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This knife feels so good I love how its sharp but not sharp enough to just cut! me. So I can do so many things with it. I love the pain. I love this knife. I love how the sides are full of pointy spikes like ivy, a poisonious vine, yet it's addictive. It's not supposed to be addictive, why is it to me? I need this, I need this I need this. But I don't. It's just that my mind seems to get really happy by it.

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no because its okay i swear. we're going to be best friends forever even if youre not "in my grasp" or whatever the fuck. i know because we stayed friends during the time we couldnt even talk to eachother until Casper told me you got a new account. Even during the times we dont talk we're still friends. Close ones. Super close ones. Even if we don't talk, even if we at some point hate eachother, our souls are intertwined whether we like it or not. And I'm content enough with that. Don't feel pressured just because I freak out sometimes. Please. I want you not to worry about the few times I freak out, because in the end, its all okay.

They hate me now they all hate me now why does this always happen I thought this was sustainable I thought this was great i thought we would talk to eachother forever but it seems thats not it and thats not the case and i'd like to reverse what i did wrong. i dont care if im happy right now I'd tear that away just to have you in my grasp like i used to. I'd kill that bitch just to have you in my grasp again, instead of theirs. I want to have a chokehold on you. Why would you leave me.

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aNEXT TIME I DO THIS soMEONE NEEDS TOYELL AT ME AND TELL ME Im ACTinG LIKE MY MOM, OKAY? OKAY.

They hate me now they all hate me now why does this always happen I thought this was sustainable I thought this was great i thought we would talk to eachother forever but it seems thats not it and thats not the case and i'd like to reverse what i did wrong. i dont care if im happy right now I'd tear that away just to have you in my grasp like i used to. I'd kill that bitch just to have you in my grasp again, instead of theirs. I want to have a chokehold on you. Why would you leave me.

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hi guys im ok now i just freak out about things sometimes pleaaase dont um. take this too seriously im okay with how things are, i just freak out sometimes. its okay.

They hate me now they all hate me now why does this always happen I thought this was sustainable I thought this was great i thought we would talk to eachother forever but it seems thats not it and thats not the case and i'd like to reverse what i did wrong. i dont care if im happy right now I'd tear that away just to have you in my grasp like i used to. I'd kill that bitch just to have you in my grasp again, instead of theirs. I want to have a chokehold on you. Why would you leave me.

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They hate me now they all hate me now why does this always happen I thought this was sustainable I thought this was great i thought we would talk to eachother forever but it seems thats not it and thats not the case and i'd like to reverse what i did wrong. i dont care if im happy right now I'd tear that away just to have you in my grasp like i used to. I'd kill that bitch just to have you in my grasp again, instead of theirs. I want to have a chokehold on you. Why would you leave me.

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Hi chat this is me anyways ignore me i js need this image

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aaah sorry for late response!!! I'll love to hop on call! Although I might have to leave if my dad finds the finger nail polish remover (ive been wanting my nails done, but we need to remove the nail polisj thats there rn) -w-

Oh God, this is embarrassing-

Guys, I made cover lyrics of a Steven universe song for my OC of a Minecraft SMP-

What have I done-

Am I in too deep?-

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Tell me everything there is to know

Oh God, this is embarrassing-

Guys, I made cover lyrics of a Steven universe song for my OC of a Minecraft SMP-

What have I done-

Am I in too deep?-

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I think you're just really passionate about it!! and thats really cute :3 I love when people are passionate about things,,

Oh God, this is embarrassing-

Guys, I made cover lyrics of a Steven universe song for my OC of a Minecraft SMP-

What have I done-

Am I in too deep?-

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I mean I don't even know if my friends are my friends because to be friends you have to trust them. I don't trust nearly anyone. Sure, I'll give them information. But that doesn't mean I trust them with it. It's just that I love talking, so a lot of things slip.

Does anyone else have friends who arent your friends you just use them to pass your time & you call them your friends because thats basically what it is but its not and you dont want to hurt their feelings

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Does anyone else have friends who arent your friends you just use them to pass your time & you call them your friends because thats basically what it is but its not and you dont want to hurt their feelings

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eh, i didnt say they were unhealthy- just wanted to address that and not be like "Youre all beautiful!!! Anyoen telling you to fix urself is a hater!!!" because. thats not. sigh. And for future reference, if you ever are unhealthy looking in any way- don't hate yourself for it or be really insecure for it, but acknowledge that it's unhealthy & work towards being a healthier person. Also nature told me that if u dont kill her i will, buying plane tickets rn/j

You are my mother. A figure in my life that is extremely important. You should be encouraging me to adore my insecurities. Not make me worry about them more.

Like. Like what do you mean, if I take off my undershirt the little girls will question my arms. What. Why. Why would you mention that.

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Your arms are beautiful, and there isn't neccessarily wrong about your appearance- of course there could be something unhealthy, etc- but never ugly nor not beautiful. U still uglier than me tho + kill ur mom she uglier than u, which is such a crazy achievement man.

You are my mother. A figure in my life that is extremely important. You should be encouraging me to adore my insecurities. Not make me worry about them more.

Like. Like what do you mean, if I take off my undershirt the little girls will question my arms. What. Why. Why would you mention that.

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i pull up w/my scars and the homies ask me "did you win?" in the tic tac toe game i played on my skin

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cuts sting so badly. my friend at school pointed out how deep one of them were. it stings so badly. but, it's addictive. i love it, and the texture feels nice on my skin. my arm is in pain as i am typing this.

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I hate myself I can't interact with people normally why else would they suddenly speak to me unless theyre plotting against me they hate me please dont hurt me please dont hurt me please just leave me alone

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. oh! lets. lets not.