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youve died a thousand times before who caaares just climb out of this grave again & again &agaian & agaian & again & again & aga

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i've had kenzie's voiceclaims for years and never dropped them, so they are for your convivence.

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tag for @7imbs

& ── ⠀❪ ship ┊ if you hold me without hurting me‚ you’ll be the first that ever did‚ jess riley . 🕯️

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— Lana Del Rey; Cinnamon Girl

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tell me you need me. in those words.

꒰✿´ meme here !!! ` ꒱ ... ♡

CAMERON'S BACK CURVES ALONG THE WOODEN DOORFRAME, the tip of her chin pointed downwards as large eyed gaze falls on Kenzie as if he was speaking poetry. Maybe he was, in his own twisted way. Cameron's heart follows the pattern of the pitter-pattering rain, the heaviness she feels being shown in the treacherous downpour that encapsulates her home, the town, the whole eastern coast of Massachusetts. A heavy heart standing before her beloved like he hadn't opened a wound earlier, spit blood in her face like she wasn't trying to mend his own. The request that leaves his lips is null and void because HE made it so. He opened the sky. Kenzie caused the rain.

Gentle digits press against the fabric of his shirt instead. The shirt she left for him between dimensions, her name stitched into the cuff of his sleeve. Cameron's gaze shifts back up to study his face, a pleading hidden behind brown globes, just wanting him to come inside and to hold her as if nothing happened. Cameron's pride is too mighty to allow that. A lion's roar is reflected in the thunder, Cami hooks her arm around his neck to pull him closer.

"You hurt me," Voice cracking as the downpour gets stronger, heavier against her porch steps. There is no room for apologies, just truths. "Where were you?" A strike of lightening lights up the scene, Cami tightening her knuckles white on the fabric. You should come inside. Like a chant, the message clear in the glint of her expression, body now curled into his. "Why weren't you here, Kenzie?" I needed you then, and I need you now. He opened the sky, he caused the rain.

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10:51PM

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tag drop.

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your smol reminder that kenzie only dates woman who can kick his ass.

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✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑩𝑳𝑶𝑶𝑫 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑫𝑨𝑹𝑲𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑺.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of loose quotes taken from various characters from hades (supergiant games). these quotes are from the first game of the series. writing/roleplaying prompts. from fluff to angst! feel free to edit as you see fit, especially since some are gendered.

❝ i’m leaving. try and stop me. ❞ ❝ that could have gone better. ❞ ❝ why can’t you just stay? ❞ ❝ i wish you could come with me. ❞ ❝ you’re coming with me. ❞ ❝ i have to take you back. ❞ ❝ but for you, i will be making an exception. ❞ ❝ whew… they’re gone. ❞ ❝ now, come on, we got places to be! ❞ ❝ may the fates favour your journey. ❞ ❝ oh you know, i’d rather have my eyes put out, but thanks for offering! ❞ ❝ if only… ❞ ❝ you should be ashamed of yourself, and learn your place. ❞ ❝ ahh, so you are taking pity on me, then? ❞ ❝ i’m sorry that it has to be this way. ❞ ❝ you’re late. ❞ ❝ will i see you soon? ❞ ❝ did you miss me? ❞ ❝ i’m home. ❞ ❝ we’re heading home. ❞ ❝ you… came back? ❞ ❝ i hope i didn’t keep you waiting very long, did i? ❞ ❝ is something wrong? ❞ ❝ i can’t believe this. ❞ ❝ i’m in your debt. ❞ ❝ there’s going to be payback, you know. ❞ ❝ … damn you. ❞ ❝ this is for you. ❞ ❝ do you remember me? my name is—ah, nevermind. ❞ ❝ i’m not who you think i am. ❞ ❝ keep following that heart of yours. ❞ ❝ to hell with this place! ❞ ❝ fear is for the weak. ❞ ❝ oh, look at you, you poor, poor thing, you’re hurt! ❞ ❝ you’re such a sweetheart. ❞ ❝ you brought this on yourself. ❞ ❝ no need to thank me, mate. ❞ ❝ please, i don’t want to do this… ❞ ❝ you don’t have to do this… ❞ ❝ only the best for you. ❞ ❝ i hope you’re right. ❞ ❝ gods grant me strength… ❞ ❝ that is the worst idea i think i’ve ever heard. ❞ ❝ do you understand how little sense that makes? ❞ ❝ look what i found! ❞ ❝ something’s changed about the beating of your heart. ❞ ❝ no wonder they don’t like you. ❞ ❝ wish i could be there to see your face. ❞ ❝ i’ll earn your favour yet. ❞ ❝ how bad could it be? ❞ ❝ hello there, handsome. ❞ ❝ … this is the cheesiest thing i’ve heard from you. ❞ ❝ what has gotten into you? ❞ ❝ blood and darkness! ❞ ❝ lucky for you, i’ve no pride like many others here. ❞ ❝ it’s over. i’m sorry. ❞ ❝ go. away. i won’t repeat myself. ❞ ❝ i knew your heart was true. ❞ ❝ let’s kiss and make up! ❞ ❝ mischief, me? oh please! ❞ ❝ i don’t know how you can stand this kind of thing… ❞ ❝ you tried. that’s what matters. ❞ ❝ a man after my own heart… ❞ ❝ why won’t you give up? ❞ ❝ ever so stubborn, aren’t you? ❞ ❝ life and death, one and the same. ❞ ❝ you’re running from yourself. again. ❞ ❝ what do you want from me? leave me alone. we’ve nothing to discuss anymore. ❞ ❝ i cannot bring myself to stay upset with you forever. ❞ ❝ the truth is i’m a lover, not a fighter. ❞ ❝ i have to see her! ❞ ❝ so how goes wilful disobedience of late? ❞ ❝ you think all these gifts will make things go back to the way they were? ❞ ❝ we’re older now—i’d hope we’re wiser, too. ❞ ❝ i have to go. ❞ ❝ we were having such a good time! ❞ ❝ time is up. ❞ ❝ you’re so reckless. ❞ ❝ thank you for always keeping me on my toes. ❞ ❝ your luck’s run out. ❞ ❝ i don’t know why i bother with you, honestly. ❞ ❝ may i call you my friend? ❞ ❝ i’d like to make a toast, to you! ❞ ❝ no need for special thanks. ❞ ❝ i’ve some memories i’m not quite ready to give up on yet. ❞ ❝ i’ll break your heart. ❞

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Bilal Al-Shams, Sacrifice

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which oddly specific color palette are you?

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activity psa

hey friends, so if it wasn’t already obvious i haven’t really been around recently anywhere, due to a number of factors. i am here to inform you that this is probably not going to be changing much anytime soon. well the disassociation has finally let go of my brain, i am faced with another present hurdle. as of tonight ( sun 12am ) i am the full time shift lead till feb. my supervisor is going back to africa on mon for two months holiday, which he is more than deserving of as he doesn’t take holidays during the year at all. as the deputy supervisor, operating on the weekends, i have now inherited his position five days a week. with the tensions among the various staff even two days can take a lot out of me. my job in itself is already exhausting, now with that on top of it. i am only getting christmas day off in dec as i am too important to let go for a week but hey they let my shitty coworker with less seniority take five days and i am definitely not upset about that : )))))) so i will not have any down time from this. i am going to be very tired and anxious at times during this period. my motivation is going to fluctuate excessively. i can be here for a few days straight and then vanish for weeks. it all depends on my mental state.

i love warren, and all my blogs so much and i am not abandoning them. but i wanted to explain that the activity dips will continue for the next two months. on the plus side, being the supervisor full time means i have computer access all five nights i am on, so realistically there is more chance for writing. but all of this is going to depend on my mood and work load. i am also going to stop making “i’ll be active soon, or maybe tonight” posts. they have been wigging me out lately and then i feel guilty for not delivering. in short, consider this a semi hiatus, and i will be active when and where, wherever i feel like it.

i appreciate your patience with me and i encourage mutuals to reach out to me on disco : warrdenpowers. (with the dot) for those that don’t have me yet. for plotting and chatting purposes. hell it might even be easier to rp in servers. so msg me about that if you are interested. anyway, thanx for reading this. i adore you all 💜💙💛 xoxo

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“l love you, in ways you've never been loved, for reasons you've never been told, for longer than you think you deserved and with more than you will ever know existed inside me.”

— Tyler Knott Gregson, Chasers of the Light

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the disassociation is really bad right now my dudes. i will do some stuff once my brain is centered back in reality. you can always find me on disco ! wardenpowers. (dot is included)

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your smol reminder that kenzie only dates woman who can kick his ass.

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 private     and    selective    original   character   𝙢𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙣𝙯𝙞𝙚  𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙧 𝙡𝙪𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙣  𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙛𝙩  better   known   as   𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙝𝙖𝙢   "𝙖𝙧𝙠"   𝙠𝙚𝙣𝙯𝙞𝙚   featured   in   original  lore,  𝘁𝗵𝗲   𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗹𝗶   𝗱𝗲𝗶   𝘀𝗮𝗴𝗮,    written    and     created    by    elias.  he/him.   pst.   25+   kenzie's reincarnation is located on @auras3ye

𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖇𝖔𝖔𝖐 𝖔𝖋 𝖌𝖊𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖎𝖘 :   in the beginning when god created the heavens and the earth, the earth was a formless void and darkness covered the deep, while a wind from god swept over the face of the waters. then god said " let there be light. " and there was light. and god saw that the light was good, and god separated the light from the darkness.

  ¹  𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃    |    ² 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐋     |   ³  𝐏𝐒𝐃   

𝐂𝐈𝐑𝐂𝐋𝐄  𝐎𝐅  𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋  :  (affiliates)   @flamewinged, @7imbs, @mythdoomed, @angshel, @lovealign

𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐑  :  as   stated   above   mackenzie   is   part   of    an   original   saga   of    my   own    creation    which  i   play   multiple   characters   of.    this   world   of   mine   has   been    seven   years   in   the  making   and   it    is    continuingly   expanding.    it   holds   very   near   and   dear   to   me,   so   please    respect    my    work   and    do   not    lift    it.   if    you   would    like   to   make   a   muse   that   fits   into   my    lore,    by   all   means    approach   me.   warning:   mackenzie's   story  contains   many  triggering   elements   including   heavy  emphasis   on   s****a   at   the   hands   of   lucifer  and   in  some   verses,     whom   is   his  adopted   father.   this  is  a  critical   element   to  his  background   as    it  effects   how   he   interacts   with  others.   if   any  of   this   is   a    problem   for  you,    i   advise   you   do   not   follow   this   blog.   more   information   can   be   found   in   my   carrd.    furthermore,   this   is   a   selective   activity   blog    based   on   my   mood.   do   not   attempt   to   interact   if   inconsistent   presence   bothers   you.