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got my first "you've gotten so skinny!" comment

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was craving ginger snaps so bad at the grocery store, but I remembered that I've lost the weight I have by honoring my body and its progress, not my cravings. food isn't a reward, restriction is.

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I love that he loves me at my fattest but I can’t wait for him to love me at my thinnest.

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the having obese parents with binge eating issues to anorexia pipeline is sooo real

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down 2.6lbs since starting my water fast, thank youuu ana <3

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fast is going good, probably gonna break at 40 hrs. my birthday is next week, and I wanna do cake and stuff, so Im gonna restrict super heavily this week and the week after to compensate.

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THIS MONTHS CHOICES ARE NEXT MONTHS BODY

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being the only ana in a family of binge eaters is so freeing. like yass eat everything out of the fridge so I can keep fasting 😩🙏

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scale is not moving to I'm gonna fast till at least tomorrow morning, maybe longer. however long it takes to get back to my lw.

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my friends and boyfriend started noticing how little I was eating so I went up to 1200 cals a day for a while, I'm still losing just not as fast. I'm finally out of the obese BMI range for the first time since middle school, and steadily approaching normal weight.

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I want to be small for him

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i didn't do my steps or stay under my calorie limit a single day I was on vacation, I'm pretty mad at myself but my metabolism will thank me. it'll help me lose faster the next few weeks, and I still have time to reach my gw before my birthday.

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doing my steps while on poor person vacation is so hard

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if i am fat when my bf proposes to me and there ARE PHOTOS OF IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I WILL KMS I SWEAR

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𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧.

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my grew-up-poor need to not waste food VS my desire to fast

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remember what happened to your body the last time you gave up whenever you feel like giving up