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Love the caption person at watcher

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Sobbing violently. I love them so much. One of my favorite duos ever.

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Has this been done before ?

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Spoiled

Ever since I lost my job and I am leaning on my partner a bit, I have been trying to be more cost conscious. I try to minimize food waste and make sure most purchases count. Well my partner got 2 raises in a year and this man has not stopped the spoiling even when I feel like we should be cautious spending. I only ask for really important things like groceries, car food, gas etc but he still goes out of his way to get something nice for me.

Example. There were holiday sales and he’s been wanting to get new shoes. There was a great deal and he didn’t want to check out until I picked something. I thought he meant he needed help picking between some designs since he’s been branching out more with style and hasn’t found it yet. But no. He wanted me to pick some shoes since there was a deal going on. It was a really good deal but I didn’t want to grab shoes I mean he could use that money for something else. He insisted and wouldn’t take no for an answer so he helped me picked a nice design and I was ecstatic! I have a hard time picking shoes and I truthfully needed more because I have one work out shoe.

Then we went to check out a pet store. He offers to get my cat a can of this one really healthy brand I’ve been wanting to try. Then he grabs some dried fish for her, dried mussels and tuna bonito flakes. I’m just like.. (internally) but that’s expensive. But he insisted because he loves my cat.

He’s been so adamant about spoiling me here and there and it’s really sweet. I feel like it’s just his way of showing how much he thinks of me. Like he came back from a business trip with gummy sharks (I requested), a new stuffed animal and personalized candies with a love message on it. He’s constantly thinking of tiny things to buy to show me he loves me.

At times I think it’s too much but I realized it’s his love language. I can tell he thinks of me when he sees things and wants to make me happy. The personalized candy? It had our faces on it and he bought it from Vegas. He said he chose that specific picture of us because we took it in Vegas. It was super cute. I’ve learned our love languages are different. It took some getting used to but it’s opened my eyes to seeing how he shows his affection.

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mutuals feel free to do this

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The result of getting rid of DEI is these people.

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Never forget the best Animal Crossing comic I ever made.

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no such thing as too much love. or too much garlic

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I realized that when I have nightmares, it can be incredibly difficult to mentally wake up. I physically wake up thinking I’m still in danger or that the world is different like I’m dating someone else or in a different house. Buuuuuut I figured out a weird hack. I barely ever dream of my cat. Like I can’t remember a single time I saw her in a dream. So when I wake up and see my cat, I realize I’m in the real world. My cat is my fucking inception totem. I see her and I’m like oh okay this is reality… let’s go get breakfast. Usually I’ll touch her to confirm I’m existing and she will chirp and then it gets a bit easier.

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Lil thoughts

Within the past couple of years I’ve gone from dating someone abusive to dating someone healthy. It’s made me rethink how I choose to act and react to certain situations or conversations. It’s been a huge learning process for me. Now that I’m almost 2 years with my healthy partner, I feel like I am getting better at checking myself.

I’m starting to realize that I’ve been feeling guilty about who I was when I was with abusive men. I realized how freaking easy it was to just not be like that or “toxic” with the right guy. I’m not argumentative because I don’t feel the need to defend myself. I can have hard conversations because I know my partner will listen and not raise his voice. I can take up space because my partner doesn’t make me feel small. I don’t react hostile because the space is safe. And I don’t get snippy because I’m always heard.

Yes it’s the fuckin bare minimum in the relationship but to me is huge. It’s huge that this is all easier to me now. It’s huge that I can sit in uncomfortable conversations with my partner and feel like a WE and not feel isolated. It’s huge that I can look back and see that the healthy partner will bring out the best in me.

Yes I still feel jealous and insecurities. But he’s so transparent that it makes me secure. My partner barely hides anything from me. He shares his work schedule, his card, his car, his tech, his location, his pin, and everything he could. I don’t even check his location to spy. I check it to see if he’s heading home when I’m making dinner or because I think it’s silly to see his lil head icon bop down a street in the maps. I can share when I’m not feeling well because he takes it seriously every time. When I have PTSD nightmares he understands it takes a while for me to discern that I’m not in danger and holds my hand.

Bottom line… it’s just nice to feel like this. I thought I was a bad person because of my abusive relationships but I was only being reactionary/reactive to the abuse I received. Now that I’m with someone else it’s easier for me to highlight my compassionate traits. This guy has never made me feel insufferable or a burden and I’m blessed.

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Film producers shouldn’t cut corners and use AI to create films cheaply because the lead actress might get trapped in a computer simulation with the ghost of a closeted actress from the 1940s and end up having a tragic lesbian romance and then where would you be

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A little intimate.

My partner and I haven’t had sex for a while. He was on a week long work trip and then came back sick and before that work trip, it was 1-2 weeks before we’ve been intimate. I have a higher sex drive but I’ve been trying to hone myself in and not feel like we have to do it as often. Especially because I love him and I know he goes through his own insecurities which may cause him from not wanting to be as active. Truthfully it’s been easier to relax my sex drive lately.

Near the end of his work trip he admitted that he’s been craving sex. I told him he could totally wank one but he was definitely not interested in that. I love creampies and ever since we got together, he would rather have sex than jack off. When he arrived from his work trip he was sad that he was sick and he didn’t want to get me sick. He admitted he misses my pussy and that he feels like he unintentionally blue balled himself by getting sick. Since I feel like I have the higher sex drive, it was charming to see him a lil dead inside from not getting sex.

Of course we ended up having sex after he got better. He usually has a few tells that let me know he’s interested and I was enjoying all of it. I love feeling his hard on pressed against me and I love my chest being squeezed. For some reason this time around felt different. He was behind me and rubbing my body and it felt euphoric. I usually get a bit ticklish behind my neck near my head but I wasn’t feeling ticklish. In fact he was practically breathing down my neck and kissing the side of my head and it was really intimate and sweet. Naturally it was turning me on so I was rubbing my ass on his crotch while he was feeling my thighs and chest. Then out of nowhere he tells me how much he loves me. It was super sweet. Of course immediately I’m like PANTS OFF. I could tell he has been sexually frustrated because as soon as he was inside me, he didn’t hold back. Usually he will try to take it slowly and I could tell that was not an option. It was hot to see him let go and just enjoy himself. I didn’t orgasm but I still got my creampie and man did I miss his thick dick too.

My partner has gained some weight and I know he’s been a bit insecure about it but I’ve been loving it. I love grabbing his extra meat. I like the extra weight on top of me. I love fondling him. And it makes me feel like my fat ass won’t break him in half anymore. I can’t admit it to him because I know he wants to lose weight and I fully support it since we are on a journey to do it together. I just like something to grab and the extra fat near his crotch just rubs my crotch even better.

I just like my boyfriend.

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