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i am so scared to go into drafts omg
there are 12 things
i am too scared ahahah
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i’m rereading my posts and cringing so hard ew
but reading the dashboard brings me feelings and I want to cry c’:
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oh god hello has it been years jesus fckn christ
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everyone is getting flustered and shit but im completely unaffected by these things. Maybe this is why you are a much better writer than i am?
I shit you not I have to keep in mind what a penis does and I’m just like ‘Okay dicks do this’ so I’m kinda unaffected??
Like??
I don’t get ittttt???
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I’m going to be blunt and say this. It’s been on my mind for a while. Don’t argue with me on this - it’s not something that’s up for debate and frankly I’m in a state of mind where I just do not care about harmful opinions. This is not a debatable topic. This is me calling out the bullshit to people dying every day and they are PEOPLE, not a DEBATE.
Mentally ill people are often suicidal.
Mentally ill people often want to kill themselves all the time.
Sometimes it’s a straight up coping mechanism that actually inspires them to keep working through trauma. For professionals working with people suffering with personality disorders, it’s actually forewarned that they don’t take that coping mechanism away from them too soon or they may actually worsen in state.
Neurotypical people are shaped in this society, to call people who are suicidal and require help selfish.
Neurotypical people are shaped in this society, to tell people to “get help” while they, themselves, are partially responsible for creating trauma-triggered mental illness.
Neurotypical people are shaped in this society, to show sympathy towards those who have a mental illness label, but not when they show symptoms.
Neurotypical people are shaped in this society to reject the mentally ill in both small ways, and big ways, and this contributes greatly to our “selfish” need to end it.
I, myself, use suicidal thoughts as a form of coping. I feel that it encourages me to fight my hardest, and in theory, will be there if things get too rough so you know what that helps me with? Not worrying over things.
There are people who are mentally ill who die every day by suicide. We are ridiculed, and we are tormented, and when we die? Neurotypical people act like they didn’t call us selfish, fucked up, disgusting, abusive, and show us sympathy.
Stop treating mentally ill people as neurotypical people with an attitude problem. Yes, we have things we need to change. Yes, we have things that make us act different.
But if you sit there and dare tell me that suicide is a selfish way to go, Find parents of children who have committed. Utter under your breath how “selfish” it was.
Find people who have lost their friends because of committing. Tell them how DISGUSTING it was they did it.
It’s such a fucked up thing to say. If you wouldn’t say it when a mentally ill person is dead, don’t fucking say it when they’re alive. You saying it’s “selfish” just proves that you have no idea what it’s like.
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Reading my roleplays is hard and painful
Reminds me that I fail to do anything properly yay
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I am so annoyed but i want to educate people IF YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR DATA DELETE ANTIVIRUSES BC THEY’RE USELESS CLUELESS PIECE OF GARBAGIO SOFTWARE THAT ALSO HAS ACCES TO /ALL/ YOUR INFORMATION
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Jesus christ, do you really not know about Tor?? It has mobile apps too (on android at least) Tor is a non-commercial organization that is supported and exists because of donations. So naturally, it is free. I also know that opera browser has vpn, just go to settings and turn it on, Chrome has vpn extentions, if I am not wrong (be careful with chrome extentions though, plenty of them are simple adware).
Also, duckduckgo is a browser that doesn’t collect your information. We don’t have much of those, now do we (I know only duckduckgo, to be honest).
I feel like a lot of people in the USA are so used to paying for everything that they don’t even know that so many things are just the fruits of marketing programms, built on illusions, of course (I love learning about them on college humour, youtube, I think the show is called “Adam ruins everything”, it’ professionally recorded and is a good watch, you should definitely check it out, if you haven’t already). With the era of information, almost everything is avaliable for free without quality differences, you just need to dig a little deeper. A skill of being able to search for and operate with information is very important and will make you a more competitive employee, after all.
My advice: do your research and question everything.
Farewell online privacy
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My dog Chica had a nightmare last night. She doesn’t have them very often but when she does she’ll let out this adorable little howl that startles herself awake. She was a little shaken up about it but after a few snuggles in the hooman bed (usually off limits for doggos) she was happy as can be. After a while she hopped down to her own bed and drifted off into a peaceful pupper snooze. And I thought that was the end of it.
But I had a nightmare too. Now that’s not entirely uncommon, I have them fairly often and they’re something that I’ve gotten used to. But this one was a bad one.
The bad ones are the ones that I don’t wake up from. They’re the ones where my friends or loved ones are hurt in front of me and the only thing I can do is watch and cry and scream in the mad hope that it’s all just some terrible dream. Nothing ever happens to me in these dreams so I’m trapped within until I wake up of my own accord. But tonight was different.
Tonight, I felt something lick my hand and woke up in a cold sweat. There on the side of my bed was Chica, licking my hand and looking up at me with concern. Now I’m not sure how much a dog understands about nightmares and dreams and such, but she’s never woken me up from a nightmare before. I’d like to think that some part of her recognized what I was going through and she just wanted to wake me up to protect me from the scary monsters. I have never been more grateful to have Chica by my side than in that moment.
So I let her hop up on the hooman bed (twice in one night, oh boy!) and after a few snuggles I was happy as can be.
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No one's unfollowed me i'm impressed I checked my sub count before starting my act of shitposting Thank you for your time
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What happens when a manipulator dates another manipulator?
Virus grins evilly,
“F u n.”
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sometimes i am sad I can’t talk to anyone in any language besides russian but then I remember that we have the expression that literally translates to “yes no maybe“ and i am no longer sad
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reblogging in case you missed this gem
strawberry theft is called strobbery
you’re welcome
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strawberry theft is called strobbery
you’re welcome
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when equality is in Russian but still not in Russia
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