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This is it! The part two! Enjoy!

Maki Zenin(?) x fem! reader

You cut your ribbon, it hurts for her to see that, yet that is what she wanted... right?

Why did it have to come to this? Why did she have to push you this far?

Was it the right thing? Or not?

What would she do now?

Warnings⚠️: Angst and Fluff at the end

'It's too bright!' is what you first thought when you woke up, your arm hurts and your head was pounding like crazy, it felt like you were inside a nightmare

But looking around you were unfamiliar with the place where you were in, it seems like this is a dorm of some sort yet your guard was up

Not knowing who dragged you here fear hits you, the last thing you remembered was the girl named Maki and you cutting you soulmate ribbon

...Right you cut your ribbon, it's her wish yet why does it still hurts to do so? What is because you were looking forward to having a relationship with your soulmate?

Whatever the reason was, you did not want to know it now do anything about it, you just have one thought in your mind 'I have to get out of here!'

With a new found energy despite just Woking up, you stood up and went straight for the door, thankfully it wasn't locked and that you were dressed in some sort, even if it looks like a oversize hoodie and some shorts that barely made it to your knees

Opening the door you saw a hallway that seems like it was plucked out of a movie, it was very old due to the design and the wood coloring, yet it was very clean and well maintained to your eyes

Walking slowly you used the wall for supporting die to your wounds hurting once again after just waking up, even if it hurts you pushed through, you have to get out of there and fast

You did not know what the person who brought you here wanted, nor did you know them and if it was that woman, then it might just break your heart once again

Getting rejected by her, without even getting to know her, then having your ribbon cut, it was all crashing down on you, the reality of now not having a soulmate but also getting rejected hurts

'Why? Of all people, why did it have to be me?! What did I do to suffer this?!' you asked yourself while tears built in your eyes and started to fall down your cheek while you walk through the hallway

It's was terrifying, just thinking of a world without the person that was supposed to love you and stay with you

A world where you were never given a chance and was outright rejected in the day you meet, a world where you felt that you have no more purpose or any other things to do than just be there

Yo wish that maybe this was all just a silly dream, that you are about to wake up soon and find that your soulmate never rejected you nor did you cut your ribbon just for her

But alas, the world is nothing but cruel to your fragile and broken heart, maybe in your next life you can have another chance, you can have another soulmate that treat you rightfully and wont reject you, will love and take care of you, will be beside you till the time of death came

Yet why is it that everything goes wrong for you?

Did you deserve this?

Why?

Why??

WHY???

WHY?!?!

Tears suddenly fell from your eyes to the floor, your vision going blur, you stopped and leaned your body to the wall taking deep breaths too replenish your oxygen

It was getting hard to breath, your lungs felt like it was being crushed by stone tablets

Tears kept falling from your eyes to your cheek it was getting a bit hazy in your view, it feels like everything was spinning non stop and you were starting to feel dizzy

Yet despite that you wanted to continue on and leave this place

You wanted to get out of here and get to the safety of your home, cry your self to sleep and forget any of this ever happened, just wishing that it was all but a painful and hurtful dream

There were voices, you did not know if it was your hazy mind playing tricks on you, but it sounded so familiar

Why?

'Who is talking? It's getting a bit noisy, shut up pls' you thought, even though you were feeling weak, you managed to open your eyes when you heard rapid footsteps going to your current location

Some shouts were heard and when you opened your eyes, that is when you have managed to catch a glimpse of that beautiful forest green hair and golden sun eyes

It was mesmerizing, yet your vision was getting blurry, even so you pushed through and stood up to run and get out of here

But it seems like fate has other plans for you today, having only woken up a few minutes ago, your body seems to have denied your request to stand up and run

Your hand that was supporting you slipped and you lost your balance, closing your eyes you braced yourself for the incoming impact of the floor, yet you felt nothing, no pain or whatsoever

"Got ya" that seductive voice brushed behind your ear and your face exploded to a hundred shades of red and your knees suddenly lost its strength, causing you to fall to the floor

Her hand was holding you from your waist, supporting you and letting you down slowly rather than abruptly to the floor

"Are you alright?" her voice was smooth and laced with worry, it then made you think 'Why?'

Looking behind, you saw her with her two companions behind her, those golden eyes were full of worry, yet questions lingered in your mind

'Why are you so worried?' just by looking at her mad you want to believe that this is nothing but a dream

Yet you yourself know that it was too real to be a dream, everything about her was too damn real, and it angered you

"Why do you care?" your question caught her off guard, "Of course I will care! I am your-..."

She really can't say soulmate after the recent events that lead to this, yet why does it feel right to say that?

"Your my what? May I remind you we have nothing between us that you can use as evidence that we are connected in any way possible, so please, stop saying things that wasn't there" your words stung her so much

Yet she knew you were right, after all she was the reason you were now here, without a soulmate because of her

"I know, sorry it just came out" her explanation was disgusting to your ears, yet sweet and tempting at the same time

"What happened? Where am I? And what did you do?" your questions were all that was heard before she smiled at your direction

"You collapsed that's what happened, you are at Jujutsu High School right now and I merely changed your clothes after Ieri-san checked and bandaged your wounds up" she explained

You tried to stand up knmy to slide back down again, you would have fallen on your ass, but luckily her hand wrapped at your waist keeping you steady

You did not deny the help while she assisted you on standing up, making sure you were fine before letting go but not going that far away from you

"Let's get you back to the room, you are still injured and it's best to rest so that you can have enough strength and energy" Panda said before guiding you back to the room where you woke up

Maki didn't have the courage to go with you two but Inumaki stopped her and made sure that she came to the room where you were being led top

Once inside panda helped you get settled in back to the bed, you didn't lay down just sit there looking at your surroundings

"Why did you bring me here?" the question came out more cold than you initially thought "So that you could recover more quickly, with our doctor here we knew she will be able to help you in recovering" Panda answered

"I want to go home" it was the only thing that came out of your mouth "You can't, not right now at least, you're still injured and weak at the moment, you need to stay here and rest till you get better" Panda once again answered his voiced laced with worry for both the you and his friend

But at the same time he could not help but get mad at Maki for telling such things to you and feel pity at what you have experienced, yet he knows why Maki did that

She was scared

Panda knows this all too well, Maki was really glad, yet instead of saying those things to you she chose to distance herself because she was scared

She was scared that if her family knew you will received discrimination and maybe some threats to your life, she doesn't want that to happen

She is scared that if your family found out that she was disowned by her own family the will say things that will hurt you, so she made that decision

He decision to cut ties with you, it might seem like she did not care one bit, but for her it was like her world shattered and was burn to ashes, this was also her dream

Her dream to see and have a life with her soulmate, a life where you two can live happily and more peacefully, a life where she does not need to be scared anymore, a life where she does not need to distance herself from you and end up hurting both of you at the process of it

She wants that life, a life she saw with the people who she either pass by or people she knows, those people who are happy with their soulmate, those people that does not need to be scared and have to hide away

Those were the kinds of people she admired, she holds them in high regards, yet she also envy them, after all she wished she could have that life with you

Yet she knew she ruined it already, just looking at you right now without the red ribbon connecting you to her hurts her

Maybe, she really does not deserve you after all, you were kind, funny and beautiful in her eyes, someone she will always love even if she was the reason she wont be able to do that now

"Maki!" a voice pulled her out of her trance "What?" she asked looking at her friends that was looking back at her "I called you like 3 times already, well that aside" he paused before continuing with a sigh "She wasn't to talk with you alone so Toge and I will be outside, call us if you need us"

Panda left dragging the shorter male with him "Kelp?" he asked his friend "Wait what?" the girl looked back at them before shouting "Get your asses back in here!" "Talk with her! We will wait here!" shouted by Panda before closing the door

'What the hell was he thinking?! That idiot! She hates me! He should have not left me here with her!' she kept saying to herself

"Are you going to look at me now?" you asked, waiting for her to acknowledge you so that you both can talk, even without the ribbon, she was your soulmate, and you want to know her reason, why she pushed you away

She had no choice, she then turned around and looked at you, you then stood up and walked to her, she wanted to run and get out of here, but she knew she had to do this, she had to face you one way or another sooner or later

She didn't even budge, she just stood there while you walked to her, by the time you stopped looking you can clearly see the height difference you both had

"Your quite tall and muscular despite being a female" your voice startled her, she then looked down at you she was 170 cm or 5'7 while you were 160 cm or 5'3

"Skip that, why did you want to talk with me?" she asked while keeping her stoic expression on, she was making sure you would not be able to read her

"I wanted to ask something" you started but paused before turning around and walking back to the bed and sitting down, you continued while looking at the window, the rays of the sun reflecting you and in Maki's view it was like an angel had descended on earth

"Why did you not want to have me as your soulmate, Maki-san?" your question made her flatter, she knew it was coming yet she did not have the heart to listen to you ask her that kind of question, because she herself is still questioning her own mind for making that decision

"..." silence overtook the room, it was thick while you were waiting that answer from her "Are you going to talk or not?" you asked her frozen state standing Infront of you

"My question was simple, why did you not want me ask your soulmate?" you asked once more "Is that question so hard to answer Maki-san?" you continued when she did not answer once again

"What did I do to deserve this Maki-san? Have I made something that made you hate me? As far as I know, we have just met" again it was silent, she refused to answer you yet she can feel her heart shattering to more pieces, it was hard, this was hard for her

"Please answer me, its like I'm talking with air here, my question isn't that hard Maki-san" you continued "Maki-san please, just answer me!" you raised your voice, hearing this surprised her

"I was scared!" in that moment she revealed her real reason, why she wanted to break the ribbon between the both of you, why she forced herself to say those hurtful words, why she even think those things

It was then silent before it was broken by your words "W-what? What the heck do you mean your scared?!" anger overtook you 'Her scared? Yeah right! This girl is just messing with me that's it!' you thought while looking at her with a glare

"I was scared.... I was scared that if my family found out I was your soulmate, bad things might come your way, I was scared that you would get involved with my family, I was scared that if you found out I am just like you an ordinary student with no ability to see curses without these glasses like Panda or Toge you would leave me" she said, tears build up on her eyes

You were shocked by her revelation "What?" you asked, your voice low "That's right! This soulmate of yours is scared, she is a coward! That is why I never wanted for you to have a connection to me!" she continued her words

"That's why I told those things to you out of my own will, every time I see you with your eyes falling to a set of tears, all I wanted was to just take it all back!" her words was laces with anger, not to you but to herself

"I wanted you far from me, so that you can be safe! So, I am sorry you got stuck with someone like me as your soulmate! But I really like you to the point I am willing to so all this for you to be safe... So please, lets forget this ever happened" her words rung to your ears

You were silent and she took that as your agreement and silently started to walk away from you "Hopefully you can find a more suitable soulmate than me and I am sorry for what I did, but in my opinion it was the best choice for your own safety" before she could leave you talked

"Who are you to tell me that?" she stopped and looked back at you "What?" you looked at her dead in the eye "Who the hell asked you to do that?! I never wanted you to do that!" you shouted back at her "All I ever wanted was to be with my soulmate! My dream! You have no right to tell me that!"

She looked surprised, your words made her heart skip a beat for a moment "What?" you looked at her, she can see anger and passion flickering through your eyes, and when you look at her you could see she was happy, a flickering fear and sadness lingering

"I don't care what your family thinks! I only wanted to have a life with you! I never wanted to cut our ribbon!" you confessed, tears streaming down your eyes that made her more surprise

"H-hey, why are you crying?" she went near the bed and kneels in front of you "What do you want? I will do anything just.... just don't cry please, you look more beautiful smiling and laughing" she commented and wiped the tears falling down your eyes to your cheeks

"You idiot!" you shouted and kept on crying "All I wa-wanted was to meet you! T-to be able to build a c-connection with my s-soulmate!" you told her while tears kept on spilling no matter how much you try to stop them

"All I e-ver wanted was to h-have a happy connection with my s-soulmate! No matter who t-they are or what they do! No matter who hated them or w-ho liked them! I wouldn't even change anything in them!" her eyes widened at your confession

"S-sure you're a jerk for saying those things to me, but no m-atter what happened you were al-ways my soulmate! Nothing will change that, not e-even this stupid soulmate ribbon that co-connects us!" her voice echoed through the room

"No matter how much I try to forget a-about you, get mad at you or just st-raight up curse at you I can't! Because you are always there, in the b-ottom of my heart! There is always that spot in my heart that a-always belonged to you!" This made her more guilty than she already is

Your tears are now full sobs, looking at you she can feel her eyes watering at your confession, her heart aches of guilt and sadness, she never meant this to happen

Out of her guilt and her growing love for you she hugged you so tight, it was full of warmth and love something you have only received from your parents

You hugged back glad that she could finally accept you as her soulmate "I'm so sorry I said those things to you" her voice brushed by your ears "I want to start over with you" is all she said before she cupped you tear stained cheek and look deep into your eyes "That is if you ever want to accept me back? Even tho I'm a jerk?" she asked and all you could do was nod and wrapped your arms around her neck, while her lips found yours

The kiss was full of love, something you always dreamed of, it was definitely a dream come true for you and for your soulmate Maki Zenin

Out of the corner of your eye you could see your broken ribbon from your pinky, the cutted end was glowing and getting longer till you weren't able to see it anymore

Air was needed and you both pulled away from each other, she put her hand on your cheek and looked deep at your eyes with love, yet a glow caught both your attention

"W-what?" the soulmate ribbon you both shared was fixed and connected to each other "It's fixed?" she asked with a shaky voice, afraid this was all but a dream "It is..." you trailed off

Looking back at the ribbon tied to your soulmate made you happy, she was yours again and this time you weren't letting her go, and neither will she do the same

"Looks like you're stuck with me now" her voice rang through your ears making you look at her with a smile "Looks like I am" you answered while tightening your arms on her neck "But I wouldn't have it any other way" you kisses her "Me too"

And you both shared a sweet and passionate kiss, a deal that symbolizes your love for her and hers to you

This is how your story begins in a new chapter this time with a soulmate that you know will love you till end

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Thank you for all the support

-Mei

#Mei Stories #JJK #Jujutsu Kaisen #Maki Zenin #Reader #Maki x Reader

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yigashimei · 2 months

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Something I just happened to read at Wattpad and wanted to make something from my own perspective Maki Zenin x fem! reader

Also an early update for you all

Soulmates, that is something that balances this world, that is in your eyes

But something seems to have been wrong, you don't know what it is or what it was, but you do know something

Your ribbon is at the other end where it was standing

Soulmates can be found by using different kinds of methods that depends on the day you are born, it can either be a string attached to your finger

One similar to what you have now, or you cannot see anything till you locked eyes with your soulmate for the very first time

Even so you still want to find your soulmate whoever they may be

So what happens when you cross path but something else happened

Warnings⚠️: Angst

Scarred, that is what you felt at this very moment, powerless against a monster who is about 2 times your own height and covered the only way out of this damned dead end

What happened? You were stupid enough to go out in the middle of the night right after hearing some weird sounds at your neighborhood, thinking it was some prank your friends set up you go out and look for it only to find a pool of blood about four blocks away from your apartment

You should have just turned around, why did you have to go and pursue it like the lunatic that you are

So here you are now in front of this monster, scared for your life, your whole body trembling in fear as you close your eyes waiting for the monster that lifts its hand to crush you to your immediate death

But after a second of not feeling, hearing or sensing anything you opened your eyes focused on the floor that was at your broken foot

There you saw your soulmate ribbon, it was glowing and getting shorter, questions littered your mind that was until you heard a shout in front of you

"Last attack is all yours Maki!" the voice that called out was rough and deep, looking up there you saw a green haired woman jumping from the trashcan toward the monster that was in front of you a moment ago with a staff that has a blade at the other end of it

She amber gold eyes and purple glasses, but what caught your attention the most was string connected to her finger, it was glowing the same color as yours

You followed it only to end up back at your fingertips

"I got you now!" her voice echoed, you look up in time to see her chop off the monsters head and arms before landing perfectly about 8 feet away from where you were "Alright! Another mission success!" she shouted to a white haired boy that has his lower face covered and a panda..... A PANDA?!

Confused you rubbed your eyes telling yourself it must have been a silly dream that was about to end, that none of this happened just now, that you did not just saw and hear a talking panda!

"Good job Maki! You got it!" now you know you were dreaming for sure, there was no way in hell that there is a panda talking in front of you right now

"I know, I know" deciding to give up you look away from them and start to formulate a plan to try and leave their presence without them knowing.

"Now what should we do with the girl?" you froze 'FUCK! WHY NOW?! FUCKING HELL!!!' you shouted to yourself inside your mind

"You two handle that first, I got something to do" the green haired girl said while looking away from them, their body hiding your form for her to find out you were soulmates

"Are you sure Maki? And what are you even going to do?" the talking panda asked the girl you now came to know as Maki

"...My soulmate ribbon" she started but paused, confusing you and the other two people in front of you

"What about it Maki?" the panda asked again, you were now wishing you were dead or not here at the moment

"My soulmate is that girl, that same girl we rescued from that cursed" she said it, she confirmed it right here and now, in front of you and these two other living beings with you and the girl

"Ohh! You must be very happy now! You got the chance to meet your soulmate pretty early!" the panda and the boy started to jump around with smiles on their faces

"That's right she is my soulmate, more reason to refuse her as my soulmate" your body froze at her words 'What?' thoughts circled your mind

'What did she just say?' you kept asking the same question 'She doesn't want me to be her soulmate?' your words were like knives stabbed to your heart

"WHAT?!" the panda shouted at the girl "ARE YOU INSANE MAKI?! HERE SHE IS! YOUR SOULMATE AND YOUR TELLING ME NOW THAT YOU DONT WANT HER AS YOUR SOULMATE?!" the panda kept shouting

This made you uncomfortable due to the stress of not only almost dying and finding your soulmate, but her saying she doesn't accept you was the icing to the cake

Those words made it seem like the world you used to dream about with the person you were destined to be with was nothing more than a mere fantasy you have created in you mind

But why did it hurt so much hearing those words come from her mouth? Was it because she is or was your soulmate? Is it because your dream was ruined? Or is it because you just wanted your fantasy to come true?

With a sudden spur of energy coursing through your body you stood up, even with your injury in your foot

This managed to make them stop arguing with one another focusing their attention to you who was having a hard time with your injury to just stand

"Hey, you shouldn't be standing just yet" the panda said looking at you "If it's about what Maki said, then don't worry! I know that none of it is true and she also wishes to be happy with you!" the panda explained to you

"If you want, I can make her kneel and ask for forgiveness from you right now? But you have to take it easy" this time the boy said something "Shake! Shake!" yet you didn't have it in you to pay attention to them

Looking forward, there behind them was where your soulmate stands looking at you behind her glasses, her stare was hard at your quivering form

"My decision is final and I won't change it!" she said making you more furious, now with your body fueled by adrenaline and anger you took a step forward before you ran past her with your head down, towards your home

"H-hey! Wait! Wait a minute!" her voice shouted to you, this person was supposed to be your family, yet why did she say such things and suddenly cared? "Stop! You're injured so stop!" her voice echoed while you ran, but you did not flatter one bit and continued to your way home

"I said stop dammit!!!" looking back you saw her chasing you, fear struck you at the thought of getting caught, so you ran and ran and ran some more with only one thought running through your mind

'I mustn't let her capture me! I must get away from her!' you repeated this in your mind while you ran, your heart shattering to millions of peice, you then saw your apartment building a few more blocks away from where you were

"Stop already!" Maki shouted while chasing after you, she was close, very close to catching you

'I must get her!' she thought while chasing you with the other two behind her "Inumaki!" she shouted turning to see her companions getting ready to get the girl too

Looking forward once again she skidded to a stop surprising her two companions that was behind her

"Maki, what happened? Why did you stop???" the panda questioned his companion, but she was merely silent looking at the wall in front of her

With a deep breath she inhaled before speaking once more to her two partners

"We no rather I lost her, I can't track her now, she must have turned somewhere when I wasn't looking" she said before starting to walk back and find you

"Let's go" she said only to be met with her companions silence, looking back she saw that they didn't even follow her "What are you two doing? We have to go and find her" she was starting to get irritated

"Maki, why did you say that to her?" Maki was taken by surprise, the panda asked worried laced with its voice 'Panda must be talking about why I want to refuse her as my soulmate then' she thought

"I just don't have the energy to take care of someone like her, spoiled and inconsiderate" she voiced out her reason "That is why I want to refuse her as my soulmate" she then added before turning to leave

"If so, why chase after her again? I am pretty sure we can take care of her just fine, so why are you still here looking for her if you refuse her as your soulmate?" Panda asked once more, only to be met with Maki's silence

'Why did I chase her?' she asked herself before walking away to continue her search making her companions follow her silently

After looking for hours they were not able to spot you, trying to give the apartment buildings a quick look one stood out in Maki's eyes the most

"This way she's over here" she said making the other two confused "How are you so sure? There could be a chance that she isn't there" Panda voiced out, concern laced his voice for the girl they were searching

"My ribbon is glowing more to this specific direction and the closer we get the shorter it gets too" she replied making the panda nod and continued their walk

Arriving at the 4th floor of the building they stop in front of a door with a room number saying '403' and a little welcome sign below it

It was lucky that no one was downstairs to see the panda when they went up otherwise they would have been caught

Knocking on the door Maki suddenly stopped, it confused the other two of her actions "Why did you stop Maki?" Panda asked her

"...She's crying..." Maki was confused 'Why are you crying in there? Did someone made you cry?' she asked herself '...Did I make you cry?' putting the pieces together sh now knows what your reason is

Ignoring all the policy or respect she took hold of the handle and forced the door open to see you crying at your couch seated at the floor still wearing the same clothes when they saw you and a messy bandaged foot almost covered in red with all the blood

It hurts her heart to see you cry, slowly she saw you look at the door, your eyes were puffy and red, sniffles were heard and tear stains on your cheek

'Did I cause this?' she asked herself while looking at your form, from head to toe, her heart was breaking but why?

"W-what are you doing here?!" your voice was laced with fear and sadness 'Are you scared of me?' she asked herself 'Of course you are I am the reason you are crying right now, but looking at you now, why does it feel like my heart is breaking?' her questions flooded her mind

"We came looking for you, you were hurt so we came here" she said while looking at you "If you came here just because you wanted me to cut the soulmate ribbon then fine!" your shout surprised not only her but the other two as well, before they decided to leave this one to Maki and went away from the door

Standing up you grab a pair of scissors and try to cut the red thread, Maki was surprised "Hey stop!" her voice fell on deaf ears before a piercing pain hit her chest 'What is happening?' she asked herself once more

Looking up she saw you standing looking at her with the broken red thread that connects to her, tears fell from Maki's eyes just looking at it "There done, now leave!" your shout fell from deaf ears

'Did I hurt her this much? Is this what she felt?' Maki was confused and found the floor below your feet more interesting, that is before she saw blood fall

Looking at you once again, your eyes were dull, almost like you were dead, tears fell from your eyes and blood was oozing from your mouth to the floor

She spring forward and caught you in time before you fell forward and hurt yourself more "Hey! Wake up!" Her shout attracted her companions who decided to not step in, but hearing the fear in her voice they look at the room and saw Maki holding your limp body close

"Maki?! I will call Gojo to take us back! Inumaki go and try helping her!" Panda ordered the other boy before picking up his phone and dialing Gojo

"Hello?" a overly excited voice answered on the other end "Gojo! Come pick us up hurry!" the white haired man did not waste anymore time before teleporting to them

"What happened?" he asked them "I don't know but Maki suddenly shouted and this happened" Panda tried to explain with his own limited knowledge of what happened

"Alright let's get you all out of here" the man said before teleporting away with the other four people with him, but Maki only focused on you while holding the other end of her string with tears streaming down her eyes

'I have to fix this' she said to herself 'I will fix this! I shouldn't have said those things to her!' with a brand new determination Maki hold your form close before whispering in your ears

"I will fix this and I will apologize, so wake up soon, please" her voice quivered but still Heald a silent promise to you

This is part one, I will make part two soon don't worry

-Mei

#Mei Stories #JJK #Jujutsu Kaisen #Maki Zenin #Reader #Maki x Reader

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yigashimei · 2 months

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when you get this, put 5 songs you actually listen to, then publish. send this ask to 10 of your followers (heeyyy)

Sorry for late reply

5 songs

Angel with a shot gun

Born without a heart

Set it all free

So am I

Warrior of the mind

I had to cut it down close since I listen to like 500+ songs in my free time, while playing games, during lessons, studying or simply while trying to sleep

#Mei small talk's #Random moments

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yigashimei · 3 months

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Something for Valentines, my small gift since I can only post once a month this is a Raiden Mei x fem! reader

I will try my absolute best to post more often but until then I might stick with posting once a month

Raiden Mei, at first glance she is very beautiful, your friend rather Kiana's friend

When Kiana first introduced you to each other, you knew you were hooked the first time you saw her, her eyes were mesmerizing to the point you felt hypnotized, the way she introduced herself to you was like a spell trapping you

Her voice was music to your ears, like something that you can listen to all day

Yet her eyes wandered to the girl beside her and you instantly knew, there was never a chance for her to be with you

Warnings⚠️: A bit of Angst

Never knew that falling in love was something that will hurt you big time, you just had to fall in love, worse of all you fell in love with your friends best friend

Love really is cruel, to say your first love was someone as beautiful as her, her eyes that shine like gems strip from the sky, her lovely smooth voice that takes you to heaven just by hearing it

It hurts so much you just want it to stop, yet you simply can't when all you can dream about is her, what can a girl do?

That was a question you wanted an answer right away, yet here you are in front of the one who has your heart while waiting for your friend inside a cafe, it almost looks like you two were on a date, yet you knew better than to get your hopes up

"Where is she?" Mei the person who holds your heart said irritation filling her voice "Don't know, but what did you expect? Kiana being late is usual for her, never expect her on time, Mei" you voiced out to the girl in front of you

"I know, its just that I wish she can be more punctual and be more on time" she said rubbing her forehead, smiling you leaned your body forward and look at her

"Think on the bright side Mei, even if she is late you always have her back whatever happens" she smiled at you "Thanks Y/N, I don't know what I would do without you here with me" her smile was making you cry on the inside, it was breaking your heart more and more

You want it to stop, you want to shout 'I AM HERE TOO!' you want her to look at you like that, when her eyes were full of love, yet those eyes are always looking at Kiana and never at you

"Yup, you always have me here, Mei" you wanted to cry out, for her to look at your way too, for her to acknowledge you too, yet you already knew, this can never happen

"Sorry I am late!" Kiana shouted when she arrived at your table, her breathing is fast and not stable "Kiana, you are very late! And what is with you?! You're dripping with sweat!" Mei, worried stood up beside her and started to wipe the sweat from her forehead

"You might get sick if you don't wipe your sweat away, c'mon let's go to the bathroom" she then looked back at you "Will you be alright on your own for a few minutes? I'll just help her a bit since she can't reach her back well, we will be back soon" she said with a small smile

With a fake smile that was plastered on your face you said "It's fine, go and help Kiana first, and take your time" she smiled more and pulled Kiana to the bathroom with her

Really what can you do when she is always there looking at her, like she is the only one in the room with her

Looking outside you envied those people who can be with their loved one, not only did you know that you're love cannot be returned, your family also cannot return back to you

Life really is nothing but a cruel fantasy, it is nothing but sadness that fills your broken heart, a heart that you can't even mend

Your only choice was to put up walls and wish for the best, maybe in your next life she can love you like she loved her, even just one glance is enough for you, cause in this time, you cannot have her

Maybe if you were hurt she can care for you too, just like how she cared for Kiana, maybe just maybe, but only a fool will do that, if Mei finds out the reason you got hurt was not because of an accident she might hate you more and you hated the thought of Mei hating you

Lost in your thoughts you did not notice your two companions return "Look Y/N is deep in her thoughts again Mei! Let's prank her!" Kiana offered, knowing that she won't let go till she gets what she wants Mei agreed to their prank

"Fine, but only just this once, Kiana" smiling Kiana pulled Mei away from your view and pulled out her phone, going to her messages she picked your number and started to type

"Sorry Y/N, Mei and I went ahead though you were busy and waiting for someone so we left you alone, hope you have fun😊"

Snickering she looked up just in time to see you picked your phone up and read the message she sent "Look Mei, she's reading the message I sent!" Mei let out a small sigh and looked ahead, there was a change in your aura all of a sudden

You suddenly stood up and went to the counter to pay and left, confused the two went out of their hiding spot just before a ding was heard from Kiana's phone

"It's fine, I hope you two have fun😊"

The message was short and so out of character for you, running out of the cafe they started to look for you hoping you haven't gone far

"I knew this was a bad idea! Now look at this mess Kiana" Mei irritated had started to look around for you "I didn't know she would react like that! And you didn't even stop me!" Kiana shouted back at Mei

Worried for your safety they started to move faster in order to find you quicker "Mei!" Kiana shouted taking Mei's attention and focusing it to her "What now Kiana? We have to find her quickly!" she was worried, and scared that something must have happened to you by now

"Mei, we should split up if we find her let's call each other so that we can both apologize for leaving her" the raven haired girl was silent "Your finally using your brain, you go that way I shall go this way, if you found her call me!" Mei shouted before running and starting her search once again

After searching for a few minutes she finally saw you "Found her, let me just call Kiana first" she picked up her phone and dialed Kiana's number, waiting for the other girl to pick it up and telling her where you were

"Kiana is on her way, I should wait for her-" looking up the girl they were looking for was here in a hidden lake near the park but very much hidden

The raven haired girl heard sobbing, and saw the other girls shoulder going up and down indicating that she is crying

Confused Mei went a bit closer to hear what you were saying, but you merely continued crying not caring at all

Mei could feel her heart shatter when she heard you cry, why were you crying? Why were you out here, alone? Did something happen? Or were you hurt?

Questions flooded the girl, she wanted to know what happened to the girl she likes, Kiana was stupid for doing that prank to you, and she knew that she should have stopped her, yet she went along with it

She wanted to apologize for what she did, yet her legs were not cooperating with her, she went numb after hearing you cry your heart out, and she felt guilty

She wanted to comfort you, to tell you that she will make sure Kiana never does that again, and that they were very sorry, yet what was stopping her?

Your sobbing slowly died down to little sniffles, Mei was sure your eyes were puffy from all that crying "I should have listened to you, right from the very start" you mumbled but Mei was able to hear it

"What did I do wrong? Am I being punished? Is this an absolute order?" Mei heard even if your voice was starting to lower down

"Nee-san, was it wrong for me? Was I wrong to love someone who already loved someone else? Did I really have a chance or was fate playing with me once again?" surprise by what you said, Mei started to question herself

She could feel her own heart tearing apart, the cracks getting bigger with only one thought in her mind, a question that swirls through her brain over and over again while her heart breaks

'Who was this person that you love?'

She didn't know what to do, that was until she heard your voice once again

"Did I really deserve this? I really love her nee-san, I really do, but it seems like she likes someone else" with a humourless laugh a tear suddenly came down from Mei's eye

Your words were hurting her yet she did not know why, you were crying because this person you like loves some else, yet here she is crying with you but she did not know why

Was it because you were not able to return her feelings? Was it because the person you love was not her? Or was it because it hurts to think someone already holds your heart?

Agh love really is beautiful yet very painful when not used correctly, love us very powerful, it can push you to your limits and can be your weakness

"I am sure Mei-san will be more happy with Kiana-chan" your words surprise her 'Me?!' she thought 'Me and Kiana?' worried she took a look at you once more only to see a pained smile painted on your face

If she were a painter, she would paint you a billion times, but even if she is not her heart can capture this memory for her to cherish

"I am sure Mei-san will be taken care of well by Kiana" your voice was broken and her heart crumbled, like fragile glass

"Mei-san, I really love you" there it was, the glue that put Mei's heart back to its former self, she was relieved the person you were talking about was her

She can still fix this, she can still make up to you for this

Now she knows that if she hesitates once again she may lose the person who captured her heart to a misunderstanding

She won't make the same mistake again, not now and never again, she will make the right choice now and that choice is to tell you the truth

So slowly but surely she stepped out of her hiding space and started to walk towards where you stand, only to stop a few feet away and spoke

"Good, I love you too" surprised you turned around and saw her, the person who stole your heart, the person who you wish loved you back

"Mei-san?! W-what are you doing here? Shouldn't y-you be with Kiana-chan?" you questioned but only to be answered by a soft chuckle from her

"What? You ask that now? I sent her back already if you really wish to know" she answered you with a smile on her lips

Red was all you can feel spreading to your face, embarrassed that you were caught confessing you love in secret only to be heard

"Ah, h-how much did you hear?" almost like a whisper you asked the girl in front of you, wishing that the ground can open up and swallow you down

"Enough to know that my crush feels the same way about me" her smile never flattering continued to make you more embarrassed

"W-what??? Me??? Your crush???? No way! I thought you and Kiana-chan were something!" you nearly screamed out of both joy and shocked

"What makes you say that?" she asked her eyes narrowed at your form "W-well you were always together, so I only assume so" your answer made her smile

"Well we aren't, and I would love it if you can accept my feelings? Given that now you know that nothing is between me and Kiana, then may I have the honor to call you mine?" her question made you even more redder than possible

"H-huh?!" your confused and shocked state made her laugh a bit, her heart growing to loving you more than ever "I ask sincerely that you allow me to call you mine" she asked once again, this time pulling your hand to her lips and giving it a small kiss

"Will you give me that honor? If so I shall forever be delighted and will be grateful that you chose me" her words were like warm rays of sunshine shining down upon your form

Inhaling your breath you made up your mind "Then I shall allow you of this honor, thank you for choosing me, Mei-san" your smile was contagious that she couldn't stop hers in time

"Thank you for giving me this chance Y/N, I shall forever be thankful that you choose me too" her arms wrap around your waist pulling you in a tight hug

Looking down at you her palm rubbing your cheek and a smile on her face she pulled you closer before her lips connected to yours

The kiss was soft and full of love, something you only ever dreamed of experiencing, and thanks to your now girlfriend you got the chance to experience it with her

#Mei Stories #HI3rd #Honkai Impact 3rd #Raiden Mei #Reader #Raiden Mei x Reader

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yigashimei · 3 months

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I GOT HER!!!! I WON MY FIRST 50/50!!!!!

I thought I would not get her since I have no primos thank gods that she came home!!!!

Thank you all mighty bird mommy!

Thank you for coming home!!!!

Thank god I won this after losing my last one to Dehya and I kept losing them looks like praying actually did the work

I am so happy right now!

#Mei small talk's #Random moments

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yigashimei · 3 months

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Alright here is another one, sorry for late posting but here it is Zoya x fem! reader

Zoya

It was supposed to be a one night stand only, but things took a different turn, maybe for the good or not you are just about to find out

Zoya who was only looking for someone to entertain her things turned out to be much more different that what she had anticipated

Meeting you was something people may call 'right person, wrong time' it could potentially change your life but you did not back down

So what happens when you meet your one night stand again in the right time and place

Warnings⚠️: A bit of Angst

It could be destiny trying to kill you or worst you thought it may be someone who just came here looking for fun but turned out to be someone very dangerous

But seeing her again felt amazing even if she was part of a dangerous group, your first instinct was to run and hide but seeing her with them you just went and froze in place

"Where is your boss?" the guy big and tall standing beside her said, his voice holds authority "Our boss wants to talk to him, get him here quick" he continued

"P-please wait a moment, I shall call t-the boss and inform him of y-your arrival and request" the man on the front desk said, you learned his name to be Gin when he approached you months ago

" For the time being, p-please make yourself at home, relax a-and just tell Jane here of what you want to eat and d-drink" his timid voice was even showing his fear in which, Zoya their boss gave him a side glance

Jane went and replaced Gin at the front desk while he went and told his boss of what happened and who has come "My name is Jane and this way to one of the holding room where you can wait for our boss, please follow me" she said while leading them to the room

They were about to pass you so with quick reflexes you turned to the door behind you and went inside before they could see you (more like before she could see you)

Before passing the door that separates you from the gang Zoya stops, looking at the door feeling a bit of hope that what she saw was you

Turns out she saw a glimpse of you before you run and hide, she wasn't sure it was you but she will find out

Continuing their walk Jane calls out to someone to get food and drinks while they wait "The boss will be a bit late due to a meeting he is having, due to this you are free to have fun with some of our clients best pick, I shall send them in and you may pick who you wish to have"

After saying those words, a line of beautiful and jaw dropping women walk in and start to look at the people inside, the men of the group who were either not married or have a girlfriend chose the women they wish to have for the night

But the leader of the group stood up and walked towards the person who led them here "I want someone else, someone who is not here, her name is Y/N" the girls eyes went wide, seeing that this person knows their best worker yet, but she knows that the girl is currently finishing up with someone else and cannot come here

"I am sorry for she is currently unavailable due to someone already booking up an appointment with her, she should be finished soon so if you wish I can go get her once her job is done" Jane explained after seeing the frown on the woman's face

"Good, get her here quickly, I want to talk with her" she said before returning to her seat and with a quick breath Jane excused herself to get you

The truth was you weren't in an appointment at the moment you just said that to her in hopes that if Zoya ever asked Jane could say that you were busy and would not be free in the next few hours, but due to Jane's fear of the woman she had no choice but to fetch you and drag you to the feared woman

"Y/N! Open up! I need you now!" Jane shouted while banging outside of a room where you were she presumed you would be and to her surprise you were there behind the door

"What is it Jane? Didn't I tell you I am busy? Or did you just not hear me?" you asked while pulling on the cloth that's barely covering your bare shoulder

"That woman downstairs is looking for you, the leader of the gang that came here" she said while putting her hands on her hips looking at the girl in front of her "Then tell her I am busy Jane, I thought you already knew that?" Jane frustrated took hold of your wrist and started to pull you towards the end of the hallway where the stairs are

"I did tell her, but she insisted that she needs to see you, so I am sorry if you don't like it,but our job is to listen to the boss and the boss said to treat them good especially their boss the woman who was looking for you" Jane said before stopping infront of the same door where Zoya and her gang was being entertained

"Look, I don't know what your problem is, but we need to listen or else we might end up like Haru and Rei last month for not listening" Jane took hold of your shoulders and started to fix the cloth that was covering you as best as she could to keep the cold air of the night away from your shivering form

"I will be there so don't worry ok? I won't leave you alone, so go inside and know what she wants then you can go back and relax for the rest of the night" she encouraged you before tugging your hand to go inside with her

"Let's go?" she asked turning around to look at you once more "Let's go" you replied more confident than before

Jane signals you to stay just beside the bar and will call you once she has told Zoya of your arrival, doing as you were told you then proceed to talk with someone you know who is working by the bar

"I knew I would find you here" a voice deep and rough sounded just beside your ear, turning around you are met with the person who you slept with a month before this happens "What's with the look dear? Did you not miss me one bit?" she asked looking as if you put a knife on her heart

"I am extremely hurt by your actions of avoiding me, I thought you would have been happy to see me again" her smile was beautiful, deadly but still beautiful to your eyes

"Come sit with me, I have something to tell you, and I know for a fact that you would like it as much as I would too" pulling you up from the stool she guided you toward where her gang was and made them move so that you could take a seat besides her

Her hand moved from your shoulders to your waist holding you in place beside her, it wasn't tight to hurt but still tight that you couldn't leave her side if you wanted to

"I did as I promised, I will be getting you out of here in no time, so just sit and make yourself look pretty for me while we wait for that so called boss of yours and I can take you back with me" her voice echoed through your ear causing you to shiver a little making her smirk

"What? Miss my voice that much?" Zoya asked her smirk turning to a grin "Don't worry bunny, your in safe hands" then she laughed while you turned beet red from her teasing

A few minutes later Gin returned with the man you called boss, you despised him to the core, he was the reason you were here afterall

"What are a bunch of people like you doing here?!" Your boss shouted "And with my best employee?! Get them out now!" Gin was shivering with the glare that Zoya sent their way while the boss was not paying attention and just kept shouting orders

"We made a deal three weeks ago that I pay you 10million dis coins and then I can get her out of here" your eyes widen that was too much and you know for a fact that this man will not let you go after all you are his top selling, letting you go will be bad for his business

"No way in hell! That bitch is my top selling, take her and my business falls, I don't care about you but I am not giving her to you!" he shouted, you wanted to end this get out of here and just be free, but no, your chained here to this damned place till you die

"Our signed papers said otherwise" he froze, he had forgotten he signed the deal cause he thought she wouldn't be able to do it "I got the money and the paperwork here, so you either cooperate with us properly or I can make you be a remaining tale to this place for all eternity" her voice grew dark along with her eyes

Boss afraid stepped down and left with the money, you were free now, no more of those routine that you have to do, tears stained your cheek taking Zoya by surprise

"Hey, why are you crying?" her voice now smooth and soft to your ears "Don't cry now, I made a promise to get you out of here no matter what, and I am doing that now" her hands wiped the tears flowing from your eyes

"You're staying with me and my gang, so stop crying already, you're free now no one can harm you ever again, not on my watch" she said helping you stand up to get out of the place "C'mon, my girl needs to smile cause that's what I need to brighten up my day" her words made you beet red and your heard pounding loud

"What are you talking about? I am not your girl" she merely laughed and kissed your cheek with a grin "That's not what you said to me a month ago" she retorted back making you smile some more

"Let's go and I promise you no one will lay a hand on you ever again, I swear on my name" her smile was contagious that it made you smile too "I will take good care of you don't worry, you are in safe hands"

Maybe meeting her can be considered as 'right person, right time' afterall she saved you from that hell hole

Well whatever happens now is just a fate guiding your way, and you are extremely grateful that fate guided you to your lover

#Mei Stories #PTN #Path To Nowhere #Zoya #Reader #Zoya x Reader

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yigashimei · 4 months

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Sorry I posted this too late holidays and family gatherings happened here from where I am and I wasn't able to post this

Anyways Happy Christmas even tho I am a bit late everyone

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Langley sent us to a mission but it went downhill and something unexpected happened Langley x fem!chief reader

Langley

Your boss, also your lover, getting in a fight with her was rare, Langley may be a sinner but she loves you truly

So when she received a document for a mission she chose to give it to you not knowing the consequences after

When she found out she was devastated, not knowing what had happened to you, you went missing, she ordered all of her men to search and bring you back, wherever you are

After sometime she had a hard time, not being able to hold you, not seeing you and not being able to feel you drove her crazy

She needed- no she must find you no matter what it caused you were her world, her life, her light and her air

You were her everything, you hold her heart after realizing this she remembered the last time you both talk, it started as a normal conversation then ending into a misunderstanding that was never fixed

It ended on you both not talking again, it broke her, she will apologize even if it causes her life at all cost she will be able to hold you close again, she will give up everything for you to come back

Warnings⚠️: Angst

A fight with Langley never ends well, it's not because she does want to but it always starts with a misunderstanding and she always ignores talking about it, always saying to herself that 'time will fix it not me' even if she is the 9th Agency boss she can't help but think like that

So when you two fight she only walked out of the room, and started to walk back to her office and confined herself inside till she feels she can go out, it usually takes up to weeks before she decided that she is ready to face the world again tho this time she came out earlier that everyone expected

Coming to find you after not seeing each other for over a week, she saw you at your shared room, walking up to you Langley was holding a piece of document

"Stand up Rookie, you have a new mission to do" was the only thing she said before dropping the papers beside you on the bed and leaving, you we're heartbroken at what she did and thought 'No I love you's? A mission after not coming to talk and see me for a week how thoughtful of her' you sit up and read the documents

'Alright I should get ready' getting off the bed you changed clothes and pack everything you may need before going to the ramp where the helicopter is waiting to take you to your next mission, you were expecting Langley to be there and send you off but you were only disappointed 'She always comes and send me off, did I really mean so little to her? Who would have thought this is how she will dispose of me after that small fight we had' you didn't care anymore

Boarding the helicopter and telling the pilot to get going, you did not notice your lover at the side very well hidden and now sending you off without your knowledge, when you board the helicopter she saw your eyes went dull and her heart ached to come out and give you a big hug but her pride stops her from doing so, then instead of wishing you to come back safe and sound soon, she wasn't able too thanks to her pride

Guilt consumed her whole body, her hands and lower lip trembled with sadness and regret flashes to her eyes, why did she not send you off? Why didn't she say 'sorry' or say 'come back soon' or 'I love you'? She didn't know what it was, all she hoped was to fix this after you came back

But fate has different plans for her and you, cruel it seems but she should have expected it when you haven't returned after a week, the mission was only supposed to take 3-5 days so when it hit a week she was terrified, sad and very much afraid of what might have happened to you

Many thoughts and scenarios of what might have happened flooded her mind 'Were you ambushed?' 'We're you injured?' Or were you taken?' Fear struck her and she couldn't focus on anything she does, she then sent an issue stating to her men to go search for you and come bring you back

After 2 days of her sending out her men to look for you something then came up with a message that was sent to her that you were finally found, she was happy that you were coming back but terrified of what might have happened to you, why have you just returned now

The message contained on how her men found you, it states that you were unconscious in the carnival near where the first Black Ring was before it was destroyed by you too before, seeing this she instantly knew that something was up, but the moment she heard that you were landing from the people outside she immediately drop everything that she was doing and went to greet you back

The only problem was you were being rolled by the medic team to get treated when Langley saw you, there was a knife on your abdomen, your arms were full of wounds and both your legs and wrists had marks of being chained to something, seeing this Langley was furious to those who did this to you, mad at herself for sending you to that wrecked mission, guilty that you both never reconcile before you left and devastated about your state

Questions littered her mind while she waited for the medic team to come out and say you were stable already, so many questions but she still has no answer, but she does know one thing that she should do now

Make sure you're safe and sound, even if it means she is neglecting her own duties she does not care, you were now her priority not her work, her work can wait while you can't

Sometime later the medic team comes out and greets her before telling her about your current condition before leading you to the room where you will stay in till you get better

She sat on a chair beside the bed you were on top of resting, even if you are now feeling well she still feels a bit guilty for not talking to you about your fight and just push it away

Holding your hand between hers, it looked like she was silently praying to a god but to the people that knows her thinks otherwise

Holding your hand was somewhat helpful to keep her grounded, even tho she blames herself for what happened to you she just wants to hold you close, to feel your warmth and see that smile she fell in love with

You were her everything to lose you was to lose herself too

It was her silent prayer to whoever god there is to take your pain away and heal the scars that you have, to make sure you are safe with her on your bed and not in the medic room bed

You were her salvation, her everything, her world and her guiding light, she should have taken care of you more, she should have never done what she did, yet it's all too late now for her to turn back

All she can do now is wait for you to wake up so that she can make up for her mistakes, to treat you better than before, to apologize to what she did and to make sure you never stray too far from her once more

This is her silent promise to your unconscious body laying in the mattress in front of her

"Rookie, wake up soon my beloved" she whispers to your hand between hers "I wish to apologize for everything I did, so wake up and you can shout at me as much as you want, but please let me apologize for everything I did" rare tears flow down her face as silent sobs engulfed the once quite room

"Come back to me, my dear" She whispers silently, head down on your bed while keeping a firm hold on your hand between hers "That's my only wish"

Langley the boss of the 9th Agency, your lover, weeping beside your bedside while you lay motionless on the bed

Her guiding light was there, faint it may be, but it's still there she shall wait for when the time is right, whenever that may be she will wait for you

#Mei Stories #PTN #Path To Nowhere #Langley #Reader #Langley x Reader

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yigashimei · 5 months

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I have this silly idea while in school so let me just write it down Shalom x fem!chief reader

Shalom

Imagine you the chief having a secret relationship with Shalom, it wasn't supposed to become a secret but because of the rules that is given you have no choice but to compile to the rules and have a secret relationship with Shalom

The higher up made this rule in the hope of you not getting distracted from your work and become more drown in work, little did they know that you were getting more motivation to finish these missions quicker just to get back to your lovely girlfriend

Shalom will always wait for your return and will be more anxious if you did not return in time, she knows that you always try to get back quickly to her

But something did happen the higher up found out about your relationship and called you in right when you were about to go back to Shalom

Warnings⚠️: None

Shalom was patiently waiting for your return at your office, it has been 2 whole days that you were gone and she missed you so much, but after sometime of you not showing up she got worried and started pacing around your office

A few minutes later your loyal Adjutant Nightingale went to your office with the intention to pass some paper work to you but when she opened the door she then saw Shalom pacing on your office back and fort

"This is a surprise, to see you here in the chief's office sinner Shalom" Shalom turned around quickly by the sound of the door but her smile soon disappeared once she saw your Adjutant at the door instead of you

"There is nothing to be surprised about, I merely came here to have a talk with the chief, seeing she is not here I will just have to wait a bit longer" your Adjutant sigh, walking over to your table and putting the paper work where it's supposed to be before turning around facing the sinner before talking to her

"The chief will be a bit late so it's best to not wait for her and go about your day" the Adjutant said to the sinner, frowning Shalom asked "What do you mean?" Going to the door and opening it, seeing no one is around she turned around and faced the sinner while locking the door behind her

"Why did you lock the-" Shalom got cut of by the next words that came out of Nightingale causing her to freeze on her spot "The chief was called by the higher up when she returned, it must have something to do with your secret relationship with her going against the rules of the chief not having any" your relationship with Shalom was the reason you weren't with her right now, but that was not on her mind right now

"How did you find out?" letting out a small sigh the Adjutant looked at the sinner with a small smile "The chief told me before she was taken that her lover was here and I should let them know of what is going on, seeing that you're the only one here and the previous interactions you have with the chief it's not hard to know" she said with a small smile on her face

"Then where is she now?" Shalom asked with a bit of hesitation, the Adjutant sigh softly of the nth time today "Still at the higher up getting interrogated, I tried to pull her out but it's no use and the chief ordered me to just be here with you until her return" Shalom did not like the answer but just accepted it with a small nod before sitting down at the sofa, praying that you can come back safe and sound to her arms

It was already past 4pm and you still haven't returned, even when Nightingale tried to calm down Shalom she just got more and more worried until someone knocked on the door "Excuse me? Is Adjutant Nightingale here?" The Adjutant stand up and opened the door only to reveal someone from the higher up "I'm here, what seems to be the matter?" She asked while keeping the door a bit close so no one will see who is the other person inside the room

"Whoever is there inside with you pls tell them to come out and both of you follow me, orders from the boss, right now so pls compile" the person leaves no room for argument before turning around and walking a bit before stopping and waiting for the Adjutant to follow

Nightingale turned around and looked at Shalom, she heard everything so she merely nodded her head before they both leave the room and catch up with the other person

The other person who guided them suddenly stops at a rather large door before turning around to face them "We are here, just go inside and you will be able to see them" was the only thing they said before leaving them and going back to their post

The wall was quiet, too quiet for Shalom to feel comfortable but did not do anything that may give her some suspicion, the Adjutant was also very quiet, thinking very hard in the many scenarios that may happen, but one thing is for sure for them is that they will be able to see you again and hopefully safe and sound at that

Once the doors opened the two entered and saw three people lined up on a desk with a person sitting on a chair in front of them besides two empty chairs beside them

"You're here, great! Take a seat and we shall start" the man in the middle said with a low and gruffy voice followed by a small voice beside him on his left "We should hurry, I am very hungry right now, we have been here far too long! I can't wait any longer, I might explode out of hunger!" the small voice suddenly was accompanied by a high pitch that irritated the sinner but did not show it

Ignoring the other two voices the one on the right has a calm but sharp voice, full of authority and it's like demanding an answer every time "Let us start" They said making both the Adjutant and sinner freeze on their spot for a moment before waking towards the spare chair

Not knowing who was in the middle chair the Adjutant went first to look at the person seated quietly and keep looking forward, the person turned around but the light only reflected darkness and kept the duo from seeing who it was

"Adjutant Nightingale and sinner Shalom" the voice made Shalom step forward her facade fading while the person stood up from the middle chair and faced them, the light now gave a bit of shine for Shalom to see her beloved chief, her love, her lover, and her whole world

She was standing in front of her and the Adjutant, a smile in her face while the small beam of light reflected the cool gray hue of her eyes looking back to her lover

"You're safe! Thank goodness!" Shalom did not care anymore, whatever happens then it shall happen, for her all she cares about is her lover being safe in her arms within her reach "I have missed you so much! I am glad you are back" her words were soft and tender

The way you look at her was like she hangs the stars and moon in the sky, while for you it might be true for others they saw her as a plague someone to die, so to be in her arms right now was a true blessing in disguise for you, even if they say she is a curse you can never see her that way, because this woman who is holding you close, filled with warmth and gentleness was the person you love, your lover and your moon in the dark and cold night

"Ahem" a voice cut through their interaction the two suddenly let him and turned back around to face the higher up commanding officer "So the rumors were true, the chief of the MBCC has disobeyed the orders of the commanding officers!" The voice got louder and louder with every word that has been said "As per the rules stated, the chief of the MBCC will be locked up in solitary confinement, until further notice the S-class sinner Shalom will also be in solitary confinement till further notice!" the voice commanded

"No! The chief did nothing wrong! She merely chose to love someone! What is wrong with that?!" the Adjutant's voice echoed throughout the room while Shalom and her lover were stood frozen in their spots

"What is wrong? The chief disobeyed the orders of strictly not having a lover and even hid it from the higher up! So that is what's wrong here! Disciplinary actions must be held at once for the chief to have broken the rules!" The one on the right said their hand is then slamming down on the table making a loud smack to be heard by the people inside the room

"And?" Nightingale challenge in a high tone of voice "AND?! WHAT DO YOU MEAN AND?! " the voice shouted anger and frustration building up from their voice "So what? The chief only made the decision of loving someone! In my perspective nothing is wrong with that! You are the ones in the wrong here by making that stupid rule! You cannot dictate whether the chief can have a lover or not!" your Adjutant's voice was full of honesty and anger for these people

"There is nothing wrong for the chief to love someone, the only problem is it might affect her work, slow it down and then what? The MBCC will fall if the chief only paid attention to her lover and not her line of work, it will get sloppy and maybe she won't even be able to finish it! That is what we think is wrong and that is also the reading we made that rule!" The one seated in the middle then started to talk

"And how will you know that?!" Shalom interfered with the conversation "Because we keep track of her work" the one on the left said "That's a lie!" Shalom shouted at them "The previous mission you gave her, she finished that before the 2 week deadline you gave her! Even that other mission where she came back all scratched up it was supposed to be a 3 week mission but she completed it in 2 and a half weeks! So you have no right to tell her that! That she is unreliable and will fail a mission if she got a lover! Because we have been together for 9 months and I can confidently say this to all of you that she has just gotten stronger with doing the mission you gave her!" she told them with anger, fury, frustration, and annoyance laced in her voice

Silence envelopes the room, taking her lover's hand Shalom makes her way to the door "This conversation is over, if you don't know how to make the right rules and only give a fuck about your needs, then you have no rights to be the commanding officers here" walking towards the door that leads outside of the office, they were then stop by a loud voice

"Fine, we will remove that rule, seeing that you did manage to complete our mission early and returned with more answers than questions for us" the one sitting in the middle stood up and walked out of the room through the back door

"That settles it, this meeting is now over, you may now return back to your work, thank you for your time" the one on the left said and dragged the other person with them through the door

"That's it? It's all over? Like for real?" Your voice was heard it was full of relief when you heard the words that came out of your commanding officers mouth, a blessing you will forever cherish

"It is all over chief, congratulations to you" the Adjutant's voice was heard next, and before you know it your lover was engulfing you in a tight yet warm hug, something you missed after going to the last mission they sent you too

"Let's go back first then you to can celebrate alone" Nightgale voiced out before all three of them left the room and separated at the hallway before the chiefs office

After entering the room you were then engulfed in another hug by your lover, it was warm and full of love

"I missed you so much darling" her voice was shaky but full of sincerity "I missed you too my love, this mission was very tying and even tho they caught us they give me a well deserved reward" your voice matched hers full of love and admiration for the woman behind you

"I love you my chief" Shalom's voice was then heard after a few minutes followed by her lover who recuperated the same words "I love you too my sinner" for the rest of the day they stated inside the office only going out when necessary and thankfully it wasn't a lot

Although it started as a secret it's now known inside the whole organization that the chief is dating her lover a sinner

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