own brain i guess :///
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would you fuck a god?
ā I wouldnāt not fuck a god.Ā would I fuck a god just to say I fucked a god?Ā no.Ā but if circumstances aligned themselves enough for it to seem like a good option ... maybe.Ā ā
ā andĀ there are definitely gods I wouldnāt fuck, full stop, but I like living just enough to not wanna rank them out loud.Ā but cāmon. some of them are clearly bad decisions.Ā ā
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Do you think you fit with your siblings?
ā our fatherās kind of known for being a jack of all trades.Ā being family has never been about being like any of themĀ ---Ā in fact, I think we all prefer our differences.Ā itās not hard to have each otherās backs and loads of respect and shared history.Ā I donāt know if I fit in but I also donāt think it matters next to all that.Ā ā
#( āā“⦠Ⱡāā weāre left wondering what itās all worthāa. )#( āā“⦠Ⱡāā my eyes donāt recognize you no moreāfamily. )
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holydov-eā:
āI want to say it was a good game, butā¦ā Leaning on a tree, Angela had to catch her breath to finish her sentence. āI think Iām too tired to speak at all.āĀ She had removed her armor as soon as the game finished, always feeling a little claustrophobic wearing the full set. āBesides, my team lost, so thatās bummer, but I guess you canāt win all the time.āĀ
Angela was too busy talking to notice the spot of blood that seemed to be growing in her shirt, and even if it started as something small, it was quickly going from grape-sized to hand-sized. She only noticed it when a few drops fell to the floor, and saw blood that wasnāt there when she first arrived to rest next to the tree. āOh fuck, thatās mine? I didnāt fight with anyone! Gods, it must be from when I was running and tripped.āĀ
ā stains sometimes spread,Ā āĀ xander said, absently. he was more focused on dealing with his own armor than seeing what it was exactly that angela was talking about; being on the same team during the dayās game hadnāt done much to endear him to the daughter of aphrodite, and he hadnāt turned to focus on her as she spoke to him.Ā
for the most part, he was convinced that sheād walked to the tree near where he was standing without registering it was him standing near it. xander had no other explanation for why their current conversation was taking place. he finished untangling some unruly straps, discarding the last of his armor along with his only good reason for ignoring angela. it was too much work to do something so deliberate, when he could see her out of the corner of his eye. he glanced up at her just enough to be polite before he leaned against a tree himself, looking away again.Ā Ā ā if you werenāt fighting, it might just be someone elseās blood. no need to panic.Ā ā
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā task 001Ā Ā ------Ā Ā camper fileĀ
the basics
camperās name: alexander james barlow camperās age: 18 camperās birthdate: august 25, 1999 camperās birthplace: orono, maine gender identity & pronouns: cismale, he / his sexual orientation: bisexual
personality
+ traits: pragmatic,Ā composed,Ā decisiveĀ - traits:Ā isolationist,Ā judgmental,Ā nihilisticĀ Ā zodiac: virgoĀ moral alignment: ????Ā true neutral, if only because he doesnāt care enough to be anything else. being either lawful or chaotic is like, a lot of work. xander says no thanks! iām good!Ā hogwarts house: slytherinĀ mbti: istp enneagram: types 3 & 5 four temperaments: phlegmaticĀ celtic tree sign: hazelĀ
appearance
height: 5ā²8ā³ hair color: brown eye color: blue any tattoos/piercings?: no other attributes: absolutely nothing about this boy is remarkable.Ā
the demigod
godly parent: hermes any mortal family?: matthew barlow (father), jenny barlow (mother. heād say, for lack of any other words to describe his relationship with jenny barlow), currently unnamed demigod.Ā abilities: enhanced theft, speed (esp. when wearing the shoes his father gifted to him), skilled with a sword.Ā relationship w/ godly parent: not any worse than his relationships with his mortal parents! xander has absolutely no complex feelings about hermes beyond thinking that adults are dumb and the gods are about ten times dumber. he also has no earthly idea what any god, let alone hermes, wouldāve seen in his father, which really only cements his thought that hermes is as dumb as any other authority figure he has ever met. he doesnāt dislike hermes though and gets that heās ....................... trying. he appreciates the shoes hermes gifted to him when he was ten, and like, thanked him for them at the same time that they had theĀ āiām your dad!ā talk. they havenāt had much contact since then and xander likes it that way. his parental figures growing up were always distant, more involved with themselves and their own drama than him and his sisterĀ ---Ā he doesnāt think heād appreciate having a father, all of a sudden, who cared about what he does.Ā when/how was the camper claimed?: in the middle of a quest maybe a year or two out from his arrival at camp. xander never really cared to find out who his father was and had been more than content to hang around the hermes cabin while unclaimed; that one conversation didnāt change much at all about xanderās life.Ā any quests? or smaller missions?: yeah! i havenāt ironed them out but i assume the one where he was claimed was his first quest. heās capable and doesnāt talk a lot and likes to just get shit done and get out, so heās honestly a very decent quest - choice, so long as the other people on the quest can stand him.Ā what is their fatal flaw?: he probably has like .............................. ten. the biggest might be how quick he is to judge and hold tight to that judgement. he hasnāt spoken to his sister since his arrival to camp because of something that happened when he was eleven. if you cut him off in line in the dining pavilion once three years ago heāll never forget, and dismiss you as a cheat in his mind from then on. itās bad! very not good! he has a lot of issues!! what is their preferred weapon?:Ā a sword.Ā
favorites
favorite camp memory: coming back from that first quest and getting to move to a more permanent position within the hermes cabin. he doesnāt feel a lot towards their father, and is still immensely wary of looking up to any older siblings, but he does enjoy the camaraderie and sense of belonging he feels with his siblings.Ā favorite food: blueberry waffles favorite color: grey. heāll argue with you that it is a color, too.Ā favorite animal: catsĀ favorite movie: i highly doubt he has one. whoops! he likes movies, and the experience of watching them, but it seems highly unlikely to me he develops a lot of strong emotions about them once the credits roll.Ā likes: early morning runs,Ā comfortable silences,Ā fresh fruit eaten by the handful,Ā staying outside a storm,Ā long showers,Ā being left to his own devices.Ā dislikes:Ā wearing shoes,Ā forced team building exercises,Ā organized sports,Ā authority figures,Ā arguments about trivial things,Ā overly repetitive music.Ā
miscellaneous
mini playlist:Ā backseat driver by shakey graves;Ā hurricane (johnnieās theme) by lord huron;Ā bad boyfriend by spector;Ā nighttime hunger by overcoats;Ā tyson vs. douglas by the killers.Ā describe their aesthetic: the grey crash of stormy waves against dull sand and a duller sky, on a day when being on the beach doesnāt mean anything beautiful. the glint of a knife stuck in your pocket, not yours, but takenĀ ---Ā after all, some things are necessary steals. footsteps pounding against the pavement until the thud of them syncs with a pounding heart. settling into the shadows of the night outside and letting the rumbling quite take over. sticking earbuds in as an excuse not to talk or listen or be present. slapping a band - aid over a problem and calling it cured. not being able to sleep at night and never once questioning what the cause for that could be. inviting the cold in, tempting fate, not believing anything comes from it. the need to do something, to keep your hands busy, to fill everything with a touch of white noise.Ā if your camper was a vine, which one would they be?:Ā i couldnāt pick one so ig pick your fighterĀ (here & here) and weāll let them fight it outĀ Ā if they werenāt a demigod, where would they be in life?: his father really pushed him into organized sports as a means of getting xander out of the house and like, giving him coaches to maybe be stand in parental figures! xander doesnāt give a single shit about the sports he played but heās very, very quick, and generally light on his feetĀ ---Ā he was good at them. heād have probably stayed with them until his tendency to just do whatever rocked the boat the least got him decent grades and excellent records in whatever sport he pursued in high school so he could snag a college scholarship and get the hell out of dodge. would probably major in business just for something to do.Ā
#fleece.tasks01#( Ā āā“⦠Ⱡāā Ā Ā Ā weāve seen the outcome of the boys who didnāt flyāhc. Ā )#me?? just now getting to this????#more likely than you'd think
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angela: wrong number!!
angela: it's 8:40 dude go to sleep
xander: that sounds like something michael would say to make up for the fact that I got up on his schedule and am now running alone
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ā & $
send āāā for a text that WASNāT SENT.
[ xander ā linda: CANCELLED at 7:36pm ] i donāt want tp panic my siblings with this and i literally do not know a nyhuone else who would answer my distess callĀ [ xander ā linda: CANCELLED at 7:36pm ] fuck it itsād not worth it ll deal with bettttttys stress. maybe iāll yust bleed outĀ bit mre and itāll go away but theres no way these are worthr rsendingĀ
send ā$ā for an ACCIDENTAL text.
[ xander ā linda: 7:41pm ] het bettyĀ [ xander ā linda: 7:42pm ] g uess who got stabbedĀ Ā
#( āā“⦠Ⱡāā weāre left wondering what itās all worthāa. )#(aālinda.)#(aābetty.)#there is Enough mention of her for it to warrant a tag
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"$"
send ā$ā for an ACCIDENTAL text.
[ xander ā angela: 8:35am ]Ā michael where the fuck are youĀ [ xander ā angela: 8:35am ]Ā iām on the running trails and iām not waiting for you anymore[ xander ā angela: 8:36am ]Ā i didnāt even want a running buddy in the first placeĀ Ā Ā
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@itsbettybiotchĀ ------Ā Ā stick their tongue out at my muse
" look, you can do that all you want, but Iām not sayinā anything else here,Ā āĀ xander said, a nonchalant shrug making its way across his shoulders as he worked to keep any hint of laughter out of his words. he was trying to look busy, focused, on untying his shoes, but he shot a glance up at betty and matched the silliness of her stuck - out tongue by miming a hand across his mouth, zipping it closed.Ā Ā ā you want something from their cabin youāre gonna have to figure your own way in. the getting out is valuable enough information.Ā ā
#(c.)#(cābetty.)#if this feels like#not something betty would ask him about lmk and i can change it!!
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@trxckster-axelĀ ------Ā Ā point a weapon at my muse
xander tried not to move too much from his space crouched on the floor; a bit too far forward and heād potentially end up with an uncool story behind an injury, a bit too far backward and heād fall on his ass. he could admit that maybe it was on himĀ ---Ā that heād brought his brother pointing a weapon at him upon himself by coming into their cabin through a window in the first place. but in his defense there were far more people standing in front of it than usual and he hadnāt been in the mood for small talk.Ā Ā āĀ fuck. heyĀ ---Ā itās me! there is no need for that.Ā ā
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@charlottejeanĀ ------Ā tug on my museās sleeve/shirt/skirt
" yeah, sure,Ā āĀ xander said, incredibly distracted and not at all paying attention to who was at his side or what they wanted. he had constructed the perfect bite on his forkĀ ( as perfect as a bite could get, he figured, when one had to shove the best part of oneās plate into a fire )Ā and needed to focus on not dropping it. sure, xander had peripheral vision, but he didnāt quite care to use it as he ate. whilst chewing he glanced over, saw charlotte, and raised an eyebrow as politely as he could manage.Ā Ā āĀ ---Ā sorry. what? did you need the salt?Ā ā
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that road outside that you've been taking home forever that'll be the same road that I take when I depart those charcoal veins that hold this chosen land together may twist and turn but somewhere deep there is a heartĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ( listen )
#( Ā āā“⦠Ⱡāā Ā Ā Ā between the silence and the soundāaudio. Ā )#( Ā āā“⦠Ⱡāā Ā Ā Ā all iāve got is just to stay pissed offāaes. Ā )#i will ......... probably do smth else for him tbh#but i had this ready to go so here we are#fleece.task02
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