yesimcrazyme

[yesimcrazyme]

2/19/14 being second

So tired of being picked second. You claim so many things about us, so why can't they be true. I put you first no matter what. I've destroyed friendships for you and what do you do to me. Put me second and kick me out because you want to go hang out with your friends and you're done with me.. I'm just so tired of feeling like I'm the only one putting in so much energy into this and I still get my face shoved in the mud. It's not fair. And it's coming close to the end if something doesn't change. I love to so much but I'm not gonna be second to anyone.

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2/18/14 volleyball

okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay , lol omg that's a lot of A's,,,, oh well

alright well if you know who I am there are a few things I truly love and volleyball is one of them I have been playing for a long time now {6 years}. I  am definitely not the fastest strongest or smartest player but I like to think im good. and last year I joined a church league with some friends and my boyfriend. we have open gym Mondays and Tuesdays,

the select people who usally go to open gym are all around the same skill level, but there are def some people who are clearly better than others and thats all fine because they know who they can and cant crush the ball at and they don't try to kill the ball everytime its set to them. so now I can start my rant about this certain person who has been going lately....... I don't want to be rude because I don't really know him but I cant help it! so tonight he showed up later them everyone else did and he tends to do that a lot whether it because of school or work idk buuuut do not come in sit nd just stare at everyone until someone asks you if you want to play like you are an adult open your mouth and use your big boy words! that drives me crazy. so once he finally joins a team whether he plays against the weakest or strongest team he doesn't care he will hit the ball so hard at you that it looks like he wants to see how many people he can hurt and it bothers me sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! like I am sorry that we are not all perfect like you are dude but please who are you trying impress we all know you can hit and serve hard.... its starting to get old and im not the only one who notices that he does it.........................OMG and the looks he gives make my skin crawl!!!!!!!!!!!!! he looks so pissed off allll the time or he just shows no emotion what so ever. we could all be laughing and joking and hes just standing there like "wow is someone gonna set or not.." like ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just leave if aren't here to have fun because everyone else is! there are just so many things I cant even begin to explain. but I would like to say goooooooodnight everyone(:

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a release 2/18/14

the reason I made a tumblr was to start I guess blogging I really just want to use this as an escape from everyone. I wish would have gotten into all of this when I was younger and maybe it would have helped me more get through some obstacles in my life. but I want to learn how to escape and find a new way to express myself without dragging other people through my mess! don't get me wrong talking to people is the best stress reliever but if you know me you know in a heart beat if I could I would take all of your stress nd put it on my own shoulders. I hate seeing people hurt or upset! it makes me hurt and get upset, I willtry my hardest to fix the problem even if I know theresnothing I could do to help....but I will always try. lol im getting off topic.............,,,,,,,,,,,,,, anyways I want to start putting my stress and problems onto here so I can get it out and in the open so I can feel somewhat better. lol I sometimes feel lik when I try to vent to my boyfriend he doesntcare so if I talk to m computer it cant huff and puff about my complaining lol..........(((: 

[yesimcrazyme]

[yesimcrazyme]

We’ve been taught a woman’s body will cause men to sin. We’re told that if a woman shows too much of her body men will do stupid things. Let’s be clear: A woman’s body is not dangerous to you. Her body will not cause you harm. It will not make you do stupid things. If you do stupid things, it is because you chose to do stupid things.

How to See a Woman: A Conversation Between a Father and Son  (via kateoplis)

yes. yes. yes.

(via stuffmomnevertoldyou)