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writing isnt even like a hobby to me anymore its just that theres images trapped in my head and if i dont get them out fast enough they start rotting in there and stinking up the place

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For Better and For Worse

Nanase Riku

A little prick.

Metal beneath his skin, pinching, sliding. Welling of red down clear plastic tubes. Rubber band tied tight to make blue stark against white.

A little prick.

Ceaseless beeping in his ears. Clear fluid cold inside his veins. Slipping under his skin. Crawling up his arm with each beat of his heart.

A little prick.

"Make a fist for me." He makes a fist. The nurse misses. "Sorry about that." She tries again.

A little prick.

It doesn't matter. Elbows and hands and wrists. Once in the ankle. Little white dots to mark the place, etched into his skin by hollow-pointed needles. Saline in and blood out. Over and over again.

A little prick.

White walls and white floors and Tenn-nii's hand in his. "You're doing so well sweetie, just a little while longer." The nurse's scrubs have ladybugs on them.

A little prick.

Fire through his lungs. Pain though his chest. He doesn't feel the little prick. There's a tube down his throat. Tears in his eyes.

A little prick.

Tenn-nii isn't there anymore.

A little prick.

The white scars remain. Elbows and hands and wrists.

They always will.

A little prick.

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this might sound weird but i notice that you and morningdew12 share a lot of long comments on your "how do we live, from now on?" fic on ao3 (i just reread it, i love it) and i was wondering if you know her personally to know when she might update her nepenthes fic? i dont know if she has a tumblr or twitter and though i love her other current fics a lot its been a long time since she updated that. thank you and i hope you doing ok

Oh hi. Thank you for loving my fic. I'm doing okay rn, just... well... lost my motivation a bit. Unfortunately morningdew12 and I are purely stranger T^T I think she's just so enthusiastic about my fic and I love her so much for that, but outside of her AO3 handle I don't know a thing about her. I'm sorry, I hope you can find another way to contact her.

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A thing I love to do is telling prepper dudes that one of my disaster readiness skills is making stuffed animals. They never get it. Like, my dude, when things get very bad and we're all sharing overcrowded shelters, you're gonna want the power to comfort children. Trust me.

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hi, are you still into arc v? i really enjoyed your fic on ao3 🥺

Yeah, I'm taking a break bcs the plot for the other Yugioh fic of mine is starting to get out of hand and I really need to write a quite bit more for it and edit it later.

I'm planning to finish my arc-v fic soon, don't worry about it ^^

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Did I daydream this, or was there a website for writers with like. A ridiculous quantity of descriptive aid. Like I remember clicking on " inside a cinema " or something like that. Then, BAM. Here's a list of smell and sounds. I can't remember it for the life of me, but if someone else can, help a bitch out <3

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Deaths in Pandora Hearts~

Yellow: Nameless Characters

Pink/Magenda: Named characters

I think I might have noted one twice… But only one.

Some haven’t put multiple ones where many people die on the same page. So yeah. I’ve included deaths from flashbacks too, but except of the one I might have noted twice, the rest is only noted once (I think). Also, The last two volumes are not out yet, so.

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Sometimes Reddit is hilarious:

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AO3 Etiquette -UPDATED

Based on both decent and not so decent replies, I have made some changes to my original post below.

It would seem a whole new kind of AO3 reader/writer is emerging and it is becoming clear not everyone quite understands how the website community works. Here is some basic guidance on how most people expect you to go about using AO3 to keep this a fun community archive that funtions correctly:

As well as likes, kudos is for when the story was interesting enough to make you finish reading. If it sucked or was badly written, you probably left. If you finished it, you liked it - so kudos.

If you really liked it, you should try to comment. It can be long and detailed or a literal keysmash. Writers don't care, we just love comments.

No critisism unless the author has specifically asked or agreed to hear it (so use your notes to say if you want some constructive feedback). Even constructive critisism is a no-no unless an author note tells you it's okay. No, posting it online is not an open invitation for that. Many people write as a fun hobby or a way to cope with, among other things, insecurity and just want to share. Don't ruin that for them. I've seen so many authors just stop writing coz they can't handle the negative emotions the critism brings, and it's only meant to be a fun thing shared for free (pointing out tagging errors is not included in this).

Do not comment to ask the author to write/update something else. It's tacky and off-putting and will probably have the opposite effect than the one you want.

There is no algorithm, it's an archive. Use the search and filter function to add/remove the pairings/characters/tropes etc. you want to read about and it will find you the fics that fit the bill.

For this to work, writers must tag and rate stories. This avoids readers finding the wrong things and missing the stuff they want. I don't care how cringy that trope is in your eyes - it gets tagged.

The tag exception is if you don't want to tag a million things or spoil your story, you can rate it as "chose not to use warnings," and maybe tag the bare minimum.

Don't censor tags. How can someone exclude a tag if the word isn't typed out correctly? There are no content bans for terms so don't censor them.

If the tags are mostly content/trigger warnings, especially if they are things considered very fucked up or graphic, you might want to use "dead dove - do not eat" to ensure people know that you're not messing around with tags and what they get is exactly what you've warned them about.

Character A/Character B means a ROMANTIC or SEXUAL relationship of some kind. Character A&Character B is PLATONIC, like friendship or family.

Nothing is banned. This is an rule because banning one thing is a slipperly slope to banning another and another, until nothing is allowed anymore. Do not expect anyone to censor for you. Because of the tags system, you are responsible for your own reading experience.

People can create new chapters and sequels/fic series any time after they "complete" a story. So it's considered perfectly normal to subscribe, even to a finished story. You can even subscribe to the author instead just to cover your bases.

Do not repost stories or change the publishing date without an extremely good reason (like a complete top to bottom rewrite or an exchange youve written for going public). It's an archive, not social media. No one cares what's the most recent, only what fits their tag needs.

Instead of deleting a story you wrote if you hate it - consider making it anonymous or orphaning it so others can still enjoy it, without it being connected to your name anymore. If you still want to delete it, fair enough.

It's come to my attention that metaworks ARE allowed on AO3, which is something I wasn't aware of. So if you do post an essay or theory, please tag it as such so others can choose to search for it or exclude it. Art is also allowed.

The only reason this archive works is because NON ONE PROFITS. Do not link to your ko-fi or patreon or mention monetary gain in any way or you violate the terms and risk having your account removed. If anyone does link, it leaves the archive open to people claiming it's for profit and having the whole thing removed.

I KNOW there's plenty more I missed but I'm trying to cover most of the basics that people seem to be struggling with.

I invite anyone to add to this, but please explain, don't berate.

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If I could, I would

Fandom: Idolish7 Rating:  General  Words: 1595  Tags: Hurt/Comfort, comfort is weak tho ngl  Relationships:   Nanase Riku &  Kujo Tenn (General)  Characters:  Nanase Riku, Kujo Tenn & some mention of their parents. Summary:  Set before canon, when both Riku and Tenn were children. Riku had always been sick, and, of late, his attacks had increased and Tenn was doing the same he has always done; care for him to the best of his abilities. But Riku had woken up that evening with a lot more to say than usual. Links: link

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You know that I'm not that emotionally attached to Gojou, but damn this MV does a very good job in capturing his character. Despite being the strongest sorcerer, Gojou is still one of the teacher working and caring for his students in Tokyo Jujutsu school. Whatever others say about him, one thing is clear: he is actually a caring teacher.

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here's a handy infograph showing the difference between certain popular idol properties :) hope this helps<3

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Riku Nanase Mechanical Lullaby Rabi TV Part 1

ずっと昔の話～１～: A Story From Long Ago ~1~

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Could you please explain why Kujo said that Riku is a monster? I didn't quite understand that part ...ヾ(｡>﹏<｡)ﾉﾞ✧*。

Hello! In part 3, Kujou said 3 things about Riku and I think they’re related to your question:1. Riku is a monster2. Tenn is better than Riku3. Riku resembles Zero more than Tenn

1. Kujou said that Riku is a monster. It’s because Riku can influence people’s feelings. Just like looking at a child or animal, looking at Riku makes you want to give him whatever he wants. In good and bad ways.

Kujou thinks that Riku is a monster that can make the fans do anything for him. As long as Riku is happy, they’re happy. And sooner or later, they’ll stop caring about anything else.

2. Kujou chose Tenn instead of Riku, even though he said that Riku resembled Zero more. Because Tenn gives happiness to the fans, while Riku gets it from the fans.

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Mechanical Lullaby ~Last Day~

Mechanical Lullaby Event Story (12/07)

Part 1~4 | 5~8 | 9~12 | 13~16 | 17~22 | 23~26

Part 23 – Awaken

Jane (Izumi Iori): Fabra, over here!

Fabra (Nikaido Yamato): …… How’s Cielo!?

Terra (Nanase Riku): Fabra-san…! Cielo is… Cielo is…!

Fabra: Terra, calm down.

Fabra: I say that but, his head is badly injured… The risk is high…

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Translation of Wolfwood’s contract. I am totally gagged by the fact he had to swear on this under oath of Vash’s name.