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Wings unseen

People tend to ignore my wings. I never see their eyes follow them, despite how uncommon it is for people to have wings. When I brush them against someone, they don’t seem to feel it. They even act surprised when I flinch.

Of course I am too polite to press anyone on the issue. Perhaps they don’t know how to react to a girl with wings. There is no need to search for some conspiracy. But still, it is odd. Never once has anyone commented on them. My family is repeatedly refused by the wing holes I cut in my clothes. How difficult is it to understand?

Surely it would be impossible to not realize that I am divinely chosen. That God in heaven chose me to carry out His will on Earth. My wings are the sign of a celestial ascendancy unthinkable to any mortal being, a signal not only of purity but of significance in the eternal struggle, a gift, for what they signal, how they read, but also a curse, in their weight, in their responsibility.

Surely all of that is obvious for anyone to see. Everybody must know what they are. So there must be some other reason for everyone to act like my wings don’t exist.

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Truly I hate to do this to you all but; you can watch all the videos and read all the blogs in the world but you cannot learn to sew without at some point picking up a piece of fabric and fucking it up. No tutorial exists that will stop you at some point ruining this poor piece of cloth. The visceral act of holding a project and wondering where you went wrong is the only way to learn sewing; you cannot escape it. I’m sorry

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Are you okay?

A doll that asks itself if it's okay!

And it... doesn't quite know.

So it goes to its witch!

And it asks her if it's okay!

"I'm not sure, dolly, are you?"

And it... still doesn't quite know.

And so she offers it a hug!

And... Yes. It thinks it would like that.

And so the witch gives her doll a big hug!

But it doesn't find itself smiling.

But it leans into her warmth anyway.

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thinking about ghost miku again

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Don't mistake what you feel or think at first reaction for the idea of instinct. Don't berate yourself for not having the same instincts as what you percieve in others. Don't consider yourself broken or immoral for not having these so-called instincts. Don't believe that certain instincts are an innate part of humanity. Don't consider others lesser for having what you perceive as the wrong instincts. So on and on

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Wind-Up Doll leather collar X

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Sometimes you just gotta hold your local trans girl gently and tell it that it doesn't need to pretend to be a person anymore, That it's safe to just be an object, to remind it that it is your most prized possession and you would never let it go.

Reblog to remind the ""person"" you reblogged from that it isn't a person, and doesn't have to fake humanness 24/7

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can i hold you by the throat (flirting)

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It’s not in the setlist? This song is like critical to the message of the album… it is literally the cover art. What?

where are all my haven lovers at…

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Okay

This one made me laugh.

the reason why you have two kidneys is in case you get hungry enough

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not that it's her fault.

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open up

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I’d watch your back if I were you, pal, she’ll trans your gender without a second thought

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girls love developing debilitating crushes on their friends. it’s one of girls’ favourite pastimes even

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il_2539

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Give it a minute and it’ll make total sense homie

Give a man a horse he’ll eat for a day teach a man to horse and make him drinks water