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I had an another psychosis so I'm back at the mental hospital BUT I don't have to eat here since nobody watches me! :D I can finally start losing weight again I'm so happy

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currently missing my lw more than anything. it's all i want

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i am in the complete belief that as soon as im skinny all of my problems will be solved!

(i am delusional)

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maybe if im skinnier she'll like me better.

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Me: *e4ting*

My brain: “god damn it girl I thought you had an 3d”

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it's kind of embarrassing to admit but tbh i was happier being anor3xic and skinny than recovered and not really fat but definitely not skinny and i do feel like getting skinny again will make me a bit happier, like having fat on me literally gives me such bad sensory issues

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it’s never ending 🥲

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having no scale access is making me so frustrated I could explode

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It’s literally disgusting how many old freak pedos slither their way into the ED community. Those types of people are literally as low as it can get.

Reblog if you do not welcome pedos anywhere near your page‼️

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I've been on recovery for some time and gained weight and it feels horrible and I don't know what to do with my self anymore

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i don't want my 3d back, i just want to look like that again :/

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When you say “I don’t care I’ll eat it anyway”

I assure you, that you’ll care later

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Reach your goal, or d1e trying.

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That's sooooo crazy babe

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me: yes i’m recovering 😛😛💪

me 5 seconds later: that was a binge and i wanna die, will starve tmr