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On windows and sonder

@persimmon444/ soir de mai, henri le sidaner/ the great gatsby, f.scott fitzgerald/ @marsupialpudding / @godspeedmp3/ sonder, the dictionary of obscure sorrows

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all of us snoopy, all of us

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Kafka wrote "it would be better if you didn't come, since you have to leave again" but Faraz sahab wrote " Ranjish hi sahi dil hi dukhane ke liye aa, aa phir se mujhe chor jaane ke liye aa"

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i want to wake up early but dawn ko pakadna mushkil hi nahi namumkin hai

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in a train right now, i can see the city lights and i feel so so overwhelmed

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i have been crying for like 20 minutes about the sincerity of art and the act of creation like ohhh my god

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Ruth Madievsky, All-Night Pharmacy // Suzanne Scanlon, Promising Young Women // Robin Roe, A List of Cages // Hayao Miyazaki, Kiki's Delivery Service // Susan Sontag, As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks, 1964-1980 // D. H. Lawrence, The Plumbed Serpent // Jennifer S. Cheng, "So We Must Meet Apart" // Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart // Alice Oseman, Radio Silence // Franz Kafka, Letters to Felice

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sometimes u listen to some pop song from 2010 and realize oh my younger self is still in here

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keep seeing tumblr posts on twitter and tweets on tumblr oh god these gay people want to be everywhere but outside (me)

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isn't life about friendship?

Lorde ribs // Ross Gay catalog of unabashed gratitude // boygenius true blue // Anne Carson Euripides // Hanya Yanagihara a little life // unknown // @billypotts // Julie Baker hurt less // Trista mateer // Phoebe Bridgers Funeral // Hanya Yanagihara a little life // @slugspoon (Alivia Horsley) // Jean Little oranges // Sally Rooney beautiful world, where are you // unknown // Lorde world alone // boygenius we're in love // Margaret Atwood // Phoebe Bridgers punisher // Ryan O'connell the people you will fall in love with in your 20s // Lucy Dacus yours & mine // Arnold Label frog and toad are friends // Anne Carson Euripides // unknown // boygenius Leonard Cohen

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Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena // Alain de Botton, Essays in Love // Eden Robinson, "Writing Prompts for the Broken-Hearted" // Chloe Liese, Always Only You // Anne Carson and Euripides, An Oresteia // Two—Sleeping At Last // Studio Bones, SK8 the Infinity // Trista Mateer, "is it okay to say this?" // @moodylilac // D. H. Lawrence, "The Rainbow"

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one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it

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everything is a supercut reel in my head. i often cannot enjoy happiness without thinking of the end. it is a curse and a blessing. because that way the moment feels like a movie scene in my head.

born to always mourn the present like it’s already become a memory

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i think as a poet it would be so cool for me to come across somebody web-weaving lines from my poems one day. like, i might not want to pursue poetry as a career, but i want to move people when they read lines that are excerpts from my poems, just the lines being enough to move them like most pieces of texts i read on here. i wonder where they come from very often.

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A Burst of Light, Audre Lorde

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i dont understand

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