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02/25/2024

pupunta ka kamo ng 9 ngayon kasi wala kang gagawin diyan sa inyo nakapagpaalam ka na at gusto mo ding makipagusap anong nangyare? wala ka man lang pasabi or kahit dahilan parang itinapon mo lang sa likod ng utak mo yung sinabi mo at nagexpect nanaman ako

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tapos takang taka ka bakit hindi na ako naniniwala sayo kung ganiyan ka naman parati

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you broke yet again another promise right after mong sabihin na itatry mong ibalik yung paniniwala ko sayo

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:>

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That would have been soo good to hear every now and then

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11/05/2023

I wanna hear you say that you can do it and I can be at ease or that I don't need to do anything but I guess he doesn't get what I'm hinting him to me.

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must visit website

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exactly at this moment my feelings are still in chaos

but there is one thing I'm completely sure of

tapos na ko

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iniiagine ko na sa dec 9 bigla siyang aakyat ng stage in the end or middle ng event just to confess to her infront of everyone

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gusto kong mag drama but then again kapag kinakapa ko yung feelings ko hindi naman ako ganon ka affected

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dec 3

di ko na gets kung anong nararamdaman ko

i'm supossed to be hurt kasi naconfirm ko na hindi naman ako lang

pero more like bothered lang ako ng onti pero hindi ako nasasaktan

nageexpect ako ng messsage but at the same time

ayaw ko na siyang kausapin

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dunno

i love your shinning eyes

i love your blinding smiles

the way you run around

the way you help my hand

oh boy you tripped me hard

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12:52

i told you before na wag ka nang magexpect na may bago

i already warned you para hindi ka masaktan

pero here we are

going crazy because of some guy na unsure sa iyo at sa feelings niya para sayo

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crying aint my thing when i'm moderately hurt i just self destruct

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seek the validation you are hungry for in things that would guarantee you success

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welcome self-destruction once again

fuck you self

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that conclusion he only said he likes you because you said you like him