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I want to be a pretty girl like the others are

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i’m a brown eyed baby.

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growing up without receiving love from ur parents is so weird because yes i am full of it but how can i show it to you. i have so much love to give but no idea of how to do so.

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When I was hurting, I saw people for who they really were. Some strangers held my heart with more care than those I loved most. And the ones I trusted, the ones I thought would never leave, acted like I was nothing. Hard times don’t just hurt, they reveal.

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hey, I was just at "things got better" island and everyone there is talking about how excited they are to meet you

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you don’t realize how bad it is until you start noticing that impatience has become common currency. watching a full 2-hour movie from the comfort of your couch is torture - even a 25-minute series episode is too much. you can’t stand still while waiting for the bus without reaching out for your phone and opening something - any app, even to check the weather for the millionth time that day.

even conversations are suddenly taking too long, and when you look around, you start hearing all these absurd stories of how people are skipping paragraphs while ‘reading’ books because they think descriptions are boring or just ‘need to’ finish faster to reach their reading goals.

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Sleeping fawn with albinism

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watching yourself spiral into a mental breakdown while knowing you can't stop it is a different kind of heartbreak

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I legit have no memory of time I didn't know how to swim. Spent half the time of my childhood summers up to my ears in a lake. I am unsinkable. My skin is so oily that the water just fucking rejects it. I just float on top like a witch carved from styrox tossed in the dead sea.

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“Fall in love with the person who enjoys your madness, not an idiot who forces you to be normal.”

— Unknown

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Two Women Kissing in Nature (b. 1859)

— by Georges Rochegrosse