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Sunday 12, 2021 Sunday

Day 2 New Delhi

Today is my second day in Delhi.I have to get up early in order to take bath in a limited time so that other people should also get time, offcourse its not easy for a girl to share her washroom with others but I have to.Breakfast at 10 although I need it badly at 8 but can't help it.Besan ka chila without chutney or ketchup so for the first time in life I ate it with achar.To be honest its not bad but I miss my home.I want to go back but can't lose hope.

I wish I can have some days to come back and feel the home vibes, got idli in lunch.No taste no smell.I thought to visit office or look near by shops so I moved alone walked 2 kilometer and returned with bread and butter.

I lied my family about tea and snacks coz its only tea and no snacks.I have to select a dish per day for my family to have a interesting story.Hope I can get back to maa and ate her tasty food.Missing home, mom and everybody out there badly.

[yashaswimathur4]

Saturday 11 Dec, 2021

Not a usual day in my life.Leaving your home for the first time in life feels like you are broken forever. This is how new brides feels when she leaves her home.I am getting the same vibes. This is one of the hardest challenge thrown on me.

Today I have completed a year in Jagran and now its time to move Delhi. 24 hours back by this time I was so happy, I was watching tv with my family and now they all are almost 500 kilometer away from me.Its easy to pack bags and been here but now its difficult for me to move back.

Lots of respect, love and support is attached with this journey.Now I need to carry forward that legacy and no matter what I need to move ahead, leaving behind my family in pain.I have to keep them motivated so that they don't feel my pain.If they won't feel my pain they will get back to normal soon.

I hope god will give me strength, power to move ahead.

[yashaswimathur4]

Day 06

July 25, 2021

Sunday

Small Things

India is developing and growing so fast. We developed our own covid vaccine and under our current prime minister Narendra Modi, India is being a topic on top for different parts of the world.Although we are growing but struggle for small things remains the same.Specially for GIRLS. The marriage system is a kind of sell and buy contract between two families.I feel like girls are being sold by one and purchased by another.Is it logical to broke a family to begin a new? I mean I am happy where I am living for last 25 years.Is it a joke if someone says you like hey get up and get out of your house for no reason.What I did? I took care of my family, I help my father financially and offcourse mother emotionally.Why I need to do it again with a new family to whom I am stranger.I wish this could be a fair trade where boy also leaves his family to start a new one.May be there are some girls who find it exciting to wear red shinning dress, lots of jewellery and tons of makeup but for me I am happy with dealing with small and large things to make my parents happy.I am happy with my own cusion with my own room with my own mother and her funny gossips.

[yashaswimathur4]

Day 5

Lucknow 16 November 2020

13:46 P.M

Smile Phobia

After so much chios Diwali went on 14 with full cleanliness drive.As usual clean eat and repeat :D. #diwalistress :D:D.

How irritating it is to laugh and laugh and some laugh on things you wanna stay quite.Relatives keep on visiting one after another.My jaws are paining after showing my teeth for a long time.Its quite anoying.I want to laugh with myself and on jokes I thought to be appreciated with my laughter but not for people's sake.I wish festivals could end up with a silent eve. I want some alone time with sweets and to appreciate their sweetness.

#talesofabrowngirl

#diwali #relatives #phobia

[yashaswimathur4]

Day 4

Lucknow, 11th November 2020

11:19 A.M

Deepawali & Winters

Usually by this time I had my breakfast but Diwali is near and maid is busy with cleaning so I am not getting my bread & jam for sure.:( Sad no but what to do Deepawali (her nick name is Diwali) is the biggest festival of us (Hindus). Unfortunately I am the one, and I hate the extra burden on daily routine.But the best part about this festival is that it always boost me up for next few months and it falls between october- november which is my favourite time of the year as summers ends and winters starts with small droplets of morning breeze on leaves.In winters only I notice how many plants I have at home.:D I don't have much to do for the day.I ll apply for some posts which I know I ll never get an answer atleast they should say you are not selected.:D

#talesofbrowngirl #deepawali #winters

#india

[yashaswimathur4]

Lucknow

Day 2

Indian-American Lady became Vice President of America

Morning starts with a glass of hot lemon water, it is good for your metabolism but in the race of loosing weight it is much required.Yaa I called it a race cause I don't want to be a part of that but still I have to in order to lead a normal life.Newspaper have headlines all over it 2020 President Election results are out and Bidden won the seat over trump but what's existing is that the vice president Kamala Harrison is an indian-american poltician.She was born in a village of Tamilnadu.Its a proud movement for Indians.

#Americanelections2020

#kamalaharrison

#biharelections

#Donaldtrumph

[yashaswimathur4]

It's not necessary for a girl to always dream of wedding and jewellery,there are things beyond that and as Titanic dialogue A Woman's Heart Is A Deep Ocean Of Secrets.😊

#talesofbrowngirl