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You know you’re in for a glorious gay ride when the first intentional touch of the relationship is a solid “bro tap”

Bro tap (noun) : An excuse to touch. To firmly pat your crush’s arm in a very platonic “my buddy, my pal” fashion in order to hide that internally you are simping like the tragic queer you actually are.

EDIT: So when I made this post I had no idea there was an actual definition for “bro tap” Lmao. 

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you’re hilarious, charlie.

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HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMEN’S DAY!

My first plan (too ambitious) was to draw all the girls from all Osemanverse media. That didn’t work, so accept me humble Solitaire, Radio Silence, and I Was Born For This gals. I have to leave someone for next year, right? :)

a tiny yay for the first time I drew Raine digitally

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Makes me really emotional reading this…

Durham isn’t far off where I live - it’s hitting literally close to home

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i think its a shame to see everyone focus so much on charlies relapse out of all of the scenes in solitaire. i get that they love charlie, but its important for a whole other reason.

charlie's relapse is the event that triggers tori's spiral. it's the catalyst that has her paranoid, intrusive thoughts spiral into really strong delusions and obsessions, that has her depression switch into a mania. that relapse is where it really starts to go downhill.

i could talk forever about how tori is a parentified child, and the type that is never talked about. she isnt a victim of abuse or neglect, but became some sort of a third parent when charlie got sick. she feels entirely responsible for his relapse (which she says so after she blames nick. stop hating her so much for blaming nick), so much so that it causes such a mental health crisis in her that she almost dies. for gods sake, she lets herself get hit by a firework.

she exhibits signs of a manic episode, at the very least a psychotic episode, which leads to her almost jumping off a roof. charlie's relapse may be important, but it is just as important to tori's story as it is to his own.

and if i hear 'my phone rings. 1:39am' to radiohead one more time, i think i may cry. and not because the scene is sad.

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Finch taught me that there's beauty in the most unexpected of places. And that there are bright places, even in dark times. And that if there isn't... you can be that bright place.

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When you are feeling extremely cute✨🍃

Bringing back this not that good video that I made with this outfit.

I'll leave a poem by Emily Dickinson that I like here too:

A Light Exist In Spring

A light exists in spring

Not present on the year

At any other period.

When March is scarcely here

A color stands abroad

On solitary hills

That science cannot overtake,

But human naturefeels.

It waits upon the lawn;

It shows the furthest tree

Upon the furthest slope we know;

It almost speaks to me.

Then, as horizons step,

Or noons report away,

Without the formula of sound,

It passes, and we stay:

A quality of loss

Affecting our content,

As trade had suddenly encroached

Upon a sacrament.

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“our thoughts disintegrate on the wind.”

— Alice Walker, from A Poem Traveled Down My Arm

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The truth about Monsters

The truth is this:

every monster 

you have met

or will ever meet

was once a human being

with a soul

that was as soft 

and light 

as silk 

Someone stole 

that silk from their soul 

and turned them 

into this 

So when you see 

a monster next 

always remember 

do not fear 

the thing before you 

fear the thing 

that created it 

instead.

- Nikita Gill

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“If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.”

— Nikita Gill

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“Someone once told me that human beings have three dimensions: how you see yourself, how others see you, and how you want others to see you. The closer the distance between the three dimensions, the more at peace you are and the more stable you become.”

— Marwa Rakha

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“She is so stubborn, her heart has an argument with her head every time it wants to beat.”

— Catherynne M. Valente

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“I’m still learning to love the parts of me that no one claps for.”

— Rudy Francisco

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