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i may not be magically happy when i’m skinny but i will at least be skinny

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Sorry for binging that wasn't very this will be my month of me

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need to be skinny so someone will love me again

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anyone else just too tired for all of this?

like, i cant bring myself to obsessively count calories anymore. I just eat whatever feels small enough and call it a day lmao

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me: i wont purge this time around! (:

me: *binges*

me: 🚽👀

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It’s crazy how easy it is to fall right back into it

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Starving myself for days so I can have my silly little iced teas and my funny little coffee with creamer and not feel terrible about it🤪

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weirdly annoyed with the people commenting under peoples posts on the eating disorder side of tumblr like 'ur promoting bad habits pls delete 🥺🥺🥺'

like bro are u lost? where do u think u are rn?

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watch this cool trick 

*starts eating normally then gain 3 lbs and immediately relapse* 

parkour

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Me when i can’t shit: I’m gonna shove coffee up my ass i swear I’m so bloated I’m going to rip out my intestines

Me when i can shit: ✨ i am pure ✨

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shoutout to my mom for using me as a personal therapist for three whole hours. i now have the motivation to starve to death again 😁🤞

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anorexia and trans WAS ruining my summer until I got a shirt 3x too big and big shorts and now. now i am all powerful

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i think my ed could have been avoided if the adults around me didn't try pushing their beauty standards onto a 11 yr old.

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me tricking myself into believing the pound i gained is from the sip of water i accidentally drank before i weighed myself

call that self care 😌

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when your mom thinks you’ve got a bad attitude and gets mad at you when really u r just trying not to pass out at walmart

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as long as you're self aware and joke about it no one ever thinks there's a problem