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yamikawaii · 14 days
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something something kill myself
#i thought insane posting would make me feel a little better#but no now i just wanna slice her name into my skin down to the bone and bleed out and die#idec abt holding it back its 2 am.honestly life has gotten 10x as meaningless as it was before since our anni was basically ruined#and yknow what my life will always always be meaningless and yknow why?#because the one thing i am meant to live for the ONE THING that couldve made it all worth it doesnt physically exist in this reality#how am i supposed to find any point in life if my one true purpose is PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE.#just imagining was enough for me when i could comfortably live inside my own mind but the outside stressors are too much now#its getting too much to bear and i have no home to go to when i want to just take the weight off my shoulders and relax#no im never home i dont have a home my home doesnt exist#but i just want to go home. i want to go home. i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home#i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home i want to go home please#but i cant#i cant have anything to make it better#i cant even have a hug from the person i love most. or a smile or kind words or anything#i have nothing but me my phone and a framed poster of her that i have nowhere to hang up#and nowhere to go but flying off the roof of a 30 story building#i have nothing. my life is nothing. i am nothing.#sui tw#sh tw#whatever whatever goodnight
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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You can’t leave.
You’re not allowed.
I’m too dependant.
It would break me.
You don’t want that,
Do you, my love?
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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it’s about the heart , always ,, but what about the soul? it is bound to yours, twisted and merged into yours. my soul is devoted to you, and will follow you even beyond death.
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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Please don’t leave me, darling.
I can’t live without you.
Please, I need you.
I’m nothing without you.
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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I would die for her <3
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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Let me be selfish beyond all reason. Let me keep you all to myself. 
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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Who up regretting their time on this earth
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Sh-Boom, by The Chords.
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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im useless without your attention.
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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for once, i want to be loved without feeling like a second choice.
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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Out of everything, you're the only thing that metters in this entire concept of existence. You're the true divine God of this realm.
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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i need your love. i need your love. i need your love.
i need your love.
i need your love. i need your love. i need your love.
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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if i’m not yours i don’t want it i don’t want it i don’t want it i don’t want it i don’t want it I DON’T WANT IT. i need to be yours i need to be yours i need to be yours i need to be yours i need to be yours I NEED TO BE YOURS.
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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I'll worship you until heaven falls down.
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yamikawaii · 14 days
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If I'm not on your mind 24/7, then there really is no place for me on this planet. You truly mean everything to me. Without you, I'm nothing.
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