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my life is only for your consumption // 1.31.20

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Margarita Karapanou, tr. by Karen Emmerich, from Rien ne va plus

[Text ID: “I would have preferred if you had loved me less and understood me more.”]

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Maggie Stiefvater, Linger

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sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?

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You're 22 your life is just be-ENDING! Because its OVER! You're FUCKED!!!!

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you want to use my mouth sweetheart? can i help take care of that for you? come on. turn your brain off for a little bit, i don't care. it flatters me so much that i get to make you feel so good. keep moaning and twitching like that while i play with you in my hands. it drives me crazy-- you're so delicious like this.

i keep thinking abt how this boy wants me to just RUIN him. i'm gonna pound those perfect hips into the goddamn mattress until he cries if he keeps talking about it so much.

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Anaïs Nin, from a novel titled "A Spy in the House of Love," published in 1954

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"but there is something that happens when you are told you are too much. you begin to ask everyone, "how small would you like me?""

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damn making a simple mistake feels absolutely crushing. why?? why why why??? everybody makes mistakes but why cant i forgive myself?

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i keep thinking abt how this boy wants me to just RUIN him. i'm gonna pound those perfect hips into the goddamn mattress until he cries if he keeps talking about it so much.

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nevermind! got railed + i'm better now

i need to fucking jack off